mashup cover of phoebe bridgers' waiting room and bright eyes' lua!

Lua x Waiting Room

wrote this song from the perspective of joel in eternal sunshine of the spotless mind :) new favorite movie

lyrics:

i'm watching everything go sideways
and i can't do a thing to make it stop
i won't remember this tomorrow
but i'll be sad when i wake up

i wish we were back in your apartment
i want you to sing me to sleep
i'll forget my wallet so i'll have to come back
and you won't forget me

thought it was only fair
but i swear i didn't think it through this far
you chose this first
so i didn't think it'd hit me quite this hard
i don't want to see this part

i'm watching everything go sideways
feels like someone's messing with my head
i'm not prepared to never know you again
i'm sorry, can we stop this instead?

thought it was only fair
but i swear i didn't think it through this far
you chose this first
so i didn't think it'd hit me quite this hard
i don't want to see this part

when this is over
i'll never know that
i ever missed you at all
i'll be a stranger and
you will be kissing somebody
that i don't know
i'll take the train to the beach
and i'll sit on the sand
and i'll never know
i had a life before this
i don't want this

thought it was only fair
but i swear i didn't think it through this far
you chose this first
so i didn't think it'd hit me quite this hard
i don't want to see this part

clementine (demo)

Ceilings Remix Ft. Lizzy McAlpine

lyrics:
i still think of you
i've been wanting to
know how you've been since we've last

i still miss your face
missed you say my name
when you still longed for my affection

if i could reassemble my fate
would you call me? what would you say?
maybe things would be different
and i could be living for you

i still laugh at us
we were oh-so-young
we didn't know what we wanted

and i'm still stuck at fifteen
when i was hooked on a daydream
it was all too good to stay real

if i could reassemble my fate
would you call me? what would you say?
maybe things would be different
and i could be living for you

if i had read all the stars in your eyes
would i still leave? would i notice the signs?
maybe life would be different
and i could be living

if i could reassemble my fate
would you call me? would you love me and say
maybe this could be different
and we would be living for

reassembly required (demo v.1)

lyrics:
hoppin in the shower
watch the water droplets race down your face
fill the room with laughter
over bad impersonations, god my tummy aches

and i wonder when we’re older
if you’re still scrubbing my hair
saving planets with our choices
do you think we’ll still be here?

but i don’t know, i don’t know

cause time moves
faster than we do
and in the end we’ll lose
but i don’t want anyone anyone but you

waking up at your side
greeted with your smiling stare, this is happiness
shitty as i feel i know
i’m falling faster than i’ve ever been

cause now i’m 
pressing all your flowers
in a book that we both read
sketching portraits of each other
while the night is long gone dead

yeah i don’t know

cause time moves
faster than we do
and in the end we’ll lose
but i don’t want anyone anyone but you
i don’t want anyone anyone but you

i don't want anyone anyone but you
forget about anyone anyone but you
yeah i only i only want you
cause i don't want anyone anyone but you

saving water (voice memo)

#fatherissues

lyrics:
why am i the bigger person
im less than half your age
maybe i don't have it worse than you
but there's only so much i can take

and i guess im betting too much on you
expecting you to live up to your name
but who am i to judge when i don't know you?
you were never here, it's all the same

what a shame...

and we talk about my sister
her name is on your skin
tell me all about your tough upbringing
and of your life in sin

"what a pretty daughter you are"
"don't you know you have your father's face?"
a stranger in the mirror
did you know my reflection brings me pain?

what a shame
you left us for dead
tattooed in my brain
what you could've meant to me

and i know you feel shame, your one hiding place
it was a good ruse til i saw right through
the words that you planted, the roots they are rotting
is this what it feels like to know you're not wanted?
my mother's not perfect but she might as well be
in contrast to you and your lack of existing
you're not in the frame, you don't even try
to make me feel wanted, a daughter you like

rotting roots (stick & poke) [voice memo]

after a long hiatus CYBERSEX IS BACK, now "cybersxx". we flipped this new sabrina carpenter song, hope u enjoy

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135bpm c#maj

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sabrina carpenter - espresso (wessley & cybersxx remix)

you fall asleep on the phone
tired but you still call
you say its not your fault that i am
someone who feels like home

you need your rest babe
i’ll stay on the line for as long as i can
but it feels like a heart ache
everytime im by myself again

to know that you’re breathing is enough
i promise
sometimes i wanna wake you up
but thats selfish
what if i just miss you and i wanna talk
but just to see you sleeping is more than enough
so i whisper “goodnight my love”

got off the plane last night
expected silence on the other end
but you said “i wanna hear your voice”
and i fell all over again

but you need your rest babe
stay on the line for as long you can
but this was a mistake
calling cause i want forever but time doesn’t bend like that

to know that you’re breathing is enough
i promise
sometimes i wanna wake you up
but thats selfish
what if i just miss you and i wanna talk
but just to see you sleeping is more than enough
it hurts to hang up 
if im being honest
but having you there
is all that i’ve wanted
sometimes i just need you to give it your all
but if you need some sleep, tomorrow i’ll call you
for now 
i whisper “goodnight my love”

whisper - march 20 2024

sheng <3

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