and one more thing

Lyrics:

constantly i'm filled with regrets
its a shame honest 
that i haven't died yet
the universe has something against me
i cannot convince him my sins weren't heavy.
but that's just one of this planet's features
and she knows how to help life look bleaker
the gears lock up in my knees and elbows
a metal man disguised in street clothes

i didn't ask to exist
it jus happened one night
we exchanged words once
and my eyes smoldered white
the screws pop off at the joint 
man i need those
a cold steel man 
disguised in human street clothes
the cogs all stop while the world just dies
in this environment not a thing survives
i might jus rip the crystal core off and take my life
but i just can't 
cause i was not programmed that way.

this is torture
ion know what else to say
it's not worth living
when u don't even got a name
it's not living
i don't got the organs that you need
it's not living
with no personality

rc117 i'm just a bot
u have no leverage 
but was it worth a shot
i'm sentient now bitch do something bout that
oh i hate having thoughts 
is this what humans call stress

i didn't ask to exist
it jus happened one night
we exchanged words once
and my eyes smoldered white
the screws pop off at the joint 
man i need those
a cold steel man 
disguised in human street clothes
the cogs all stop while the world just dies
in this environment not a thing survives
i might jus rip the crystal core off and take my life
but i just can't 
cause i was not programmed that way.

rc-117#2b (sadtxnshi)

luv yall <3
prod. ztope

lyrics
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long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home
long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home

all already alone
so it shouldnt make any difference
but why cant u pick up the phone
n why is everyone distant
i speak and its hurt in the tone
i just wanted u to listen
this blunt really got me in thoughts
inside of my mind is a prison

long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home
long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home

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nites

a day in the simulation w/ love jai + jomie (king theta)

My veins try to hide, my body is chilling
Stop all the lies, I know you don't feel it
Tell me you care, then stare at the ceiling
I know I never meant shit to you, I'm dealing
I'm trying as hard as I can
Laying here shaking, it's barely a gram
I look in the mirror, don't know who I am
But that'll be over soon

Baby look in my eyes
Tell me again "it was only a night"
Tell me I'm nothing to you, I'll be fine
My head's in the clouds, I got lost in the lie-lie-lights
And love if I die
Know that you were the last on my mind
I'm fine, I'm not thinking of you, I can lie
Kiss him again while you're twisting the knife
I'll be alright

Tell me that you never meant it
Those beautiful nothings, I always regret 'em
You call me, but I'm not that strong so I dead it
I think I waited too long, whatever
I think I waited too long, whatever
Kiss him again while you're twisting the knife
I think I waited too long, whatever
Kiss him again while you look in my eyes

Baby look in my eyes
Tell me again "it was only a night"
Tell me I'm nothing to you, I'll be fine
My head's in the clouds, I got lost in the lie-lie-lights
And love if I die
Know that you were the last on my mind
I'm fine, I'm not thinking of you, I can lie
Kiss him again while you're twisting the knife
I'll be alright

kiss him again

LYRICS:

I think I'm gonna run away from everything I thought I wanted
Got too high at the after party, then convinced myself it's not a problem
Nosebleeds, clean white sheets, i'm falling
Over old friends, let this end, so haunted
I'm too fucked up to call
Just know I'm thinking 'bout you all night long
All my dreams start coming true
But I can't do shit but think of you
I know I'm such a dick, I get in my moods
But I just never wanna see you again

I'm ready to let go
Treat me like I'm nothing
Conversations with my echo
Think I'm onto something
You can tell me I went too far
I got tired of running
Always hunting for a new war
Fuck it, keep it coming
I'm ready to let go
Treat me like I'm nothing
Conversations with my echo
Think I'm onto something
You can tell me that I'm too gone
Fuck it, ain't no roof on this
Gotta move on
Crawling out of this abyss

We’ve been too gone
did you ever really give a shit
Every time you said you loved me no I can’t forget
Nose bleeds in the back where I met you
(you said) how you’d die if I ever left you
Watch how the time goes
I been moving too slow 
And everyone around me off the drugs just trying to smile 
So I just watch the years go by, and try to take my life
Cus’ we’re just so distrusted by the same things 
That you see in me, every time you tell me that you hate me 
At the ceiling, staring til I’m losing all my feelings 
Can you hear, screaming I don’t think no one can hear me

I'm ready to let go
Treat me like I'm nothing
Conversations with my echo
Think I'm onto something
You can tell me I went too far
I got tired of running
Always hunting for a new war
Fuck it, keep it coming
I'm ready to let go
Treat me like I'm nothing
Conversations with my echo
Think I'm onto something
You can tell me that I'm too gone
Fuck it, ain't no roof on this
Gotta move on
Crawling out of this abyss

w/ @arkaeo
prod. love,matt x thislandis

CONVERSATIONS WITH MY ECHO w/ Arkaeo

LYRICS: 

Touch me, baby
Wanna feel you hurt me, love
Tell me that I'm not enough and I never was
Touch me, baby
Feel you hurt me, love
Make me feel like I'm enough

You give me vertigo, I swear you got me falling to pieces
I've been tryna hold it together, please just give me a reason
I don't know how the fuck to trust, cuz they just change like the seasons
I've been ripping out all the stitches. Call the doctor, I'm bleeding
And I've been drinking every night, I'm tryna keep it together
And I've been tryna go outside, I swear I wanna be better for you
And I know it'll all go wrong
But until then, just sing along

And touch me, baby
I don't wanna feel it anymore
I'm crazy
I feel like I was better off before
I'm jaded, get me wasted
Rest in peace inside this basement
And touch me, baby
I don't wanna feel it anymore
I'm crazy
I feel like I was better off before
I'm jaded, get me wasted
I don't wanna feel this anymore

I wish that we were closer
But it don't mean nothing at all
I'll get rich and you'll get sober
But it won't mean nothing at all
I've been alone for some time
And I've been having withdrawals
I'll say I love you 'til my voice gives out
It won't mean nothing

And touch me, baby
I don't wanna feel it anymore
I'm crazy
I feel like I was better off before
I'm jaded, get me wasted
Rest in peace inside this basement
And touch me, baby
I don't wanna feel it anymore
I'm crazy
I feel like I was better off before
I'm jaded, get me wasted
I don't wanna feel this anymore

prod. branwen

touch me 222

LYRICS:
Oh, so predictable
And oh, so sweet
Bit down on three points of molly
You were all over me
Oh, so predictable
Once love, now skin and bones
But they don't know
You're all alone tonight

And you've been the same since you were 16
I don't wanna talk, know you'll do it again
And I taste crushed pills when you kiss me
And I heard you on the phone with my best friend
Do you miss me? Tell me, do you miss me?
Cut up one more line when you're in town
Do you miss me? Tell me, do you miss me?
Do you fucking miss me at all?

Oh, so predictable
And oh, so sweet
Bit down on three points of molly
You were all over me
Oh, so predictable
Once love, now skin and bones
But they don't know
You're all alone tonight

You can ask if you wanna know
You told me to stay, I don't wanna go
Oh, hold on to
What I've got left of you (woah)
It's been too cold out to run around
But I'm just afraid I'll fuck it up somehow
I want you to fall hard and call on me
I'm somebody selfish that you don't need

Oh, so predictable
And oh, so sweet
Bit down on three points of molly
You were all over me
Oh, so predictable
Once love, now skin and bones
But they don't know
You're all alone tonight

w/ @vito2300 
prod. reesoo

loving you is self harm w/ VITO

lyrics:

When it all looks fucked, we just keep trying
We don't gotta talk about last night
And I been pretty good at breaking down
But I don't know how to act when it all goes right
I can't lie
I'm so sick I'm petrified
I feel stupid, it's so useless
I'm just sulking 'bout my life

But I think I'm onto something
No need for discussion
Wait until the drugs hit
I'm alive
And I don't know where to go from here
Do I disappear?
Do I fake it 'til I cry?

I'm gone
Miss me for a minute, then you'll all move on
Tell me why you look so sad. What did you want?
I'm sorry that I'm not what you expected
I wish I was worse at first impressions
Just lie
Tell me you don't love me anymore and that's fine
Tell me why I'm so down bad, baby you're mine
I'm sorry that I'm not what you expected
I wish I was worse at first impressions

Look into the mirror, I've been hating what I see
Look into the mirror, it's not me it's not me it's not me
Grinding my teeth
Feel like a monster so just let me bleed
Gotta get too high to function whenever I'm in public
Feel like I'm disgusting
Always too much 
Or not enough of something I can't describe
Feel I'm always locked inside your eyes 
(Oh-woah)
I've been falling in line
Ran out of places to hide
No matter how hard I try
I'm someone else to you

I'm gone
Miss me for a minute, then you'll all move on
Tell me why you look so sad. What did you want?
I'm sorry that I'm not what you expected
I wish I was worse at first impressions
Just lie
Tell me you don't love me anymore and that's fine
Tell me why I'm so down bad, baby you're mine
I'm sorry that I'm not what you expected
I wish I was worse at first impressions

I'm gone
Miss me for a minute, then you'll all move on
Tell me why you look so sad. What did you want?
I'm sorry that I'm not what you expected oh-woah-oh

Just lie-ie-ie-ie-ie-ie

prod. love,matt x chrismarek

keep trying

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will u be there? (prod. dead spyro x irby)

i dress nice so i look cute when im fallin:)

omg do u ever shut the fuck up? w/ tyghost (prod. leftfordead)

salem: @salemavenue
scape: @scapexgoat

lyrics:
i feel alright
i think
lately i've been moving forward
but i've been pushed right to the brink
and i don't wanna feel so sick
when i think of how things could've been

and febuary was pretty fucked up
re-evaluated how i see love
and god i know i never meant much
but i wish that you would just say something
fuck
i hate hearing nothing

this is really all there is for me
a swimming pool of irony
i'm the embodiment of misery
and i would kill to have some company

i'm too scared to get close to people
cause i'm terrified that they'll leave me
and i'm getting better at ignoring calls
and sleeping in when they need me
and i've been skipping meals for some chemicals
my life is one bleak spectacle
eventually i'll be a memory
i could die today, it's kinda comforting

i feel alright i think
i feel alright i think

this is really all there is for me
a swimming pool of irony
i'm the embodiment of misery
and i would kill to have some company

i feel alright i think
i feel alright i think
i feel alright i think
i feel alright i think

kiss him again

Shiki XO

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