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// lyrics 
// vagrxnt
i dont wanna lose you
cuts all up my wrist babe thats a bad move
my heart is feeling tight, maybe youll come through
i dont know what i was thinking but tongues glued
to the thought of getting back you

i dont wanna lose you
its dripping down my wrist and i cant see you
my eyes are getting heavy whats the good news
i dont know what i was thinking am i done too?

do i wait for you to show up
or do i die on my own
cause i know that you wont stay
with me no more

and i know you wont
your afraid to try
set my heart to the curb
stab it deep with a knife
could you fall with me to the grave
could you fall with me to the grave

i dont wanna lose you
cuts all up my wrist babe thats a bad move
my heart is feeling tight, maybe youll come through
i dont know what i was thinking but tongues glued
to the thought of getting back you

// geist
nowhere out of here and
i don’t want to lose you my dear
but everybody seems to disappear
was i just another ghost in your nightmares

it’s cold as ice, i can’t believe you’re leaving me
here to die, i swear i tried, gave everything
but i deserve, all of the hurt i’m going through
cause i’m the worst, yeah i’m the worst.

// vagrxnt & geist
i dont wanna lose you
cuts all up my wrist babe thats a bad move
my heart is feeling tight, maybe youll come through
i dont know what i was thinking but tongues glued
to the thought of getting back you

i dont wanna lose you
its dripping down my wrist and i cant see you
my eyes are getting heavy whats the good news
i dont know what i was thinking am i done too

i dont wanna lose you
cuts all up my wrist babe thats a bad move
my heart is feeling tight, maybe youll come through
i dont know what i was thinking but tongues glued

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i'm geist x vagrxnt - ghost in your nightmare [prod. jolst]

produced by branwen

completely non profit

lyrics

turn it up turn it up for another night
getting drunk on a sunday till the morning light
waking up in a monday in a strangers bed
i think i finished all my drinks theyre in my fuckin head

holy shit here i go again
i been off my meds for a while
n im a god again
i dont really know who i am
n im alright with it
at least im being honest
if it hurts then u dont feel regret

ur head will hurt in the morning
u dont give a fuck
shes kinda cute might as well go n try ur luck
she thought that i was 25 holy wtf
so this wont go past tonight idgaf

19 i make connections when in drunk until i break them when im sober
in my heart im older
i bleed from underneath the scotch tape thats holding me together
its forever

why waste my time writing all these fucking metaphors
im still in love with the person that i met before
gave her my heart n she threw it on the fucking floor
i find it hard just to trust cus in the end
fucked my best friend
said she wishing i was dead
u live in my head
both u n him
and its such a mess 
that u have left
that u have left
that u have left

(hero)

i find it funny how we repeat such a cycle here again
shits so toxic its obnoxious she refuse to leave my head
and im okay with that, as okay with being sliced in half
"i got a thing for artists" oh i want ur take on that
chugging octane to experience a numbness when she on me
stop me, id like to see u try oh u could never
sulfate to really rub the cut into my skin
with scotch tape to wrap the fatal wound once again

scotchtape & sulfates ft. hero (branwen)

prod @sorrow_bringer

 it really does kill me that i'm not able to showcase what i create/put out how i want it to be, but the piece itself matters the most to me. hopefully one day i'll be able to put together like a music video/lyric for a majority of what i put out, but for now, this is all i got. thank you so much for supporting me and music to this point. i really, really appreciate it. more than just that. this is everything to me. thank you for listening. <3

i'd fuck off if you'd just ask me
but everybody else just stands there, laughing
i really thought this through
yeah, it's you
something bout the way you stab me
then patch up the wounds
kinda like it never happened

brass knuckles mounted on my fists
sweat n grease; let it drip
like a typhlosion, my body is molten
i will not let opportunity slip
it's all for the kid, that i had been
i fucking miss him, but i shouldn't let
adolescence turn to codependence
just how in the fuck did we grow up to this

i'm sorry if you don't like my voice
cause i don't either, i do not have a choice
i take a break for a couple days
then i come back, just to fill the void
i'm so annoyed by every noise
and a breath away from breathing poison
a leap of faith isn't what i'd take
just freefall into clairvoyance

i don't keep track of the shit i accomplish
trying my best to avoid being pompous
now the weight of the world's being pushed on the girl who had given me hope
for the things i had wanted
ain't that some bullshit
honesty lies in between the cracks
of what we deem that is evil
but we can't live without it
can't live without it

oh, it feels like i stall time
when i submerge myself in a foreign pathogen
all feels well, till i cross that path again
flicker the blood off your hands into mine
what an orthodox method of covering crime
i just wanna cry
she just wanna crash
just leave me behind
there's no going back

but, what if i fuck this up again
would you be my only friend
my mentality's kicking the bin
cause honesty lies within sin
with every thought, grows ornery tension
every night i'm a loss, and i'm building retention
stars don't cross if you don't pay attention
my tears don't drop if they're not worth a mention
you cannot feel what i feel.
she's probably not even real
i'm probably not even real
so i'm going in for the kill

i'd fuck off if you'd just ask me
but everybody else just stands there, laughing
i really thought this through
yeah, it's you
something bout the way you stab me
then patch up the wounds
kinda like it never happened

did it ever happen..

retention [prod. sorrow bringer]

(casperrr)
look at the place im in 
notice the pain i feel 
sometimes i wish u were here
so i could have u close 2 me 

look at the way i live
notice the way i bleed
i hide my scars under   sleeves
but i always have blades close 2 me

(self harming i'm addicted to pain
blood flowing down the drain 
u fucked up my whole brain 
cause i still want u to have my last name)~

(skele)
what does it feel like to wake up with closure
drinking alone i've been drunk since october
hoping for change told my mom i'd get sober
blood from my veins ill bleed till it's over
and im so scared that i cant fix the breaks u made
and it's not fair cause i'd be fine if u just stayed
sometimes i wish u were just so i could get sum fucking sleep
sometimes i wish u were baby you are everything i need

(casperrr)
look at the place im in 
notice the pain i feel 
sometimes i wish u were here
so i could have u close 2 me 

look at the way i live
notice the way i bleed
i hide my scars under   sleeves
but i always have blades close 2 me (2x)

look at the place i'm in w/skele (pekarot)

sing me lullabies (feat. ghosthands)

good night
enjoy

lyrics:
tell me how to feel
tell me how to live
clearly i dont know
cuz now i rly cant forgive
put ur heart in a keepsake 
tellin him shit that we’d say
i smoke up for the relay
used to think that every
thing i’d say was backwards
shit i didnt matter
hard to cope at all
when i hear is all the chatter
my mind is fixed on my passion
i struggle with takin action

how can i forget?
easily in fact
u make it so hard to love u
& god i’d love to
but fuck no after that

how can i forget?
everything we had
clearly its not a struggle
if u can figure it
out then its not bad

tell me how to cope
late december snow
blurry photographs
its chilly in the autumn cold
u know i miss u, farther
than we’ve been before
i know it got too hard
thats why im gone for good

how can i forget?
easily in fact
u make it so hard to love u
& god i’d love to
but fuck no after that

how can i forget?
everything we had
clearly its not a struggle
if u can figure it
out then its not bad

easily, in fact [autrioly]

prod hira
@sinxi
better dead than alive
wasting all my time
when you said goodbye
really ruined my life

u dont gotta hold me love, ive had enough
i dont even wanna speak, im slowly giving up
putting up my walls
im putting up my defences
tight around the back, i wear a noose like a necklace
please give me a moment, would you let me hide
if you knew what i been through, you wouldnt lie
when i tell you i miss you its out of spite
im the root im the issue to ruin life

god u know how long i’ve searching
was my love ever enough 
i can’t bear the thought of when i lose you 
gotta sit down and restart 

just tell me straight what’s on ur mind love 
do you have some questions you kept out
save it for the end of the night now 
don’t wanna get too stuck on the past 

just be honest you can tell me what u wanted
and i won’t bite i get lost in the moment
come on baby yeah u know i can’t sleep until we solve this
yeah u know how i get sometimes

u dont gotta hold me love, ive had enough
i dont even wanna speak, im slowly giving up
putting up my walls
im putting up my defences
tight around the back, i wear a noose like a necklace
please give me a moment, would you let me hide
if you knew what i been through, you wouldnt lie
when i tell you i miss you its out of spite
im the root im the issue to ruin life

spite ft. sinxi

I haven't left this hole in weeks
Relive the same day on repeat
You're gone, there's nothing left except this letter
I take a pill and go to sleep
Watch my life play out on screens
It's been too long, okay whatever (Oh, oh, oh)
I've never felt so far away
When you're with him, I'm wide awake
Tell me love, does he do it better?
Think I'm running out of time again
Pack my bags, don't tell my friends
You must've known this won't last forever
But now I'm falling to pieces
I don't have a reason
You were all that I needed
Now I can't stop the bleeding (oh, woah)

I fell in love with someone I imagined you to be
I just wanna get some sleep

I can't talk about it right now, it takes a little time
I went everywhere with you, now I can't even go outside
I been talking to the devil, think for sure I'm gonna die
But maybe that's just fine, maybe that's just fine
Is it fun for you to make me feel like this? Don't fucking lie
Leave me lying on the tile while my veins are running dry
And I know that I'd do anything to fake it for the night
Just tell me that it's fine, tell me that it's fine

I'll just rot away inside, do the only thing I'm good at
They were never there for you, so don't you fucking look back
Wait until they see you on the stage, you can look 'em in the face
Show 'em everything they could've had
Now I talk when I want, I don't owe you a response
My replacement left, that's not my problem
Love me when I'm gone, then pretend you're better off
I got everything I wanted
I got everything I wanted
I have everything
(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)

I can't talk about it right now, it takes a little time
I told you that I loved you and you didn't seem to mind
I guess I'll leave you alone, just tell your friends I fucking died
I'm writing this about you to remember I'm alive
I fell in love with someone I imagined you to be
I just wanna get some sleep
Before I remember

I can't talk about it right now, it takes a little time
I went everywhere with you, now I can't even go outside
I been talking to the devil, think for sure I'm gonna die
But maybe that's just fine, maybe that's just fine
Is it fun for you to make me feel like this? Don't fucking lie
Leave me lying on the tile while my veins are running dry
And I know that I'd do anything to fake it for the night
Just tell me that it's fine, tell me that it's fine

it takes a little time

I hope u love it, enjoy <3

prod. me
https://soundcloud.com/nihil2free on guitar
collab with https://soundcloud.com/bitekivibes
shoutout to both of them for real


lyrics:
i've been trying to fight off this gravity
can't have shit in this life its fucking comedy
seems to be i worked up on my honestly 
were still stressed, nothings left, somethings gotta be up
tell me that you don't give a fuck
i said, "okay see you in bit" 
crushed my hand with a mallet
ditch all my attachments and bring the fucking damage

keeping me up on a late night 
in deep, no sleep in my damn eyes 
you said you missed me i said, "damn right"
can't rest i'm stressed till the daylight

i could use a little bit of closure
fucking up my mental i've been distant and colder
they're so judgemental it sucks my composure
all i have left is what i should have told her

break me down to see myself
i've lost my mind
don't need your help.

now i get it
synthetic how they act around me tryna be my friends its pathetic.
i keep waking up to panic 
suppression locked in, i cant stop it.

gravity.deprived

don't wait up
produced by metlast x luffy
featuring @lilskeleskrrt
mixed by nine to 5 and skele

lyrics:
nine to 5:
you don't need to wait up
i'm out for the night
you don't have to wake up
i'm lost inside my dreams tonight

don't wake me i'm wasted, lying on the pavement
cracked cement falling through these thin places
eyes rolled back, jagged finish to these faces
on to the next, i've been flipping all these pages
you don't really know me don't pretend that you do
it's been a long time, i don't recognize you
fuck what you've been saying, nowadays im brand new
but i'll never pretend to know what you went through

wait, wait, wait
i think i've been losing my way
fate gone to different places, these figures shapeless
nothing heres the same now
don't know why i've been waiting around
oh (gone again, waste another thought again)
I knew it from the start i'd be gone again
here we are again
caught up in the grapevine
thats a great lie
what you said it didn't sit right
didn't ask why
now i'm here with a new life

here we are

skele:
i watched the crows come in you're ripping out my heart

i'm so fucking gone
i faced the sin for what you did you played along
i watched the crows come in ripping out my heart
you can leave my body charred
that's the kind of ghost you are
even when you visit me you never wanna stay long

tell me everything
i wanna listen while you make all the corpses sing
i'll take you home
i'll watch the show
and i'll applaud you at the end before you go

nine to 5 x skele:
don't wake me i'm wasted, lying on the pavement
cracked cement falling through these thin places
eyes rolled back, jagged finish to these faces
on to the next, i've been flipping all these pages
you don't really know me don't pretend that you do
it's been a long time, i don't recognize you
fuck what you've been saying, nowadays im brand new
but i'll never pretend to know what you went through

listen on spotify!

don't wait up ft. skele (prod. metlast x luffy)

hi :)
prod. me

lyrics:
say you wont forget me
i've been lost and empty
i don't need the sympathy i jus need a friend i can lean on

empty, lately i been empty
drugs been lookin so tempting, but ill hang on
hang on tight just for you

she wanna talk, but she heating up.. why you wanna talk when you need help?
i think i know a fake when i see one, and i think im gonna break if you be one
u can find me at my place barely breathin
i was always less needed
than them and i can see it
u can try and call it wont reach me

i dont really talk, but you kno that im like that
you know when it comes to me i dont fight back
read into everything you say, your words never lost with me

i know it gets so hard,
but life is separating us
so i wanna hear you
say you wont forget me
i've been lost and empty
i don't need the sympathy i jus need a friend i can lean on

i remember that look on your face, its so distrusted
i know, you didn't want this
but we found our love
right on pavement i found
u stomped ur feet on the ground
im sorry

it takes a little time

Shiki XO

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