This song is a powerful personal exploration of the devastating impact of cancer, capturing the feelings of helplessness, fear, and sorrow that accompany the fight against the disease. 

The lyrics were written to evoke a deep sense of empathy. They offer a raw and honest personal reflection of facing the inevitable, yet do so with a quiet, dignified resolve.

Woke up feeling weaker
Every day a little more
Used to run like thunder
Now I barely touch the floor

Mirror shows a stranger
Lines deeper than before
Trying to remember
Who I was and what for

[Chorus]
Echoes in the silence
Life slipping through my hands
Time a thief relentless
Can't outrun the sands

Heart slower and quieter
Breath shallow with a sigh
Eyes dimming little by little
Clouds covering the sky

Dreams fading to shadows
Memories turn to gray
Living in the twilight
While the light slips away

Echoes in the silence
Life slipping through my hands
Time a thief relentless
Can't outrun the sands

Into the Void

Shadow Parade - Whispers Of Decay

You're not the same, it's like i'm talking to someone else.
No matter what i do, it's no use.
The person i knew is dead, and i'm just here to pick up the pieces.

it's ending

Lyrics:
I'm drifting so slowly
in these placid waters
I'm sinking, so lowly
in the murky depths

Didn't see the end coming
Didn't feel the heat going
Didn't read the weather changing
I… I made mistakes

I'm burning so brightly
in flames of envy
I'm falling so quickly
into shadowed alleys

Didn't see the end coming
Didn't feel the heat going
Didn't read the weather changing
I… I made mistakes

I'm burning so brightly
in flames of envy
I'm falling so quickly
into shadowed alleys

Didn't see the end coming
Didn't feel the heat going
Didn't read the weather changing
I… I made mistakes

I can't help it now
there's nothing that I can do
I can't cure it now
I don't even know the ailment

This cancer is corrupting me
it's rotting me from the inside
it's making me toxic
and I can't run nowhere to hide

I…
Didn't see the end coming
Didn't feel the heat going
Didn't read the weather changing
I… I made mistakes

I made mistakes
I made mistakes
I made mistakes
that can't be undone now

***
This track uses Generative AI Vocals and Instrumentals

Ctrl Alt Delhi

Mistakes

"Screaming in the Rain" is a rock ballad that captures raw emotions and powerful vocals over driving guitar riffs. The song describes the intense feelings of frustration, pain, and helplessness of someone trapped in a seemingly endless struggle. Despite witnessing someone else's freedom and success, the protagonist feels stuck and burdened by their own failures and the weight of time. The intense guitar solos and emotional screams emphasize the depth of the protagonist's despair and the desperate longing for release.

Originally created June, 2024


I’m staring at the ceiling, can’t feel a damn thing Dead bedroom's cold, where promises lose their sting Trapped in this house, walls closing in Every breath a reminder of the life I’m living in

But I see you rising, breaking chains Feel your freedom like a burning flame I’m happy for you, yeah, I really am But I’m stuck in this wasteland, feeling so damned

I’m over everything, just done with it all Life feels like a prison, banging on the walls You’ve found your courage, while I’m losing mine Tortured by my failures, and the weight of time

I’m screaming out loud, can’t take this pain Trapped in a life that feels so vain Can't find a way, can’t break these chains I’m screaming out loud, drowning in the rain

We met online, two souls in despair Bound by secrets, in a world so unfair You pushed away, afraid to feel While I drown in what's painfully real

You’re getting free, I see the light But I’m chained down, in the endless night Happy for you, with a shattered heart Living a life that’s falling apart

I’m over everything, just done with it all Life feels like a prison, banging on the walls You’ve found your courage, while I’m losing mine Tortured by my failures, and the weight of time

I’m screaming out loud, can’t take this pain Trapped in a life that feels so vain Can't find a way, can’t break these chains I’m screaming out loud, drowning in the rain

Old feelings that burn, can’t extinguish the flame In this game of life, I’m losing the game You're breaking free, while I'm still here In this silent scream, drowning in fear

I’m over everything, just done with it all Life feels like a prison, banging on the walls You’ve found your courage, while I’m losing mine Tortured by my failures, and the weight of time

I’m screaming out loud, can’t take this pain Trapped in a life that feels so vain Can't find a way, can’t break these chains I’m screaming out loud, drowning in the rain

So here I am, stuck in my own hell Happy for you, but can’t save myself You’re the brave one, breaking through While I’m left behind, chasing dreams that won’t come true

Screaming in the Rain

Sosomra - Enjoy Your Life

Sosomra & Kuu - Antidepressant

Sosomra - Piss Me Off VIP

Sosomra - Constant Anxiety

Sometimes it's necessary to pause and embrace your loneliness and helplessness, 
to give it a hug full of light and go on with a bright and renovated heart.
Sometimes it's a must to die in this artistic sense, and regain a new perspective of life 
with more light and smiles.

Death Lullaby

This song captures the intense emotions of love, betrayal, and heartbreak. It conveys the pain of watching someone you love be consumed by addiction while realizing the need to let go for self-preservation. Let me know if you’d like adjustments or additional verses!

Falling Into Smoke

Under the Veil of Helplessness

The light is a recurring motif, symbolizing the light of God that can illuminate even the deepest darkness. 


crooked roads made straight

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Welcome to the sonic chaos lab of Shiitake Products — where genre rules are meant to be bent, broken, or ignored entirely.

Here, AI collides with human emotion to create music that actually means something. From dark trap bangers to cinematic rock anthems, emo-folk confessionals to glitchy satire ballads — every track is a story, a mood, a moment. Nothing here is made to please algorithms. It’s made to feel.

🔹 Genres? Trap, EDM, alt-rock, rap-rock, folk, comedy, chaos.
🔹 Themes? Love, rage, ADHD spirals, existential dread, healing, heartbreak, and hope.
🔹 Mission? To make music that punches through the noise and hits somewhere real.

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Soy trilingüe.
Convierto dolor en arte. 
Toda esta letra es de cosecha propia.
Música como forma de vivir el regalo de la vida.
Disfruta, comparte 
y bienvenid@ al rincón de mi pasión hecha arte.

an extension of suciogami;

In Greek mythology, Tantalus was a king known for his immense wealth and divine lineage (son of Zeus) but also for his hubris and transgressions against the gods, which resulted in his eternal torment in Tartarus. He was punished by being placed in a pool of water under a fruit tree, with the water always receding and the fruit always out of reach, forever experiencing hunger and thirst.

Experiments with sound and expression have gotten us so far. Hope you like what we are scratching. Join us in the journey.

We are based out of New Delhi, India. 

Ctrl Alt Delhi is @kinshuksunil.
Ctrl Alt Delhi is also a part of @hashstash-studios.

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