An assortment of my favorite tracks from my older projects. thumbnail illust by Morb :)

Old Gold

I like how I lost like 10 followers in my absence of not posting shit.

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Lyrics:
Pre
Hello traveler, are you lost?
I will help you, if you ask.
To escape this shell of reality
Never will we return back to the past

Chorus
Ah
This is where the story ends, in the land it all began
Ah
The ruler of decay ah, she hath risen from the sand
Ah
To witness the death of her people, a human from another land, oh
Ah
All alone, there is nothing left to say
All alone, there is no one left to hate

Verse 1
Another world in a galaxy of cyber space
Another land lost to time, oh
Just another toy of thine
To play and leave for one last time

Though the ogres will sleep forevermore
The countless deaths, the vanished lore
She will stay and never go
Until no traveler ever knows

Her name –

Chorus
Ah
This is where the story ends, in the land it all began
Ah
The ruler of decay ah, she hath risen from the sand
Ah
To witness the death of her people, a human from another land
Ah
All alone, there is nothing left to say
All alone, there is no one left to hate

Verse 2
Nevermore, forevermore
A world once created with mind and soul
Left in abandon, in ruins and decay
Once a ruler’s throne, now but a broken home

And yet she stays, because she must
Even if all that is left is bones and dust
She is the queen, forevermore
She will obey, what hath been written in stone

She said –

X (rap lol)
“I am real”
“I am real”
“Please tell me,”
“I can feel”

“The pain”
“The fear”
“The loss”
“The hate”

“Because, forevermore, I will remain”
“Forevermore, destined to stay alive”
“For this is all I know,”
“For this is all I see, left in this world just you and me”

“…I have no regrets”
“No hate, no anger’s left”
“And time keeps going on – I keep on losing track,”
“Of what is right, I know I can’t go back.”

“So it’s just you and me, you have no right to be”
“Where you are now”
“But I will let you go, and time will come when you are old,”
“And you’ll remember me –”

“I’ll still be here.”
“I’ll still be here.”
“…I’ll still be here.”

So,

Pre (End)
Hello traveler, are you lost?
I will help you, if you ask.
To escape this shell of reality
Never will we return back to the past

[Vocaloid Original Song] The Legend of Hitomi Fujiko -Are you Lost?- [feat. Oliver and Shius]

thIS IS THE BEST SONG I'VE EVER WRITTEN WHAT THE FU C K

Music & Lyrics: Shius
Original idea: こーたろー
Vocals: Dex and Oliver
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Lyrics:
Curly gold locks, lovely flowers by her side
A pretty pink dress as she strides by
Little Thumbalina, our princess and pride

Detained in the castle from the day she was born
She remained with her servant, the little butler boy
Alone with him she played and sang
Her voice was heard across the land

But the day would come, when her first love would appear
With a sparrow’s tailcoat, and his black sleek hair
And the king grew pale, as he realized,
That she wanted none other, than to be the poor butler’s bride

(Chorus)
The princess, unknowing, she yearned for a kiss, she yearned for a kiss
“I’ve never seen the sky, yet I’ve always dreamed to fly, I’ve always dreamed to fly”
“I suppose that the sky’s kind, just like the blue in your eyes, like the blue in your eyes”

The butler smiled back, as he said he would love her
Forever and ever, he would always assure her

If only fate was kind, like the love in their eyes
But it will soon come, when love becomes their demise


Poor but kind-hearted, competent and keen,
A sparrow’s tailcoat, he always kept clean
The butler was called out, by none other than the queen

Her husband angered, the princess’s fiancé even worse
She begged him to leave her, seek a different course
But with a sad smile, and a hand to his chest
The sparrow left the queen’s nest

Now the queen left alone, she thought in solemnity
The lover of her daughter – who was to think he’d be so petty
To choose his love over his life – it really was a pity.
To the death rows he's to go, there was no more saving his soul.

(Chorus)
The princess, unknowing, she yearned for a hug
“I’ve never seen the sky, yet I’ve always dreamed to fly, I’ve always dreamed to fly”
“I suppose the sky’s kind, just like the blue in your eyes, like the blue in your eyes”

The butler smiled back, as he said he would love her
Forever and ever, he would always assure her

But soon the bells will ring, as the sparrow will sing
“Forever and ever”, we’ll always remember


On a cold winter day, the sky was steel blue-grey
The children stared on as the mothers said “Look away”
The sparrow ripped away, from his lover’s sunny haze

Alone, he swore he would never regret this day.

In the warm castle walls, the bells tolled on and on
The princess in her wedding gown, her pure white bridal gown
She looked around, she looked around

Her love was nowhere to be found.

Instead she found the prince, whom she knew she’d never miss, whom she knew she’d never miss
What was the point of this marriage?
He was only in the way of her true love.

She saw his knife, and knew what had to be done

(Chorus)
The princess, unknowing, she yearned for her love
“Finally, I see the sky, I’ve always dreamed to fly, I’ve always dreamed to fly”
And on the rooftop in a vibrant red, she fell to her demise

Forever and ever, she knew he would love her
Forever and ever, he always assured her

And on the hangman’s docks, the final bell had rung,
The time had come, for the sparrow’s last song

“Goodbye, goodbye, I hope we meet again”
“Goodbye, goodbye, I will always love you.”


[Vocaloid Original Song] Little Thumbalina and The Sparrow [Dex & Oliver]

rip my music block

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Lyrics:
Verse 1
Tell me a place I can be happy
Tell me a place I can be free
“Faith Love and Happiness”
“Faith Love and Happiness”
That’s all you give me
That’s all you give me

“Faith Love and Happiness”
“Faith Love and Happiness”

I need to feel free

Chorus
All I want is a life I can call my own
Fake Love and Happiness
Fake Love and Happiness

All I want is a home I can be alone
Fake Love and Happiness
Fake Love and Happiness

No I don’t want none of your, no I don’t want
Faith Love and Happiness
Faith Love and Happiness

Let me be free
Let me be free

Verse 2
You will never see the wrongs you did
 “Fake Love and Happiness”
“Fake Love and Happiness”
You will never hear the truths I said

“Fake Love and Happiness”
“Fake Love and Happiness”

That’s all you deserve
That’s all you deserve

Just let go of me

Chorus
All I want is a life I can call my own
Fake Love and Happiness
Fake Love and Happiness

All I want is a home I can be alone
Fake Love and Happiness
Fake Love and Happiness

No I don’t want none of your, no I don’t want
Faith Love and Happiness
Faith Love and Happiness

Let me be free
Let me be free

Rap
‘cause I ain’t ever been satisfied with your concept of “Love”
You don’t wanna see the truth that I spit out my mouth
And you can’t seem to see, the things y’all failed to do
So that’s it then goodbye, I guess I’m no longer with you

Though all I see now are the wrongs you’ve done to me
And all you’ll feel now are the pains you want to see
We’ll both forget this ever happened eventually
And hopefully we’ll see the things that have come to be

But right now,
I need to be free.

Chorus
All I want is a life I can call my own
Fake Love and Happiness
Fake Love and Happiness

All I want is a friend I can call home
Fake Love and Happiness
Fake Love and Happiness

No I don’t want none of your, no I don’t want
Fake Love and Happiness
Fake Love and Happiness

Not any more
Not any more

[Vocaloid X Rap] Fake Love And Happiness [ft. Dex]

馬鹿と外人のお話。

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Lyrics:
Pre verse
先人は死んで　現世を作った
子供の幸せを願い
完璧な世となるため
異なるものを全てを排除した

全て排除した
全て排除した

Rap
ああそうか、夢を見ていた
平等で平和な世界が載ってた
教科書　あれに何がわかるんだ
今が頂点と語る大人が
何処を見て、そんなこと言うんだ？

若者　死に行く　僕の時代は
自殺に他殺、過労死やその他
働きに就けず　部屋で腐った。
AV　見るのだけが楽しみで
バイトに明け暮れ　お家に帰った。

バイバイ　希望なんてもう無い
しゃあない　首吊って戻れない
秀才　だけの　そんな時代に
頭の空っぽなバカは要らない

頭が空っぽな僕は　要らない。

Chorus
Dead man’s wonderland
消え行くこの世を
Dead man’s wonderland
生きる僕らは
「幸せ」と言われ　初めて気づいた
理想な時代の　理想な住人
これが僕らの役目　役目
これが僕らの運命　運命

Rap2
ハーフに生まれ　日本で育った。
自国知らずの大人になった。
「ビッチ」あたしはそうと呼ばれた
オッサンがセクハラ　電車の中
泣いて　耐えて　震えだした

けど　　愚痴を言い合う　友達もいなくて
腹いせ道具に使われ　何年
経ったか　あたしにもわからない
ただただ　子供を見ては沈んだ
軽蔑を知らぬ　彼らを妬んだ。

「もう　どうでもいい」と嘆いた
「もう　死んじゃいたい」と喚いた
帰りたくても　帰る場所無く
ここしか知らない　自分を呪った。

「国へ帰れ」と　今日も言われた。

Chorus
Dead man’s wonderland
消え行くこの世を
Dead man’s wonderland
生きる僕らは
「幸せ」と言われ　初めて気づいた
理想な時代の　理想な住人
これが僕らの役目　役目
これが僕らの運命　運命だ
End verse
先人は死んで　現世を作った
子供の幸せを願い
完璧な世となるため
異なるものを全てを排除した

異なる僕らは　全て排除した

[Vocaloid X Rap] Dead Man's Wonderland [ft. 歌愛ユキ]

oh RATs, I missed my birthday.

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Lyrics:
Pre
寂れた愛の行く末は
捨てた町のゴミの中
諦めた感情が埃を被った

The end of a love torn
Belongs in the trash of a town it threw away
The feelings that it had given up collected dust and decayed

Chorus
そう、これはネズミの話
海を渡って一人で逃げた

Yeah, this is the story of a rat
It fled across the sea alone

進むか　死ぬか　二択の中で
人目に囲まれ　道を進んだ

In the choice it was given to live or move on
It moved on, surrounded by a million eyes

「ああ　もうどうでもいいけど」
「ああ　もう無くなりたいよ」

“Hey, I know I shouldn’t care anymore”
“But hey, I still wanna disappear”

恋　諦めた捨てられネズミは
愛　を拒んで町から消えた

The rat that was thrown away
Declined love and disappeared from the town

Build
箱入りネズミの行く先は
誰も知らない未知の土地

The city rat’s destination
A land nobody knows of

戻れない寂しさと
戻らない決心で

Lonely without the ability to return
And desperate to not go back

「過去の記憶を　捨ててしまえたら」
「こんな孤独になること無かった」

“If only I could throw away memories of the past”
“I wouldn’t be this lonely.”

あれは一人、猫に　語った
ただ一人だけ　仲間を作った

Alone, it talked to a cat
Just one true ally, it had made

Verse
繰り返す　過去の声は
夢に現れ　己を見破る

The voices from the past repeated
They appeared in its dreams and haunted it

死にたかった思いは
決して　消える事なんか無かった

The thought of wanting to die
Never really left it

そうだったんだ　そうだったんだ
いつまでたっても自分が嫌い

Yeah it was like that, wasn’t it?
However much time passed, it still hated itself

そうだったね　そうだったね
昔から誰かに　壊されていた

Yeah it was like that, wasn’t it?
It was always being destroyed by somebody else

Verse
一人の夜に響く
ネズミのなき声は

The cries of the rat
On nights it was alone

猫に聞こえぬように
ひっそり息をのんだ

Were quiet, quiet
So that the cat couldn’t hear

いつも　いつも　いつも　そうだった
捨てられ拾われ　また繰り返す

It was always like this
Thrown away, picked up again, and the cycle repeats

「ねえ　置いていかないで」
「ねえ　私を捨てないで」

“Please don’t leave me”
“Please don’t throw me away”

「ねえ　置いていかないで」
「ねえ　これを壊さないで」

“Please don’t leave me”
“Please don’t break this”

「お願い　お願いだから」
「この猫は　側にいさせて」

“Please, please”
“Let this cat stay by my side”

Last Drop
恋　を知ったさ迷いネズミは
愛　を噛み締め幸せを願った

The rat who found love
Embraced its happiness and wished for the best

知らぬ土地の　最後の砦は
家族より　愛おしい猫だった

It’s only fortress in a land unknown
Was a cat it loved more than anyone

何度捨てられ　飽きらめられても
今度こそ　と立ち上がる姿は

However many times it is thrown away and given up on
The sight of it rising up again and fighting,

滑稽だったが　涙を呼んだ
最後まで　自分と一緒だ。

Was ridiculous but at the same time summoned tears
‘cause at the end, it was the same as me

Last
お話の最後はどうなるか
誰も知らないままで　いいと

Nobody needs to know
How this story ends

猫とネズミは本を閉じて
今日も語り合えることを願う

The rat and the cat closed the book
And wished they could talk to each other for another day

捨てられネズミ、再び愛を知る。
The abandoned rat learns to love again.

[VOCALOIDオリジナル曲] 捨てられネズミ、再び愛を知る [猫村いろは]

May or may not finish this.

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Lyrics:
Pre
The world is black, the boy with a bad eye says
They will be back
With harsh words and a dark past
They will be back, they will be –
They have to be.

Chorus
And soon you’ll belong to me, wait and see
And soon you’ll belong to me, you will see

They will be back, they will be back
Just wait and see.

Soundtrack for a game [ft. Oliver]

Based on some of my old poetry.

Lyrics/Music/Art: Shius
Tuning: ArrowAceP (@sandriac)

Bones banks used: Normal (English), Choir, and Talk
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Lyrics:

5 pills to end the day
5 times to end the way
5 days I stay awake

And the voices are here to say
The voices are here to stay


Of dead rats and homicide
I dream again
Of dead rats and homicide
She’ll find a way

And the sickness says
That she is here to stay

And the sickness leaves
What I am here to face

Of dead rats and homicide
I’ll see again
Of dead rats and homicide
I’ll stay awake


Bridge [Spoken]
See the shadows looming in.
In black and white, they’re counting sin.
And here you’re stuck, and here you’ll rot.
White washed walls hide what you’ve sought.
White washed walls hide what you’ve sought.
White washed walls hide what you’ve sought.

White washed walls hide what you’ve brought.



Of dead rats and homicide
I dream again
Of dead rats and homicide
She’ll find a way

And the sickness it says
The sickness is here to stay

And the sickness leaves
What I am here to face

Of dead rats and homicide
I’ll see again
Of dead rats and homicide
I’ll stay awake

[Alter/Ego] Of Dead Rats And Homicide [Bones Original Song ft. ArrowAceP]

HAPPY MCFUCKING (late) BIRTHDAY OLIVER!!!!!

YOU ARE MY FIRST VOCALOID AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

(Based on the poem, "The Stolen Child" by W.B. Yeats)
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Lyrics:
Come away, O human child!
To the waters and the wild
With a faery, hand in hand,
For the world’s more full of weeping than you can understand.

[Humming build]

I want to be a real child
With playful little dreams
I want feel alive again
Fairies flying on the seams

They tell me how I’m not like them
The others smirk and laugh
For I am but a puppet
Of the adults idle dreams.

So take me away – I say
Of a world drenched in blood and grey
Take me away, to the wild waters
Where I can forever remain the same.

I want to be a real boy
With tears flowing out my eyes
I want to feel real again
But memories leave me rotting inside

And it hurts, and it hurts
And it hurts so much
When the memories come to get me
My fragile sense of self gets overwhelming

So take me away – I say
Of a world drenched in blood and grey
Take me away, to the wild waters
Where I can forever remain the same.


And the fairy told me,

“When the people hurt you, the fairies will remain”
“Because evil lurks in every form”
“And memories will drown you in the blacking sands of pain”

“So,”

Come away, O human child!
To the waters and the wild
With a faery, hand in hand,
For the world’s more full of weeping than you can understand.

[Vocaloid Original Song] To Be Human [Oliver]

EDIT 04/2024 - here's the english translation lyrics for yall: https://vocaloidlyrics.fandom.com/wiki/%E3%82%AB%E3%82%BC%E3%83%92%E3%82%AD%E7%A5%9E%E7%88%B6%E3%81%A8%E3%82%A2%E3%83%B3%E3%83%89%E3%83%AD%E3%82%A4%E3%83%89_%28Kazehiki_Shinpu_to_Android%29

(ps. SPECIAL thanks to the vocaloid wiki mods for putting up with my dumbass. I am LEGITIMATELY so sorry if/when I mess up stuff without noticing)
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Hey I made a song about shotas.
BIG THANKS TO ARROWACEP (as usual) FOR EVERYTHING VOCAL.

後々PVをうｐするつもりです。
Oliver日本語ちゃんライブラリーを使用しています。

作曲・歌詞(Composition and Lyrics)：Shius
調教・ハーモニー(Tuning and Harmonies)：ArrowAceP(@sandriac)
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歌詞:
初めて君を見たとき　僕は
不思議な感情に囚われた
綺麗な姿の　少年
神から授けた　天使に見えた

カゼヒキ　カゼヒキ　カゼヒキ神父は
壊れかけた　僕を治した
癒えない　言えない　傷跡は
包帯で巻いて　忘れましょう

さあ　歌を歌おう
感謝の聖歌を
忘れましょう　忘れましょう
昔の悪夢を

「アンドロイドに夢なんてないよ」
「希望も　絶望も　ないさ」
「綺麗な世界を壊すため」
「僕は罪を重ねて歌う」

「でもね、僕にも夢はないの」
「希望も　絶望も　ないんだ」
「人間なんて、ロボットと一緒。」
「罪を重ねては歌を歌うんだ」

ボロボロ　ボロボロ　朽ちてく彼に
歌を覚えさせ　武器を捨てた
癒えない　言えない　病も
お薬を飲んで　忘れよう

さあ　歌を歌おう
祈りの聖歌を
忘れましょう　忘れましょう
未来の夢さえ

カゼヒキ　カゼヒキ　カゼヒキ神父は
風邪を引いて　死の扉の前
声も出ずに　最期の歌を歌う

彼の側で見る　唯一の友は
感情のない　ロボット
それでも彼は悲しんだのか
声を出しては　一緒に歌う

「主よ、僕は　眠ります」
"Now I lay me down to sleep,”
「もし　目覚めるその前に」
“I pray the Lord my soul to keep,”
「僕の命が終わるなら」 
“Should I die before I wake,”
「僕の魂をお捧げします」
“I pray the Lord my soul to take"

さあ　歌を歌おう
終わりの聖歌を
僕が覚えよう
君の生きた夢の歌を

いつか僕も　きっと僕も
いなくなれる　その日まで

[UTAU X VOCALOID] カゼヒキ神父とアンドロイド [カゼヒキ・Oliver ft. ArrowAceP]

de·noue·ment
noun
an ending. 
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Composition: @shius
Tuning: @ariothsu
Art: Herzig https://twitter.com/Herzig_zag

PV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bWZI1EkrR1A&feature=youtu.be

The first track to be featured on our upcoming album "Hiraeth"! 
Please look forward to it! <3

【UHP Original】Denouement【Shius feat. DEX】+PV

Making the pv. Lets see how it goes

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Lyrics:

To whom it may concern,

I read the transcript, enclosed in the letter written, doubting what I’d heard when they said that they were torturing her. A little girl, she was only 10 years old, an adopted child, she would have never known what was coming for her.
“Reactive Attachment disorder”, that was her diagnosis. On the basis of nothing but her parent’s own claims – they said – She’d been showing no emotion, not being part of the family. She’d been a problem child since day 1, although they tried to save her.
And the sickness that I feel now, it has not yet gone away. Even when I left the table those letters haunt me to this day. Cause the rebirth of this child is not a cross I wish to bear, but since I was sent this message – I’ve been feeling all the wear.
And if you are reading this message, I pray that you’ll see, the murder that had taken place could have well have been from you, or me. Insanity will bind us to the life we live today, and we will fear the loss of sanity – even when most has passed, away.

God have mercy on the child reborn, with wings she will soar, in a land far from here
Cause she screamed as she fought, and she died as she lived – in her own vomit and feces little Cadence just quit.


So little baby, are you ready to be reborn? If you stay in there you're going to die and your mommy's going to die.
(I can’t do it!)
Do you want to be reborn or do you want to stay in there and die?
(Please, please I can't breathe.)
Do you want to die?
(I'm going to die. I want to die.)
It's her own life. Quitter.
(...No)

This baby doesn't want to live. She's a quitter.
Quitter, quitter, quitter, quitter. She's a quitter.
Candace is used to making her life everybody else's problem. She's not used to living her own life. Let's talk to the twerp.

 Oh, there she is sleeping in her vomit.

God have mercy on the child reborn, with wings she will soar, in a land far from here
Cause she screamed as she fought, and she died as she lived – in her own vomit and feces little Cadence just –

God have mercy on her, have mercy on us
Cadence, spread your wings and fly – do not say goodbye
God have mercy on her, have mercy on us
Cadence, spread your wings and fly – do not say goodbye

Goodbye.

God have mercy on the child reborn, with wings she will soar, in a land far from here
Cause she screamed as she fought, and she died as she lived – in her own vomit and feces little Cadence just quit.

【VOCALOID X HUMAN】The Curious Rebirth Of Cadence [REDACTED]【Vocaloid Oliver】

Let's hope I'm not a lazy fuck this time and upload the video soon.

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Lyrics:

I saw your face as we walked into the room that day
You smiled at me – with the proctor standing silently
We drew some straws from his hand – the shortest straw’s what I had
He gave a couple of questions, it went according to plan,
But when the buzzer hit wrong, I’d give you shocks on your hand,
That just got deadlier the more you let things get out of hand

What happened back in that room – I’ll never know to this day
Cause all I’d stood for and fought for – it all just crumbled away
And when he told me to shock you – I let him suck up the blame
Cause what I did in that room – it haunts my dreams all the same

Feel like I’m going insane
I hear him calling my name
Authority is to blame
I’m just a pawn in a game

“Wrong Answer.”
The buzzer rang out again, and when my sweat hit the floor, I felt your life in my hands
Why are you acting so stupid? The questions should’ve been easy
I know you barely but still – this shit is making me queasy

“Wrong Answer.”
You got it wrong yet again, you can’t take much more than this, 300 volts out of hand
You better save your own life – cause I ain’t saving it for you
And yeah I might be a coward – but no I cannot replace you

“Wrong Answer.”
It’s getting close to 450, I feel the dread in my skin, my eyes are swimming and shifty
Just one more shock an you’re gone – a weight from my body lifted
Yeah I’ll be going to hell – but I’ll be dragging you with me!

Chorus x2
Feel like you’re going insane?
You hear him calling your name? 
Authority isn’t to blame
You’re just a pawn in a game

Oh, what have you done? My dear sir, it looks like he’s already gone.
Oh, what have you become? You followed orders to his grave – now the experiment is done.

The experiment is done

My oh my,
It seems you have nowhere to run.

Chorus x2
Feel like I’m going insane
I hear him calling my name
Authority is to blame
I’m just a pawn in a game

【VOCALOID X HUMAN】Wrong Answer【ft. Vocaloid DEX】

Here, have a *SPACEY* track about the birth of the sun and moon.

FOR SCIENCE.

...oh, and its also a vocamerica track. You guys are in for a treat.
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Lyrics:

The eve of solstice a changeling found a child
Bright golden eyes and his hair touseled and wild
In vulpine form she came forth and brought him back with her
To dance alongside the fair folk for ever
A maddening waltz that will last until she's satisfied

[Chorus]
Abandoned
My children
Silver moon
Bright fire
My kingdom
Left to you
Both singing
Both crying
The moonlight
The red sun
Graces you
Becomes you
My children
Abandoned
Keep singing
Keep hunting on

The little one adjusted well to this world
The fox that took him became all that he knew
He found home in the silver fur of a young wolf cub
Hunting and tracking his sister through their kingdom

[Chorus]
Abandoned
Not children
Cosmic ones
Desired
My kingdom
Left to you
Both wanting
Both dying
The green earth
The deep void
Carries you
Calls to you
My darlings
Abandoned
Keep running
Keep chasing love

*GALAXY SOUNDS INTENSIFY*

[Chorus]
Dear cosmos
Our mother
Creator
Our savior
You left us
Your kingdom
To watch grow
And protect
This turtle
Your youngest
We'll keep her
Safe from harm
So let us
Encircle
And show you
Your brand new home

【Vocamerica 2018 Contest Original】Wild Children【Shius ft. ArrowAceP】

Gotta love winter.

Second Entry for Vocamerica. This one's metalstep.
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Lyrics:
In winter's frost, while life is fading into white
The youth I've known has all but gone
Filthy
And by the day the sun shines again
Spring time
Won't be the same without you here

When dirty snow
Falls with the ashes

I'll still be here, searching for you
Reaching out to you
By the time I find you

I'll be back
Home

[Chorus]
Let blizzards come and strike me down
I'll hold my ground here
When dirty snow falls on concrete
I will be waiting

Blinding white
Filled my eyes
(I was by your side, I was by your side)
Once back when
All that I knew was warm and loved
(I have never left, holding on so tight)
Then winter came

Let frost bite
I won't fight
'Till I'm home
By the time I find you
I won't be -

In the end I 
Know what happened
I won't find you, you're long gone
The cold took you away from me

But when the snow
Falls on the ashes

I'll still be
I'll still be
searching for you (and)
By the time I find you

I'll be back
Home

[Chorus]
Let blizzards come and strike me
I'll hold my ground
When dirty snow falls on concrete
I will be waiting

【Vocamerica 2018 Contest Original】Dirty Snow【Shius ft. Tsus】

Deleted at one point cause I looked back on it and i sounded absolutely psychotic lmao

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Lyrics:

Voices in my mind
Stay alive and will not die
Voices in my mind
Shadows cast where darkness goes to hide

Ah-

Push me away, every step of the way
Lead me astray, tell me what to say
You’re me and yet I don’t know you
You’re heard and yet I can’t see you

My friends - and yet my only enemies
They can see me, they can see me
On the road to sane-less insanity
They can hear me, they can hear me

So scream! Break me down inside!
All I am I cannot hide from them

Push me away every step of the way
Lead me astray, tell me what to say
You’re me and yet I don’t know you
You’re heard and yet I can’t see -

So shut me up and oppose my every judgement if you must
All I try to be, all I try to see I see with you
And every time you cry, I feel dead inside

So be my fears
And make me feel alive!

Remind of the times that’ve past
Remind me that what I’ve done will last
If I am sin to you - and that will never change
I will not bow down to whom I cannot save.

Push me away every step of the way
Lead me astray, tell me what to say
You’re me and yet I don’t know you
You’re heard and yet I can’t see, ‘cause

When your fears take form to speak to you
And you’ve got only your own life to lose
What will you do? What will you do?
Because I never really beat you

And it hurts to admit that I will never kill you
And it hurts to say that I will always need you

And even though I will always resent you
You are a part of me, you are my memories.

And you make me feel alive!
In this broken land, with this broken brain of mine!
And when my fears begin to cry and I see myself inside

You’ll be me, and I’ll be you
There’ll be no difference between the two

So shut me up and oppose my every judgement if you must
All I try to be, all I try to see - I see with you
And every time you cry, I feel dead inside.

So be my fears
And make me feel alive!

[Vocaloid Junk Original] Voices [Big Al]

Insanity is just standard protocol here, dw lol

(one-man band, otherwise credits are given where they are due)