when i die this is the song i wanna hear when i ascend into heaven

The Upload 11.08.19

lyrics:

I hate those tears
Boyfifty
I fear those words
SephGotTheWaves

I hate those tears
I fear those words (fear those words)
I hate this fear
I put you here (put you here)
I'm sorry I didn't find my way
I'm far too late (far too late)
The sky's still grey
These skies still grey (skies still grey)

Casual on my camry
I just drive and run it up
I'm still up
3 am she hit me up
She wanna fuck
I'm 'bout to doze
I got a friend of friend and he could hook you up
I got all wavy man
It got me on the butt and you could trust
It's only fucking with the talk
Let me bring the D (shit)
Drug it up until I message you
It's on my mental
Since I woke up today
I pimp my brain
I drank some Captain Morgan to numb the pain

Everything I do
Got you in mind
You're my only thought
My only lifeline
I'm avoiding sunlight
It's been 4 nights
Drinking in the moonlight
I might hit you late night
Let's do what you feel like

Can you feel me now?
Please just hear me out, yeah
I just want to make you happy
You love me tell me now, yeah
I've been on the pill on myself, but now I'm out it
I've breaking shit like I don't care about the outcome
I don't wanna feel
Think I'm better off without 'em
I look at my problems like don't know if I can count them

I hate those tears
I fear those words (fear those words)
I hate this fear
I put you here (oh)
I'm sorry I didn't find my way
I'm far too late (far too late)
The sky's still grey
These skies still grey (skies still grey)

crunch the #'s (boyfifty x seph got the waves)

lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

RAYVENHOME
PART 3/3
I LOVE YOU ENJOY
ALL TRACKS PROD ERIC GODLOW
NV4L
THANK U TO SEWERPERSON FOR THE ALBUM'S ONLY FEATURE

train ride
to my death 

how did i arrive? 
out my head

new clothes
new soul
new master that i serve 

and i know
i know 
i mustve struck a nerve

struck a nerve 
struck a nerrrrrve 
with you

cheated death once
ill do that shit again
back in action
theyre truly truly dead

playin dress up 
they think that we wont notice

arrival ft. sewerperson (prod. Eric Godlow)

featuring @sewerperson
produced by @prodjody

highway (ft. sewerperson)(prod. jody)

9TAILS mix/master, not the final previewed by shini on instagram live, minor differences though.
official art

I will never be a memory

Shinigami ~ right now (feat. 9TAILS)

guardin - the cycle [eric godlow flip]

the numbers

@i_x_t_a_i_l_s @karmarhythm


Lyrics



like ghosts
everybody spamming their shit
gotta scroll down past ya
looking for distractions for the times that i think too fast
splat
face on the floor
shoes at the door mat
got plans like a team captain
scratch that like a bobcat 
i need a gasmask

to travel through the smoke
gotta about a couple grams to go
cineplex scene pass and i hit the movies
stars on the card like yugioh

20 below in the snow
my friends hit the club when its froze
the goose make you warm in those toes
pop off the top take it in hold ur throat

summertime i made it
back porch i been getting too faded
fresh flow but my clothes all dated
old polo so the horse still a baby
maybe just maybe

ill raise stakes like cattle farmers
white kid feeling blue emotions like its la dodgers
ill manage with em like dave roberts

hit me like "slow down! feel me?"
i cannot feel u
i cannot hear you
we were never close to one another
i could never fear you
since i saw the real you
since i saw the real me
i grown to hate him too

like ghosts
everybody spamming their shit
gotta scroll down past ya
looking for distractions for the times that i think too fast
splat
face on the floor
shoes at the door mat
got plans like a team captain
scratch that like a bobcat 
i need a gasmask

9TAILS - ghosts [prod. karma rhythm]

sauce (kiwi)

Nothing,nowhere. X Travis Barker - Destruction | 2019

go follow @iofmusic and use his beats hes great

lyrics:

There we were lost again gone for days
Whats the point no one cares anyways
I’ll still be alright, you could let me die slow
I’ll still be alright, just leave me alone~

On the floor laying there wondering
If any of this shit matters anyway
I'll still be alright, you can watch me die slow
I'll still be alright, that's all I can hope for~

Fuck this conversation , cause I can’t let go
Life just has this grip can’t take hold
Coldest times are near don’t want to
Let you down but times approaching

Peaks never feel like the lows
Slowing my life to a halt
Calling out all night
Closed doors locked behind
You saw all the signs
Lie to me thats all I need to get 
Feelings that cannot compete with the real thing enough
Deep as those meaningless words wanna cut
Eventually all that shit turns to
Nothing


I cannot rewind
Mine as well move on
Longing for a sign
Wishing for a thought
Thats all that I want
Something that just gets me through for the moment
The closer I get to the edge feels alive
Like whats the point of just trudging along
None of this shit feels like it is alright
Cave into the thought crawl into my hole
Back to where before no where left to go

I thought that I'd realize and just let go~
Why did I assume things were simple?

signs ~ [p. iof]

written composed and performed by @itstheblame
featuring @kingtheta

AT FAULT - EP

don't exist w/ king theta

heart attack

triple_up (yusei)

https://soundcloud.com/guardinmusic
https://soundcloud.com/tothegood
<3 

lyrics:
(noah2000)
she got the spookygang sweats,
with the black doc martins,
i swear to god that i love it,
when the blunt gets me exhausted 
i wont ever sleep 
until i feel proud of my day,
so ive been standing still for weeks
just hoping something comes my way 
and if you wanted too i’d stumbled down the yellow brick road
so you can tell me all the secrets that you want me to know,
my wicked witch of all the east is rlly changing up my style
when i get home i’ll roll a fatty cuz i love when you smile

(guardin)
that's just how it goes
yeah that's how i roll
seven gram blunt & she's taking off my clothes
kissin on my tattoos leave me feelin froze
got my pistol in her grip cock it back & watch it blow 
i can't fall asleep so i've been staring at my phone
read a couple tweets until i leave that shit alone
noah sent the open all the way from buffalo
i'm just waiting for the green light hit the gas & go

(noah2000)
she got the spookygang sweats,
with the black doc martins,
i swear to god that i love it,
when the blunt gets me exhausted 
i wont ever sleep 
until i feel proud of my day,
so ive been standing still for weeks
just hoping something comes my way 
and if you wanted too i’d stumbled down the yellow brick road
so you can tell me all the secrets that you want me to know,
my wicked witch of all the east is rlly changing up my style
when i get home i’ll roll a fatty cuz i love when you smile

if you’re a bills a fan then lemme hear ya shout,
cuz i’ve got plenty other problems that i’d rather scream about,
like how ive been good for a minute now i’m not,
i talk about my feelings way too much instead of smoking pot,
so i’m screaming that i love you but
i hate that i’m so brutally honest
i know this world could be much better if i stop being on it,
i’m just never in the places i hoped,
who say do i need to be?
i’m doing everything that i can what else you want with me

(guardin)
lost in my head all the time
i'm not alright
i guess it's fine

Spotify <3

wicked w/ guardin (prod. tothegood)

NASHVILLE SHOW 9/27
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