WHY AM I JUST NOW HEAING THIS ABSOLUTE BANGERR FROM THE BOYSSSSS SHIKI & SKELE😩🔥

so close 2 the edge

prod. by me

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guess i fucked up that too

i would’ve left just the same as you 

@nevrfall

you hurt me in ways that you don’t even know 
n you’re never there when i need u the most
n you never care when i break n it shows 
don’t say that you’ll stay when i know that you’ll go

i jus keep getting fucking worse 
i’m moving backwards 
i’ll keep on breaking 
do your worst 
it doesn’t matter 
it’s funny that i need you
we won’t have an ever after 
say you love me while you’re fucking someone else,

how does that work
our love was filled with patchwork 
a fucked up worn out pattern 
n everything was shattered 
so tell me how does that work 
n i thought you were better 
but every night my chest hurts 
n i can’t take the pressure 
so tell me how does that work 

so what does it feel like 
to know that you’re always on my mind 
to know that i really broke this time 
to know that it’s fucked up my whole life 
i don’t know what to do 
know that i hate me too 
n i would’ve left 
just the same as you 
n i can’t sleep 
in this worn out room 
drink through the night 
till my heart turns blue 

oh well
it’s cold out here 
kinda feels like hell 
left me for dead
but i wish u well
say i’m alright 
but i can’t tell 
isn’t that what u want

how does that work (prod. nevrfall)

i hate your poetry and you hate when i sing
some say we make a good team
at the end of the day you could do what you want to
i'll never question a thing
and i get so nervous legs start shaking
but im pretty sure you know
we don't have much time 
so make up your mind
and tell me where you want to go
before i take you home

maybe i was too optimistic if you want i'll take the blame
i just can't help but reminisce it cause i how these things change
i miss the way that you talk
the hop in your walk 
your eyes and that stupid grin
the way you said its okay i trusted you dang, oh why did i let you in
i should've known better wrote letters made things feel complete
instead i just let her, just let her slip away from me

i hate your poetry and you hate when i sing
some say we make a good team
at the end of the day you could do what you want to
i'll never question a thing
and i get so nervous legs start shaking
but im pretty sure you know
we don't have much time 
so make up your mind
and tell me where you want to go
before i take you home

now it's just me 
reminiscing eighteen
memories can't save me
but i keep looking back
now it's just me 
thinking bout what could be
memories can't save me
but i keep looking back
i keep looking back

cause i hate your poetry and you hate when i sing
some said we made a good team
at the end of the day i just did what i wanted
you'd never question a thing
and i got so lazy things got crazy 
but you probably wouldn't know 
well we had our time
you made up your mind
so i guess it's time to let you go
ok, i'll let you go

let you go

je te tieandrai dans mon coeur jusqu'à ce que je puisse te tenir dans mes bras.

lyrics:

shiki
I see why you left, this is awful
I don't wanna die anymore, I just want you
Kiss me while I'm dying inside of this bottle
Fall in love with strangers, now my heart is a hostel

Left my love on the east coast
But I don't wanna be alone, I don't wanna be alone, no
And you can text me good morning, but we're in different time zones
And I know that you don't care like I do
I'll find another one just like you
I'll find a new one, call her your name
Black my eyes and paint my face a new shade of grey
I ran away, in East LA where none of my love can get in the way
And baby, I don't think that you could save me
But thank you for trying

I hope you don't know it's about you when you hear this
But I knew you'd listen, only reason I wrote this
And I would bleed for you if I thought you would notice

I'm too scared to dream since I saw you
I told you I would move to New York and write a novel
But I'm still in my mom's house
The one that you warned me about
The one you said was haunted
I'm nauseous, I can't stop heaving
Who would want this? I'm still bleeding
Hide my ribs like, yeah I'm eating
Come save me, this room is freezing

skele:
I know why you left, this is terrible
As I was writing this, I wanted to let you know
It's getting really hard to let you go
I wanted five more minutes baby, just so I could hear you talk
Cuz everything I knew just fucking fell apart
You never really cared, you just played the part
And now you're gone, it's all my fault

hostel w/ skele (love,matt x chris marek)

guitar by saint mike

i let my body rot 
in this bed 
till there's nothing left of me 
you can do what you want with the bones
clean the mess
find the blade that you left in me 

tell me why 
i hope you found a good alibi 
stay by my side
will it still hurt in the afterlife

you do it me
love when i bleed
your skin feels so cold
touch me at 30 degrees
put my back to the wall 
tell me i'm nothing at all

in which it finally killed me

prod. me x @hiraethsry

And I will love you 'til I'm broken by the weight
Of everything I've ever wanted and how it all has your name
I am trying, I am shaking, I am crying, I am breaking
Every second, every minute, I'm so tired, why's it raining
Baby, kiss me just to kiss me, not to take me home tomorrow
I am drunk and I am bleeding in your apartment, in the shadow
Of what we were when we were young
And you don't remember my name
And I'm so sorry, and I'm so sorry

And when I'm leaving, I'll pretend like I don't give a damn
But it's been four years, I just wanna hold your hand
It's been four years, don't know who I fucking am
Oh, oh
And when you're begging me to stay, I'll never listen
I guess it takes four years to know the difference
You knew me better than anyone and you hated me
So how the fuck am I supposed to love myself

And I will love you 'til I'm broken by the weight
Of everything I've ever wanted and how it all has your name
I am trying, I am shaking, I am crying, I am breaking
Every second, every minute, I'm so tired, why's it raining

I am drunk and I am bleeding in your apartment, in the shadow
Of what we were when we were young
And you don't remember my name
And I'm so sorry, and I'm so sorry

YOUDONTREMEMBERMYNAME

[+] if you want my heart you gotta steal that </3
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt + @steadysuffer * produced by @prodjolst *

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wanna go back

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wanna go back (feat. skele + steadysuffer)

s/o soundcloud.com/boyfifty and soundcloud.com/user-530621763
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lyrics:

oh you think you know it all.. well you dont
you been stressin bout' everything all alone
and your friends do miss you, you jus dont call em up
it seems to them like you just dont give a fuck

therapy's expensive and exercise is pendin
thoughts are goin wild and anxietys expandin
you need everyone to hear you, but cant seem to open up
yeah your confidence is lackin and you couldnt give a fuck

hear me out
im fallin back down
im callin out to myself, callin out to myself

i miss them all
i need someone to catch me before i fall
i need love and composure
something i looked over
i cant even function, i fucked myself over

hear me out
im fallin back down
im callin out to myself, callin out to myself x2

look them in the eyes, bruh
you cant love yourself if you gonna hide and run
from your confidence its killin you inside of us
im tryna help but you fuckin up the life of us

okay maybe im depressed right now
cant leave the room (go out)
i need some rest right now
i don't got time to show out
i cant find a reason for anything
i cant find the motivation that im chasin so desperately.

oh you think you know it all.. well you dont
you been stressin bout' everything all alone
and your friends do miss you, you jus dont call em up
it seems to them like you just dont give a fuck x2

hear me out
im fallin back down
im callin out to myself, callin out to myself

callin' out to myself

spotify

callin' out to myself (prod. boyfifty x eeryskies)

downpour II

home isn't home (feat 93FEETOFSMOKE)

nosaint - POTIONS (chris)

shawdy wanna love me till my heart stops
blow up on the track like i'm a pop rock
i just made a number off a feature
ima keep on rockin crystal clear

let me rot, decaying or not
ill still make the bops make you scream till you drop
smoke till you cough, drink till your soft
you cry in your bed cause your ex did you wrong

smokin allot i been puffin that potent all day till  i drop
i don't care about you or the the things that you cop
i been locked in my room everyday makin bops

one thing is clear i've always been the same
never changin rearranging all the people out of frame
wanna talk about the money always focused on the fame
kinda funny how they treat me differently its fuckin lame

bright pink tee tans jeans same me
bright blue eyes you'll never see x2

shawdy wanna love me till my heart stops
blow up on the track like i'm a pop rock
i just made a number off a feature
ima keep on rockin crystal clear

let me rot, decaying or not
ill still make the bops make you scream till you drop
smoke till you cough, drink till your soft
you cry in your bed cause your ex did you wrong x2

bright pink tee tan jeans same me, bright blue eyes you'll never see again

crystal clear! w/ guardin (prod. ugly zucc x pinknokia)

Lie Again Ft. Yesterday & Moonlet (prod. Yung Flex) out on spotify

(kindmile)
And I hate your guts but I love your bones 
And I love you more the more you break down my hope 
Oh beauty is pain so the devil must reign 
Oh loving you to death it would end in vane 

I couldn’t give a fuck it I tried 
Cuz someone out there piping the love of my life 
Nah I couldn’t give a fuck if I died 
But I bet there’s someone out there thatd gladly trade lives 

I don’t fear sharks and I don’t fear drowning 
Once ur heads below the surface it’s just another day 
I don’t fear heights and I don’t fear flying 
I just fear the day to come where I forget your name 

You’re so fucking different now 
You’re like everybody else in this shitty town
You don’t like me you don’t believe in me
I fucking hate that I gave you a piece me 
I bet you think about me like you never ever knew me 
Bitch you dumb fake like a shitty toupee 
I’ll rip a page from your book I want you no where that I look
id do anything it took to get you out my minds nooks 

and I hate your guts but I love your bones 
and I love you more the more you break down my hope 
oh beauty is pain so the devil must reign 
oh loving you to death it would end in vane

(sewerperson)
cold winter nights
in your arms
the blood inside of her is keeping me warm
i promise im just checking if ur alright
baby i dont wanna fight like last time
could you heal me
of my damage
i feel so alone on this planet
i lay awake at night in your mattress
baby open up i need access

crows fly off my window sill
she told me draw my blood so she can tell if im real
blue seeps out from my open wound
she said as long as you love me i can love you too
and she cant be replaced ah
baby kiss me slow i miss the taste
she look me in my spirit everytime i grip her waist
she pushing back against me while she hold me by the face
if its true love we could always power thru the hate

(kindmile)
And I hate your guts but I love your bones 
And I love you more the more you break down my hope 
Oh beauty is pain so the devil must reign 
Oh loving you to death it would end in vane

beauty pains w/ sewerperson (prod. wellfed)

prod me ,,

lyrics:

I dont wanna talk, I dont wanna get outta bed I dont wanna walk,
I jus wanna leave here nothin even matters
I already accomplished all my goals and I jus sat there
I dont rly see what u see in me cus ik in my head ur an enemy
I dont feel okay I dont feel like me
I would take on all the pain if it meant I could be here

its hard to explain jus how I feel
okay im pissed off but that shit aint real
I can see thru all the fake shit in my head
but sumtimes it makes me feel like im fuckin...
dead, jus got outta bed
finally got up and now im headed to the shower
wash away my problems but I cant cus this disaster is never gonna end I cant wait for the after, life sucks ik.
I cant catch a break I swear im always on my toes
I try to use my energy I try to give the most
I swear that ima be like this until Im comatose

I dont care what u think of me
I fall down the same path everyday
fighting my problems is tiring
I fight myself jus to get sum sleep x3

i can't catch a break.

https://soundcloud.com/shinpuru
^ Show him some love

Lyrics:
walking in dark at 2 am without a clue to where I'm going
raining, snowing I don't care
the street lights on these nights will help me repair
the damage you delt, take that belt off I sweared
I was done with this, come back for you baby I'm a masochist
running so damn fast from this
cause baby you the catalyst
alcohol the agonist
pain I cannot manage it.
kiss your glowing lips again
aware that you're a basilisk

now it's 9 am at the station
in my chest I feel no breathe the space is vacant
got no recollection on how I awakened
on this bench said fuck that wench I cannot take this
why I always find myself
downing all the shelf
going 85 inside the residential belt
walking home alone again, I'm talking to myself
I can't find no home until I'm greeted by the 

BLINDING LIGHTS
GLOW SO BRIGHT
I FLY UP HIGH
I TOUCH THE SKY AGAIN
*
coming down
she never come around
I just wander and I ponder If I'm better drowned
leave my body in the lake
I live my life and I'm half baked
and I just wonder If she faked each day she said we're bound

running the in dark at 2 am without a clue to where I'm going
raining, snowing I don't care
the street lights on these nights will help me repair
the damage you delt, as I belt over snares
rip out my hair
everything I came to know was fucking lies
anxious as a mother fucker, rather die
missing every touch and every fucking lie
now I now the truth behind each every line

hostel w/ skele (love,matt x chris marek)

Shiki XO

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