a song about sobriety 
VIDEO: https://youtu.be/e-ersugk7fk

there's a stranger
there's a stranger, in my bed
i'm in danger
im endangered, again
it's so perfect
how you perfectly split in half
in my blood stream
i can feel you when i laugh

in my nose
i can smell you when i breathe
i can feel you 
i still see you when you leave
when i'm bleeding
you're my bandaid, you're that thing
you're my harmony
i can hear you when i sing

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sobriety飲酒 by hexboyfren (demo) [video in description] (best perfect girl remix)

Vivid (¥)

Lil Xelly "Biscuit" (SLOWED+REVERB)

Smoove Dinero - Wrexk Sum [Prod: Sam Rubin] [@DJGren8de Exclusive]

IMBOOTEDUP (ft. Rx Papi) [prod. Hoodrixh]

TYLERFUCKINJAI - TUMMY TUCK! (SENSEIATL + ALCHAPO) [FYECLIPS EXCLUSIVE]

mid season rust

Evilbabyjoker - Jealous (prod. Arik)

I Wouldn't Do That If I Were Me

Sometimes it’s the coke talkin’
Or it could be the booze
But it’s got me thinkin’ crazy shit that really isn’t true…

My Mind Is A Fuckin’ Catastrophe
What’s Even Harder To Believe
Is Just How Stupid I’m About To Be
I Wouldn’t Do That If I Were Me

Why aren’t I ashamed of this?
Guess right now it feels good
And somehow I can’t stop myself, even when I know I should…

My Mind Is A Fuckin’ Catastrophe
What’s Even Harder To Believe
Is Just How Stupid I’m About To Be
I Wouldn’t Do That If I Were Me
I Swear, I Wouldn’t Do That If I…
I Swear, I Wouldn’t Do That If I Were Me!

I’m on auto pilot
Every light is green
It’s almost like decisions are machine
When Will Better Angels Intervene?

I Wouldn’t Do That If I Were Me
It’s Crash And Burn… It’s Acting Like A Teen!
I Wouldn’t Do That If I Were Me!
I Wouldn’t Do That If I Were Me!
I Wouldn’t Do That If I…

I WOULDN'T DO THAT IF I WERE ME

Lyrics:

I feel the hunger in my chest
The hollow ache, the endless rest
But every hand that reached before
Left me bleeding on the floor

I crave the warmth, the human light
But fear the teeth that always bite
The closer love has ever been
The deeper it has carved my skin

Once bitten, twice shy
I want to live, but I can’t try
The bridges burned, the ghosts remain
I guard my heart, I starve my veins

Once bitten, twice shy
I want to live, but I can’t try
The bridges burned, the ghosts remain
I guard my heart, I starve my veins

The loneliness consumes my frame
A hollow voice without a name
Yet I resist the open door
Afraid of what I’ve known before

I see your eyes, I hear your call
But fear the rise, the coming fall
If I let go, I may not stand
I cage myself with my own hands

Once bitten, twice shy
I want to live, but I can’t try
The bridges burned, the ghosts remain
I guard my heart, I starve my veins

I want to trust, I want to heal
But every wound still feels too real
I fear the joy, I fear the kiss
Afraid of what I’ll lose in this

Once bitten, twice shy
I want to live, but I can’t try
The fire calls, the shadows cling
And I retreat from everything

Once bitten, twice shy
I ache for love, but I deny
Better silence, better pain
Than bleed and break and fall again

Twice Shy

Id have offered up my life
If i had any left to show
Ive fallen apart and swept my ashes just to finally let you know

Oh mother im sick
And tired
Of wading through the fire
Let it burn
Let it burn
Till its finally my turn

To tell you im sick
Of lying
Theres no possible good timing
To watch me drown
Watch me drown
Im not the man that you knew now
Oh mother

Breaks my heart to let you know
After all that youve done for me
I feel ive betrayed your love 
ive gone against all that you believe in

But i think ive lost my wit
Couldnt bare to leave this undone
Your children have all grown up and now theyre gendered all a three to one

Oh mother im sick
And tired
Of wading through the fire
Let it burn
Let it burn
Till its finally my turn

To tell you im sick
Of lying
Theres no possible good timing
To watch me drown
Watch me drown
Im not the man that you knew now

Know you didnt want this
Im trying
But im sick of all this hidin
Let me out
Let me out
And see the person i am now

I know i never tell you shit
Im frightened
You wouldnt understand my mind and
Thats okay
Its okay
Dont need you to understand my pain
Oh mother

Mother.

怨恨 SHAWN SINATRA AKA HEXBOYFREN! #SDE & ROMANCE! BALTIMORE CROONER, <3 BOY WITH THE GRUDGE TATTOO.. 怨恨 @HEXBOYFREN @HEXBOYFREN @HEXBOYFREN moonlight mob/s*d*e #hexnb #sdehochi #hexnbrujeria

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sobriety飲酒 by hexboyfren (demo) [video in description] (best perfect girl remix)

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