“She is my medusa and I am her posiden” ❤️

I hope I can feel my body come the morning!

lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

s/o chxse bank
rip summer
got some new shit for y'all real soon
<3

august (prod. chxse bank)

prod. @its-naawoj

lyrics
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strawberry blunt ash flicked to the pavement
drank too much my minds outta place
this long walk home i hope i can make it
make it
make it

twas the night
i never felt so alive
then you crossed my mind
i tried to leave you behind
but of course you hide
kept out of reach & unkind
so my pulse will rise
as i look into those eyes
and i know
i don't wanna go where you're always chasing
leave me to the road as i start erasing
everything i know it's yours for the taking
take it
take it
walking all alone my feet start to ache
this party isn't over until i say it's
over and i'm over you when i'm waking
waking
waking

waking up to the sun
the stars don't know where i've been
bad luck is all that i know
bad luck is all that i am

i don't wanna go where you're always chasing
leave me to the road as i start erasing
everything i know it's yours for the taking
take it
take it
walking all alone my feet start to ache
this party isn't over until i say it's
over and i'm over you when i'm waking
waking
waking

follow naawoj

bad luck (prod. naawoj)

lyrics:

Grape vine burner
She wants a parking lot live in murderer

Self medicated by the smell of storm
Id have a blade left in my gut and they would say im armed
How come every champion rather lose instead
He wins the game but loses life when ego fills his head
Hand to hand combat never works
When right beside u lay the weapons of the universe
Check it five times then I close the hatch
She spoke the language of the world into voided black 

I know well we know that u won’t stay long
Cause ur better than most but u hold ur tongue
The rain turns snow every time ur gone
It must be a pain living this stuck up
So Be grateful at least when u waste my time
Still im thankful at least that ur wasting mine
Why breath when Im able to choke on words
But they bounce from her face and they land in the dirt

Carried to the cemetery I could tell she’s still alive
Wood soot dirt 
Block her body from our 9-5
I could be the mercenary u could be the better guy
He could not flirt
With the image of an other side
Blood on my brain broke thru my skull
Giving back life to the animals
Strawberry colour on feathery coats
I’m the shoe box u cannot tip toe
I told u I meant it
Girl that’s why I said it
I can’t be much clearer than that don’t u get it

I know well we know that u won’t stay long
Cause ur better than most but u hold ur tongue
The rain turns snow every time ur gone
It must be a pain living this stuck up
So Be grateful at least when u waste my time
Still im thankful at least that ur wasting mine
Why breath when Im able to choke on words
But they bounce from her face and they land in the dirt

Just about 20 feet down in the well I rest
 I sport a smile stuck forever with this shell in my head
He dips down to my mouth to see what I had said
As I breathed once again they could hear me cry

I know well we know that u won’t stay long
Cause ur better than most but u hold ur tongue
The rain turns snow every time ur gone
It must be a pain living this stuck up
So Be grateful at least when u waste my time
Still im thankful at least that ur wasting mine
Why breath when Im able to choke on words
But they bounce from her face and they land in the dirt

It Must Be A Pain (branwen)

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Sad Chill video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oRSfLaYdsvk

https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson
https://soundcloud.com/polaven
https://soundcloud.com/s-nset-b-y

Lyrics:

Sewerperson-

Talk about a long night
I was on the phone and even her voice gave me frostbite
I cant feel my face let alone my emotions
I put all my pain into my hands to pour this potion
I was fucked by 9:30
Still I hold a convo
You had done me so dirty
But I kept it confidential
She had tossed me out the window like she was something special
I would hit u back still if it wasn’t for my mental
Give me time
I was one of them I thought I wouldn’t do it
But shit just change abruptly when u going thru it
I still cant believe my dream been more than lucid 
But I just drown the doubts inside these purple fluids
Take me and try to break they never could before
I found a spot to think now up on this meteor
Tell me how I could fix u and I will give it my all
Ill make that my goal until im nothing but a skull

polaven-

What do you want from me
I'm so fucked up, can't you see
I'm so lost in you, but you never lost in me 
What do you want from me
I'm so fucked up, can't you see
I'm so lost in you, but you never lost in me
I know this isn't right, but I put too much time into us
And I will die, if you leave me cuz I'm on the cuff
Of leaving, this earth from breathing
Where will I go? When Im gone? Fuck

Ekeon-

Oh fuck, fuck, fuck
Everywhere I look, I see a ghost
Vision blurry like a nightmare
Oh outta luck, luck, luck
Feelings run deep, like a knife
I could die there
I'm so gone, she's so gone
Take it, I don't wanna leave
But I'm all wasted, I don't wanna die
I just wanna lie, say goodbye to one last night

polaven-

What do you want from me
I'm so fucked up, can't you see
I'm so lost in you, but you never lost in me 
What do you want from me
I'm so fucked up, can't you see
I'm so lost in you, but you never lost in me

Lost in You w/ Sewerperson, polaven & Ekeon (p. JOLLY WRLD x Vesta)

just another lil fun one cuz i miss my friends
creature pt. 3 otw
<3

lyrics
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you know it's import
-tant i can't ignore
feeling like forever might be shorter than before
it's been on my mind
all throughout the night
so me and all my friends go drink until we feel alright
till we feel alright
sprite ciroc and ice
down another cup but it gotchu feelin nice
might light up another slice
it ain't even noon but we gotta smoke twice
got a double in my cup
with a soda on the side
chicken noodle soup
way i'm spittin all this fried
with the gx engine we gon bring the coupe to life
in the tx 972 with all my guys

got my foot elevated while we drivin up the 5
06 ludacris followed by nelly furtado
breeze past you goofies in the sprinter with my gattos
feed lines to bitches off my dick like a silo
jesus where the pen at imma write another rap
jesus where the pen at im just trying to get smacked
ayy you kinda quiet is it getting to you bad
we a long way from home when home is all you've ever had  
i'll just redefine my character & get right in my bag
the tequila made it worse now i'm cursed with all this lag
eyes bloodshot crossed while i'm puffin on the zag
i don't wanna talk about it i don't really wanna drag 
you down with it
kiss another blunt go round with it
pop another top go drown in it
feelin like i got to
this pain heavy so the substance what i'm bound to

bound to round two
googling just how to
c-o-p-e cope with
-out chu out chu
(x2)

sour then sweet then i'm gone
feel like this tour wasn't long
nuff with the chit chat
man i miss my dogs
fuck it man i miss my dogs
control alt deleting this song
y'all really keepin' me strong
nuff with the bullshit
man i miss my dogs
started tallying the score
i think i've been here before
went from hollywood to venice
back to crying on the floor
i know this bout to be rough
you know you can call my bluff
we did everything we wanted
but everything's not enough

round two (prod. twix x g06 x thirtyyy)

prod. @siemspark x @jkeibeats

lyrics
--------
go
she said baby take your time
have fun out on the road
life is but a dream but it depends on where you go
i’ve been meeting people that i hardly fucking know
hardly fucking know
so now i’m singing woah
this is all i ever dreamed about and god it shows
swimming through this liquor tryna rid of all my woes
something in my head is telling me to take it slow
please just take it slow

please just take it slow
i’ve been tryna pace it
by erasing who i know
lifting up my spirit
in a pirouette with ghosts
dancing with the devil
every time i fucking smoke
but they would never know
panic sits before me
in a newly painted coat
i just drank too much so baby
please don’t rock the boat
fully automatic i go manic in these notes
this is what i wrote
this is what i wrote

she can tell from my eyes that i’m jetlagged
i’m not talking enough i regret that
my coding is fucked but i cracked that
i put my whole life in this backpack
and i’m hoping that i never backtrack

i hope this is forever
my life put together
a mere apparition
of me doing better
i’m sick of this weather
debating on whether
i’m writing this letter
for me or for everyone

jetlag (prod. siem spark x jkei)

featuring @sewerperson
produced by @prodjody

highway (ft. sewerperson)(prod. jody)

lyrics
--------
yeah we cruise through life
with our grip held tight
if only time could tell
cause our fears just might
collide with dreams we had
all these paths offline
if i could make more sense of things i like
regardless
i create what i feel inside
this thera-peutic place where my tears all dried
it's blissful seasons change & the time flies by
i always feel so strained and i don't know why
be honest
how many mother fuckers do what you do?
you got everything you want but ain't nobody got you
they're so amazed by the constant drops, the plays & the views
but i'm deranged, fucking insane, spittin my pain in the booth
it's a mad fucking world we chasin pennies & truth
can you believe i fucking made it dodged a box & a suit
i'm just a boy from outer space who ain't got nothing to lose
so imma chase away the pain with 40 ounces of booze

[hook]
cracks in every wall
but they ain't ever seen me fall
they ain't ever seen me fall
shootin like a star
yeah your planet ain't that far
you'll be home by monday

i burn a blunt & bridge the gap to what is left
i'm upset cause half my childhood was theft
it's apparent that my scars all tell a story east to west
but i can't tell it cause i'm occupied by beds i overslept
in a second i'll feel fine, but in a minute i'm depressed
all these voices in my head been telling me what to do next
is there any fucking answers underneath the skin i'm dressed
in i always think about it till i say nah & forget
there's evil locked inside me but i don't know where it went
so i practice tying knots in case the thoughts inside my head
leave me manic watch me panic bout the past until i'm dead
all because some fucking loser touched my dick when i was ten
yeah they say men can't be raped but i'm a victim in the end
let it shake up my whole world until the day that i ascend
it's a blessing and a curse but what's worse is most men
do not open up about it till they start to comprehend
fuck

[hook]
cracks in every wall
but they ain't ever seen me fall
they ain't ever seen me fall
shootin like a star
yeah your planet ain't that far
you'll be home by monday

yeah we thrown in the ocean
deep end swimmin with a pocket full of potions
vices to commend the fallen ones that lost their focus
i'm a toy solider moving weight in slow motion
oh shit
i'm losing focus
how the fuck you fix it with a bottle and some roaches
you ain't been yourself & it's been noted by the hopeless
they look up to you & you've been stuck in a hypnosis
no sis
i ain't drunk that's bullshit
i've been chasing dreams and getting money on the road shit
i cut off my friends by being anxious on some ghost shit
i don't like myself and i don't even think i'll post this
fuck another track about myself you probably know this
i can hardly breathe but you're too dense to even notice
is it a.d.d. or apathy of all i know
this year has been the worst for me but i don't like to boast
chyeaaahhh so

[hook]
cracks in every wall
but they ain't ever seen me fall
they ain't ever seen me fall
shootin like a star
yeah your planet ain't that far
you'll be home by monday

monday (prod. astoriablvd)

fue

cuantas cosas pa contar
ayuno tus lies
esas cosas no m cuadran
yo paso d eso

ayuno tus likes
ayunos tus besos

no se si mis “te quiero” valgan mas q tus “te amo” 
estoy presente sintiendome desconectado
la luna me sigue a todos lados

todo quiero mas no puedo
como mi compa haciedo dedo
nos venden un paraiso cuando tamos en un infierno

a veces me gustaria dejar de estar muerto
pero a veces paso de eso
ya deje de cargar ese peso
porque solo sanan tus besos

Ayuno Tus Likes @bdimeloaguin #CC

guitar, production -https://soundcloud.com/poppytears

shout out to https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s for jumping on this one with me  

"Behind Screens" full album: https://open.spotify.com/album/25XjozBMStYBDrlGk3wqHw?si=xAQ3iCJaTb6kz4hOhSMS0g

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/familypet
https://soundcloud.com/4ever-falling https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad
https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s

cover art: www.instagram.com/kenny_ravee/

Bandcamp link: https://lilsedative.bandcamp.com/track/healthy-relief-ft-9tails-remastered

love you all

LYRICS: 

9TAILS:
not much i can do
pretty girls always needed more acceptance from you
i told her I'd
love if we ran away
cheap grams and cheap faith arent much of a reason to stay
and we could come back anytime but my souls had enough for today
enough with these moodswings i love you i love you but please go away
she feeds me real great
i can only wait so long
i can only show you once
december weather got my fingers numb
we end with the day
were gone with the sun

Poppy Tears: 

You call yourself a rockstar 
and you can't even play the fucking guitar
I know it isn't in your heart 
couldn't give two fucks about the art

we all fade away like a picture losing colour inside it's frame 
are we all waiting for the day, the day we look back upon what we made

like was it worth it 
Am I deserving
I'm still learning 
with death I'm flirting 

I slow my heart rate 
I've made that mistake 
feel my bones shake 
and find my own lane

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healthy relief w/ 9TAILS (prod. poppy tears)

make your dreams your reality

△cid c△stle


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highway (ft. sewerperson)(prod. jody)

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