these are the songs i've been involved in that are my favorite to listen to<3

shizu self favs

best of shizukesa. (love you brother)

get better

on my bullshit

party hardy

this is kindaaa old, so ignore the mix LMAO but I decided I'd add some stuff and go ahead and release it <3

prod. by afterlife

distort (afterlife)

new ep soon <3

lyrics

stay up, if i go to bed can't bake up
get scared to death imma wake up
break down, i'm a fuck up
babe you look great
makeup, and she out in town
i don't go around, i'm not going out
(i don't go around, i'm not going out)
(i'm not going out)

motivated, 2am by then i'm hella faded
bitch i'm elevated, ion choose to wait
hella shoes to fill, but i got empty plates, and a couple spills, i'm not doing great
losing weight, but i'm keeping pace with the tracks i make
i hope they relate to the shit i say
know the words hit worse, when you see
the weight
feel the power struggle of my sentimental
with a better mental
my new fashion recently blackened
but newsflash i don't interact with no-
woahhhh (yuh), tell me what you need from me
i know i'm bad but i been changing like the leaves, honey
don't even need money
just wanna make my shit and smile and really be something 

𝖕𝖑𝖊𝖆𝖘𝖊 𝖉𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖑𝖊𝖙 𝖒𝖊 𝖇𝖊 𝖓𝖔𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌

*kill or be killed
by myself i'm the king of this hill
you want me to be dead well then great
come and get me cause i like a thrill
ain't no fixing this shit dr. phil
busy mixing my shit like for real
and i'm sicker than shit need a pill
but i'm sick of this shit, i can't feel*

what (idealism)

luv yall <3
prod. ztope

lyrics
-----------------
long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home
long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home

all already alone
so it shouldnt make any difference
but why cant u pick up the phone
n why is everyone distant
i speak and its hurt in the tone
i just wanted u to listen
this blunt really got me in thoughts
inside of my mind is a prison

long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home
long nights on the patio
its getting cold, girl i gotta go
7/11 stop down by the road
long drive, but im walking home

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nites

lyrics:

Its been 7 months 
Can we speak
Im not hurt
I just need closure
Im happy u had come to my concert

Breakaway from the
Predetermined life
Im ok I just cant seem to get sleep at night
U could see it in the photos 
From the tour posts
I was dealing with addiction in like most of those

I put time into our partnership for bullet holes
I drive home on summer nights and play our videos
I play playlists u had made and then forgot about
No one else is in my brain when I lay sleep at home 
 This path break I could see in the trees
Tells me I am not the only one inside this forest held dream
Plenty people in their sleep come here more often than me
In relation to our heartache u had never met me
These blue pills inside my drink had changed me
Its not often I talk problems this deep
Maybe its time to start
All these drugs cause palpitations inside my rib cage 
She told me people never change and im the perfect case

Breakaway from the
Predetermined life
Im ok I just cant seem to get sleep at night
U could see it in the photos 
From the tour posts
I was dealing with addiction in like most of those

curtain_caller (eric godlow)

i forget the prods i'm sorry :/ but this is nonprofit and i used 2 dif prods

lyrics:

constantly calling me
honestly, i been a product of problems
arisen from prodigies
flop in my music so often i thought below all them was never an option for me
mixing the vox on a screen
i been missing you calling to me
say she falling for me
i couldn't know what that mean
shawty gon nod to the beat
she just nod to the beat-
woah, slow it down, there you go
if you spit it too fast they lash out at the flow
if you spitting facts, they wont spaz at the show
you got a bag needing cashed for the low

when i pop off
sipping top notch
hop off
this aint hopscotch
"fuck around get notched, no mc,
better stop"
nah
i got plans for yall
dancing around you, flow feast, no tabletop
snow fleece, she take it off

~~beat switch~~

been searching for a better me
n lurking on my tracks
i think they split me like anenome 
to break it down n say im better off a enemy
u better off alone than look along the road ahead of me
woah
burn scars
cigarettes
snowstorm, skin torn
tell me r u living yet
feel like a silhouette 
wit all the effort i put in it just for little checks
couldnt give a shit
imma grind until my timepiece a little drip
audemar the slits
jus a little bit
<3

nod//jus a little bit

𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐲𝐬𝐨𝐧<3

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
cant even snap back 2 this snapchat
got 80 ounce in this backpack
making lame shit on this old mac
while my friends out in their pontiac
how are you so contagious
holding back on my anguish
'cardi rocks when im anxious
blood n mud on these pages
she dont talk but her eyes flirt
louis v n that black skirt
pulling up in that chrysler
bloody shirt n my chest hurts

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊. 𝚡 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

ep w/ bry soon also~ if you've read this far then thank you all sm for all of the support this past year, and just in general if you listen to any of my stuff. it genuinely means the whole world. ily all sm<3

let_down w/ residential. (ushanka boy)

the logs do be mono tee hee

fashionably late
like my passion been proving
a clean slate couldnt save me at the rate we been moving
the trio me myself and i and still i aint be improving
its either patiently waiting, or basically stupid
maybe music aint got much in it 4 me 
lately living the dream
only its in dreams when im snoozing, yet still been losing sleep
yes i dont reach out now but hope they know me truthfully
crucial info never coming out me usually
really never talk much in my new stuff
to pick apart the projects watch em fall apart like "true luv" ..
hit up only homies they gon tell me "bro u too rough"
"made a new track like what you think about it
and what would you change about it"
too tuff
but spliffy got me couch locked
and i aint felt this down to earth since last time that i been grounded
took me back to school days with lunch bags,
iphone in a backpack that's hidden under notepads,
all black with the screen cracked
almost wanna go back
kid still, but i live alone
make a wish tim turner dimmsdale dimmadome
lookin ass white fit on 
and my wrists froze (this is a lie i am broke pls send me money or taco bell)
no more 9 missed calls 
and nightly terrors
terrifying 2 death
plus the heavy weighted trauma overstay in my chest
but if the EMDR dont work i might blow out my head
almost killed myself again, im trying my best
guess that's what happen when u go off the meds

monologue (engless)

sorry it took a year for me to mix this

5 miles to town
fine if i drown
n my mind so loud
ion wanna fight now
bish pipe down
ridin 165 bish no malcolm in middle
had sum problem shit to pawn off n get solved like a riddle
before i put the glock 9 bullet right in my temple
dyin its simple, look bish im dying its simple

late last december
low life like my face from a time i remember
the head down inside moms crib, drugged up temper
wit fucked up love this shitty house never better
its how life go i guess
been sweater weather forever inside of ur chest
but this shit never hurt when u had died in ur head
lie alone in bed
eyes filled wit dread 
no cry for the meds
now im-
caught in crossfire baby tell me who i am
ion think you understand
if i hit ts then i do it all again tonight
crossfaded put a cup in each hand on ice
all nite till a.m. been feeling alright
grab onto my hand we could ride away
or u could pass me up by like rightaway
pass me a blunt need it right away
(shorty gon say she not part of me
but stay bumpin "armory"
honest to god its like)
fuck out my way
stay zooted, fucked up in my place
like you is the source of the cause of my pain
so of course that shit go thru my brain
red the hatred run, course thru my veins
let my body erupt thru the flames
never feeding myself as of late
evermore im feeling it's my fate

5 miles to town
fine if i drown
n my mind so loud
ion wanna fight now
bish pipe down
ridin 165 bish no malcolm in middle
had sum problem shit to pawn off n get solved like a riddle
before i put the glock 9 bullet right in my temple
dyin its simple, look bish im dying its simple

inter_165 (thaibeats)

prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick
feat. casperrr & shizukesa.
art. my friends cat LOL

lyrics:

(please just tell me now, that you would hear the sound, of my voice calling out, so that i can be found)

and i can feel my heart sink in the rain now
so cold thinkin that i might breakdown
feelin lost, feelin lonley, and nobody’s around
and in this storm the waters rising and i think i might drown
please just tell me now, that you would hear the sound
of my voice calling out, so that i can be found

please just tell me now, that you would hear the sound
of my voice calling out, so that i can be found
but no matter how many times i might scream
it doesn’t mean ur any closer to finding me
so now ur looking for a ghost
just give up you’ll never be close

(please just tell me now, u r looking for a ghost)

(caspy)

nana~
can you help me now
pick me up from the ground
i hate loving in doubt
cuz that's when shit goes south

used to look for some1 like u
now i don't have a clue 
of what the fuck i should
to try and forget u

(shizu)

thoughts fadin like the blood on my palm
she saying shit the same well bitch im already gone
guess all the friends change
cuz they dk what im on
suicidal lil prick im jus a dick of a cunt
just a pussy n**** i quit talkin
steady smoking until hittin coughin
ion need help 2 know im the problem
bullet to the dome woulda solved em
only fuck around inside of FL but by next album im offing me
and honestly, been so sick of the calling me
like fuck out of my head

my heart sinks in the rain w/ casperrr & shizukesa. (secre swallowtail x hey rick)

prod. @love_matt <33

pillies fuck me up, its a setback
like 1 day imma put the drip where my slits at
one way goin 90 in a maybach
fly by freeway in all grey ik they hate that

nun to say
obv its better i go ghost 
danny phantom
mental ransom stuck in my home
got a bad one, fell in love n met from up above
u aint lil wayne, bitch stop tryna tell me how 2 love
come out gq and came up
its heat like 2g in tha blunt
its green like super saiyan legendary broly in tha cut
when me n brodies pullin up
on my bro you want no smoke
bullet blow inside a dome
like on god you do enuff
(pillies fuck me up, its a setback
but where the fuck is my ket at
1 thing you could never say is i switched up
but you a fake, gotta dead that)

pillies fuck me up, its a setback
like 1 day imma put the drip where my slits at
one way goin 90 in a maybach
fly by freeway in all grey ik they hate that
pillies fuck me up, its a setback
like 1 day imma put the drip where my slits at
one way goin 90 in a maybach
fly by freeway in all grey ik they hate that

maybach (love, matt)

lyrics
look at how you all change
looking at me all strange
run your mouth some more and imma show you how my grip range
such a fucking damn shame
none your friends don't know your name
used to light the blunts inside the coupe but now you all lame
pussy on some damn games
memories you don't claim
hope y'all find my body laying cold beneath the doorframe
imma do it my way
beamer on the highway
smokey tint and velvet seats be swerving through the workday

ecstasy switchblades
all of this built rage
autumn on Tuesday
winter on Thursday
drinking the worst days
smoking the good days
thinking the worst ways
sleeping gone get paid

40 oz bottles in the backset
we don't need a taxi
residential. tatted on her ass cheek
fucking on a nasty
oxy on a backstreet
you aint fucking with me unless I got you in the bed sheets

spread sheet 
dead sheets
phasing through the floor
haven't heard a word from that fucker since 4
if you didn't wanna show then learn how to hit ignore
guess I'll pour 2 cups for myself and your whore

bitch made
bitch made you aint winning
this my
this my new beginning
my blood
my blood I've been thinning
2 days
2 night I've been spinning

lame (santana)

fuck the pronto
love and go, girl i gotta hold on
used to know whenever u wont call
only fold 
like its in my protocol 
call it home
guess i'll never move on

tired
from the plight
flooded eyes you would die here
spent a nightmare, crucified with wires
grip my side dripping blood on attire
sip it up, shi i luv a vampire
several skies dimming out past our lightyear
but girl im right here still for ur devour
used to hit the tone to bid me with its alright
jus a motherfucking goddamn liar
nigga think shit sweet no swisher
fuck ur minute maid lemonade pitchers
oughta pop out n show u my picture
wrist hurt type high, sadder than a bitch
dark eye rings, saturn shi
heavy emptiness impacted my ribs
still been nb but im practically him
they chasing when i actually dip

fuck the pronto
love and go, girl i gotta hold on
used to know whenever u wont call
only fold 
like its in my protocol 
call it home
guess i'll never move on

protocol (rosebone)

Lyrics ⬇️
I cant cry outloud
yea and i dont wanna talk abt it if you gonna feel bad
check the lost and found 
and youll be right back
in my arms where you needa be; full contact
theres no price tag for the memories that i am attached to
i still remember all those things when i go past you
and i still hold onto that list but now its past due
cuz im a bad dude
you think im a bad dude

let me play it cool
no strings attached
See the weather moving quickly
Check the forcast
got a puppet brain from taking so much vivance
got a stomach ache cuz i aint stickin to the plan
make earth mother shake every time i try to stand
theres a sequence to everything thats in my hands
you cant see this you’re too busy scrollin on the gram
whats the meanin? Oh i think im ready to scram

i dont need that i just want the feelin of home
gimme that back cuz i know im not better alone
i feel like startrek space invaders up in my dome
i cant restart it cuz you were all that i really know
i been cold as hail face down in the snow
you dont hit me back think that i might implode
i think i gotta go i think i shoula known you were never what i needed you just shot me below

thoughts exceeded i choke
but im still numb in my throat 
and i been paranoid cuz my anxiety only grows
flooded runny nose
its not funny bro
i spilled the drank on my clothes rip v lone

hit the doctor up (hey doc) -said that i got pneumonia 
i want a life of love, i guess its nice that i know ya
ima fix it up by throwin up
anything i have in my system will start coming out
and i dont even love anymore i feel like im in a drought
i still feel your touch cuz i know that feeling in and out
think ive had enough cant do nothin just to make you proud
lesson will be done at the end when i can fully shout

pneumonia (yunnygoldz)

YOOOOOOOOO IM STILL ALIVE MFS
I LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLLLL

LYRICS
<3 - <3 - <3
Think I just need to let this headache pass
Alone again with these shaking hands
I hear the words as they manifest
Killing me through your sharpened breath-
Wait
Just a little longer
Would you please stay
I wish I was stronger during
These days
I’m feeling like enyu how I 
Decay (Decay)

Now she don’t talk to me
Honestly
Probably never had wanted me
Why am I bothering
Bother me?
Why would you think that it bothered me?
I make a mockery
Copying
Everybody that I’m following
I think I’m hollowing
Wallowing
Every word that I’m swallowing

I won’t pry
Every tear has dried
I stand with open eyes
The ones you always lied to
Memories
The way the
Pressure seems
Will you remember me?
At all

Think I just need to let this headache pass
Alone again with these shaking hands
I hear the words as they manifest
Killing me through your sharpened breath-
Wait
Just a little longer
Would you please stay
I wish I was stronger during
These days
I’m feeling like enyu how I 
Decay (Decay)


manifest (prod. tiedforsilver)

2023 rap track from the vault

a-list
you niggas aint make lists
i put drugs inside of my body when im anxious
still been faded with pods in stars like shit was racing
pull up w/ the top dropped, been whippin faceless

end with this period
so patient, the zeitgeist
relations friendly, when adhered to limelight
-shit
but now its heated dine ins like mai thai
dinner, single word to hurling spit, on a food nite
every minor problem sever ties till the mood right
all my life walked to fly for times like these
no foo fighter, bridge burning, its rope-noose tied
wanna hang in the moonlight
still kickin it, the jits like wu tang
..clan
niggas hit me wit a open, washed up
..sand it
smooth
ride off wit a flow like bandit-
eating good, rap niggas been famished
give it one track, and he practically vanish
aint took no pics, but i been moving candid
eyes red, no kush i aint rest inna minute
investing my time in sum write lines type shit
no money, a nigga had been motion sickening
still dripping inna show need a boat to dip in
float off in a wave, need no pot to piss in
when all my problems are a lost emission

a-list
you niggas aint make lists
i put drugs inside of my body when im anxious
still been faded with pods in stars like shit was racing
pull up w/ the top dropped, been whippin faceless

vault_anxious

running blind ft. casperrr (prod. cl6udy)

every night feels like yesterday
you're in my head and you never stay
lips said leave, but my soul obeyed
crashin' slow just to feel okay

hit me like a flashback 
drivers seat in a car crash 
now im stuck where i died at 
i could'nt steer so i laid back

you took my brakes away 
that's why I swerved when I heard your name
my flesh burning in the flames
can't point the finger, don't know who to blame 

accept my fate
with what we had
I still see you in the glass
every shard reflects the past

but you hit me like a flashback 
drivers seat in a car crash 
now I'm stuck where I died at 
I couldn't steer so I laid back

flashback (jolst)

lyrics: 

blood in the sink
i can barely  think
spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
all i see is money
all i see is red
you can take what you want cause im almost dead

you can tell that im lost i should go to bed
say im fine but im not you should see my head
no i never forgot all the things you said
make it by cause im on all these fucking meds

here to live then to die when my time is spent
i was never alive let me see the lead
how she love me for life when im still a kid
send her home im alone laying in my bed

hit her up then i turn into a ghost
smoke a blunt pour a deuce she tell me i do the most 
fuck you mean sippin lean ashes fallin on my toes
she said baby can you stop before u fall to comatose
thats the point i dont know
why the fuck you always stoppin me
hitting bowls it say no smoking on the public property
feeling wavy when i pour it up i do it properly
feeling drugs and liquors pumping through my fucking arteries

blood in the sink
i can barely  think
spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
all i see is money
all i see is red
you can take what you want cause im almost dead

you can tell that im lost i should go to bed
say im fine but im not you should see my head
no i never forgot all the things you said
make it by cause im on all these fucking meds

comatose (prod. kōri)

produced by: trill skeleton @trill-skeleton

cover art by: SirC https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

lyrics:

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

come around
while im down
breaking down
on the floor

stick around
close the door
i been feeling
fucking bored

what the fuck
did i do
when you took
out my name

from ur phone
back in june
and said were thru
said were thru

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

wtf im crying (prod. trill skeleton)

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Beautiful Strangers

Kayla's Interlude (Remastered)

stream

Kaylas Interlude (Remastered) *prod. Skami*

produced by: ALYCE
featuring: @weepingwolf & @steadyhearts


sendflowrs: 

bitch take a look at side of ur trackies you wearin that kappa stop talkin to me
all these people wan fuck with me when i’m on top but was airing me long now they walk-in w me 
i go burgal a shop i walk round with a mop can turn you to dust if u fuckin w me 
givin a fuck i got blood on my top i don’t run from the opps
i got courage in me 

roll up and bill it,
pull up and skid it,
i got a box n i’m makin a killin,
hold up a minute,
i got a snake tongue out the side of my mouth, i’m acidic,
run up and par
leave it ajar 
i got two blades on my hip i’m like riddick,
blow up a car,
like i’m IR
AB be the type of the blood i be spillin 
i don’t do feelings
mop a boy up if he talkin the acid i’ll turn him accyrilc 
don’t know who did it
i just got caught 9 body’s 
now i’m about to go make double digits
take a few inches
off of the top of your head 
i’m a barber, 
i’m working the scissors 
fuck all your sisters
i’ll turn em into the ash
like the way you be smokin the rizzla ffFUCK

weepingwolf:


ayy this the only time that my parents
aint home so im going to do some yelling 
and shit until they come back
Fuck hope you like this yelling
its really deep like really deep like listen

TALKin like you really hot you aint hot boy
move bitch like im lucadacris you a rat boy

STREET FIGHTER
BUTTON BASHER
YOU KNOW
IM THE MASTER

Fuck what you heard fuck what you seen boy
LIL LONE WOLF GONNA COME UP AND GET MEAN BOY

MOSH PIT IN THE CLIQUE SHIT
BAD BITCH SHE GET SOCKED IN THIS BITCH
she aint really gonna she aint really gonna get socked
theres no punching in the mosh pit
if you do your a fucking cunt

ay ay ay
why you talking down like that you aint tuf boy
12 gauge keep it on my hip watch it bus boy
fuck it i've been playing too much fucking warzone
if i catch u in gulag you better know im gonna win

talking like you really hot you aint hot boy
move bitch like im lucadacris you a rat boy

STREET FIGHTER
BUTTON BASHER
YOU KNOW
IM THE MASTER

steadyhearts:


break up cause I’m off of this shit
I tried to mix it up but I’m back at this shit
I tried to hide the secrets about the knife In my wrist
and I might grab her by the neck when she sucking my dick

fight back
cause in sick of this shit 
everything I fucking make is about me making money
but now I’m off the LSD like fucking Winnie taking honey 
Now I don’t give a shit but I fuck
yeah I fuck
why don’t you fucking pull up

Cause I might just spare you
give you your life back you fucking little bitch
but idgaf about you cause I might slay your kids down
everybody wanna take the fucking piss now
everybody talking bout me they won’t ever pitch out 

wow 
I might fuck up all their shit’s now
I might fucking blow a 50 on my wrist now 
wow
fuck let’s go to Chinatown?
Idgaf about a baby I might just wild

I might go fucking wild in the shit

kappa w/ weepingwolf & wyntley (alyce)

produced by the extremely talented: @yunnygoldz
vocals, mixing & everything else by: @sendflowrs

make my heart drop when she calling on my phone, 
baby kissed me twice now ill never let go, 
its making me sick (ew!)
all these drugs, think ill quit
I just wanna go home to my girl
x2

up in this bitch
yeah im runnin a bag
I won't stop doing this
im addicted to ur tainted lips
n I cant deal with these kids
all these pussies they stay talking shit 
but one day ill blow 
its too bad she didn't know 
i couldn't see her in my photos 
now she wanna hit my phone

and ill send you sunflowers every day of the month
I know you like that love shit, I know ur eating it up
you gotta take care girl, ur not eating enough
I wanna make you squirm 
grab the keys to the cuffs

make my heart drop when she calling on my phone, 
baby kissed me twice now ill never let go, 
its making me sick !!! (ew!) 
all these drugs, think ill quit
I just wanna go home to my girl
x2

extended clip on my body!
nah im just playing, I dont hold no Tommy,
you not matchin my k/d just get out my lobby
slaying these pussies like this is my hobby
bare knuckle im swinging like Ronnie, 
she dont want me cus im rotten like Robbie,
I dont need no gang or no muhfuckin army
cus I got James there he stay keepin the shotty

double kill

produced by: malith 
everything else by: me 
this may be the most mid song of 2020

lyrics:

and fuck everything that I wrote down,
all these dark clouds, cant go back to you now
and I feel a lil sad so I ball out
and this hole I'm in's too deep yeah, I cant crawl out
x2

and you make me feel so alive
maybe one day ill get to call you mine
x2

(and I guess its just my turn,
like everybody else had one,
I guess ill never learn,
ill never learn to hold my tongue, 
im not what you deserve,
I won't put myself first,
ive gotta kick you to the curb,
then my heart it gets sewed back on

and fuck everything that I wrote down,
all these dark clouds, cant go back to you now
and I feel a lil sad so I ball out
and this hole I'm in's too deep yeah, I cant crawl out
x2

morning coffee (malith)

produced by: malith
everything else by: me 

lyrics:

one touch, ill never be the same
moving way too fast yeah we need to pump the brakes
one love, thats all that it takes,
everytime we fight you always put me in my place 

poison, my little rattlesnake
I dont wanna risk but she's raisin all the stakes
she's gonna be the death of me yea
she's gonna be the death of me

now when u textin my phone I jus break it 
even when ur alone yea u won't face it 
I hit my friends up 2 gram blunt ill face it
shoutout my dogs on them roads they dont fake it
hoppin out the whip
baby das me! 
I be rocking all black w/ a white tee
yeah I dont give a fuck if you dont like me 
pussy u an old boy, u a spike lee

n I been feeling down for the last few days
and I kinda like this mask shit I can hide my face 
think my hearts about to cave in I cant take this weight
and the smoking kills me baby let me rest in peace

(sendflowrs, jmtly, decks & cherryrizla)
I been feeling down for the last few days
and I kinda like this mask shit I can hide my face 
think my hearts about to cave in I cant take this weight
and the smoking kills me baby let me rest in peace

one touch, ill never be the same
moving way too fast yeah we need to pump the brakes
one love, thats all that it takes,
everytime we fight you always put me in my place 

poison, my little rattlesnake
I dont wanna risk but she's raisin all the stakes
she's gonna be the death of me yea
she's gonna be the death of me

smokingkills (prod. malith)

this is my song “double kill” but in regular pitch :) xx

confetti

confetti (yunny goldz) (bonus track)

静けさ - shizukesa

alt rap
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