@anti-light: thankuthanku anti minus light !!! <3333 :3

prod @krmeee

mix + master by me ^_^

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✧˚ ༘ ⋆｡˚ ⟭--lyrics--⟬ ✧˚ ༘ ⋆｡˚
fell in love in your convertible car 
i dont really know what to think of it
n i see u smile in these photographs 
is it ok for me to call u my first love ?

hide under the bed sheets
ill wait until your mom leaves
we’ll stay awake all night
u make me forget abt my life
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first love

first love ‧₊˚✩彡  (kuromee maniksprod)

wow so epic

star in my sky! -diegointhedark

so see thru -atractixn

prod. greentop

diegointhedark X atractixn mashup (greentop)

@jichuuu

yeah u made me feel so faulty
and now theres so much pressure on me
i just have one question 4 u
do u even feel sry?
and i know
i havent really done so much b4
its time 2
leave evrything behind its time 2 go

n i cant even say a single thing
n i guess its better that ur now gone
u dont even know the pain that it brings
u dont care abt what uve done
n im just wasting time
with evry single day i cry
i could tell u a thousand things
but u wont stay

yeah u made me feel so faulty
and now theres so much pressure on me
i just have one question 4 u
do u even feel sry?
and i know
i havent really done so much b4
its time 2
leave evrything behind its time 2 go

☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆

time 2 go (jichu)

prod @7neonn
ft @blazedini

lyrics:

@bakasheap
im only happy when im next to u
i say tht im fine but im not holding u
say ur alright ik ur hurting too
bby let me be a shield for u
when i close my eyes i see the sky so blue
dont know bout love i guess i had no clue
u said tht u love me said this love is true
넌 정말 예쁘다 , love u2

@blazedini
Yeah I say I love you too
I dont want someone new
Yeah u belongs to me
I just want to know how you feel 
I’m sorry that I’m being so soft 
Yeah I don’t talk alot
I dropped your feelings down yeah I’m gone
I dont know what is love yeah I’m wrong
I thought our love was red but it was blue
If we are good enough I hope you will say love you too!!!

@bakasheap
im only happy when im next to u
i say tht im fine but im not holding u
say ur alright ik ur hurting too
bby let me be a shield for u
when i close my eyes i see the sky so blue
dont know bout love i guess i had no clue
u said tht u love me said this love is true
넌 정말 예쁘다 , love u2

holding u +blazedini (neon)

prod.
@0k1ro

notes:
22, ion feel old tho
shoutout to my friends
u kno who u r
//

[shiro]
yh woke up w/ a bag its my birthday
shit still feel the same on the worse day
people neva notice when u need them
slide me a k n get this workin

sometimes i rlly thing this shit aint workin out
push me to the side like im worthless now
never knew time be so worthless
but w/ u feels like its perfect

when i walk out, i be doubtin myself
dont kno who to trust n im fallin down
yh i cant pick myself up
yh need some1 who can help me up

time be moving so fast,
cant find a way to make this feeling last
yh im sorry for the all of the things ive did
but ive moved on n shit be moving so quick

yh got me a bag n made some new friends
pull up in a dodge n i cant seem to pretend
that i rlly like it here
hope this rap shit go off
n i go spend a band again
pray to god i be the best of myself
pursuit of happiness is what i wanted 
but not all the time i can get it tho
the only thing i can do is put on a show
yh ik sometimes i can be a bother
but in the end 
it seems like ur the one that got softer
yh things have been different 
but this money i still got em

yh yh i still got em
yh, yh yh
heheh
shit crazy asf guys like
pce yo
shoutout to my friends yknow
swagcrew, synesthes1a
we out here

//

22『k1ro』

Sorry i been like so busy yuh
do not have to come vist yuh 
what has been wrong, you been like so pissy yuh
Told her i would leave everyhting walk away
like it is no biggie yuh 
She be like "baby lets run away run away!"
like, This is no kizzy 

She said that I am in love with you
Why is it that you're in love with me?
She told me "baby, you showed me love is true."
I told her "baby can you just think it through?"
Back to the basics
Can we face it?
you gave me love and i cannot replace it
Lets embrace it
no retracing 
no replaying 
let me say it

huh yuh huh yuh

Lets embrace it
no retracing 
no replaying 
let me say it

She said that i am in love with you
I told her "baby can you just think it through?"

Sorry i been like so busy yuh
do not have to come vist yuh 
what has been wrong, you been like so pissy yuh
Told her i would leave everyhting walk away
like it is no biggie yuh 
She be like "baby lets run away run away!"
like, This is no kizzy yuh.

#RunAway W T4Z (jayysoul x rioxion)

prod @prodmelik

i stay up all night i told u im crying
sometimes it feels like im slowly decaying
tryna be there for myself it aint working
something in my heart surely is changing

still dont rly know what its like to be loved
everyday i talk to u i end up feeling worse
draw a blade to my chest put me in a hearse
cry late at night while im writing this verse

and u told me someday itll be better
i tried everything i let go of ur sweater
feelings frozen im feeling under weather
now im shifting thru time ill be gone by december

n i tried to find the real u
its so hard when u dont trust im tryna help u
ill stay here said that ill always b there 4u
n u said its getting harder to live for u

and i know how hard it gets
i felt for u thought u felt the same
u didnt even reply to my texts
u asked me why im sad i said that ur the one to blame

something in my heart (melik)

prod @prodjayysoul @ripwarheart @txqiio

lyrics:
winter love bby do u feel the bliss now
i got scars but dont know what to feel now
i keep trying my best to be yours now
and this time ill be yours now

winter love bby do u feel the bliss now
i got scars but dont know what to feel now
we can talk later bae can we kiss now
i keep trying my best to be yours now

and i really dont want anything at all
youre the only thing i crave give my all
write a list for my love
giving gifts out of love
really dont want anything at all

now we back to the basics
i got scars in my heart cant replace it
try to bandage all my cuts i cant fix it
try to fix all mistakes i cant take it
i wont run away from love i will face it !!

<peter pan dialogue>

winter love bby do u feel the bliss now
i got scars but dont know what to feel now
i keep trying my best to be yours now
and this time ill be yours now

winter love bby do u feel the bliss now
i got scars but dont know what to feel now
we can talk later bae can we kiss now
i keep trying my best to be yours now

and i really dont want anything at all
youre the only thing i crave give my all
write a list for my love
giving gifts out of love
really dont want anything at all

winterlove (jayysoul warheart qiio)

The Forbidden City

🌫️ DJ J Instinct – “Lonely” ft. Tom Stonehill
💿 A chilled DNB reflection on loss, survival, and the search for belonging

“Lonely” is a soul-baring track that captures the emotional turbulence of DJ J Instinct’s journey after leaving home. It’s a sonic memoir of losing both parents to illness, drifting between homes and jobs, and chasing love while being anchored by the need to survive.

Featuring the evocative vocals of Tom Stonehill, the track blends atmospheric pads, subtle breaks, and deep basslines to create a soundscape that feels both intimate and expansive. It’s about the ache of not knowing where to run, and the quiet resilience of moving forward without a map.

This is music for the wanderers, the wounded, and the ones still searching.
🖤 “Lonely” doesn’t just echo pain—it transforms it into something beautiful.

something in my heart (melik)

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