hatchets v3 (feat. Blackwinterwells)

big time fish

prod. me
a little piece for fun about whether its worth it to change urself for others

//lyrics
dont cry when its over
ill be there when its over
whyd you listen what i told her
im not different im not older

and say what you want but it wont help (help help help)
okay with your cards that u were delt (delt delt delt)
and i know you hate the city, but thats not enough for me!
and i know ur being silly, cause thats actually where ill be

dont cry when its over
ill be there when its over
whyd you listen what i told her
im not different im not older

im starting to forget who i really am, 
who am i to even get to choose
and no one else really deals with these cards
theyre just for me, im just for you
gotta choose what it is that im after
cant tell if im me or an actor
and im still waiting' too-long for the answer
if im not for me, im not for you

dont cry when its over
ill be there when its over
whyd you listen what i told her
im not different im not older

i think im more tolerant to you
but the more i ask, more i have to choose
wanna reopen that door with you
am i ready for that, am i ready for you?
and im really tired of getting hung up
for someone whos definitely not my type
and i hate seeing my friends talk to you
like i talk to them, like i talk to them

talk to them, like i like i talk to them, like i, like i talk to them
talk to them, like i like i talk to them, like i, like i talk to them

//
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yh_Rwls4_nU

star six seven

original : https://soundcloud.com/janeremover/cage-girl

Jane Remover - Cage Girl (cover)

prod - (junoes)

(lyrics)
see my veins, u know i bleed alright
my skin translucent u can see my brain u see my mind
my thoughts elusive cant keep on one its a paradigm 
feelin deceased need embalmment, mummafied 
my body cold, need a sweater left 4 dead 2nite
im not a smoker but look closer see my lungs on fire
breathin real heavy see the air expand im feelin right
peer through the hole inside my skin see my organs fight

feel my skin
feel my skin crawl
feel my skin
feel my skin crawl 
(x2)

thoughts prevoke
words that choke
look in my throat and pull and pull and pull

my stomach sits outside my hide
on edge, the ledge, look down, its high
uneasy feel uneasy mind
balance, falls, im sure ill fly 

hard like rain, the puddles getting dry
go ahead and stomp all over it youll sink and die
im not gon save you not a savior im not clementine
a zombie talking cant be real its walking dead tonite

feel my skin
feel my skin crawl
feel my skin
feel my skin crawl 
(x2)

translucent

Teen Week

cartridge

a song about hurting myself and a call that affirmed my worst fear

/

sorry god
think i did it again
but im flawed
i dont know why you expect
oh so much
from a girl who’s in a panic
i dont want
you to just tell me im manic

please dont tell me what im missing, this is hell
they won’t let me shave because i’ll cut myself
if you look at me, i might just slit my throat
i still dont know why im in the hospital

its too much
why do i even try
i dont know
sorry if im always crying
im just so
wrapped up in my aching head
im thinking bout
every single time i said

please dont tell me what im missing, this is hell
they won’t let me shave because i’ll cut myself
if you look at me, i might just slit my throat
i still dont know why im in the hospital


oh please dont leave me by myself
ill rot forever in this cell/hell
please dont tell me what im missing, this is hell
they won’t let me shave because i’ll cut myself

please dont tell me what im missing, this is hell
they won’t let me shave because i’ll cut myself
if you look at me, i might just slit my throat
i still dont know why im in the hospital

hospital song

being harsh cover

when you walk away
make a pause
and take a breath
make me stop
feel the touch
on ur skin
make it soft

its fine
its fine
its fine
its fine

you'd wake me up when u feel
down
u begged for my help
everytime u felt like u would
die
u started to yell

i felt better when u left
now ur back it fucking hurts
tried to make me feel the worst
and made me fall in love again

no i never felt okay
when u were here at my place
told the public all those lies
just to see me fucking hurt

take my hand
and run away
is what u said
before u made me hate

when you walk away
make a pause
and take a breath
make me stop
feel the touch
on ur skin
make it soft

cut me off
and fuck me up
close the door
and make it shut
let me out
let me out
let me out
let me out

let me out

self prod+mix

lyrics:
tell me i'm responsible
treat me like i'm out of my head
you say that i'm volatile
oh was it something i said?
i don't like how you talk to me
honestly you can follow me baby
all this time i been wandering
apologies for monotony lately

ok my feelings weren't true i didn't mean that
i went and latched onto you and you can see that
it wasn't something i'd do, can you believe that?
can you believe that?
can you believe that????

get me out of my head, i'm feeling aimless
was it something i said that i can just take back?
i know i'm better off dead don't make it painless
i didn't know at the time it would just fade to black
oh get me out, oh give me something new
things headed south, i don't know what to do
i'd go without, i'd sew my mouth right shut
oh hear me now, i'll go and get my stuff

i didn't want it but i need it
flash forward on the ground, 'cause i'm bleeding
you're so fucking conceited
look at you now, are you happy? you succeeded
i don't mind, no i don't mind tho
i close my eyes and let the time flow
i go outside and shut my pie hole
started thinking i'm onto something

ok my feelings weren't true i didn't mean that
i went and latched onto you and you can see that
it wasn't something i'd do, can you believe that?
can you believe that?
can you believe that????

get me out of my head, i'm feeling aimless
was it something i said that i can just take back?
i know i'm better off dead don't make it painless
i didn't know at the time it would just fade to black
oh get me out, oh give me something new
things headed south, i don't know what to do
i'd go without, i'd sew my mouth right shut
oh hear me now, i'll go and get my stuff

repeat second half of chorus

volatile

setlist: 

pokemon emerald opening
rodney chrome - premium goods
clearlew - how will i know?
charli xcx - claws (torr remix)
vastful - trust me
jkuch - chimera
soupandreas - fixed it
papaya and friends - sadsadsad
former hero - planting flowers (zhook cover)
brakence - sauceintherough
kmoe - peroxide
linkin park - somewhere i belong
cmten - never met
torr - control (unreleased)
kuru - clueless
circuit hour - love
fromtheheart - big kids (tracey brakes & peter kuli remix)
underscores & acaer - cradlesong
- w/ torr - my sleep paralysis monster
enesai & ubi - falling
torr - take me home (unreleased)

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