I CANT TRUST YOU
I DONT WANT TO
I CANT TRUST YOU
I DONT WANT TO

EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE THE SAME STUPID BULLSHIT
SAY GOODBYE TO MY BRAIN ITS ABOUT TO MEET THIS FULL CLIP

GO TO WORK THEN GO TO SCHOOL
GO TO WORK THEN GO TO SCHOOL
AIGNORAINGAIO
OH MY FUCKING GOD, I CANT TAKE IT
I FUCKING HATE THIS
THE WAY MY FUCKING BRAIN IS

[hello, my name is shiva, i spent a good majority of my life feeling like a fucking burden to the people who surrounded me bc of the way they treated me themselves. i spend day in and day out fighting my fucking subconscious and lose all the time, leading to my suicidality. despite this, these same fucking people who made me feel this way tell me to “push on, and continue my life anyway”]

BUT I DONT WANT TO
I DONT WANT TO
I DONT WANT TO
I DONT WANT TO
I DONT WANT TO
I DONT WANT TO
I DONT WANT TO
I DONT WANT TO

END MY LIFE, END MY LIFE, END MY LIFE
END MY FUCKING LIFE
END MY FUCKING LIFE
END MY FUCKING LIFE

[aye shiva, shiva, its going to be okay bro, you're only 19 you can't feel this wa-]

*sex noises*

[shut up bitch, you tell me Im too young to feel this way, you tell me im too fucking young to feel this pain? no bitch, imma make sure you feel this fucking pain]

*random assortment of screams expressing the culmination of pent-up feelings*

I DON'T WANT TO!

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I DON'T WANT TO!

ShivaKama