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SONGS N ARTIST I FW

shlaingoboygo

stream!!!

gloves

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KolZJ7TPfFY
ss03
prod me
song with @1glaive : _)
lyrics:
---what was the last thing you said?
i took like over a year to get you out my head
and now i can’t sleep 
thinking bout everything and all the things we did
and i don’t think i miss you
i don’t miss the shit that we been through
but now i’m stuck with this
try not to reminisce 
or i think i’ll start to miss you

i don’t know how to explain it
a year of racking my brain and i hated it 
it’s like i’m holding onto something that you never did
it’s like i’ll never have something just like we did
it’s like i’ll never hold hands with someone again
it’s like i’ll never introduce them to my friends
i guess it’s the end 

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
i get tossed up and used then thrown away like some old shoes
like fucking look at you 
i think that you’re right i’m not the person that i used to be
i can’t even hide that fact that this was all because of me
i made my mistakes i let my head get straight to jealousy 
all cause i thought i'd be the only one u  ever see
but you have to remind me 
you have to remind me
cause i know you said something
something with meaning
it was as i was leaving i could’ve been dreaming
you have to remind me remind me of one thing

what was the last thing you said?
i swear i didn’t mean to leave you on read
but now it’s morning
everyone’s sleeping 
and i can’t decide if i should get out of bed
like i don’t wanna miss you 
i don’t miss the shit that we been through 
but now i’m stuck with this 
try not to reminisce or i think i’ll start to miss you
it seems like everyday i look at the pictures
a couple years of my life in a camera roll 
i’m thinking maybe i really miss it
reliving memories as i start to scroll
it feels like lately i’ve been stuck and i can’t reach my goals 
and i can’t get myself out ive been stuck in a hole
i’m really starting to believe it’s the end

GLAIVE:
dude that this point it doesn’t even matter like fuck

every time they talk about us they say we went hollywood but 
if there ever was a spot to take i think they probably would cause 
every single zoloft that i take don’t do me any good but 
black hair black nails she thinks she’s misunderstood but
she don’t know me like she think she does
and i’ll be lying if said i gave a single fuck
and then you push me down and then you pick me up i’m like
one fight away from getting tired and giving up

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
but after all that was said i don’t regret that i knew you

what was the last thing u said w/ glaive

@i9bonsai @prodchapter @o9seren1ty

~Lyrics~

yung leo:
Won’t stop waiting on your love
And I tryna make my heart stop, calling up the plug
And wanna enjoy this, ima live it up
I can’t never stop, quit nor give up, cuz this shit runs in my blood

Ima flip the switch up yeah no matter what it does
Caught up in the past it doesn’t matter what it was
Always rollin marijuana blunts, jus because
I might pop another xan, yellow school bus
  
You a fan, please stop actin like you knew us
Me and Zane doin loosie in the tour bus
She looked me in the eye and said she don’t want lose us
If you don’t fuck wit RBiM you a loser 

Baby girl I really see you in my future
And you know I had options but I had to choose her
Everything you see Louie V, check the shoes first
But I didn’t check the price tag to amuse her

Now I’m covered I’m bruises
Runnin’ low on fuel
And I started hearing voices
Trying to get to a new world


i9bonsai:
y wld i evr evr tlk2u
tha mor tht i do im nt gtn thru
cz i cnt evn deal wit ya attitud
underneath thes grn trees dnt nd tht bluu

so u pt me2tha test nw
abandon it,, it gts rundwn
i go awy dnt nd2b found
go far awy,, awy frum dis twn

i gt it,, think of it thn i gt sick
wlk in bliss i dnt nd2fllw it
toss n turn cnt recovr from tht hit
nw im ovr ovr all dis shtt

y wnt u chang it,,
i cnt kp chasn
bck n forth pacin
lukawy gazn

in my blood +i9bonsai (chapter x sereN1ty)

@prodpitfall
prod me + @kojowav

[pitfall]
red and blue pills
like its 3d
copy what i do 
like a cd
take another 2
it aint easy 
yeah they follow what i do they wanna b me 

really i dont pay attention
can u please get the fuck up out my mentions 
h&k it got extentions
on the top of the roof with intervention

[emo]
go, go away
i dont feel okay ;~;
i wont do what u say
cant wait, theres no delay..

we're falling out
i tried 2 calm u down
its just me left now :c
im slowly bleeding out :c

u always wore me down :(
its so dark n its storming out
hollow eyes watching snow fall down o__o
its no surprise that i dont know how ._. 

[pitfall]
its just me vs. me
walk in n i spend about 3
cant decide who to be
ill stick around but i cant guarantee

shout out uly thats my bro, forever
she say that we dont talk alot, i think its for the better
i just wish i could forget her
yeah i think im lucky walkin round i got horseshoes on my sweater

i feel like im sg, can u blame me?
i dont keep a xd, im the same me 
and if u wanna feature gotta pay me
yeah im past all that shit I know u hate me

spotify ^w^

i dont feel okay +pitfall prod. emorave & kojo

lift, jump, exhale

https://soundcloud.com/acounta/peach-ring-tokyoghost
shoutouts to @acounta @lilac @emotegi

Spotify

cat girl

last song before tape
https://youtu.be/TYhKVpozk5w

blac chyna (natecxo + swish)

fall to you +dylqn (lostsoul)

bluberry bakwood

i wish it wasnt like this

1. on hold
2. vanilla
3. memory
4. im still here
5. wishes
6. why cant you stay 
7. dont wait
8. affection  (yours)

unfair

Lyrics:
(blxty: we need a picture on the phone... me: oh ok)

we should be statues on the ground
i watch as you act, martyred for a day
and i felt all of those years pass
no they didn't fly, but still i rot away
please give me my clothes back, i hate your house
and i can't drive back there, cause i know that i'll wanna stay
when i look at the camera i forget my own name
i begged you to change and stop playing games
it's to the point where.. i fell apart
i swore i'd never let you get me to go that far
you looked at me
and chasing you has been the happiest i've ever been
and chasing you has been the happiest i've ever been 

do you ever think about it?
about how it feel makes me feel?
here i thought we were obsessed with eachother
i can't deal with standing still
fast, like always, you're so quick to take my time
so quick to leave me stuck behind
i was walking at a lower pace
letting you get in the way
hoping that you notice it this time

and the paper plane was crumbled
dismantle everything that we once stood for
and i'd even walk in quicksand
if you dragged my hand, if you told me, if you told me to

if i'm your dog, please put me down
i don't wanna have to follow you around anymore
you're out of sight but still engrained on
i'm your stupid lab rat drinking whatever you pour
and in the end, i still thought i made it somewhat obvious enough
i never wanted to fuck you
i got so used to your couch and i just wanted to stay
oh you can't lie to me, why did you look at me that way?
the bus ride home's so dim, the buildings made me feel so small
i rode our paper plane until the moment it hit the ground
the ground

na naa naa naa naa naaa
oh wey wawa na na naaa

for the rest of your life

paper planes

endless pondering

1. gone
2. your eyes
3. i dont know you anymore
4. reflect
5. slow death

psyche

prod @makemeapromise and me
ft & cover art by @v2nthan
𖤐⭒๋࣭ ⭑₊˚｡❆ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★
EP with @makemeapromise coming in October date is tbd
@2dynasty

𓍯𓂃𓏧♡ no sense left in trying w/ venthan (surgeon shlain)

the man that i am...

thank you
rebirth kit available for purchase @ ko-fi.com/s/6c715798ac

1 @sodsai @4amano
9 @cranessssss
15 @freger
16 @pw4prez

rebirth set ⁶

i feel the water and the things around me more than i  feel you_3
blue tower shackle fest
October 2024

water

back on my shit posting shit for a minute

where u been at

balenci* prod 5kjordn1 (music vid out now)

dora/yeah (prod.vlonek) MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW

dont take your time

prod me and @makemeapromise

lyrics

its give what you take 
i know that you want more
no reason to hate me
cuz what is it good for

the rain will still fall on
on us when its cold out
so you cant just tell me 
that you dont wanna go out

i dont wanna cry
ill tell you im fine
but you know its a lie
its happens every time when
i dont wanna fight it

but ill keep on trying
and ill keep on fighting 
until the  silver lining

its give what you take but
i know that you want more
no reason to hate me
cuz what is it good for

the rain will still fall on
on us when its cold out
so you cant just tell me 
that you dont want
that you dont want it

you dont want this
no you dont want it
no you dont want it

what is it good for?

CONTROLLA

produced by @ddertbag and elxnce
remastered — September 2022
circa — June 2020
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3te2X80sHvW4jf5LY6BVE4?si=2c5cab4b5b4d4003
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/in/song/1668687535