Glass Heart

LYRICS
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the table 
Shuffle up my heart, I know that she able 
I know that she able 
I can tell the times you get lost in the moment 
Read between your lines know you're mine and that I can hold it
This whole world seems revolting 
You're still my girl let's get going 
Late night hit me up cause I know that I'm a convenience 
Taste like every other time for the same reason 
Fucking manic I've been famished
Of any sort of love but still manage 
Silence is golden then why are your eyes red 
Covers that we were once lovers in 
And I don't think I can start again 
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Late night hit me up cause I know that I'm a convenience 
Taste like every other time for the same reason 
Fucking manic I've been famished
Of any sort of love but still manage 

sewerperson:
Everything worked so different when I chose to abandon
Everything I knew about trust and false damage
But still I think about you sometimes
But I'll manage despite me being horrified
Once I dress the wounds I feel way better
Though nothing I could ever do will bring me last November
That’s the last time I ever give my heart and soul
Now I push away attachment knowing I'm too cold
I know it all comes back to my own faults
But I could not stop them
That shit like the whole problem
So when my lungs fail
And my heart stops
I'm ok with a funeral full of no one

Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Late night hit me up cause I know that I'm a convenience 
Taste like every other time for the same reason 
Fucking manic I've been famished
Of any sort of love but still manage 
Silence is golden then why are your eyes red 
Covers that we were once lovers in 
And I don't think I can start again

you're forgettable ft. sewerperson (prodswitch x xmichaelwarren)

lost cause (ft. sendflowrs) (prod. jolst + remghost)

guitar by @pekarot_161
this is for the OG listeners, I love you all from the bottom of my heart. 

lyrics:

i don’t know where i came from
only where i’ve been 
i could scratch out my eyes
when i’m feeling like this 
i can’t breathe since you left
i got cuts on my fist 
and they hurt (they hurt)
they hurt (they hurt) 

and i know that i’m sad but still smile when we kiss
i got scars on my arm from those nights i gave in 
and then you said forever but now you’re with him
and it burns (it burns)
it burns (it burns) 

but those scars on my arm 
they tell you a story
since 14 years old
they’ve been coming for me
i’m not what you want
so just throw me aside
and i’m old enough now
so i’ll wipe my eyes

and i’m praying to god
that i’ll just get better
i’ll hide in my car 
and sleep on the leather
i love you to death 
from now to december
this ones for the grayfox fans 
love you forever 

and now i’ve learned 
i’ll never be first 
but at least i’ve turned
my life around,
look at me now 
x2

look at me now
look at me now
look at me now
not 100% but i’m still here 
so look at me now 
x4

lookatmenow (pekarot)

prod. me x @hiraethsry

And I will love you 'til I'm broken by the weight
Of everything I've ever wanted and how it all has your name
I am trying, I am shaking, I am crying, I am breaking
Every second, every minute, I'm so tired, why's it raining
Baby, kiss me just to kiss me, not to take me home tomorrow
I am drunk and I am bleeding in your apartment, in the shadow
Of what we were when we were young
And you don't remember my name
And I'm so sorry, and I'm so sorry

And when I'm leaving, I'll pretend like I don't give a damn
But it's been four years, I just wanna hold your hand
It's been four years, don't know who I fucking am
Oh, oh
And when you're begging me to stay, I'll never listen
I guess it takes four years to know the difference
You knew me better than anyone and you hated me
So how the fuck am I supposed to love myself

And I will love you 'til I'm broken by the weight
Of everything I've ever wanted and how it all has your name
I am trying, I am shaking, I am crying, I am breaking
Every second, every minute, I'm so tired, why's it raining

I am drunk and I am bleeding in your apartment, in the shadow
Of what we were when we were young
And you don't remember my name
And I'm so sorry, and I'm so sorry

YOUDONTREMEMBERMYNAME

https://fanlink.to/lfadb
guitar by @kill_vein

i’m just trying to find
a reason to care
i once believed in a god till i cried out to him
and nobody was there

a burden on my brain
that isnt going away
and now i’m looking for reasons
that i shouldn’t need this
but i can’t turn away

i know i said the last time
that i wouldn’t relapse
but now i’m standing
on my deathbed
and i don’t want to stay
when i've always been this way

i know i said the last time
that i wouldn’t go back
but now it’s been 3 nights
at the hotel we met at
and you’re not here with me
but the memory remains

and as i took my last line
i was approaching the light
you laid your head next to mine
what a beautiful sight

i made up my mind
i’m friending i’m fried
i don’t need these drugs
i just need your love

ive got no reason to hide
tell momma i’m fine
it’ll be ok down the line
but i’m tired of trying

i know i said the last time
that i wouldn’t relapse
but now i’m standing
on my deathbed
and i don’t want to stay
when i've always been this way

i know i said the last time
that i wouldn’t go back
but now it’s been 3 nights
at the hotel we met at
and you’re not here with me
but the  memory remains

letterfromadeathbed (prod. heffy & killvein)

guitar by @imcaves
rest is me
something told me i should put this out now, so here you go
hope you enjoy .
retention 8/26

totally unprepared
faces shapeshifting around me
i tell myself, don't be scared
only what i think can hurt me
but every night's harder than the last
(the last)
(the last)
(the last)
i let my spirit shatter just like glass
(like glass)
(like glass)
i stood up again last night
i couldn't close my eyes
no matter how much i cried
i tried
i tried...
night.

spirit trash

i’ve been meaning to call you 
to tell you everything i said 
but i’m feeling so blind 
and you’re out of your mind 
so it’s best that i leave it 

didn’t mean to fall for you 
you let me go when i was on the edge 
and this waters so cold
i won’t pick up my phone 
when you call, i wont see it 

and i hate this weather 
i just wish it was spring again 
when things were okay
i was off of my meds
and the world had gone crazy 

we just stayed in all day 
and i let you tattoo my hands 
now i can’t look at them 
a pair of black gloves 
heal my wounds, and i hate me 

and i’ll be 
right here 
anything you want you got it 
i’ll be right there 
youre toxic 
it’s not fair 
and the trees outside my house 
are now stripped bare 

i miss spring 
you’re not here
everything’s so temporary 
and its not fair 

your smiles sweet 
i love your hair 
and the smell of your clothes in my room 
it still lives here

spring. (+ pekarot)

sadchill - https://youtu.be/7ZTyeyAf800?si=5q_CUKhWuS3d1mpj

lyrics⬇️

stay up lately wait until we grow
changing pages saving where you show
please dont leave me here out in the cold
last i heard you hadnt let me go

wish i could cover my eyes
spent 5 months wondering why
i let you into my life
and now i gotta redesign
told me we dont got have much time
let me look bavk in ur eyes
always had thought you loved me
now im just sorry company

wait til i come out from hiding
ill find the brightest star shining
Beautiful eyes in any lighting
nothing to find but-tired of fighting

but it made sense when you left me the first time
even on the third time
but that wasnt the worst time
no that wasnt the worst time

left me on the roadside
never heard from you ever since
wish i never lost my mind
thats really all that i did

sorry company w/sadchill (greenwood)

beautiful scars

“Holler If You Hear Me” is a gritty outlaw country-rock anthem built for the rebels, the broken, and the believers. It’s a rallying cry for anyone who’s ever carried scars, faced down their demons, and found strength in the struggle.

Holler If You Hear Me

LYRICS: https://genius.com/Softheart-and-guccihighwaters-downers-lyrics

huge thanks to the homie
@guccihighwaters

instrumentation by: @noahwalker
mixing/mastering by: softheart
production by: softheart, vowl.

free download

Downers (feat. guccihighwaters)

Home (prod. Ryini)

www.sadboiszn.com

could you teach me how to do this shit again
what's the point when the feeling always ends
if i spill my guts for you
would you leave the room as it fills with my gloom
i'm tryna stay up but it's a trend
i can see the scales when they're tipping on the mend
she said we were forever what's new
if we were forever can i live forever too 

i been feeling toxic
spend too much time with me and now you're feeling nauseous
cut myself right through the lungs i can barely breathe
i would trade my soul for some air and a heartbeat
drugs in my blood, numb the feelings in my brain
i'd paint you a picture if I knew how to paint
but all i do express this pain
do you think a couple words could paint a thousand pictures aye

could you teach me how to do this shit again
what's the point when the feeling always ends
if i spill my guts for you
would you leave the room as it fills with my gloom
i'm tryna stay up but it's a trend
i can see the scales when they're tipping on the mend
she said we were forever what's new 
if we were forever can i live forever too 

you said this wouldn't die
wake up overthink over-drink then i cry
this place a ghost town where you hide?
i don't wanna know, you can keep me out your sights

could you teach me how to do this shit again
what's the point when the feeling always ends
if i spill my guts for you
would you leave the room as it fills with my gloom
i'm tryna stay up but it's a trend
i can see the scales when they're tipping on the mend
she said we were forever what's new
if we were forever can i live forever too

if we were forever

staring at the ceiling where did things go wrong
searching for a reason jokes on you they're gone

formication don't feel right
that shit keeps me up at night
maybe im just losing my mind
or maybe i just need some rest
a quiet place, a different bed
and fuck it if i leave i won't come back

so go watch me burn let me bleed till im dead and gone
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and my graves been dug
i'll still wait for you counting days moving one by one
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and 'goodbye, so long'

im so sick of isolation im so sick of being sick
down myself another bottle grab the bong and fucken rip
you ain't ever had the feeling like your bones are caving in
the voices contradict my doings guess my times just running thin

so go watch me burn let me bleed till im dead and gone
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and my graves been dug
i'll still wait for you counting days moving one by one
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and 'goodbye, so long'

here lies

produced by: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @lilskeleskrrt

lyrics:

// flowrs // 

it’s so degrading 
the way you say that
you know what you want,
and you don’t want to love me

you’re so persuading,
i fuckin hate it
when you say those things
that you know 
fucking cut me 

our love is fading
and you’re evading
all these cloudy thoughts 
cus you’re so fucking lucky

just fucking say it
can’t catch a wave
so i’ll just stay afloat
cus you’re swimming above me 

fuck you,
fuck him 
fuck everything,
every thought,
don’t wanna ever think you’re fine,
i know i’m not 
tell me does he 
love you
the same way that you
loved me
i hope you fucking die 
i swear to god
i’ll kill you with my own two hands
you went too far 

but i’m here
and you’re there 
and you tell me 
that it’ll be okay 
you’re a tumour 
i can’t see you
but you kill me more
every single day 

// skele // 

it’s so frustrating 
how you push me away 
then you’re pulling me back by the end of the day 
it’s so annoying 
how u say that u need me 
then act like u hate me 
i’m tired of waiting 

so why u got act all mad for 
tell me that ur needing more 
why u gotta slam the car door 
n now ur taking off my shirt on your floor 
but i’m here 
and you’re there 
and you tell me that it’ll be okay
i don’t care

// flowrs //

but i’m here
and you’re there 
and you tell me 
that it’ll be okay 
you’re a tumour 
i can’t see you
but you kill me more
every single day

YOUDONTREMEMBERMYNAME

Shiki XO

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