prod me ++
https://soundcloud.com/tropes777/ridin-solo-prod-dolly bit this flow Srry

lyrics:
when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight

u kept ur friends and stayed the same i wonder what its like
i been holding onto nothing i just wanna feel alive
screaming at myself he wont answer when i cry
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i dont need a reason bitch i been moving reckless
everyday i wake up with a target on my chest
they tell me its just a phase they tell me that ill regret this
i dont need a reason move like i got a deathwish
i look in the mirror i see a stranger
if i lost control of myself would it even change ya
eyes blacked out i got too used to the danger
if i tap out would they just write off my anger

when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

deathwish >c

back on my shit posting shit for a minute

where u been at

dont take your time

prod me art by me

lyrics:
feel so malnourished
cuz i cant get you out my mind
things i do for I lost my mind
what'd you do for it?
its a crazy way to end our lives
should've known, there's no surprise

hold me close
let me know
I'm not the same
you know what I want
so please let me know
its hard to go home
its getting old
the story's told

I lost my way
I cant find my face
its hard to misplace
am I going insane?
i cant get you to stay
I cant choose who to save
x2

I've lost my train of thought 
I've lost my brain in an instant
if I tried to talk it out
would you even try to listen?
hold on again
just wait til may
you'll feel again
just one more day

malnourished

prod me n advxrse

the long awaited @deepinparis collab

lyrics:
you wanna see who goes the farthest
i done fucked up my whole life i wont restart it
got your girl in the whip she push the start in
why do the fuck do i end back up where i started?
do it when u want girl i know youre a poser
i said i wanna be different but im a loner
nothing special she wondering why i chose her
 need to get my shit together bitch im older

I got gas inside my lungs I'm never sober
I'm still waiting for the weather to get colder
fucked up one too many fucking times, like is it over
yea just know its not ur fault that's what I told her
why ur squad they always do the most bruh
how the fuck u 25 and wear a choker
yea I'm in her bed but I don't really know her
yea u wake up and ur hating do ur homework
want a feat u cant afford it
sorry I cant answer ur call I'm too busy I'm recording
please do not hit my line if you got no gas I'm in a shortage
my bros ride around the town we run it up like we some tourists
I might follow u on ig just know I wont view ur story
I cant hang with no one new cuz I think they all boring
I don't keep up with ur music cuz that shit it got me snoring
crack the seal we circle round just know that my squad we gon pour it
we got good ass fucking gas u know we get that shit imported

restart

prod me n lyn
mixed by lyn
made in february

lyrics:
i got ppl in my life that wanna see me dead
I don't care I cant care less bcuz I'm up ahead
I been cooling I'm not worried bout the fucking press
you say you know what ur doing lets put it to the test
at the party, its too late to say I'm sorry
I'm too gone to know whats on my mind but just know its important
she say I'm boring, its 3 am yea we pourin
I'm not focused on what u think about me so lets get sorted
so lets get started, I'm not worried if u want me- want me
don't take my car keys, 5 am u know we floor it- floor it
you did me dirty just know that I wont forget it- get it
yea my boys lurkin in the night in case u try to press us
you ask if I'm upset I know ur lying to my face
I didn't hear what u said yea I'm not the one to chase
I feel it in my head lets get turnt up the party saved
I don't know where u went just know these drinks gon get erased

at the party

prod me
s/o advxrse the goat and alt0 the goat

lyrics:
ball up takin pics with a zip
i ain never goin switch up for a bih unless we click
vetement on my cover yeah ill see you on my kicks
shootin like im Curry in the paint, I never miss 

oh im missing out
your words, your stupid sounds
my heart just filled with doubt
no i can make it out (x2)

keep the music going, i aint tryna hear myself tonight
askin when we starting, tryna get there early for the night
im just hoping all pieces fall right down
im jst hoping that we could work this out

girl you threw away the keys to my heart
your words hit the spot just like a bullseye to the dart
if you wanna restart we could always fall apart again

makeitout

prod. me
ft. @h3artch3rades

(me)
tell me whats the point i dont wanna try 
take another joint like i wanna die
too much on my shoulder i cannot lie
it feels like a boulder this my last life

whats the difference u control me
trapped under ur spell 
but ik that u could hold me
can u tell me one thing
tell me u my only
somethings feeling off
it dont feel like it was for me

no way dont know where im going
i got too much motion the money i can throw it
look into my mind baby no u no opponenet
do u even hear at all the problems u condoning
its time baby give me my chalice 
i been losing patience
i been losing balance
i dont understand the words u say 
they make me panic
now the tables turning but look baby u can have it


(@h3artch3rades)
don't waste ur time on me, p-press it down to the feeling
don't try to back away your feelings, don't try to push 'em away
try to cushion the blow for the landin'
believe in my stratic, improvin' in a different direction
give me the space and moment, now my heart changed
ignore the feelings in your life, you won't save it
i met a miracle with who will save it
i give my strength from within to sustain ya
fill in my heart, beat
i'm feeling strong but something is coming
when they frontal labor over a bargain, but i got a strong feeling
youll meet there


(me)
tell me whats the point i dont wanna try 
take another joint like i wanna die
too much on my shoulder i cannot lie
it feels like a boulder this my last life

whats the difference u control me
trapped under ur spell 
but ik that u could hold me
can u tell me one thing
tell me u my only
somethings feeling off
it dont feel like it was for me

envy ft h3artch3rades (me)

prod me

how'd it all go wrong?
i swear that everything that i love is almost gone
you waited till the fall to tell me how you really felt
i swear that when you looked at me i couldn't tell
all my intentions weren't right
you showed there's darkness in the light
all my intentions weren't right
i tried to make sure you're alright
but it all goes wrong
how'd it all go wrong?
i tried to fix it
but nothing ever works
i feel that when i talk it only makes it worse
tell me all the things
where you go to hide when no ones listening
it's been some months since you came north to visit me
i told bro to signal me

how'd it all go wrong?
i swear that everything that i love is almost gone
you waited till the fall to tell me how you really felt
i swear that when you looked at me i couldn't tell
its not easy but you make it up to be
i wish all my insides weren't ugly
its not easy but you make it up to be
i wish all my insides weren't ugly
but it all goes wrong
how'd it all go wrong?
i tried to fix it
but nothing ever works
i feel that when i talk it only makes it worse
how'd it all go wrong?
how'd it all go wrong?
how'd it all go wrong?
how'd it all go wrong?

dont take your time

shlain