prod. @bleachcraft + @iamerdo 

@heyvilse
i took pills but they doin fuck all for my health
i can't do it on my own yeah i'm beggin for some help
b-b-b-been a long while that i'm livin in this hell
and i guess i'm still alone in the end, oh well
i took pills but they doin fuck all for my health
i can't do it on my own yeah i'm beggin for some help
b-b-b-been a long while that i'm livin in this hell
and i guess i'm still alone in the end, oh well

@shorudakun
yeah it’s been a long time since i'm livin' in hell
and i took too many pills my liver screamin' for help
had 2 focus on myself you know my meanin' is well
and we had a bad ride hope ur taking it well
i can’t focus on myself these drugs are takin' control 
yeah i know u try to help but there's 1 thing u should know
why i haven't been myself and why i'm spacing at all
you don’t really wanna know take my things 'n just go

i need help w/ shoruda (bleachcraft + erdo)

T4Z - Red Beam (prod.jayysoul x |(i|(0)

(Prod Carch95 x ev333)
https://on.soundcloud.com/Z74Sw

Carchcore V5 (ev333 x Carch95)​

Stress (prod. Shem)

zombie (prod. breakupbreakdown)

@prodjayysoul
@grimgar-dx
@ilyt4z
@v4nity

jayysoul - apologetic ft.T4Z X v4nity (prod.jayysoul x grimgar)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/barelyanygood/honest

Shoutout prod @breakupbreakdown

idkwtsbarely

...hello is this thing on?
-oh.

Here I am, here I am by myself
My own personal heaven or hell
Prisoner, prisoner, jail cell
Just the frog in a wishing well

Out of the fire and into the frying pan
I'm a liar anytime I want I can

Self assured, now I’m feeling self important, I’m gorgeous
Baby girl, on your knees you know it’s time to worship
I start to think my voice is kind of boring
so I turn right around and shift the Formant

Yeah It’s all performance,
I don’t like the way my voice sound now it’s fucking nauseous
When I pitch my voice up it's only honest

You know I like to fuck around

You can fuck with me just know you'll make an enemy
Or you can play nice you've got a friend in me like it's Toy Story
(Toy Story 3, specifically)

Here I am, here I am by myself
My own personal heaven or hell
Prisoner, prisoner, jail cell
Just the frog in a wishing well

Out of the fire and into the frying pan
I'm a liar anytime I want I can

Self assured, now I’m feeling self important, I’m gorgeous
Baby girl, on your knees you know it’s time to worship
I start to think my voice is kind of boring
so I turn right around and shift the Formant

Yeah It’s all performance,
I don’t like the way my voice sound now it’s fucking nauseous
When I pitch my voice up it's only honest

You know I like to fuck around

shoutout Moo :3 Studios

honest (breakupbreakdown)

self prod lil acoustic vent thing

i used to find love so scary
would u believe me if i said i hurt her
let her go even tho i loved her
n ik it wont make sense 2 u
sometimes even i can’t understand
its so hard to figure out what the heart wants

theres no reason u should stay
but im glad tht u do
i feel this way all the time
ik it makes u upset to see me like this

n i dont even kno wht i feel anymore
i need u near me to guide me thru this
yk tht ive nevr been this alone
yk it kills me so slowly
i wish i had u at times like this
times like this
break me to bits
guide me to sanity i need u rn

use me up yk im scared of love
u can js throw me away in the end
now dont act so innocent yk it works out tht way
yk everytime i fall in love i js get thrown out the way

scared of love

ft: https://soundcloud.com/v4nity
prod: https://soundcloud.com/ily9lives
cover: kiko https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrRPTt6j913okhIx7HSSVNA

trap w/v4nity (prod.9lives)

prod.: me
guitar: me (Tuning: EbAbDbGbBbEb)

Hey,
I uploaded this song exactly one year ago on my old account and hope that i have improved from then until this remake. Here is the old version (don't be scared of the mix it's very bad):
https://soundcloud.com/luxistired/tired

Lyrics:
(So tired)
Every day I try to find a place to begin
But I never did enough cuz I couldn't get in
At least I tried to
But I'm angry at myself cuz I lost you
And I think
They don't understand me
Words come out, but they don't get free
Sometimes I pretend live is easy
Then I ran against a wall and now there is blood on the screen

I need some time 
to figure out my life line
my actions are not fine
When does my sun shine?
I think I am
going insane
so I might pull the triger
if those thoughts dont go away
I'm tired of pretending to be one of them,
but if i were what I want, I would just go insane
I'm tired of this shit
I seem to be a shame
everywhere it's the same
(I dont fit in here)


I wanna cut me off, but there are to many memories
wouldn't gave up, still I think there's no man in me
having an inside shell cuz talking is like hell
(I never know what to say, too many thoughts in the way)
I wanna cut me off, but there are to many memories
wouldn't gave up , still I think there's no man in me
I live in a box, but the great one won't notic it
pretend to be alive, try to live like diogenes


I need some time 
to figure out my life line
my actions are not fine
When does my sun shine?
I'm tired of pretending to be one of them
but if i were what I want, I would just go insane
I'm tired of this shit
I seem to be a shame
everywhere it's the same
I'm tired of this shit
I seem to be a shame
everywhere it's the same
(I dont fit in here)
I dont fit in

Tired

swervin in and out of my fucking lane
taking pills w my soda cause i feel insane 
its knda fun livng life when no one knows your name 
cause when u die everythng goes on just the same

got it burnt nto my braiin like a tatoo 
i did everythng i could cause i have to
part of me wishes that i never met u 
part of me wishes that i could forget you 
but its all the same

sleep all damn day just to numb the paiin 
feel just liike shiit all fucking day
jusst sleep restart like yesterday 

ill take iit off the shelf just to have it
everybody leaviing me behiind and i dont get it 
they dont wanna talk to me because i just dont fiit n 
at all

I been drinkiing hella liquor to get sicker
droppiin in the pills n my driink get thicker 
i dont give a fuck abt u or ur mister 
hhh

swervin in and out of my fucking lane
taking pills w my soda cause i feel insane 
its knda fun livng life when no one knows your name 
cause when u die everythng goes on just the same

got it burnt nto my braiin like a tatoo 
i did everythng i could cause i have to
part of me wishes that i never met u 
part of me wishes that i could forget you 
but its all the same

sleep all damn day just to numb the paiin 
feel just liike shiit all fucking day
jusst sleep restart like yesterday 

ill take iit off the shelf just to have it
everybody leaviing me behiind and i dont get it 
they dont wanna talk to me because i just dont fiit n 
at all

scared of love

sheapy