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Get the song on iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/gb/album/from-gold-single/id865386217

Lyrics:
I'll hold, so near and cold
you've exhumed my love

I'm sold, and our story will grow old
but you'll make dust from gold
...
And I'll know that your heart was once like mine,
watch the flaws unwind.

And i'll throw my love to the ground
and i'll tear you out...


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From Gold

Give Me Something

Recorded March 12, 2011 at Shove Chapel in Colorado Springs as part
of the Fuel/Friends Chapel Sessions www.fuelfriendsblog.com
This track will appear on the deluxe version of their debut album out on Heavenly Recordings August 15th.

**** Q **** Uncut **** The Fly **** The Independent

Available to pre-order from Rough Trade.
http://www.roughtrade.com/site/shop_detail.lasso?search_type=sku&sku=341856

www.myspace.com/theheadandtheheart
www.heavenlyrecordings.com

http://www.fuelfriendsblog.com/2011/03/24/the-head-and-the-heart-the-first-fuelfriends-chapel-sessions/

The Head and The Heart - Rivers And Roads

the german word for despair is ‚verzweiflung‘ which has the word ‘zweifel’ (=doubt) at its core. this means that despair literally translates as ‘lost/entangled/caught up in doubts.’

etymologically, this can be explained by the loss of hope for improvement, i.e., doubt that something bad could turn out well in the foreseeable future.

one could philosophize at length about doubts. I guess this has already been done in heaps. especially since, beyond the torment of perceived hopelessness, doubts also have absolutely positive aspects. they are an essential part of intelligence and wisdom. just as their absence clearly indicates stupidity and arrogance (#dunning-kruger). so being smart always means agonizing over the question of whether you are actually smart.

apropos agonizing, a relatively tolerable form of despair undoubtedly goes hand in hand with the conflict between the desire for individual freedom and interpersonal bonds. can I translate that as the “have-your-cake-and-eat-it-too-dilemma”?

fortunately, I/we personally never had a problem with this, because I/we never experienced or felt our relationship as conflict of freedom and commitment. however, looking at the course of relationships in our son's generation, I get the feeling that there is a lot of turmoil at work. relationship stress and divorces all over the place. that fits with my album topic! 

here’s a song I wrote about 20 years ago with just the first line of the chorus and later released as a semi-instrumental on sc ages ago. now lyrics have been added (translation hopefully not too wordily phrased) – and with them vocals based on my guitar templates, where suno once again acted extremely annoying. the machine repeatedly tends to slip into hackneyed vocal patterns and that means having to start completely from scratch…

©music and lyrics by Hans-Michael Albers, instrumental cover & vocal performance by suno 5

I reach for your arms, but I dream of the sky
I ache for your touch, yet I can’t comply
You whisper ‘home,’ and I drift away
Each time I linger, I lose my way

My heart’s confined while my thoughts run free 
Two fractured souls coexist in me
One craves the flame, one longs for the breeze 
I’m love’s own patient, undone by its disease

As much I love you, I feel the blues
The more I hold you, the more I lose

It’s a holy war, a graceful crime
To beg for forever yet plead for time 
You’re my redemption, my sweet undoing 
Every path I take leads back to you

There’s no victory in a game like this
Where freedom and love can’t coexist 
To live is to lose, to stay is to die 
So, I fade to ash beneath your sky

As much I love you, I feel the blues
The more I hold you, the more I lose
As deep I feel you, I lose my ground
As near I find you, you can’t be found

As long I chase you, the more I fade
As much I trust you, the more I’m afraid
As much I need you, I pay the dues
As much I love you, I feel the blues

As much I love you

This track is going to go on my YouTube, but for now, I'm keeping it here since I recently posted another Troye Sivan song and I don't want to post two Troye songs in a row. :)

TWITTER: https://twitter.com/KeriNicoleMusic
YOUTUBE: https://youtube.com/akaikeri

Ease - Troye Sivan - Keri Nicole

youtube version~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JGpyuXs8Y3E
vocals: rachquit 
original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GPBBo1neb2U
instrumental: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mfLwcU7GFJ4
mix: https://www.youtube.com/user/jparecki95
lyric inspiration: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U5x5u-sgt64

lyrics:
I didn’t think that you’d stand here
lemme tell you it was easy making all of your friends disappear
you think you’ve won
now hold still this will hurt a skele-ton

I’m a saint, don’t ask me how
hey sans I guess you’re sans a brother now lol
so, let’s go just me and you
I wonder if you always knew?

go ahead and try to stop me if you’re able
can't you see that my determination’s stable?
never knew resetting worlds could be fulfilling
once you spare me, I’ll just keep on killing

everybody thinks that I’ll come save'em
even though this path is what I’m cravin’
this story has an ending after this fight 
you’ll be burning in hell through the night

I’m not afraid
of love.
Love. 
Love. 

This is where we are
This is how it ends
I don't know why you think that there's a chance we could be friends 
but somewhere deep inside me, i'm screaming out your name
I've given up myself, I know we'll never be the same... 

go ahead and try to stop me if you’re able
you know that my determination's stable
all the promises you kept are slowly dying 
I guess You must be so sick of trying

I wanna the one to paint it black
your sins are done crawling all over my back

There's no one to save
This will be your grave
Despite all the chances that you gave...

I’m not afraid
of love.
Love. 
Love. 
and I'll do it again.
Love. 
Love. 
Love. 
and I'll do it again.
Love.
Love. 
Love. 
and I'll do it again.
Love. 
Love.
Love.


[chara] stronger than you ft. rachquit

The Vampire Diaries - Episode 13 – This Woman’s Work – S07E13
Scene: As Valerie uses her powers to draw the babies out Stefan mind-links with unconscious Caroline to distract her, inside of Carolines mind she and Stefan enjoy a romantic picnic date under the stars.

Billie Marten - Bird

Mashup of Give Me Love by Ed Sheeran X Silhouette by Aquilo performed by me

if you like this please like and share! 

**i do not own the songs in this mashup**

also reposting bc I had to fix something

give me love - ed sheeran X silhouette - aquilo

Ben Howard - Promise

Song originally by Patrick Watson 
Cover version performed, recorded by Andrew Gavin Williams 

The Great Escape

Novo Amor - Carry You

i’m with you - vance joy

Dreamy Night by LilyPichu (comfi beats)

cause
I can't do shit right, I can't learn my lesson
i can't do shit right, take anti-depressants
illness and welfare robbed my adolescence
my friends probably hate me, can't answer a message

filled with anxiety, always be hidin me
feeling inadequate's always what's driving me
not a role-model, that's not what i strive to be
Can't go outside, i'm afraid they be finding me

paranoid bout my privacy

and they always asking questions bout my face, can't relate
Fuckin caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day
Got alotta bad shit that I'm taking to my grave 
Got a fuckin date with death, on house arrest till trial date

so I grab the red wine on rainy days and then i pour it
cause i'll age another fuckin thousand days before I know it
yeah I'll spend em all inside, waste my time while i'm scrollin 
but I love when it rains, cause i'm agoraphobic

i'm not okay
what's the point




prod. Heartful

i’m with you - vance joy

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