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track n°6
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lyrics:

gimme all ur love and
give me all ur love
won’t ask you for much
now won’t ask you for much *2

tell me all the things you’re hiding 
it’s tough baby it’s tough out there 
gimme all ur love, no fighting
cuz I won’t ask u for much i’ll bear

the burden I’ve lived by liking u so much 
it’s humbling to have you turn down all my love 
it’s frightening, I don’t know why I keep this up 
I’m hiding the shame u put me through my love 

cuz you’re just a bum crush 
you never do me right I’ll find out 
another crush tomorrow or tonight 

[angelus]
brand new bitch, flashed her tits
ball out, paris you know what it is
rosé one hand, green fuming in the other 
told my new girl, i ain’t fucking with another 
no no
but I’m lying, I’m defying
cheap thrills, sorry if I ain’t replying oh oh
got me crying, a divinebitch
fuck her friend, then I act like it ain’t happen 

she miss me, she thinks abt our time alone
I blocked your number, please don’t try to call my phone
she kissed me, she got a man, I didn’t know
she feeling guilty, but that ain’t my prob no more

I’ll bear 
the burden I’ve lived by liking u so much 
it’s humbling to have you turn down all my love 
it’s frightening, I don’t know why I keep this up 
I’m hiding the shame u put me through my love 

cuz you’re just a bum crush 
you never do me right I’ll find out 
another crush tomorrow or tonight 
yeah you’re just a bum crush 
I’ll get obsessive over nothing 
but that’s just me, I need to fix something 

I won’t fight give it to me right *6

gimme all ur love and 
give me all ur love 
won’t ask you for much 
now won’t ask you for much *4

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mixed by patrick o'neill, KBL and yours truly
mastered by KBL

bum crush v2 + angelus (KBL)

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and if you sink
it’s all my fault
every time i blink
you make the time stall, woah
my dreams go in a spiral
can’t find a way out
the path’s been washed away now
it’s been months since we’ve talked
and i’m right outside ur front door
calculating all the time that i gotta make up for
you close the blinds while the sun pours
remind me what im testing my luck for

i had a dream
bout u and me
i told u
you asked what it means
like u can barely hear my screams in the night
as i’m banging on the window
need some advice tired of crying to my pillow
5th avenue, im getting off
fuck google maps always getting lost
where did i go wrong
i sweat off my blush
now there’s a hole in my bag
i can’t turn back, i spent my last 20 to get here

and if you sink
it’s all my fault
every time i blink
you make the time stall, woah
my dreams go in a spiral
can’t find a way out
the path’s been washed away now
it’s been months since we’ve talked
and i’m right outside ur front door
calculating all the time that i gotta make up for
you close the blinds while the sun pours
remind me what im testing my luck for

earlier tonight, the first time that u tried
u went to open me the door
but then u shut it in my eyes
i don’t know what im waiting for
guess i thought you’d throw your wine on the floor
now i’m writhing in torment
keep pouring
know ur head hurts, just ignore it
i’ll forfeit 
forget my problems draining four fifths
will we be short lived
thought u said i was important 
recorded u talking different shifting formants
got lost, it took a cost
gotta log off
u had it wrong gotta unlearn everything u thought
don’t talk, don’t wanna remind me of what i forgot
so don’t bring him up that boy is gone
and u can say his name is wont turn around
already numb, there’s not much u can do to hurt me now
there’s no way u could tell just how i’d turn out
ur first doubt you had i thought u would drown

and if you sink
it’s all my fault
every time i blink
you make the time stall, woah
my dreams go in a spiral
can’t find a way out
the path’s been washed away now
it’s been months since we’ve talked
and i’m right outside ur front door
calculating all the time that i gotta make up for
you close the blinds while the sun pours
remind me what im testing my luck for
[repeat]

spiral

LYRICS

[X2]
fall into you
i feel like i’m wasted
theres nothing to lose 
feel your vibrations
crawl into you 
there’s nothing left of me

[X2]
it wouldn’t hurt you to get a break 
find some time
if only i just could just think for me
time just flies

fallintoyou

https://open.spotify.com/track/2G0gJh7ht5PwypDaogHNwt?si=a52c8b717d0d4b52

Oh, I want you to know
If I’m not alone, who’s gonna take  me home ?
And I, I wanna know 
If you’ll take me home 
Take home , you’ll take me home, you’ll l take me home
And I, just wanna make up again 
I’ll take you home, I’ll take you home, I’ll take you home.
Ill take you home…….

 Maybe im emotional ,maybe I don’t care enough
 baby its a one time love, and I don’t wanna give this up again
 maybe you don’t give a fuck, baby I want your love again
 knowing that I need it all  
 baby I need it all
 oh these sounds are just all that I am
 all that I am
 all that I am
 oh these sounds are just all that I am
 all that I am
 all that I am

Pandora

feat @46b and @grapes_1

wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
find out what i mean to you (sit down, care about patience)
wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
find out what i mean to you (sit down, care about patience)
wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
find out what i mean to you (sit down, care about patience)
wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
find out what i mean to you (sit down, care about patience)

stuck and conflicted
how can i fix this
they told me i'm trippin
but they waited til i fell down
i know that i miss it
you know that i miss it
so what's the point of waiting why can't i tell you now
(guessed it)
find out what i meant to you
i'm too focused on what shouldve been with you
i'd be lying if i didnt say
that that was true

guess it
guess it
guess it
guess it
guess
guess
guess
guess
guess
guess
guess
guess




i didnt want this, nd u just wanted somethin
dont say i mean something to u when u dont mean it
im losin reasons to keep stayin with u

tryna trick me into thinkin i miss u
always tellin me "lets do this 4 the one time"
i remember when u were always my lifeline
now every time that we talk, u take my lifetime

we aint meant to work
left this relationship hurt
and i dont know if i can recover

please dont try to get me back
had me feelin so damn sad
its just fucked to even try

no i dont mind
a simple sorry
but i dont want yo bullshit where you talkin on yo life
ugh, istg i would rather just die, just die 

writing this shit down, it's my letter
writing this shit- writing this shit  down
it's my letter
writing this shit down, it's my letter
writing this shit down- writing this shit  down
it's my letter
down, it's my letter (no i don't mind)
down, it's my letter (no i don't mind)
down, it's my letter (no i don't mind)
down, it's my letter (no i don't mind)

sit down care about patience
wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
sit down care lose patience

wrote you last night, awaiting response* w/edyn+ grapes

links:
https://ffm.to/c210 
https://socializingmusic.com/#nishith

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i got in the car
the heat on, cause it’s 56 outside
i told you i fucked up
you acted surprised
you said i keep making the same old stupid mistakes
and i said i hadn’t but Iim pretty sure i lied

take me by the hand, take me by the hand and never let go 
squeeze me super tight, squeeze me super tight and keep me close
cause i can’t lose you again 
it’s like hide and seek, cause i’ll count to ten
and you’ll be gone 

it’s been getting colder, and the leaves have been falling down
but i’ve been wearing a sweater since the start of march 
walking 'round the harbor sweating bullets but i’ll keep it on
what do i know?
i’m still just a kid

take me by the hand, take me by the hand and never let go 
squeeze me super tight, squeeze me super tight and keep me close
cause i can’t lose you again 
it’s like hide and seek, cause i’ll count to ten
and you’ll be gone

count to ten

i.m.h

artwork by in_color on IG

the story continues...

chapter 6 - pics. (prod. vitals)

we blooming 2

belladonna

miro & derno - belladonna

https://ffm.to/alwayswere

cover art by noah geene https://temberl.in/ 

i think i see it in the distance 
___________________________________
always were, like you always were
its the rote screen door on your front porch 
where you fell asleep on the tile floor
but you've unstrung all your britching now

bite my tongue 'till it falls right off
its the tailgate on that fane barbwire 
trace the windshield as we drove for miles 
spurn the sauder on the backing line
and i swear i saw you standing at the edge 

and it was beautiful 
and it was beautiful 
and it was beautiful 
and it was beautiful 

forget it, forget it, the day is done
forget it, forget it, you saved it once
i get it, i get it, you've frayed and rubbed the velvet off your antlers

and it was beautiful 
and it was beautiful 

forget it, forget it, the day is done
forget it, forget it, you saved it once
i get it, i get it, you've frayed and rubbed the velvet off your antlers

always were

i lov q the music
maybe i'll upload demos again like i did last year

https://derno.bandcamp.com/track/3-4

kiss and tell (ft. angelus & yazida)

/ "shay-ku" 
/ sheku#5061

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"lesath" - out now!

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chapter 6 - pics. (prod. vitals)

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