AND I CRY BUT IVE GOT NO TEARS!!!! shit's going on repeat

this is beautiful bro I'ma keep listening

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u used to give me butterflies, now it's nothin
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lyrics:
And the sun sets
And she undresses
My blood drips
All on my setlist
Round and round and round it goes
You only call when you're off coke
I want you, but I don't need no ho
It's just me and the devil up in the mirror
And I want you but you're not here
And I cry, I've got no tears

So diamonds fall out
Diamonds fall out
Diamonds fall out
And I just ball out

Baby, I ain't worried bout no fucking, do you love him
I remember being broken, now I'm up all of a sudden
All I do is make this money while they all making assumptions
But if I call you, angel are you coming
You used to give me butterflies, now it's nothing
And I see you on the 'gram with your new man, fuck him
Mix the Xan with the wine so I might die, fuck it
I get too high 'til I can't feel nothing
And I'm running on the road with my brothers
Playing show after show, counting hundreds
I'm on molly, I don't really wanna fuck her
I'm eating pussy, I ain't even really hungry

My brain tells me that no one likes me
I WISH I DIDN'T CARE
I talked to GOD, he said everything would be fine
So why am I so fucking scared

You got me six feet deep, swear to god your love is killing me
Play me like piano keys, the music all that's healing me
I'm hanging from a ceiling beam, I'm sick of feeling incomplete
Tell me what you wanna be, I don't know what you want from me

And the sun sets
And she undresses
My blood drips
All on my setlist
Round and round and round it goes
You only call when you're off coke
I want you, but I don't need no ho
It's just me and the devil up in the mirror
And I want you but you're not here
And I cry, I've got no tears

Me and the devil in the mirror
I want you but you're not here
I cry, I've got no tears
So diamonds fall out
Diamonds fall out
I just ball out

i don't think it'll ever get better

FALL OUT (prod. love, matt)

(: <3 lyrics below

I know you see me
You check up on me now and then we're stuck in repeat
One week we're fine the next we're not you love to break me
I don't feel good right now ooo
Right now right now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Right now right now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Oh right now right now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Oh right now right now
Don't feel good right now now now now

I can't take back what I did to you
Girl its the same for you
Don't lie yeah we both know it's true
Yeah we both know it's true
Ooo
It's you I needed
Ooo
My hearts always bleeding
Right now right now now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Right now right now now
Right right right right now now now now
Ugh
Right now right now now
Now now now now
I don't feel good now now
I I I don't feel good now

I don't feel good now
But baby ill put it behind me
She just pulled up to the party and i'm in the corner where no one can find me
I'd rather would keep to myself
I'm not the type to be following blindly
I don't need anyones help
Fuck it I lied man i'm practically dying
And I know she never cared
She just wants a couple dollars
I don't know why the fuck I bother
And to be honest girl i'm scared
If I keep going down this path then ill end up just like my father
And I know she never cared
She just wants a couple dollars
I don't know why the fuck I bother
And to be honest girl i'm scared
If I keep going down this path then ill end up just like my father

I can't take back what I did to you
Girl its the same for you
Don't lie yeah we both know it's true
Yeah we both know it's true
Ooo
It's you I needed
Ooo
My hearts always bleeding
Right now right now now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Right now right now now
Right right right right now now now now
Ugh
Right now right now now
Now now now now
I don't feel good now now
I I I don't feel good now

I don't feel good now I hate it by myself
And my mom is telling me that I should get some help
Couple pills to start I learned to play the part
And lately I been thinking I might break apart
And I know he never cared
He was all that I needed and i'm just taking the bleeding and I
Wanted to tell you it ain't fair
I hope it hurts when you see me
I won't be there when you need me and I

I can't take back what I did to you
Girl its the same for you
Don't lie yeah we both know it's true
Yeah we both know it's true
Ooo
It's you I needed
Ooo
My hearts always bleeding
Right now right now now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Right now right now now
Right right right right now now now now
Ugh
Right now right now now
Now now now now
I don't feel good now now
I I I don't feel good now

spotify

i dont feel good

i dont feel good (feat. kennedyxoxo & skele) [p. irby]

Produced by Cian
Engineered by @marcdoesmusic
link to all platforms: https://ffm.to/donthold

Lyrics:
(Cian)
(And we're running out of time to make this right,
I was hoping that we'd turn out just fine,
But I know that it's my fault every time, yeah)

Don't hold it against me when I say I'm empty
I just wanna hold you through the night
Every time you let go
I just wanna get close
I was hoping we'd be alright
And I said I'm fine but I know I never will be
Wish I could pretend we were living in a movie
Don't hold it against me
Don't hold it against me
Every time you leave I just feel so empty
Don't hold it against me

And you said it again
I think that you were right, yeah we were better as friends
Every time you storm out I try to pretend
That everything around me isn't crumbling again
Now I'm crying alone in my bedroom
And I wanna be lying beside you
But the only one lying here was you (you)
And I'm running out of time to make this right
I was hoping that we'd turn out just fine
But I know it's my fault every time (yeah)

Don't hold it against me when I say I'm empty
I just wanna hold you through the night
Every time you let go
I just wanna get close
I was hoping we'd be alright
And I said I'm fine but I know I never will be
Wish I could pretend we were living in a movie
Don't hold it against me
Don't hold it against me
Every time you leave I just feel so empty
Don't hold it against me 

©2022 TMM Entertainment

don't hold it against me (prod. cian)

meghan trainor made me h8 myself (prod. Fly Boi Yoda)

everything is sort of crumbling around me like i broke a fucking cookie 
but hey whos countin calories?
i wish that i had cake- but im a fly
you swat me up and down and you dont even bat an eye

my hair is a mess
i cant fit this corset,
if i fill up my chest, would my breast look the best?
if i keep doing squats, would my ass grow a lot?
is my body not hot?
is my body not hot?

everything is sort of crumbling around me like i broke a fucking cookie 
but hey whos countin calories?
i wish that i had cake- but im a fly
you swat me up and down and you dont even bat an eye

everything is sort of crumbling around me like i broke a fucking cookie 
but hey whos countin calories?
i wish that i had cake- but im a fly
you swat me up and down and you dont even bat an eye

"you need to gain more meat"
"hey, do you ever eat?"
is my body incomplete?
what about what's inside me?

not a treble or a bass
all i got's a pretty face
meghan trainor made me hate myself-
more than words could ever explain

my hair is a mess
i cant fit this corset,
if i fill up my chest, would my breast look the best?
if i keep doing squats, would my ass grow a lot?
is my body not hot?
is my body not hot?

not a treble or a bass
all i got's a pretty face
meghan trainor made me hate myself-
more than words could ever explain

(fuck you, meghan trainor. you know what you did.)

meghan trainor made me h8 myself (prod. Fly Boi Yoda)

oh well

oh well(feat. Shiki XO)

out everywhere. thank u 4 the support. lyrics below<3

Yeah
It's a new me but i'm still the same without you
Yeah yeah
Can you hold me
Oo whoa
It don't even matter what I do
I try and try and try and try

Yeah and I know you better than that
You're hiding your phone from me now
Girl tell me who's that on your snap whoa
I guess i'm the bad guy
Can you stop the game I need a halftime
I can't feel a thing i'm boutta flatline
She keep running round inside of my mind
Yeah whoa
In a room full of friends I still feel alone
Don't know who I am don't know where to go
And when I build you up you break me down
It's hard as fuck to keep you round
Don't know who I am anymore I don't know where to go
She tell me i'm changing
Baby I feel like i'm falling apart
Bitch I keep on breaking
You can't fix this with conversation no
Wake up it's the same shit oh
Go to bed and then i'm pissed off
I don't wanna be the bitter one but it's hard around everyone

Yeah ooo
Yeah ooo
Oh no no no
No no no no no whoa

Girl I still feel the tension
Stop saying shit you never meant then
Going one way down the wrong way
This time I think I learned my lesson oh whoa
And no I won't deny the way you looking in my eyes
You got me going crazy all night I won't lie
Oh no no no no no
No no no no no no
No no no no no no

<3

The Bitter One

the bitter one [p. king theta]

thank you lyrics below<3

Chops
I see you reaching out
You cant help me
Can you tell me where we going baby I cant read a sign
My fingertips are turning blue I cant hold on longer to you
And you keep telling me your mine but baby I don't think its true
She like whoa oh oh yeah this a different side of you
Im like whoa oh yeah girl your true colors are bleeding through
Oh oh oh
I wish it wasn't how it is but I cant take it back
Remove myself from everything i'm somehow still attached
I don't want no wedding ring and I cant deal with that
Always lying to my face when I just want the facts
Feel like dancing with the devil but we just playing tag
Walking with my head down
Im missing my friend now
Some nights I just cry myself to sleep when theres no one around
Don't want no one to notice me or think that i'm the clown
I already know it I don't need yo ass to help me out
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Ah ah ah oh oh oh oh oh
Im boutta crash out
I don't wanna crash out
Im boutta crash out
I don't wanna crash out

Chops

Yeah zip tied, keep my heart together
You like to waste time when I get over obsessed
Get high to forget about a flight I gotta take next
Get a rush when you hate on me and send texts to my friends
Yeah I like when you fuck up and lose all your connections
Its just how it happens baby
Sit on the rooftop watch the cigarettes crush hours
You only five seven how the fuck could you get more shallow
Plus your anemic so you really gotta keep your shit balanced
Out of control now
Breaking shit in your own house
Pretty face with a bad mouth
With your friends getting blacked out
It don't matter what we say now
My phone at like eight percent now
I hope it die and you freak out
I got your texts turning green now

bad mouth

BAD MOUTH (feat. spookybands) [p. methboiswag]

prod. @irby314
making it by
love u all always n forever
hope u enjoy

lyrics:
have a hard time picturing
making it another year
its the fault of few
but nothing’s truer 
than the lack of people here

and i’m fucking miserable
in the moments i hold dear
but i set example
i dismantle
from a brutal fucking year

if i could fly
i’d torch the sky
you’d see it over head
tonight
if i could right my
wrongs, i’d try
im losing sleep
over you tonight 

i can’t take back whats written
the stone will never turn
i’d drive that many minutes
just to prove my fucking worth
i know its for the better
i know i’ll carry on
but in the moments few and far
i lose it when you’re gone

i lose it when you’re gone

i’ve seen my friends go through it
the shit they don’t deserve
the ones i love are hurt more
than they possibly deserve
i look across the sky sometimes
and see a star so fucking bright
i wonder if from miles away
you’d share that single light

i can’t take back whats written
the stone will never turn
i’d drive that many minutes
just to prove my fucking worth
i know its for the better
i know i’ll carry on
but in the moments few and far
i lose it when you’re gone

have a hard time picturing making it another year its the fault of few but nothing’s truer  than the lack of people here  and i’m fucking miserable in the moments i hold dear but i set example i dismantle from a brutal fucking year  if i could fly i’d tor

spotify n apple

fourty more [irby]

【﻿ｎｕｍｂ　ｍｙ　ｔａｓｔｅ　ａｎｄ　ｆｅｅｄ　ｍｅ　ｔｒｕｔｈ】

thank you for listening. i really, really appreciate it.

produced by @prod_death 🖤
hope you enjoy.


walking with grace 
behind closed curtains
and i know that pain
finding out they're not the same
it's just not the same.

i feel like i can touch hades
but the thought of you's the only thing that's kept me saving
from all the bloodshed
i take it all in
i let that deep breath
enter my skin
i haven't felt formaldehyde in a while
it's become so difficult to work up a smile
hit me back if i'm worth every mile
i used to believe what i wanted was peace
but when i open my mouth i feel like a mime

fuck that
i'm ripping the tape off of my face
but don't look at the paste please :(
i wake up and i'm already shaking
there's only so much i can take in
loss of dexterity causes corrosion
i missed every note that i needed the most
don't open their heart till' you've opened your own

the truth (i'm boutta fall through)
i guess you never really knew me (knew me)
that's why i never get through (give a fuck abt you)
it's connection we're losing (losing)
i'll reach my hands through the screen
till i see the spark's out
they're starin' at me; said
"you should be star-bound"
take in the scene
and don't you forget it
the ocean'll sink (sink)
just cause i let it
(let it)

is there even a deeper meaning?
i study her every pattern
i ache then break but they don't seem to take it as a heavy matter
and that's hefty ladder that i'm probably gonna climb forever
and if she goes i let her
and if she goes i let-

kay, i've opened the shades
i thought it was grace, i guess that it's hate
fool me once and take my change
no wonder why i feel the same
fool me twice; i'll start anew
my misfortune falls right back to you
the scent of colors fill my room
to numb my taste and feed me truth

(truth)(4x)
i don't know what does it mean to you..
what do i mean to you? (you-you)
what do i mean to you
you-you-you-you

i feel like i can touch hades
but the thought of you's the only thing that's kept me saving
from all the bloodshed
i take it all in
i let that deep breath
enter my skin
i haven't felt formaldehyde in a while
it's become so difficult to work up a smile
hit me back if i'm worth every mile
i used to believe what i wanted was peace
but when i open my mouth i feel like a mime

i feel like a mime (4x)
(i feel like a mime...)
(am i wasting my time?)

feed me truth [prod. death]

I hope u love it, enjoy <3

prod. me
https://soundcloud.com/nihil2free on guitar
collab with https://soundcloud.com/bitekivibes
shoutout to both of them for real


lyrics:
i've been trying to fight off this gravity
can't have shit in this life its fucking comedy
seems to be i worked up on my honestly 
were still stressed, nothings left, somethings gotta be up
tell me that you don't give a fuck
i said, "okay see you in bit" 
crushed my hand with a mallet
ditch all my attachments and bring the fucking damage

keeping me up on a late night 
in deep, no sleep in my damn eyes 
you said you missed me i said, "damn right"
can't rest i'm stressed till the daylight

i could use a little bit of closure
fucking up my mental i've been distant and colder
they're so judgemental it sucks my composure
all i have left is what i should have told her

break me down to see myself
i've lost my mind
don't need your help.

now i get it
synthetic how they act around me tryna be my friends its pathetic.
i keep waking up to panic 
suppression locked in, i cant stop it.

gravity.deprived

LYRICS:

Another disappointment
I'm talking to myself 'cuz everybody else annoying
And no one ever listens, I'm the goat they won't admit it
And you worried bout your spot
Cuz once I pop, you know you're finished

i starve myself before my shows and then complain about the energy
Keep your friends, they hos, I mix klonopin with hennesey 
But you won't ever see it, if you did you wouldn't believe it
Always keep my composure, never let them see you bleeding
I don't wanna give a fuck about what they think
I always pull up by myself, and I'm driving; I can't drink
I just wish you gave a fuck a little more
When I rip my fucking lungs out, collapse on the floor

Uh, but what's the point then? Another disappointment
I'm talking to myself 'cuz everybody else annoying
And no one ever listens, I'm the goat they won't admit it
And you worried bout your spot
Cuz once I pop, you know you're finished

We was family, now you dead to me
But fuck it, rest in peace
Keep that lil percentage
I swear I make that shit in a week
But i don't wanna talk about, load. up another beat
Crush my medication up and mix it with amphetamines
Uh, gave you everything I had it wasn't enough, huh?
I hear you talking on the side, just shut the fuck up
i know you can see the state I'm in, don't fucking touch me
What's an after party? Gave me drugs so you could fuck me

Uh, but what's the point then? Another disappointment
I'm talking to myself 'cuz everybody else annoying
And no one ever listens, I'm the goat they won't admit it
And you worried bout your spot
Cuz once I pop, you know you're finished

Another disappointment
I'm talking to myself 'cuz everybody else annoying
And no one ever listens, I'm the goat they won't admit it
And you worried bout your spot
Cuz once I pop, you know you're finished

FALL OUT (prod. love, matt)

Shiki XO

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