"Screaming in the Rain" is a rock ballad that captures raw emotions and powerful vocals over driving guitar riffs. The song describes the intense feelings of frustration, pain, and helplessness of someone trapped in a seemingly endless struggle. Despite witnessing someone else's freedom and success, the protagonist feels stuck and burdened by their own failures and the weight of time. The intense guitar solos and emotional screams emphasize the depth of the protagonist's despair and the desperate longing for release.

Originally created June, 2024


I’m staring at the ceiling, can’t feel a damn thing Dead bedroom's cold, where promises lose their sting Trapped in this house, walls closing in Every breath a reminder of the life I’m living in

But I see you rising, breaking chains Feel your freedom like a burning flame I’m happy for you, yeah, I really am But I’m stuck in this wasteland, feeling so damned

I’m over everything, just done with it all Life feels like a prison, banging on the walls You’ve found your courage, while I’m losing mine Tortured by my failures, and the weight of time

I’m screaming out loud, can’t take this pain Trapped in a life that feels so vain Can't find a way, can’t break these chains I’m screaming out loud, drowning in the rain

We met online, two souls in despair Bound by secrets, in a world so unfair You pushed away, afraid to feel While I drown in what's painfully real

You’re getting free, I see the light But I’m chained down, in the endless night Happy for you, with a shattered heart Living a life that’s falling apart

I’m over everything, just done with it all Life feels like a prison, banging on the walls You’ve found your courage, while I’m losing mine Tortured by my failures, and the weight of time

I’m screaming out loud, can’t take this pain Trapped in a life that feels so vain Can't find a way, can’t break these chains I’m screaming out loud, drowning in the rain

Old feelings that burn, can’t extinguish the flame In this game of life, I’m losing the game You're breaking free, while I'm still here In this silent scream, drowning in fear

I’m over everything, just done with it all Life feels like a prison, banging on the walls You’ve found your courage, while I’m losing mine Tortured by my failures, and the weight of time

I’m screaming out loud, can’t take this pain Trapped in a life that feels so vain Can't find a way, can’t break these chains I’m screaming out loud, drowning in the rain

So here I am, stuck in my own hell Happy for you, but can’t save myself You’re the brave one, breaking through While I’m left behind, chasing dreams that won’t come true

Screaming in the Rain

A final attempt to escape the pain and find solace in the unknown.


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1]
ShAnkAri slammed the door, the past in the dust,
VickStiX burned the map — no more to trust.
Two broken hearts in a beat-up ride,
Dreaming of somewhere they don’t have to hide. 

[Pre-Chorus]
Heavy hearts, but our hands are tight,
No way out but into the night. 

[Chorus]
Fly free, VickStiX and ShAnkAri, into the light,
No more cages, no more fights.
The world never listened, but we found our song,
Two broken souls who finally belong. 

[Verse 2]
Empty gas stations, endless dark roads,
Words unspoken, pain that explodes.
Every mile, every tear that we bleed,
Draws us closer to the freedom we need. 

[Pre-Chorus]
Heavy hearts, but our hands are tight,
No way out but into the night. 

[Chorus]
Fly free, VickStiX and ShAnkAri, into the light,
No more cages, no more fights.
The world never listened, but we found our song,
Two broken souls who finally belong. 

[Verse 3]
The edge calls out, the cliff draws near,
Wind in our hair, no more fear.
We smile through tears, pedal pressed down,
No turning back, we’re glory-bound. 

[Bridge]
This broken world could never understand,
Two lost girls holding each other’s hand.
We choose the sky, we choose the fall—
For once in our lives, we have it all. 

[Chorus]
Fly free, VickStiX and ShAnkAri, into the light,
No more cages, no more fights.
The world never listened, but we found our song,
Two broken souls who finally belong. 

[Verse 4]
Fly free, VickStiX and ShAnkAri, into the sky,
Leaving behind the how and why.
Engines screaming, hearts collide—
Together forever on this final ride. 

[Outro]
Over the edge, into the sun,
Two hearts soaring, two become one.
One last flight, one last breath,
VickStiX and ShAnkAri — beautiful in death.

Thelma & Louise Revisited: A Tale of Two Souls (featuring VickStiX & ShAnkAri)

Fly Free

Horizon

[Verse 1]
Empty streets at dawn
Walking all alone
Time zones drift away
Far from what I know

[Pre-chorus]
Paper lanterns sway in morning air
Silent subway maps I cannot read
Every step I take leads somewhere new
Something in this space sets me free

[Chorus]
Dawn breaks different here (oh-oh)
Streets I've never known before (oh-oh)
Clear my mind of fear
As the sun pours through the door
(Dawn breaks different here)

[Verse 2]
Morning markets stir
Distant temple bells
Foreign syllables
Cast their gentle spells
Every corner brings
Unexpected things

[Rap]
Passing through the gates where pigeons play
Paper prayers flutter, float away
Peaceful places patched with pale gray paint
Patterns in the path where puddles lay
Moving forward while my mind stays still
Morning mist makes mountains more surreal
Many miles from memories I made
Moments where my soul began to heal
Been running from the rhythm of my life
Till I found a new beat in the night

[Breakdown]
(La-la-la, la-la)
Just breathing in
(La-la-la, la-la)
Begin again

[Bridge]
Strange how silence speaks so loud
When you're lost but feeling found
Every step leads somewhere true
When dawn breaks, I break through too

[Chorus]
Dawn breaks different here (oh-oh)
Streets I've never known before (oh-oh)
Clear my mind of fear
As the sun pours through the door
(Dawn breaks different here)

Composed : May 20, 2025 at 3:50 PM


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Summer (Extended)

Need You Now 
© 2025 Geoff French

Yeah, yeah (Hey...yeah...)
Feeling lost (I need you, you, you, you)
What
When I’m driving late at night or scrolling through my phone
Or just lying on my bed, thinking 'bout you alone
Saying, "Man, I need a smile that can light up my soul"
For the first time in my life, it’s you that makes me whole

There I was bragging 'bout the nights that I could chase
But it hit me hard, girl, missing you is my fate
Then the thought occurred, yeah I see it clear now
I just need your love, baby, can you hear me somehow?

I need you now, I need you now (Ooh, ooh)
In the dark, you’re my spark (You’re my spark)
Come and take me higher (Take me higher)
Girl, I’m feeling this fire (This fire)

Yeah, I’m caught up in a dream, running back to the start
Thought I had it all, but you just stole my heart
In the club filled with lights, but I’m feeling so low
Every beat in my chest says you’re the rhythm I know

I need you now, I need you now (Ooh, ooh)
In the dark, you’re my spark (You’re my spark)
Come and take me higher (Take me higher)
Girl, I’m feeling this fire (This fire)

Yeah, yeah (Hey...yeah...)
I realize (I need you, you, you, you)
Late at night, that’s when I feel your vibe
A love like this is something that I crave inside
 
Yeah, yeah (Hey...yeah...)
Waking up to empty space, where you used to lay
Just a heart full of hope, wishing you'd stay
Scrolling through old texts, just to see your name
Every word a reminder, it's not quite the same

I know my friends keep telling me to move on
But every sunset feels empty without your dawn
Caught up in memories, they repeat like a song
In the silence of the night, is where I belong

I need you now, I need you now (Ooh, ooh)
In the dark, you’re my spark (You’re my spark)
Come and take me higher (Take me higher)
Girl, I’m feeling this fire (This fire)

Need You Now

No Robin Williams, I’ve Got Insomnia 

Lyrics  Another late night
Eyes open wide
Lay down, couldn't slide
Into dreamland, no matter how hard I tried

Mmmmm I've got insomnia
Like I'm being hunted by the mafia
I can't sleep, I just eat, maybe I'll drink
I need to dream, but my eyes won't even blink
Oh please let me sink, into this state of abyss
I yearn to sleep again I need to be at bliss
People look at me & say "boy what the hell is wrong with ya"
I can't sleep
No Robin Williams
I've got insomnia

Caught in a dreamlike trance
Flinching at every glance
I tried smoking a couple grams
But the indica made me wanna dance
Everything I do to get some zees
Don't work at all, someone get the referee
& a wrestler from WWE
I need to be, down for the count
I'm to the point
Where just to sleep
I'll need to be
Put underground

Mmmmm I've got insomnia
Like I'm being hunted by the mafia
I can't sleep, I just eat, maybe I'll drink
I need to dream, but my eyes won't even blink
Oh please let me sink, into this state of abyss
I yearn to sleep again I need to be at bliss
People look at me & say "boy what the hell is wrong with ya"
I can't sleep
No Robin Williams
I've got insomnia

Always getting told something is wrong with me
I've got insomnia bitch I can't sleep
Tried everything, even counting up some sheep
Now I look a creep, unshaven, with ketchup stains on my jeans

Mmmmm I've got insomnia
Like I'm being hunted by the mafia
I can't sleep, I just eat, maybe I'll drink
I need to dream, but my eyes won't even blink
Oh please let me sink, into this state of abyss
I yearn to sleep again I need to be at bliss
People look at me & say "boy what the hell is wrong with ya"
I can't sleep
No Robin Williams
I've got insomnia
I've got insomnia

Insomnia

Where We Begin

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[Verse]
You know not all guys
Conform to all of these masculine standards 
People who try to reinforce them — Just a bunch of bastards
Some not into cars, or going to bars
Or shit like sports or girls (Not all are into that) 

It's 2025 and masculinity like that should've faded 
It is very unfair and very outdated 


[Chorus]
I don't conform, and never will
Not straight, not tough — I’m a guy still
Don’t need a nine-figure job
Or a flashy car or 
That expensive watch
I don't conform and never will
Don’t need to push yourself to be that hyper masc
That’s just society’s made-up tasks 

[Verse]
Let guys be who they wanna be
Showing emotion like crying 
Ain't a sign of being weak
Forcing them too hard will make them go quiet and barely speak
Expecting him to be the breadwinner?
Women can provide, women can also deliver
But it’s always pushed on men like they’ve got to be the pillar 

Its 2025 and masculinity like that should've faded 
It is very unfair and very outdated 

[Chorus]
I don't conform, and never will
Not straight, not tough — I’m a guy still
Don’t need a nine-figure job
Or a flashy car or 
That expensive watch
I don't conform and never will
Don’t need to push yourself to be that hyper masc
That’s just society’s made-up tasks 

[Bridge]
Never been “gay” to like femme type stuff
Like clothes shopping, skincare and also makeup
When people say “men don’t do that”?
Tell them they’re wrong 
Guys do and that's a fact
And leave it at that 

[Chorus]
I don't conform, and never will
Not straight, not tough — I’m a guy still
Don’t need a nine-figure job
Or a flashy car or 
That expensive watch
I don't conform and never will
Don’t need to push yourself to be that hyper masc
That’s just society’s made-up tasks


I don't conform, and never will
Not straight, not tough — I’m a guy still
Don’t need a nine-figure job
Or a flashy car or 
That expensive watch
I don't conform and never will
Don’t need to push yourself to be that hyper masc 
That’s just society’s made-up tasks 

Screw society's masculine standards 
[End]

Charlie Newham - Don't Conform [Toxic Masculinity Song]

Under the moon's cold silver beam
Ghostly fiddles whisper
A chilling dream
Through hollow woods
Where shadows play
The strings ignite
A ghost ballet

Hollow bows pull across with grace
A song of sorrow
A specter's embrace
Through skeletal trees the notes do wail
Echoes of a heart's mournful tale

Phantom strings .mp3

Dashing shadows in the night we roll 
Chasing whispers where secrets unfold 
Diamonds gleam where danger hides 
Through the fire we cut and glide  
Fast cars roar into the haze 
A daring leap through fiery maze 
Shaken not stirred with nerves of steel 
The world spins fast but we’re unreal

Shaken and stirred .mp3

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