prod me
vox by me & @starflye
samples
https://soundcloud.com/wido123456789/just-enjoy-okei
https://soundcloud.com/kmoethekid/gloves
https://soundcloud.com/underscores/kinkos
https://soundcloud.com/adelemusic/send-my-love-to-your-new-lover
https://soundcloud.com/1glaive/prick
https://soundcloud.com/prodbyaustyn/bittersweet-ft-vincent

"screaming at a brick wall has kinda helped with everything"

PART 1
(kaydence)
i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u

(star)
theres a palpable sense of dread thats so deep in my gut
getting into arguments, ive rly learned how to push my luck
ive gotta get it out somehow
im learning to push on
im putting my foot down
im righting all my wrongs 
i dont wanna get caught
up doing the wrong shit
ur leaving me distraught
ur leaving my calls missed
ik we hate each other but i think that we can settle it as adults
thats just a suggestion
and ik im being passive aggressive
but w all the shit that's goin on u cannot blame me
uve been going on this same shit lately
uve been going on this same shit lately
i think i need to get out my head lately
my head lately

(kaydence)
i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u
i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u

call me the center of attention but when it's on me i want it off
all i wanted was a mention but i know there's someone i cut off
call me the center of attention but when it's on me i want it off
all i wanted was a mention but i know there's someone i cut off

i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u
i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u
i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u
i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u

PART 2
(instrumental)

PART 3 (ending credits)
(kaydence)
u left ur shirt at my place
don’t u want it back
i thought i told u
but i guess that i lost track
take a deep breath and take a seat
everything’s closing in on me
but i think that I’ll be fine

u came to my place, we watched a film that’s set in space
that’s when i made my biggest mistake
i fired the gun, then u told me we were done
and u left before the credits played 

i know it’s dumb but i hope we talk again
i know it’s dumb but i hope we talk again
i know it’s dumb but i hope we talk again
i know it’s dumb but i hope we talk again
i know it’s dumb but i hope we talk again
i know it’s dumb but i hope we talk again
talk again, talk again, talk again
talk again, talk again, talk again

catharsis (feat. starflye)

swazy is in this one somewhere for sure and half the people in this are from twitter and i dont know them but hey,,, shoutout - fuck hitpiece

thank you backlight noah for the cover art

shitpiece (fts. aren't in description there are 34 of them tag yourself pls)

@neverendingweekend @sc2un-sh4re @sh1bes
POV: youre trying to peacefully sleep but you suddenly fall from the sky into a fantasy world

sleepy tapes is a community music event where everyone has 4 days to make a song based on a given theme

sleepy tapes vol. 1 took place april 1 - 4 2022 with the theme of "sleepy"

thank you everyone who participated <3

neverending weekend, sc2un sh4re, shibes - iwouldwait

lyrics :(@least_favorite)Prod by @carrockermusic
Sittin in my room again
Fucked up on diazepam
Fail to fall asleep n then
Throw away my exit plan
& i dont know whats right n wrong
I cant tell apart my friends
& i dont know whats going on
I dont wanna feel again
Feel againnnn

The dusk bleeds further into morning than I think it did before
But I don’t have much use for sunlight anymore
I know it’s getting hard to reach me and I never tell u why
But i’ve been shakier and shakier and shakier and now
I put my head down for a second and it lasted for a day
But i dont think i would’ve done much anyway
And maybe better is a feeling that I still can feel again
But I won’t put much stock in outrunning the end

leastfavorite! - diazepam (carrocker)

cover of photophobia by ryan leahan
in collaboration with @re_dd ♥
outro prod me

photophobia (prod. dfrost)

shoutout @nusagi for letting me do this remix! 
stream razorbladangel: https://soundcloud.com/nusagi/sets/razorbladeangel

nusagi - keep away (futureseeker remix)

man im dead

BUY IT ON BANDCAMP PLS https://kaydence.bandcamp.com/track/purgatory

LYRICS
my body’s limp across the bathroom floor
ive got a headache and my stomachs sore
my soul’s extracted from the blood and gore
i don’t wanna do this anymore

flat on the ground, i don’t feel a heartbeat
deaf to the sound, u say it’s easy but it’s hard to breathe
ghosts all around, i can feel the zephyr on me
it feels way too loud, it feels like there’s a weight on me 
they always say that life is what u make it
yet ive been living with my mind all vacant
guess that’s why my lifeless body seems faceless 
so just go and ditch me as i lay down on the pavement until im gone

my body’s limp across the bathroom floor
ive got a headache and my stomachs sore
my soul’s extracted from the blood and gore
i don’t wanna do this anymore

but u know that i lied to ur face
and i can’t let us go our separate ways
but u know that it’s something i can’t face
and i can’t leave this behind without a trace

my body’s limp across the bathroom floor
ive got a headache and my stomachs sore
my soul’s extracted from the blood and gore
i don’t wanna do this anymore

my body’s limp across the bathroom floor
ive got a headache and my stomachs sore
my soul’s extracted from the blood and gore
i don’t wanna do this anymore

my body’s limp across the bathroom floor
ive got a headache and my stomachs sore
my soul’s extracted from the blood and gore
i don’t wanna do this anymore

shitpiece (fts. aren't in description there are 34 of them tag yourself pls)

shambomba 4