Mixed/Mastered By Me 
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Prod By Dead Yami
https://soundcloud.com/deadyami
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//Lyrics//
(Hook)
I swear that imma loser you promise you would call me tell me I am different tell me that you love me tell me that you love me tell me do you love me tell me this is not real tell don't you fake it
(Verse 1)
I gave you more love I gave you my heart don't pay me respect you threw me on the floor remember all those moments girl gave you roses all the time we would skate to pass the time I just wanna feel alive I just wanna feel
(Verse 2)
we use to pass the time in back smoke a pack we use to feel so free now we're busy moving fast never thought I'll get to a point feeling sad never thought I'll get to a point feeling trash
(Bride)
I swear that imma loser you promise you would call me tell me I am different tell me that you love me
(Hook)
I swear that imma loser you promise you would call me tell me I am different tell me that you love me tell me that you love me tell me do you love me

Something New (Prod. Dead Yami)

spotify <3

sleepless nights (nevrfall)

major s/o the legend yokai. good buddy :)

cattleya w/ yokai dreams (idealism)

mixed/mastered by me & autumndropsdead
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featuring https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead
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prod by https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
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(hook)
don't know what makes you worried i fucked up sorry im so sorry don't know what to about you stuck in my room inside this empty void looking at the streets lights bout start a fist fight emotional roller-coaster avoiding the fucking sign and you get it oh no anymore cause you will never be calling my phone

(1st bridge)
and please don't talk to me making a wish just leave me be praying to god he can make my old friends leave they say humans can socialize easily but i cant do it at all

(1st Verse)
bad bitch super thick she ain't average hurt my heart to the core she's a savage meet me at the street lights oh we can sit and watch the moonlight and we can sit and watch it all night switch around and watch the sunlight no wait stop grabbing my gun aiming that gun behind my tongue no i don't live right i fucking hate me why the fuck she wanna be like me

(2nd bridge)
their telling you lies their telling everyone lies about me and i cant handle it no more and cant take it anymore im bout go hang myself imma about go back and crash my car

(autumndropsdead)
LOST TRUST WHY THE FUCK 
DID YOU DO THAT??? :'(
YOU SUCK GET THE FUCK
OUT MY NOTIFS

you’re all mine until i’m dead
nevermind, she’s in the red
swear i tried, yeah i did my best
terrified up until the end

i cry as i lie awake
i lied it was a mistake
“i’m fine” never felt so fake
vampire; burn me at the stake 
empire i’m not talking state
expiration way past the date 
thoughts never been so hard to shake
she a shark & i fell into the tank 

that’s a lie
(that’s a lie)
i despise
(i despise)
those eyes
yeah they’re full of chapters
full of rapture

(hook)
don't know what makes you worried i fucked up sorry im so sorry don't know what to about you stuck in my room inside this empty void looking at the streets lights bout start a fist fight emotional roller-coaster avoiding the fucking sign and you get it oh no anymore cause you will never be calling my phone

i'm so sorry w/ autumndropsdead (nevrfall)

when im all alone i swear you're always near (drag)

Tysm clozuris for letting me do this collab. Been wanting to hop on this for awhile <3

needadrink w/ clozuris

spark

mixed/mastered by me 
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featuring @familypet 
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(LYRICS)
in my room smoke another pack
i can't relax i might relapse
i can't even think my eyes are going gray 
everyone around me put that shit on dnd 
pavement throw me in a fucking cave 
i'm a dead man say what you gotta say 
i don't need that and i drink too much 
people say i gotta chill i don't fucking need that 

dedicate all this shit don't waste my time 
tryna hit my phone you wanna spend some time 
you told me you would stay but that's a fucking lie 
look into my eyes let's watch the moonlight 
at my deadline understand why people look at me 
i don't know why they don't like me 
keep talking from the screen you wouldn't fight me 
everyone surrounding me from this misery
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running round the city lights 
can't wait to be the sign this time
trying to think and rehearse 
now you're singing alone, alone yeah
i'm on a path of destruction
fuck up my life, like it's nothing 
pull up on me and you  bluffing 
i'm just so high giving nothing
i made a deal with the devil
"shut up and you'll win the bags" oh
popping like its heavy metal
she getting high like I care tho
hop in the show with a rave light yeah
keeping a road with a hitchhike yeah
ice on my wrist been a real hard day
half of this shit not real at work
ice on my neck that you threw away
talking all that shit I could send you away
i've been running out of time i'll never come back
out our relation time I pray that you cry
say that you cry, I don't feel shit
say that you down, I don't feel shit
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in my room smoke another pack
i can't relax i might relapse
i can't even think my eyes are going gray 
everyone around me put that shit on dnd 
pavement throw me in a fucking cave 
i'm a dead man say what you gotta say 
i don't need that and i drink too much 
people say i gotta chill i don't fucking need that

Song Visuals

pavement w/ familypet (frevel + jolst)

i got a lot inside my head
lost inside my head
tryna do whatever to get any piece of bread
i hope that theyll know me & not know me once im dead
im not suicidal but i want this shit to end

its not healthy for my good
none of it is good
all i do's complain a lot but im misunderstood 
its a lot of work that no one else see that i put
lyrics for my songs is not enough, ill write a book

i gotta go on my own time
we dont think the same, this my own mind
i dont need to tell you that im gon' shine
you gon' try to shit on me & its all fine

i got a lot inside my head
lost inside my head
tryna do whatever to get any piece of bread
i hope that theyll know me & not know me once im dead
im not suicidal but i want this shit to end

its not healthy for my good
none of it is good
all i do's complain a lot but im misunderstood 
its a lot of work that no one else see that i put
lyrics for my songs is not enough, ill write a book

book (prod. metzmusic)

FreeXtc

wish (prod. hope)

静けさ - shizukesa

alt rap
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influences: aries, supachefm, 9tails + sewerperson, shinigami, kevin kazi, 49bags, guardin, atlas, noname

cattleya w/ yokai dreams (idealism)

shizukesa.