Bitch ima pro, straight offa lexo
Xans by my bed I don't hear no fucking  XO’s
Get her out my head playing games like nintendo
She gon get found dead cold in a tent tho
Shouldn’t played dumb that's a bullet in your head hoe
Gonna catch a curb keep talking out your neck yo
I don't play dirty just play it with my friends hoe
Wanna see it dirty and ill make that bitch bend ova

How you like blood
Mixed with the mud
Guns gon pop like some motherfucking suds
Feeling real up
Guess that's the pills gotta say its some luck
Couple more seconds ‘fore my brain get to mush
Brain goes shush
All went splat like a kid on a mat
Blood on my mac
Shitty ole shack
Brothas doing crack But they've seen it all bad, 
felt it all black Found a body in a sack
Highschool kids on the road to die fast,
Hittin high speeds while the motherfuckas laugh
Why die happy when you’ll all get sad, all get mad
Felt it in the head like a fucked up dad
Just a fucking kid and he need rehab
Who you gonna call when it all goes bad?

Hit me and hit me Hard
Once in the head I needa get barred
Need some more scars
Need more reasons to go and cut my arm
Love this self-harm
I love to fucking smoke I fien it like some sarms
Go and chop his arms
Need another bag so I guess I’ll go hard
Slice off ar face with some fucking  glass shards
Need a new spark
Need a new bic 
Gotta get a light ill be back in a bit
Caught in a pinch
Gonna hit a sprint
Run from my problems and I do it with a limp
Even when Im sick, I still go in

Lexapro

You say that you're sorry he knows that your not
he never forgot all the shit that you plotted
Now his pain ain't blotted
Every memory in his conscience
Is fucking up his process
Now he’s bleeding out 
He thought it was obvious
He thought you'd take the hint but ya didn’t
Now he spend every breath believing that he a sinner
Blocking himself from feeling a meaning
his head is depleted
Of emotions
Of serotonin
A stone in his plan
To make a him band
Escape off and live off the land
But fuck all his plans
He’ll pick up some sand
And float in the wind
His life force passes 
And the soul leaves the man
This is a cycle cause no one meets an end
Type his last message but he doesn't hit send
No courage in his head

A story of me
A story of the past but now i know life has a meaning
I have a reason
Everyone does
Like or not this is for us
Some pain aint a fuss
Keeping ya head a must
So get up
And never fucking give up
I've been down and lost 
been down and lost trust
I’ve seen that and felt it
I’ve seen bad and melted
No courage
Just worry
The demons they hurry me
Dig it bury me
Shoot me and terror me
Show me insanity PLEASE
Is there a man in me
Or is it just empty
Smoking cigarettes in the back of a camry
Thinking should i end it cause living ain't that handy
I'll visit the sea
Pick up some sand
Float in the wind
Cause i am no man
I'll live off the land 
But not on this earth
Ascend to the heavens i'll fly like a bird
Shake the hand of god but deny rebirth

a story

Dragging his body straight thru the dirt
Dragging his body straight thru the dirt
Dragging his body straight thru the dirt
Dragging his body 
Dragging his body 

Ay
Dragging his body straight thru the dirt
Dragging his body blood on his shirt
Blood on his jeans 
Blood on the jays
Give him a break, to freak on his bay
Boy you is lame
Ill put ya shame
gas in my tank and nos for my prey
Stacking up bread im killing for pay
But who is to say
What will i do with ya
Kill ya or screw with ya
Hang ya or tie you up in knots
You’ll never see a god
I'll keep ya on brink 
make sure you survive
Ya living thru this pain
Straight thru the dirt
Dragging his body now his face will get merked
Ay ay

Im ripping a joint
No love at this point
So much self doubt I don't know if i can cry
In the hands of another
Done it before now i'm stuck with a hole
My words they are bold
And way too fucking honest
So make my ass a promise
Never fucking leave and please stay the longest

First time in love i got hurt (shit)
Second bitch same shit damn I need a perk
Painkillers cause bitches make me hurt
Losing my potential and i think i've lost my growth
What’s the point to love they neva fucking show 
I don't know shit but i hate my fuckin soul
This is the truth now bow to ya lord

Dragging his body straight thru the dirt
Picking his body up offa the curb
Watching him bleed
Saying please look at me
This is your end strung up from a tree
Noose on the neck taking lifes like disease

Where are my enemies?
All of them dead!
Where are my friends?
All of them left!
Alone in my room
Alone with the moon
My thoughts
And all of ya views
Taken me back by the that you prove
Making me laugh by the shit that you do
Kisses and roses that gave me some memories
But none of it matters cause i'm not with you

Dragging His Body

Wishing for an out
Wishing for a drought
In the pain when I walk past your house
Im quiet as mouse
Social ability straight to ground

People start talking and I just dissociate
Forcing myself thru the lone of the opioids
I need some better pills
This aint no way heal
Starving myself from a meal
Cause I hate my own body and this how feel

Eating disorder after i downed my meds
I lost my sense of reality
Drifting away when they’re mad at me
Why is this happening
Tryna do better but i'm always back tracking 
And this ain’t no acting
This is just sadness

I’m taking a rip and leaving for months
In the fucking hospital eating my lunch
Coulda been out for days
That overdose state
Put me in my place
But I think I’ll spin it back and show it to my grave
I could be anywhere and still see those days
Talking my friends but the back of my mind
I’m looking out the blinds from my room in the ward
Alone in that world
Punching the walls and balling my eyes
Writing a passage called I wanna die
Let’s give up on life

The cuts on my arms make me ugly
Why am i ugly
Why do i hate myself 
Why do you shove me
Why can't you hug me
Why can't you love me
Guess i don't get it
Leave me to die here
Make up ya mind here
I’m losing my time here
What is to shine
But atleast Im blind cause I see pain ya face
And I know it ain’t a choice that

There’s pain in your voice
There’s pain in mine too
There’s pain that we’ve been thru
Bonded on struggles
Give me hug
Cry in my arms I’ll show you true love
Let’s go on road trip
Explore all the new shit
You and me lone in a car we can do it
Pedal to the floor girl let's get movin
That or we stay
Rot
And bleed a whole lot
Do whatchu want
you can pick and choose
Just please make your move 
Tired of waiting but I don’t wanna lose
Tired of waiting but I stare at noose
But please
before I hang gimme the truth
Don’t wanna roundabout answer 
Shaped like a knot that I’ll hang from
Rather a bullet to the head like dead scum

Dissociate

Shawty in the back shaking ass
Take her back to the hotel 
Fuck her in a motel
Fuck her in my car I don't care where we are
I flaunt bitches, cash, and rides
Got a Lexus and that shit lookin’ nice
I got spice
Selling packs on the side like I'm serving some rice

my main flow coming from my music not my fucking knife
I'm building fans
Stacking bands
Catching flights
To miam-
Tossing out free grands
Got blood on my hands 
But now they resting in puerto rican sand

—-----------------------

I got chains
I got fame
I got hoes on my back cause they want my last name

Snorting powder
And the smoke is getting louder
drinks tasting sour
Puffing vapes like we need its fucking power

outta my mind 
screaming for some hours
Saying fuck all ya cowards

—------------------------

Call me king Kong 
I'm on top of a tower
Like I'm over all you loners
Heard you sober
Here’s a roofie
Heard you tripping
Play my music
Heard you dying
I'll make it lucid
Now ya lose it 
I'm proving my point
I own all you bitches

I hate these damn snitches
Fuck a stich here's a clip
Dropping mags like we doing fucking hits
Hit a lick
Dip for now
But we sliding back and our guns out 
Shit go pow

Bitch I'm him
Lights go dim
Taking drugs like a stim
This ain't cod but I got a damn stick

Shawty thinking of her death
I can smell on her breath
She ain't sober
She felt lonely
She felt something that made her cut down to her bone
Shit 
I saw cuts, deeper than my own
I felt sad
I felt shitty
Cause i could be there right with you
Bitch i miss you
Come and be
Right by my side
You and I 
Fuckin until the night turns day
The light goes gray
If i couldn't see id still love ya face
You are my lord
Bow with my grace
You are my sword
So please cut and say
I now declare
you to be mine
God you so fine

A joint for the night
Looking at the stars 
I could bring you to a house on mars
I'll show you my heart
fuck and call it art
Playing guitar
Singing some blues
Anything for you
Sex on the beach
Eating her pussy out like a peach

God im so mean
Hop on my dick
Ride and give a lick
Sex and a blick
My combo just hits

Bullets are flying
Come look at this
His body is leaking
Come sink ya fist
Do it like this

Pick up the pistol
Load it
Now finger on the trigger
Aim at his head
Make sure he dead
I aint spinning back cause he ain't worth the lead

Sipping a monster
Off my own rocker
Pills in my pocket
Got a bitch climbing on me
Say she wanna fuck me
That girl just too ugly
I got one in my heart
Khristina why we fall apart
Now i'm spitting bars sitting lonely
Cutting slowly
The blood move towards me
It want me dead
For all those i behead

I ain’t fucking isis 
But i’m leaving ya loved ones just liveless
I’m talking righteous
preachers im spitin’
You want me breathless
Send me a message
some bullets on the way
And that ain't a question
If you hunting me down
Know  i aint resting
Im packing a glock
Ill shoot up ya block
You want the time 
i just took ya watch

ISIS

I CAN'T  STAY LONG
WANNA BE GONE

I
I
I CAN'T LIVE LONG
HEART DON'T START
LUNGS NEED A SPARK
JUST LOOK AT THE CHARTS
SEE ALL MY MOTION WHILE SMOKING ON DARTS

I 
I
I can’t see treason
But give me reason 
Ill leave em
Beam them
Stackin up bread with a mean hand
Blick blasting off and pussies encounter demons
Lemme unleash em
Give me some lesions
Its that bloody new season
And i'm in the spirit
Gun on my hip ya body i'm searing
Spearing 
Tearing
Looking at these bodies im not caring
Calling up karen 
Stacking up a serum
Weed and the bear
No sunlight ill steer
This home town cheer

Sippin jack
Shit that don't last
Like love 
Leave it in the past
Foot on the gas
Pass me the blunt
Ima hit a stunt
120 in the whip and i do it for fun
Ain't got no son
Or future

Wonder why do i do this
Spitting out bars like i'm handing out fists
Lemme see the list
If my name not on it then ima rock yo shit

Fuck all ya meds
My feelings are dead
Wakeup can't leave my own bed
First thing i do is shred
Pick up an instrument play while i mend
Mend all my fuck ups
I need some good luck
Karma coming back and i'm feeling so stuck
My life just sucks
Aint see a meaning when there aint no love
Enough
Cut it till drips or ya put in some cuffs

And i refrain 
From blowing my brains 
9 to my face
The glock made a save
Look in the mirror
Am i okay
No 

Ya face shows ya pain
Painting a picture 
The meaning is in there
He stares in the void 
surrounded by noise
Fuck all the girls or boys
Make me feel like a toy
I'm not

Put it on god
I have soul 
So stop talking old
Saying im nothing is bold
From my lyrics come gold
Not talking cash
But mental not stoned
Got a new bitch that i boned
 i'll pack a cone
Hoe Lets go

Stop killing the mood 
I 
I
I have no room in head for the truth
Im making my move on a girl thats soon catch my dick
Kill em all quick
mental was so called sick
Not making sense
Not taking chance
Boy take ya stance
Puts ya fists up and ima kill a man

Killing My Mood

It’s the 4 double 8 five four
Killing hoes
While addicted to needles
Got A lighter and a mole
Cause they lying
When they saying my head is still whole
It’s been  fucking blown
Constantly stoned
Like the man on the 14th floor
Find a window
Glass shatter 
Body fall
Now a widow is born
Corrupted by death
Her mind is torn
Like my shirt 
That I wore to the g59
Put faith in their minds

why im living and i'm still 
Chasing bitches
Wanna fuck
Or gimme new stitches
You done weaponized
Theorized
A way run it up with some lies
So i'll run it up glocks
Taking heads
While i mock em

There ain't no help
Im speaking in
fucking dialects
Talking with physiatrists
Psychologists
A Therapist 
They aint never seeing clarity
So share with me

Some happiness
Cause i aint feelin’ rhapsody
Not backing me
You lacking peace
While i'm chopping up beats

ya upping these guns 
while i'm upping the anti
The anti Depressant
My Mind isn’t present 
A peasant 

They minding me
The scars got them eyeing me

Survival of the beams
Pills 
screams
Hung by strings
Pull of the trigger 
now more than my ear rings

They use my life to shop amazon
A brutal murder that they’ve come upon
This right here, the new genghis khan
cause,

I got fifty-one new clips
I got twenty-one new blicks
So ima steer us off a cliff
Hope they find my body limp
Shit

Rhapsody

Sly tech
Sly mouth
Pack in
Clock out
Beijing
Il’l pop out

Im rolling the dice on my life
Packing up  dope thru the night
Selling grams then  catching a flight
What do ya know they’re after  my life

Ha

Im smoking not purpin
My lyrics im earning
The pain left me burnin’
N’ searching
For something to push me

Right off a ledge
Push me to  death
Smoke and reset
The shit that i've left
And leaving
What is this feeling

Nostalgic
For all shit
That fell down and toppled
Right on me
Im off leash
Want all weed

Say fuck it 
Gimme some hennessy

break knees
burn trees
And forests
Lead me to orbit
Could ya send me high? 
i wanna forget (with feedback/delay on forget)

Forget 
Forgive
I’m so high
I’m soaring
Pouring
Shots till i’m cordless

Lose all life
Want no sight
Give no fight
To the man who kills for delight
Plead guilty

Sue me
Do me
Fuck and make a movie
A groupie turned loony
That wanna bitch ruin me 
But i ain't never clock out
Hit stash house  
And stash house
I’LL burn all ya passports
No moving 
Ya stupid
Who would go and do this?
—--------------
 Sly tech
Sly mouth
Pack in
Clock out
Beijing
Il’l pop out

Im rolling the dice on my life
Packing up  dope thru the night
Selling grams then  catching a flight
What do ya know they’re after  my life

Ha

FORGET/FORGIVE

longs4you by Deyaz unreleased
#siloh #guitar #foryou #chill #longs4you

longs4u-Deyaz

From Michigan, lyrics are based off personal mental struggles or simply the lyrics written are an outcome of my emotions in the moment, and the style changes frequently, from Grunge Rock to Sad Indie. Inspired by XXXTENTACION, Zillakami, and SadBoyProlific.

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