Bitch ima pro, straight offa lexo
Xans by my bed I don't hear no fucking  XO’s
Get her out my head playing games like nintendo
She gon get found dead cold in a tent tho
Shouldn’t played dumb that's a bullet in your head hoe
Gonna catch a curb keep talking out your neck yo
I don't play dirty just play it with my friends hoe
Wanna see it dirty and ill make that bitch bend ova

How you like blood
Mixed with the mud
Guns gon pop like some motherfucking suds
Feeling real up
Guess that's the pills gotta say its some luck
Couple more seconds ‘fore my brain get to mush
Brain goes shush
All went splat like a kid on a mat
Blood on my mac
Shitty ole shack
Brothas doing crack But they've seen it all bad, 
felt it all black Found a body in a sack
Highschool kids on the road to die fast,
Hittin high speeds while the motherfuckas laugh
Why die happy when you’ll all get sad, all get mad
Felt it in the head like a fucked up dad
Just a fucking kid and he need rehab
Who you gonna call when it all goes bad?

Hit me and hit me Hard
Once in the head I needa get barred
Need some more scars
Need more reasons to go and cut my arm
Love this self-harm
I love to fucking smoke I fien it like some sarms
Go and chop his arms
Need another bag so I guess I’ll go hard
Slice off ar face with some fucking  glass shards
Need a new spark
Need a new bic 
Gotta get a light ill be back in a bit
Caught in a pinch
Gonna hit a sprint
Run from my problems and I do it with a limp
Even when Im sick, I still go in

Lexapro

You say that you're sorry he knows that your not
he never forgot all the shit that you plotted
Now his pain ain't blotted
Every memory in his conscience
Is fucking up his process
Now he’s bleeding out 
He thought it was obvious
He thought you'd take the hint but ya didn’t
Now he spend every breath believing that he a sinner
Blocking himself from feeling a meaning
his head is depleted
Of emotions
Of serotonin
A stone in his plan
To make a him band
Escape off and live off the land
But fuck all his plans
He’ll pick up some sand
And float in the wind
His life force passes 
And the soul leaves the man
This is a cycle cause no one meets an end
Type his last message but he doesn't hit send
No courage in his head

A story of me
A story of the past but now i know life has a meaning
I have a reason
Everyone does
Like or not this is for us
Some pain aint a fuss
Keeping ya head a must
So get up
And never fucking give up
I've been down and lost 
been down and lost trust
I’ve seen that and felt it
I’ve seen bad and melted
No courage
Just worry
The demons they hurry me
Dig it bury me
Shoot me and terror me
Show me insanity PLEASE
Is there a man in me
Or is it just empty
Smoking cigarettes in the back of a camry
Thinking should i end it cause living ain't that handy
I'll visit the sea
Pick up some sand
Float in the wind
Cause i am no man
I'll live off the land 
But not on this earth
Ascend to the heavens i'll fly like a bird
Shake the hand of god but deny rebirth

a story

Dragging his body straight thru the dirt
Dragging his body straight thru the dirt
Dragging his body straight thru the dirt
Dragging his body 
Dragging his body 

Ay
Dragging his body straight thru the dirt
Dragging his body blood on his shirt
Blood on his jeans 
Blood on the jays
Give him a break, to freak on his bay
Boy you is lame
Ill put ya shame
gas in my tank and nos for my prey
Stacking up bread im killing for pay
But who is to say
What will i do with ya
Kill ya or screw with ya
Hang ya or tie you up in knots
You’ll never see a god
I'll keep ya on brink 
make sure you survive
Ya living thru this pain
Straight thru the dirt
Dragging his body now his face will get merked
Ay ay

Im ripping a joint
No love at this point
So much self doubt I don't know if i can cry
In the hands of another
Done it before now i'm stuck with a hole
My words they are bold
And way too fucking honest
So make my ass a promise
Never fucking leave and please stay the longest

First time in love i got hurt (shit)
Second bitch same shit damn I need a perk
Painkillers cause bitches make me hurt
Losing my potential and i think i've lost my growth
What’s the point to love they neva fucking show 
I don't know shit but i hate my fuckin soul
This is the truth now bow to ya lord

Dragging his body straight thru the dirt
Picking his body up offa the curb
Watching him bleed
Saying please look at me
This is your end strung up from a tree
Noose on the neck taking lifes like disease

Where are my enemies?
All of them dead!
Where are my friends?
All of them left!
Alone in my room
Alone with the moon
My thoughts
And all of ya views
Taken me back by the that you prove
Making me laugh by the shit that you do
Kisses and roses that gave me some memories
But none of it matters cause i'm not with you

Dragging His Body

Walking talking bout some stupid shit
Wonder what we’ll be 
Yea i wonder what we mean
Wonder what the point to love is I can’t see it
I can’t see the streetlight
Dusty outside but the time right
Kissing but she can’t get her mind right
Escape to the light
To another place
Ignoring the truth
Ignoring me too
Ignoring all my feelings and I don’t wanna move

I am doing me
I am doing better
I ain’t painting pictures
Bitch I’m rolling swishers
Out the back of my coop
I’m raising the roof
Raising my life right to the moon 
hoping I’ll see ya there too 
Up In the stars
Up In the clouds
Up In the sun
Up In our house
You and me living husband and wife
Girl your every piece to my puzzle
The key to my all struggles
When I’m down you always come and cuddle
When I’m sad you always gotta wonder
What has he been thru
Why can’t he say truth
Why can’t he mean what he says when he says it
Self-contradicting the health of his mental
Why can’t he settle

Girl i don't know 
Girl i am stoned
avoid the thoughts of the void
My life like a toy
One wrong step and it’ll break like a boy
Whos heart wont start like the crank to a car
We are far but too close to give up so just follow
I’ll hold all your sorrow 
My joy you can borrow
We could be the perfect match girl
So don’t leave tomorrow 

We could be the perfect match girl
So don’t leave tomorrow

Perfect Match

Wishing for an out
Wishing for a drought
In the pain when I walk past your house
Im quiet as mouse
Social ability straight to ground

People start talking and I just dissociate
Forcing myself thru the lone of the opioids
I need some better pills
This aint no way heal
Starving myself from a meal
Cause I hate my own body and this how feel

Eating disorder after i downed my meds
I lost my sense of reality
Drifting away when they’re mad at me
Why is this happening
Tryna do better but i'm always back tracking 
And this ain’t no acting
This is just sadness

I’m taking a rip and leaving for months
In the fucking hospital eating my lunch
Coulda been out for days
That overdose state
Put me in my place
But I think I’ll spin it back and show it to my grave
I could be anywhere and still see those days
Talking my friends but the back of my mind
I’m looking out the blinds from my room in the ward
Alone in that world
Punching the walls and balling my eyes
Writing a passage called I wanna die
Let’s give up on life

The cuts on my arms make me ugly
Why am i ugly
Why do i hate myself 
Why do you shove me
Why can't you hug me
Why can't you love me
Guess i don't get it
Leave me to die here
Make up ya mind here
I’m losing my time here
What is to shine
But atleast Im blind cause I see pain ya face
And I know it ain’t a choice that

There’s pain in your voice
There’s pain in mine too
There’s pain that we’ve been thru
Bonded on struggles
Give me hug
Cry in my arms I’ll show you true love
Let’s go on road trip
Explore all the new shit
You and me lone in a car we can do it
Pedal to the floor girl let's get movin
That or we stay
Rot
And bleed a whole lot
Do whatchu want
you can pick and choose
Just please make your move 
Tired of waiting but I don’t wanna lose
Tired of waiting but I stare at noose
But please
before I hang gimme the truth
Don’t wanna roundabout answer 
Shaped like a knot that I’ll hang from
Rather a bullet to the head like dead scum

Dissociate

Look
I ain’t felt real since 6th grade
Memories in my head so bad i think i need to get it amputated
Fuck
Im outdated
My brain speeding away from me
Thinking im losing my mind think its gated from me
I don't know what ill do 
I'm wandering around aimlessly
So high up in the sky so i convinced myself id make the scene
But this ain't no movie

Nah, i'm dialed in
My mind is wilding
Got these crazy thoughts of me smiling
I don't feel that no more

I'm down in cement
I'm down in the dirt
Never felt this bad never felt this hurt
And now i'm stuck without a clue to stick in reverse
I want my time reimbursed
I mean shit
Where the fuck I going
What the fuck i doing
My conscious lost in a loop
Caused by pills that i scooped
Twice
That fucked my head
Couldn't see straight and was locked in bed
Bed ridden before I could drive with two friends in my blue chev

Some see my arms and avoid
Others see the cuts and wanna show pity for this boy
But think
Look what i been thru you still think i'm innocent
I aint no little kid 
Might as well of felt what the inside of a prison is
My mind ain't soft
Its felt the fall
So it's always tense waiting on the next call 
(988 suicide hotline)


They always say that they care
But one in their eyes and you don't see true merit
Family banging on the door 30 times in a day
That’s 30 new thoughts to erase
Whenever i see them i shove down hate
Not even a minute ago i had to do the same
But am i wrong for just placing some blame

Maybe it's on me for never counting on fate
I'd rather it be gone before its worse even if it could be better in the late
I find distractions
Art and some dumb passions
Music with no reactions
And some dope for my own lapses and mistakes
When im in car i cant hit the breaks
Speeding towards my end and i cant swerve away
I know its down the road
SO now lets pick my mode
we talking overdose? Nah done it before
We talking bone wrist? Nah i been slicing my omens
We talking car off a cliff? Now ya speaking my last moments
So get it over
Grab the keys and toss it over
This could be the end…
So maybe I'll take a landrover… haha

I'm always blasted
But i can't tell my friends that
I keep it silent
I’m- Usually never violent
On the verge of stealing alc cause i need the… high
The antidepressant for my- mind

Heard its comeback season
Or was i just dreaming
Its plausible definitely unlike the possibility of me not ending up in hospital
Slowly now i lose control
Destiny at the hands of unknown
Unspoke but for me it's enough as long as i don't float
I wanna drown 
Capsize my boat
I endorse the pain I ain't wear no coat
For the winter 
The summer dimmers
Times are changing 
Shoes on… now lace ‘em
Mind off… now it’s racing
Roll up… now blaze it
Load it… now face it
Floating… in stasis
Death soon… be patient
These drugs are… Amazing
life done… it's wasted
I could never… make it

Im doubting myself
I’m ready to down my book and place it on the shelf 
This not a story to tell
It's just depressing
Venting about stressing
But no one learns a lesson

We repeat our fuck ups
And pour liquor in our cups
Avoiding pain can't say what's up
Keep ya head down and yourself outta reach
Cant talk to others it hurts like drinking a gallon of bleach
With one more wrong turn and my life will rip at the seems
It's not a problem though i’ve been the one pulling at the string


Maybe it's on me for never counting on fate
I'd rather it be gone before its worse even if it could be better in the late
I find distractions
Art and some dumb passions
Music with no reactions
And some dope for my own lapses and mistakes
When im in car i cant hit the breaks
Speeding towards my end and i cant swerve away
I know its down the road
So now lets pick my mode

Can’t Count On Fate

I ain't no saint
So please stop ya praying
Im not ya fucking idol 
So please stop ya faking
Why they always hating
In every fucking way
Ya face is so ugly
Clothes looking’ homeless
Ya voice aint shit 
your lyrics way too soulless 
But you don’t know me
You wouldn't even hold me
As my blood seeping out 
Straight through my cuts 
And onto sand
the blade lie stuck in my hand
i can't let go if can make it end
Every seconds one that i struggle
I need a fucking hug
My head aint riding level
Im swaying and disheveled
By the news i made it through
Took all those pills 
But it's just another chance that i blew
Khristina just tell me the truth
I left for two weeks and you just went poof

Lasts words i said was i love you
You said it back but didn't mean it
Now im sat lone just fiening
Ain't got ya love or the weed and its evil
I played my best while you played deceitful
Lied to my face and now you can lie to my grave
Say you regret all of your dumb decisions
But every single one gave birth to a brand new incision
I have ya sweater
Do you still have mine
I really meant it
Thought you were divine
But just for a time
Cause now i see what happened 
Faked some tears but you were really happy
Ya didn't want me back
Just sex and new laughs
My life aint funny
Step in my shoes and you'll see why i'm running
See why i'm stumbling
See why im smoking on potent
Saving my roaches
Saving my blade cause i know my fate
Stay at bottom of the sea and never fucking raise
Blaze
Don't move for a day

Being patient in my room
Cause im a patient over zoom
Mental running loops

Feeling bad 
Smoke an eighth, back to being rude

If im not hating myself 
Im hating on others
Alone undercovers
Crying as i sleep
My brain cannot think
So ima take a leap 
Hope it ends while i dream
Ran outta papers
Addicted to nic
Im a chronic fucking vaper
Filling my lungs with smoke
Watch them deplete
This my last pass i don't think i can breathe

Kristina

Shawty in the back shaking ass
Take her back to the hotel 
Fuck her in a motel
Fuck her in my car I don't care where we are
I flaunt bitches, cash, and rides
Got a Lexus and that shit lookin’ nice
I got spice
Selling packs on the side like I'm serving some rice

my main flow coming from my music not my fucking knife
I'm building fans
Stacking bands
Catching flights
To miam-
Tossing out free grands
Got blood on my hands 
But now they resting in puerto rican sand

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I got chains
I got fame
I got hoes on my back cause they want my last name

Snorting powder
And the smoke is getting louder
drinks tasting sour
Puffing vapes like we need its fucking power

outta my mind 
screaming for some hours
Saying fuck all ya cowards

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Call me king Kong 
I'm on top of a tower
Like I'm over all you loners
Heard you sober
Here’s a roofie
Heard you tripping
Play my music
Heard you dying
I'll make it lucid
Now ya lose it 
I'm proving my point
I own all you bitches

I hate these damn snitches
Fuck a stich here's a clip
Dropping mags like we doing fucking hits
Hit a lick
Dip for now
But we sliding back and our guns out 
Shit go pow

Bitch I'm him
Lights go dim
Taking drugs like a stim
This ain't cod but I got a damn stick

Shawty thinking of her death
I can smell on her breath
She ain't sober
She felt lonely
She felt something that made her cut down to her bone
Shit 
I saw cuts, deeper than my own
I felt sad
I felt shitty
Cause i could be there right with you
Bitch i miss you
Come and be
Right by my side
You and I 
Fuckin until the night turns day
The light goes gray
If i couldn't see id still love ya face
You are my lord
Bow with my grace
You are my sword
So please cut and say
I now declare
you to be mine
God you so fine

A joint for the night
Looking at the stars 
I could bring you to a house on mars
I'll show you my heart
fuck and call it art
Playing guitar
Singing some blues
Anything for you
Sex on the beach
Eating her pussy out like a peach

God im so mean
Hop on my dick
Ride and give a lick
Sex and a blick
My combo just hits

Bullets are flying
Come look at this
His body is leaking
Come sink ya fist
Do it like this

Pick up the pistol
Load it
Now finger on the trigger
Aim at his head
Make sure he dead
I aint spinning back cause he ain't worth the lead

Sipping a monster
Off my own rocker
Pills in my pocket
Got a bitch climbing on me
Say she wanna fuck me
That girl just too ugly
I got one in my heart
Khristina why we fall apart
Now i'm spitting bars sitting lonely
Cutting slowly
The blood move towards me
It want me dead
For all those i behead

I ain’t fucking isis 
But i’m leaving ya loved ones just liveless
I’m talking righteous
preachers im spitin’
You want me breathless
Send me a message
some bullets on the way
And that ain't a question
If you hunting me down
Know  i aint resting
Im packing a glock
Ill shoot up ya block
You want the time 
i just took ya watch

ISIS

I CAN'T  STAY LONG
WANNA BE GONE

I
I
I CAN'T LIVE LONG
HEART DON'T START
LUNGS NEED A SPARK
JUST LOOK AT THE CHARTS
SEE ALL MY MOTION WHILE SMOKING ON DARTS

I 
I
I can’t see treason
But give me reason 
Ill leave em
Beam them
Stackin up bread with a mean hand
Blick blasting off and pussies encounter demons
Lemme unleash em
Give me some lesions
Its that bloody new season
And i'm in the spirit
Gun on my hip ya body i'm searing
Spearing 
Tearing
Looking at these bodies im not caring
Calling up karen 
Stacking up a serum
Weed and the bear
No sunlight ill steer
This home town cheer

Sippin jack
Shit that don't last
Like love 
Leave it in the past
Foot on the gas
Pass me the blunt
Ima hit a stunt
120 in the whip and i do it for fun
Ain't got no son
Or future

Wonder why do i do this
Spitting out bars like i'm handing out fists
Lemme see the list
If my name not on it then ima rock yo shit

Fuck all ya meds
My feelings are dead
Wakeup can't leave my own bed
First thing i do is shred
Pick up an instrument play while i mend
Mend all my fuck ups
I need some good luck
Karma coming back and i'm feeling so stuck
My life just sucks
Aint see a meaning when there aint no love
Enough
Cut it till drips or ya put in some cuffs

And i refrain 
From blowing my brains 
9 to my face
The glock made a save
Look in the mirror
Am i okay
No 

Ya face shows ya pain
Painting a picture 
The meaning is in there
He stares in the void 
surrounded by noise
Fuck all the girls or boys
Make me feel like a toy
I'm not

Put it on god
I have soul 
So stop talking old
Saying im nothing is bold
From my lyrics come gold
Not talking cash
But mental not stoned
Got a new bitch that i boned
 i'll pack a cone
Hoe Lets go

Stop killing the mood 
I 
I
I have no room in head for the truth
Im making my move on a girl thats soon catch my dick
Kill em all quick
mental was so called sick
Not making sense
Not taking chance
Boy take ya stance
Puts ya fists up and ima kill a man

Killing My Mood

From Michigan, lyrics are based off personal mental struggles or simply the lyrics written are an outcome of my emotions in the moment, and the style changes frequently, from Grunge Rock to Sad Indie. Inspired by XXXTENTACION, Zillakami, and SadBoyProlific.

Can’t Count On Fate

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