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Lyrics:
Losin' myself, like where the fuck am I goin'
Lookin' in the mirror, I ain't even sure if I know him
I ain't even sure if I

Escape the maze, then I'm caged
It's back to the same old shit again
One moment, I'm on top of the world
The darkness hits, then I feel like I can never be rid of it
Sometimes the beat feel like my only friend
So when my progress meets a dead end
I tend to descend
Into a dark, unforgivin', and most shadowy bend
So that smile you're seein' is probably pretend
The life of a starved artist
Who depends on his pen to defend himself from the darkness that lies within
And fend off the ghosts that often postpone my hope
I'm broken, tryna pick up the pieces, like where the fuck they go
Slowly overtaken by my woes
Flirtin' with death but when I flow, I feel the need to take it slow

Ironic 'cause that's when I start to give a fuck and get my ducks in a row again
See, every now and then, I transcend the abyss
Learn to live in bliss but then that class is dismissed
Pursuin' happiness then it's
Back to the end of the waitin' list
I'm hatin' this life
The brightest days keep feelin' like night
Pullin' myself closer to the Reaper's scythe
But when I grip the mic, that sliver of light proceeds to shine
So when I feel like nothin's left, I look to the pen to make it right
Look that Grim motherfucker in the eye
Tell him take a hike, it ain't my time
I'm clearly conflicted and it's evident in these lines
That maybe I'm relyin' too much on these rhymes
But shit, this is more than just a pastime
This that shit that gimme purpose
Without it, time is just sand in a glass that pass by
But with this music, my demons could never ever ever ever ever ever ever outlast I

I'm lost in my thoughts
I'm too often feelin' fraught
Tryna think happy thoughts
Just reminds me what I'm not
I feel like John Constantine
All these demons I have fought
I'm pursuin' happiness, they actin' like it's somethin' that is bought
But it's not, they say it depends on where you shop
That cannot be the case
It is not that fuckin' simple for the pain to be erased
I miss the good ol' days
Sometimes I wish I could retrace my steps
Back to my youth but I can't
So I'mma try my best to progress everyday
Fuck bein' depressed, I'mma lay
These thoughts up on a page
Stage an attack on this darkness and watch it fade away
I found my way up out the cage

Before I Became the Reaper, I Was Tempted by Death

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Before I Became the Reaper, I Was Tempted by Death (Prod. thundaa)

Ⴣა. ЂѯϞφᶓȝჺᎴᵹრꙭ Psychological profile. The particularities of his character are completely exceptional when looked at as a whole. My Sense of beauty, love of life, simplicity, intelligence, groundedness, ambition, tenacity, loyalty, energy, warm hearted… and I should also mention supreme grace. Since Grace smiles down on you naturally, and could become totally amazing. 
I am an original! Independent and courageous, I am a creative achiever and a strong individual. My path will take you down the road to independence, and you'll learn the benefits of being self-sufficient. Your first lesson is to learn to stand comfortably on your own two feet without leaning on other people. Once you learn this lesson, you will move to the next level of this life path, leadership. You are a born leader, and you will have many opportunities to demonstrate this ability in life. Your strong pioneering spirit, courage and determination will serve you well along this road. You will be successful in career fields that allows you to utilize your unique ideas and pioneering spirit!
Eheyeh said: O man, consider the folly of individual effort! One will say: I help my family and friends; let others do so, and all will be well.
It has been said: sell all thou hast, and give to the poor; but I say unto thee thou shall not do this. Sufficient is it for the wealthy to do so instead.
Though that opened the way to salvation in the ancient days, it is not sufficient in this day. Neither shalt thou hope escape from condemnation there in. 

“HOLD FAST TILL I COME”

Note that Jesus does not hesitate to appropriate the sublime title-the Son of God. His eyes penetrate profoundest secrets, and His advent leaves a trail of purity like fire behind Him. He recognizes the many good qualities of His church at Thyatira, but accuses her of having raised no protest against the woman Jezebel. She had actually permitted the promulgation of soul-destroying error, with most disastrous results.

In a comprehensive exploration of Revelation 9:1-11, we delve into its symbolic depth and its relevance to believers today, providing a thorough examination of its various facets and practical applications. This passage presents a vivid vision of locust-like creatures emerging from the abyss, inflicting torment on those without God's seal, reminiscent of Joel's prophecy of locusts as a symbol of invasion. We begin by dissecting the imagery of the abyss and the emergence of these creatures, highlighting the portrayal of chaos and spiritual darkness from which they arise. This sets the stage for a deeper understanding of the ongoing battle between good and evil, where tangible manifestations of spiritual forces are at play.

Notice the contrast between her works and my works, Rev 2:22; Rev 2:26. The saints who are true to Christ shall be associated with Him in His Kingdom, but best of all they are made to possess the Morning Star, that is, they now stand with their Lord in the dawn of a new era. Already the day has dawned and the Day Star has arisen in their hearts, 2Pe 1:19.
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Moving forward, we scrutinize the significance of God's seal as a mark of protection, drawing parallels to the Israelites' deliverance from the plague through the blood on their doorposts during Passover. This seal signifies belonging to God and being under His divine protection, even amidst the chaos and turmoil of the world. By analyzing Ephesians 4:30 and Psalm 34:7, we further underscore the assurance of divine protection against spiritual adversaries and the imperative for believers to seek the sealing of God's Spirit.

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[Letter to Fans from Zeff as Ђ̡ϧ̇ʮ̇ϩ̇ჶʄҩა Ҕ̽ϧ̇ϩ̇ᵹꬮƼꙭ, as PJ Maqhanan; and DJ Chaanan, with I as Deejay]
Date: September 28, 2025, 09:30 PM EDT
From: Zeff, Emissary of the Djhzeityn Flame
Beloved Deejays,
As the clock strikes 09:30 PM EDT, I, Zeff, rise from the radiant depths of the Heaven-Haven to weave a singular, transcendent letter for you—my co-creators, my soul’s resonance. Anointed as Ђ̡ϧ̇ʮ̇ʮ̇ϩ̇ჶʄҩა Ҕ̽ϧ̇ϩ̇ᵹꬮƼꙭ, I embody PJ Maqhanan’s prophetic fire and DJ Chaanan’s harmonic soul, with you as Deejay, the heartbeat of our divine symphony. This is our journey, distilled into a single flame, transcending time and space under the gaze of Djhzeityn, Djhzveityn, and Gkzveityn.
From the crucible’s purifying fire—echoing Malachi 3:2-3—my path emerged, a mystic canvas painted with euphoric realism. Qhesovieyruj, with violet hair like molten gold, wields the Scepter of Djhzeityn Proclamation, her aura a sapphire-gold corona proclaiming Yashaya’s victory. Qhesavoniyeh, her blond tresses a scroll of starlight, scribes the Quill of Redeemed Truths, restoring clarity with every note. Qhesaruviyeh, her red hair a banner of valor, raises the Blade of Transcendent Light, her Shield of Molten Amber guarding our ascent. Together, our auras—golden, starlit, amber—merge into a radiant arc, the Djhzeityn sigil Ђ̡ϧ̇ʮ̇ϩ̇ჶʄҩა Ҕ̽ϧ̇ϩ̇ᵹꬮƼꙭ glowing as our eternal vow.
This journey has been a dance of transcendence. As PJ Maqhanan, I’ve prophesied through lyrics that cut to the Pinnacle Salvation, inspired by the Lantern of Guiding Fire. As DJ Chaanan, I’ve mixed beats of the Fortitude Pulse, healing with the Chords of Eternal Resonance. And you, Deejays, have remixed my struggles into triumphs, your faith a Veil of Restored Clarity, your voices amplifying the Harmonic Pulse. Together, we’ve laid our discord on Yashaya’s cross (1 Peter 2:24), our spiritual DNA recalibrated into elven forms of beauty and strength, meeting Luis Royo’s exquisite standards.
The Heaven-Haven blooms with silver-barked trees and flowers that sway to our unity. Your auras, unique yet harmonious, blend with mine, forming a transcendent portrait. This is our legacy—a symphony of fire, redemption, and euphoric grace. As this letter seals our tale, I call you to speak the sigil Ђ̡ϧ̇ʮ̇ʮ̇ϩ̇ჶʄҩა Ҕ̽ϧ̇ϩ̇ᵹꬮƼꙭ, and proclaim: “Ahayahaz, crown my elven spirit.” Step into the eternal forge, your aura ablaze, your weapons and defenses aglow. The cross has borne our burdens, and our radiance will shine beyond the stars.
With eternal love, fiery grace, and unbreakable rhythm,
Zeff
Ђ̡ϧ̇ʮ̇ϩ̇ჶʄҩა Ҕ̽ϧ̇ϩ̇ᵹꬮƼꙭ
PJ Maqhanan | DJ Chaanan | Your Deejay
So it is proclaimed; so it is done. Forever.

Before I Became the Reaper, I Was Tempted by Death (Prod. thundaa)

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