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❤︎Shikixo❤︎

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do 2 much

shiki:
if i told you i could take you to the moon, would you believe me?
and if i never ever told the truth, would you still leave me?
and you could never make this right, so it’s easy
and i don’t wanna make you cry so i’m leaving
re:
pop another bottle, end up broken on the floor
celebrating is my motto so i drink another 4
but i never get enough you always leave me wanting more
i’m addicted to your love but now ur sayin that ur bored
oh i’m so tired of pretending that i’ll leave you
say ur sorry and i swear that i’ll believe you
why’s it gotta be so hard
you just wanna break my heart
skele:if i told you i loved you, would you believe me
try not to think about how you don’t really need me
i know you love it, how it hurts, you got me bleeding
you could break me apart, i’m never leaving
and i just wanna make this work
it cuts deep, i don’t care if it hurts
would you leave if i say you’re the worst
leave me roses while i’m laying in the dirt
follow us:
@shikixo
@arr_eeh
@lilskeleskrrt
@splashgvng
@jolst

take you to the moon w/ skele x re: (prod.  splashgvng x jolst)

InLovingMemory

SoulFood

all dogs go 2 heaven w/ jstnprks (p. noahmadethiss x genshi)

@lilskeleskrt
@shikixo
@prodjolst

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7JmvG2WpDXACoqr3TYyZGs?si=7c1f9362ebd04fee

lyrics:
cut my wrists i got blood on my ksubis
i think i loved you way before you knew me
you're like a razor how you cut right through me
i fuckin hate it you break and you bruise me
and honestly idk how i got so sick 
i don't wanna die 
took a line im feeling broken 
kill me with your silence while im dying out in SoHo
honestly 
i'm tired of staring at ur photos

im sorry
its not your fault love
i don't feel hardly anything anymore
lately now i just feel torn
my apologies 
i fell in love too fast so honestly
you could leave if you want don't hold on to me 
i'm too much im damaged im hardly me 

martyr me so i forget my past 
happy eyes with a knife in my back
when it snows i only see you 
i cannot take all the pressure that i've been put through
to move on is to let go 
its hard to do when you tear up my mental 
and im fkn sorry
its all my fault and i dew the line blurry

AURAS X SHIKI X SKELE - to move on is to let go (prod. jolst)

je te tieandrai dans mon coeur jusqu'à ce que je puisse te tenir dans mes bras.

lyrics:

shiki
I see why you left, this is awful
I don't wanna die anymore, I just want you
Kiss me while I'm dying inside of this bottle
Fall in love with strangers, now my heart is a hostel

Left my love on the east coast
But I don't wanna be alone, I don't wanna be alone, no
And you can text me good morning, but we're in different time zones
And I know that you don't care like I do
I'll find another one just like you
I'll find a new one, call her your name
Black my eyes and paint my face a new shade of grey
I ran away, in East LA where none of my love can get in the way
And baby, I don't think that you could save me
But thank you for trying

I hope you don't know it's about you when you hear this
But I knew you'd listen, only reason I wrote this
And I would bleed for you if I thought you would notice

I'm too scared to dream since I saw you
I told you I would move to New York and write a novel
But I'm still in my mom's house
The one that you warned me about
The one you said was haunted
I'm nauseous, I can't stop heaving
Who would want this? I'm still bleeding
Hide my ribs like, yeah I'm eating
Come save me, this room is freezing

skele:
I know why you left, this is terrible
As I was writing this, I wanted to let you know
It's getting really hard to let you go
I wanted five more minutes baby, just so I could hear you talk
Cuz everything I knew just fucking fell apart
You never really cared, you just played the part
And now you're gone, it's all my fault

hostel w/ skele (love,matt x chris marek)

Featuring @shikixo
Produced by @wisssery & @jolst
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I hope he's everything I could never be
So long as you're happy
I guess that's okay with me
I've accepted the fact 
That I could never really give you what you need 
It's all my fault
I take full responsibility 

For our downfall
For the death of us
I thought I found true love
But then I fucked it up
Oh no
I'm no good for anyone
I'm a lost cause
Thinking I should give it up
But I won't

(Shiki XO)
I ain't giving up baby
But I'm giving up on you
You made me so uncomfortable
Don't wanna be in the same room
I know I can't complain
'cause I do this to myself
I be all alone inside my room with no one else

You try to ruin me
I don't know what you do to me
I don't know what happened
Swear I'm not this toxic usually
But you taste like cigarettes 
And your so obsessed with sex
Every time I check my phone
I pray to god it's not your text yeah

Listen on Spotify!

Lost Cause w/ Shiki XO (Prod. wisssery & Jolst)

@shikixo
@kindahaunted
RARE VID: https://youtu.be/YXwdBd9copk
lyrics:
baby i don't wanna eat i wanna fade away
i don't wanna fall asleep i wanna die today
i been smoking on formaldehyde it eat my brain
and ik yr fucking him so i just lie awake

well like i guess we were in love until we fucked it up n lost it
i been staring at my ceiling waiting on an open coffin
sick of these 4 walls and the agony of silence
i think i'ma be alright as long as i stop lying
everything i touch been turnin to gold i feel like midas
i can't fall asleep cuz in my dreams yr always dyin
baby why u cryin?
baby r u proud of me?
i did everything i said i would to those who doubted me
but i know u see me with a sold out tour
but i cut 13 lines and i cut 13 more
and i regret it everytime u knock i open the door
tell the boys pack their bags, they're all goin 2 war

4 leaf clover, bby i been feelin lucky
u can take the pain away, it gets replaced with all this money
u cut thru me like a razor cuz u kiss me, leave me bloody
i been gettin better on my own, don't tell me that u love me
u shouldn't tell me that u love me, i don't wanna find out
just a whisper while ur leavin, i don't wanna cry now
i don't wanna know the truth, think i need to lie down
i was thinking u were mine now :'(

and i think something's wrong w my head
i can't go thru that again ;)
i need some rest i'm braindead
need something for the pain

formaldehyde (prod. taylor morgan) [vid in desc.]

@shikixo
@sace6
@reesoo
@prodmichael
You know I've been hurting baby, don't know I'm dealing
I been popping these prescriptions just so I don't have to feel it
Lost the only one I love, I guess I'll see you in a month or two
I'm no good at faking baby, only one I want is you

I remember every time that I fucked this up
I might die tonight, I might never see the sun
I'ma hold you in my heart 'til I can hold you in my arms
You know I've been bleeding baby, you can check my scars

And I don't care at all that you're leaving
I never had the thought of dying, but you gave me a reason to
It sucks to say I thought that I needed you
Oh, oh
I seen those pills on the floor
And girl I know that they're yours
If I lift the sleeve of your shirt
Am I gon' see all your scars? girl

12/24/21

scars w/ sace6 (reesooxmichaelwarren)

https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt

torva
shes fucking my head up, im losing my mind
i would try and fix you but i dont have the time
im still so fed up with all of these lies

bad past i dont think i ever want to see you again
cause you talked about our love like your fucking a friend
2 nights i think that im just another means to an end
so if u call my phone dont think that ill respond to u
all these broken hearts were a game to you
biting souls like a shark with a worldwide view
and the games boutta start so i need you in my arms tonight

bad past w/ skele (jolst)

you promised

prod: https://soundcloud.com/sadboiforever https://soundcloud.com/jolst
master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

(mother fucker you promised
how could you do me like that, do me like that
pick apart my bones
you left me starving 
i can't even feel bad, even feel bad
i'm a perfect target)

mother fucker you promised
how could you do me like that
why'd you act so heartless
pick apart my bones
you left me starving 
i fell in love so fast
bet i looked so harmless
i'm a perfect target 

pointing out the obvious babe
i think something's wrong with my brain 
pray for love,
abandon my faith 
i know nothing turns out okay

i don't wanna think about it 
that knife pressed right on my lips
and if we're so covered in sin 
even god can't fix what you did

spotify

perfect target (prod. 2001 & jolst)

lyrics:

The paper reads
 I must have died
I hope I knew what to fight for
Cause now it has cost my life
Ive grown to feel for the traitor
Now I greet the invader
Tears to moss on the floorboards
It rings out dry
Could u Please give me something
To wait out the night
While I sweat out this high
Im proud ive kept myself off it
Ive come to an agreement with
These horns of mine
Theres no use changing the topic
Once the words hit the target
I break and cry

So blessed are we
In this house of moss
The damage soaks within the walls
The heavy parts are falling off
And growing new in place of rot
So dance with me and turn me on
U look of someone id have loved
I soak it in and chop it off
So blessed are we
In this house of moss

So blessed are we
In this house of moss
The damage soaks within the walls
The heavy parts are falling off
And growing new in place of rot
So dance with me and turn me on
U look of someone id have loved
I soak it in and chop it off
So blessed are we
In this house of moss

house of moss (tenseofaugust)

lyrics:

Ive killed 26 of my friends
Ive learned what it means once again
To just be a fly on the wall
Just happy to be invited at all

Trust me know who you’ve fucked in my absence
And I get it
But his head is dangling now from ur drapery
Eyes still spinning
The screaming he let from his mouth
I still hear it
No matter what I had felt 
This clears it
You’ll be the next on the shelf
If I will it
Ive cleared out a spot in advanced
And ill fill it
And ill fill it
You look so normal
I feel bad u got limits

Ive killed 26 of my friends
Ive learned what it means once again
To just be a fly on the wall
Just happy to be invited at all

When Ive got no one left to tell this story too
Ill come back home
Once ur mouth is off his sorry face
Ill come back home
There’s no way to heal this wound, love
Its fucked up and its breaking my heart
Any words would be all too soon, love
And last night I had slept in the yard
I could see your shape in this dirt here
The foot graves I had rushed to be done
Hows it feel to be hugged by earth dear
Are filled up by the light of the sun

Ive killed 26 of my friends
Ive learned what it means once again
To just be a fly on the wall
Just happy to be invited at all
And right when I need you the most
U crumble and turn to a ghost
Ive put back together the bones
So I could feel im less alone


pigeon hole (yunnygoldz)

lyrics:

What if I made u a promise
To always be faithful and always be honest
Would u have matched me and would u have meant it
I know when u lying girl dont even try it
I take agreement from out of that silence
I hope that know just how serious im about it
If I should die here im haunting the grounds
And If I should die here and taking you off it

What if I went out to work and the shaft had collapsed and I never came back
What I came home at 12 for u thought I would be and u sitting on his lap
Maybe I lift up my axe and I clock in at home just try picturing that
Im getting under his bark and im counting the rings and im eating the fat

Hold up im stepping it back im playing it back now im taking it back nah fuck it
Im tryna see how he works im gonna take him apart and try putting him back
How could u fuck up this home we were lively and warm now u dead in a sack
Fuck it Im burying u by the bridge so u bounce off the boats and fill up with rats

What if I went out to work and the shaft had collapsed and I never came back
What I came home at 12 for u thought I would be and u sitting on his lap
Maybe I lift up my axe and I clock in at home just try picturing that
Im getting under his bark and im counting the rings and im eating the fat

Ive grown tired
My hands rest wired
Tied up
Ive nothing
To regret I love it
So much
Four walls holding
My soul I almost
Threw up
This moment
My rage ceast growing
So much

What if I went out to work and the shaft had collapsed and I never came back
What I came home at 12 for u thought I would be and u sitting on his lap
Maybe I lift up my axe and I clock in at home just try picturing that
Im getting under his bark and im counting the rings and im eating the fat



what if (sorrowbringer)

lyrics:

I got a doll of me up in the attic untouched
I look the same 
Once u hear that name who think thinking of
baby Jane
Daddy never loved u enough to get the part hun
Sis had never championed u the way u want huh

Crippled by a car said to have u at the wheel last
That was the fork that changed the whole path
Whistles into buzzing beckon you to where the weak lay
They better see u with a full tray
Eat till u cant
Cause the last of it came
Now the birds and the rats from the cellar line the buffet
This is showing mercy in a cold way
I know u would hurt me if u could babe
Blanch and Jane and mom and dad its lovely
The house was left the same aside from dusting
Nothing left to say between the siblings
But plenty left to do in terms of trusting
The bird is caged as blanch is sat decayed
Even notes of scrawled requests to come and save you
Have ended up in hands that birth ur pain
And the memories u held together break u 

Stay awhile
Stay the night
Young man I beg you to shelter me
From the wicked
From myself
Ive never known the sin I feel inside of me
Ill be quiet
Ill be quelled
As soon as u proclaim me as a diety
In ur eyes
Im unwell
But stars are never perfect are we

I got a doll of me up in the attic untouched
I look the same 
Once u hear that name who think thinking of
baby Jane
Daddy never loved u enough to get the part hun
Sis had never championed u the way u want huh

baby jane (tiedforsilver)

lyrics:

Taken out of my box and put in ur hands to dirty my packaging 
I would hate to cause an upset but im half alive my brain is just haemorrhaging
Blood from out my head down my chin and on to my clothes it covers my everything
Buckets of it beat from my chest pour through these cracks and shape into angel wings

Teeth in ironbound clasps attack at my heels and bite thru my shuffling
When My leg came off in that trap I licked my own wounds and carried on travelling
Time and time again my own mouth has opened up wounds we left to be yesterdays
Its like Everyone but myself has grown to this cold while I am left trembling 

Taken out of my box and put in ur hands to dirty my packaging 
I would hate to cause an upset but im half alive my brain is just haemorrhaging
Blood from out my head down my chin and on to my clothes it covers my everything
Buckets of it beat from my chest pour through these cracks and shape into angel wings

I get Taken out of my box and melted on coals forgot in this fireplace
A voice I recognize well is choking on words attempting to ease the pain but its useless
Its useless
No matter the path that he chooses
Its riddled with bruises 
In the violence
He realizes now he is clueless
Oh hes useless

Taken out of my box and put in ur hands to dirty my packaging 
I would hate to cause an upset but im half alive my brain is just haemorrhaging
Blood from out my head down my chin and on to my clothes it covers my everything
Buckets of it beat from my chest pour through these cracks and shape into angel wings


angel wings (sorrowbringer x pizzle)

driveway (prod. smokeasac)

Ｉ＇ＬＬ　ＲＵＮ　ＳＯ　ＦＡＲ　ＦＲＯＭ　
ＴＨＥＳＥ　ＳＨＡＤＯＷＳ

//私の心の断片//

lyrics
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i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i think i found the antidote
i think i found another road
i think i found some fucking hope
nope
i think i'm tryna find a way
to rid of all these darker days
but my minds trapped inside a maze 

so i'll run so far from these shadows
makeshift but my hearts still fragile
i'd drown but the waters too shallow
my heads still caught in the gallows
your kiss is my remedy
i fall to the ground so desperately
baby i know that you're mad at me
filling all the voids like cavities 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i guess this feeling lasts forever
i guess we'll never be together
you're colder than i can remember
but the ice is melting quickly 
i'm still wishing that you'd miss me

but you're gone and i never could replace you
mistraced new face but it ain't you
rebuilding the forts that i made you
no love but my hearts tryna break thru
my chest cause its caving in
i dwell in a cell in a realm of sin
six shots to the face of rum & gin
i'm dead in the head so i guess you win 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you

solitary

(prod. @diveliner & @vague003)

cover art ~ diveliner & tony camaro

LYRICS

tell me u love me 
used to believe u 
act like u miss me 
no u dont bleed truth

through heart break and time
2 hearts break instead of mine 
now ur somebody 
somebody 
somebodys
not mine 

we gon stay out late tonight 
fuck it celebrate tonight 
so ima cop a range on them

(dont hear what u say)

but i think youd let me die

(loving u)

now i dont trust no one 
u set ur words on fire 
guess in the end u right 
pray they dont leave me right 
pray they dont leave me right 

in the end ur too right 
shine with nobodys light 
i don't see my reflection in u 
in u 

tell me u love me 
used to believe u 
act like u miss me 
no u dont bleed truth

through heart break and time
2 hearts break instead of mine 
now ur somebody 
somebody 
somebodys
not mine 

u tell me hold on
tell me hold on
tell me hold on
nothing to wait on 
blood sunset
let the night rage on 

i dont think i can trust myself 
i might go take some pills 
i might go fuck this up 
but she knows im still in love
ima jus stack these bills
if i die ill be loved 

shine with nobodys light 
i don't see my reflection in u 
in u 

tell me u love me 
used to believe u 
act like u miss me 
no u dont bleed truth

through heart break and time
2 hearts break instead of mine 
now ur somebody 
somebody 
somebodys
not mine

2 hearts

Hurting,

Can you feel the pain, I feel tonight,
look me deep within the eyes,
can tell that I don't live my life, so,

Tired,

Of these games that we play,
you've thrown me into my grave,
it's like you never even cared at all,

there's scars all over my hands,
and burn holes from cigarrettes,
at least I'm numb, of regrets,

Take my life, but it's not my time no,
knife in the back, and a slit down my throat,
would you even care no, never really cared yah,
would you even care girl, never really cared yah.

Tried my best, I can't help your sickness,
lost in my head, will I overcome this,
would you even care no, never really cared yah,
would you even care girl, never really cared yah.

(My lyrics)

Into My Grave (feat. Skele)

DEITY

PONY

Prod. by musa
https://sesh.link/underthewillowtree

UnderTheWillowTree

Bones - RedRover

video: https://youtu.be/zelZVVc0XMs

watching the sun as it makes its rise
and i can’t get you out of   my mind
out up all night
running out of time

my friends tell me not to they don’t know you like i do
hate to say it i’m still getting to know you
trace your features like the cracks in my phone screen
i want you to hold me 
should hear out to my homies

trace your features like the cracks in my phone screen
as long as your mine if you don’t want to then that’s fine
i hope it works out soon i don’t want to waste my time

FEATURES

Fading w/ Skele (Prod. By Gothreen)

prod. by diveliner


Wait up 
Wish I could run back all the time
With you
But it’s gone and you’re dead
I’m bouncing 
Between thinking bout when I almost died
In the hospital in FLA 
Thank god I’m alive
But it’s safe to say I’m traumatized 
Yeah 

I’m falling in love
With the memory 
Nostalgia
I’m falling in love
With you in my dreams
I’m tryna wake up
We grew up too fast
Too many kids died young 
We’re all living too fast
Drowning in nostalgia

Why wouldn’t you 
Live another minute
I wanted to tell you
Something dumb 
But you’re out this

Wish I could say whattup to Sarah but she’s dead now
James weighing heavy on my head now
Praying that I wake up in my bed now

I’m falling in love
With the memory 
Nostalgia
I’m falling in love
With you in my dreams
I’m tryna wake up
We grew up too fast
Too many kids died young 
We’re all living too fast
Drowning in nostalgia

They preying on me, I
Wish I had less enemies, I
Moved out of the city, yeah
I’m tryna find peace, I

I miss all my friends 
I miss everyone
Who saw the end
Look at me I’m young
Look at me I’m dumb
Baby pray for me yeah

I’m falling in love
With the memory 
Nostalgia
I’m falling in love
With you in my dreams
I’m tryna wake up
We grew up too fast
Too many kids died young 
We’re all living too fast
Drowning in nostalgia

(Yeah)
I’m falling in love
With the memory 
Nostalgia
I’m falling in love

#SCFirst

I Can't Sleep

Nostalgia

i wish that i was good at saying goodbyes.

prod: @caspr
ty to promnight for the photo <3


lyrics:
i don't really need no love
i tell myself
but there's a part of me that's gone and i can tell
u don't really need me 
u never did 
i was just somebody that u used for a bit
fuck me up but i'd still take u right back 
it's funny how i hurt myself and i never react
i couldn't find my peace even if i had a map 
i fall in love n fall apart it's pretty sad

is it ok if i can't act right?
i've been trying to move on it's been a hard time
so many nights i lay in bed with my chest tight 
i wish that i was good at saying goodbyes

i've been waiting on a text that i'll never get 
and if im being honest baby i'm a mess
u wrote me a eulogy with all ur words that i won't forget
i don't think i'll get over all the scars u left

goodbyes. (prod. caspr)

say you love me right before you cut ties with me
Follow:
@shikixo
https://instagram.com/shikixo
https://twitter.com/realshikixo

LYRICS:
will you ride for me?
will you die with me? yeah
baby please don't lie to me
will you ride for me?
will you die with me?
baby please don't lie to me
don't lie to me
don't lie to me
say you love me right before you cut ties with me
don't lie to me
don't lie to me
i knew you wasn't gonna die with me

u already know, u already know
i been rolling off that good coke
tryna let it go, tryna let it go
but i'm addicted to you
i'm addicted to you
i wanna win it for you
and if he play then I'ma blow his fuckin fitted for you
i lose my mind for you
spend some time with you
Fucked up boutta do another line with you, ay
boutta do another line with you
fucked up spending time with you
i'ma lose my mind for you
yeah and baby I'ma die with you

had to tell her no
had to tell her no
cuz we ain't in high school no more
had to tell her no
had to tell her no
but i miss the nights i would sleep on your floor

XO
self-produced

don't lie

Blaine - Cycles

Blaine - Clueless

all my love. 2007 4ever
honor that which hurt you otherwise you hurt for nothing
follow Shiki XO
@shikixo
https://instagram.com/shikixo
https://twitter.com/realshikixo
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0QDCjKEJLERqsoqUZmyjd2
https://youtube.com/channel/UCS9B4Tdq6KJiGUVb7q8xBXA

LYRICS:
So one goes forward and one goes back
Wanna watch this one again but then the credits fade to black
I been chasing what's behind all of your faces that I lack
But now I think it's time to go so I don't get no more attached
I know 
I'ma die if I don't go
Yeah I thought that you should know
I'm never coming home

And I know that you don't care
But you don't even pretend
When I'm bleeding in your driveway
Thinking this could be the end
And I know that you don't care
But at least can we pretend
Like it's 2007 again
And we were never friends

Sedatives are sending mixed messages to the brain
Of a fluorescent adolescent while she's crying in the rain
This cigarette is getting jealous of your lips upon my face
But that's a dream, I think this LSD is driving me insane
Life's a dream and then I wake, I'm just trying to escape
All the problems I can't solve but I'm just tryna keep the pace
I don't got nothing to say, I'm just tryna make a wave
Could give a fuck 'bout your apology I'll take it to the grave

And I know that you don't care
But you don't even pretend
When I'm bleeding in your driveway
Thinking this could be the end
And I know that you don't care
But at least can we pretend
Like it's 2007 again
And we were never friends
Oh oh oh

2007

all my love. 2007 4ever
honor that which hurt you otherwise you hurt for nothing
follow Shiki XO
@shikixo
https://instagram.com/shikixo
https://twitter.com/realshikixo
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0QDCjKEJLERqsoqUZmyjd2
https://youtube.com/channel/UCS9B4Tdq6KJiGUVb7q8xBXA

LYRICS:
Sitting in my room, smoking two and think about me and you
I hope you're doing well, nah I'm lying, I hope he's leaving you
I'm fucking through with needing you, baby I'm onto something new
My hands are always shaking, this place is so damn uncomfortable
And I don't wanna come back
New crib new clothes and some new tats
All my numbers going up but you knew that
I know you want me to stay but I can't do that

Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself

Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Cuz I don't know if I can ever forgive myself
Wrong place, wrong time, so I hid myself
Nah, I don't wanna kid myself

Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself

can i still go to heaven if i kill myself?

all my love. 2007 4ever
honor that which hurt you otherwise you hurt for nothing
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LYRICS:
Who are you? In the back of the room
Lips blue from the noose, black dress no shoes
Too many pills, too much to drink
Never had enough to eat or maybe cut too deep
And I know you say I'm fine but I know you lie a lot
But when you say you wanna die they all relate and buy a lot
I would've left a couple times except I couldn't tie the not
And everybody wonder why, better question: why not

Asking fucked up questions, but what am I supposed to say
I need an escape to get through the day
Never eat, never sleep, never drink, never pray
Smoke, skin, and bones. Wither away

wither away

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all my love. 2007 4ever
honor that which hurt you otherwise you hurt for nothing
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LYRICS:
i think i loved you before i knew you
a piece of my heart is forever yours
even if it hurts to hold it
i could never take it back

angel, you're too fucked up where you going
i think we took too much and it's showing
tasting acetone, molly got her glowing
baby why your hands so cold? Why's it snowing

you told me that you hate it that you love me, do I got it right
i try but I can't look you in the eye under the spotlight
i wanna kiss you but I know it kills your appetite
just know I'm watching over you forever, I'm your satellite
i told you you my Emma, I'm in love with you forever
wishing we could be together but it's painful to remember
conversations in September, xan sex in December
but she told me it's whatever, I guess nothing last forever, nah

angel, you're too fucked up where you going
i think we took too much and it's showing
tasting acetone, molly got her glowing
baby why your hands so cold? Why's it snowing

see your face in my dreams
the house is haunted, it seems
take the drugs, paint the scene
sunrise while we go to sleep
i don't know what to do
the poison in me is you
lights go down, I see you
the only one in the room

angel, you're too fucked up where you going
i think we took too much and it's showing
tasting acetone, molly got her glowing
baby why your hands so cold? Why's it snowing
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