"but now that i have the taste of love in my mouth
i won't ever give up on you"

why wont you love me? (prod. TreeTime)
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lyrics:

[hook 1]
always thinking bout you when i'm all alone
vision getting blurry just like the unknown
i cant fucking think when im all alone
i cant fucking think when im all alone

[verse 1]
when im with you, you make me all happy, make me all happy
but now that im alone i feel so fucking crappy, feel so fucking crappy
~
but now that i have the taste of love in my mouth
i won't ever give up on you, till i'm dead from self
harm that i might inflict on myself if you leave me
i can't fight these feelings no more, please answer me

[bridge]
please answer me, please pick up your phone, please answer me, please dont leave me alone
x2

[hook 2]
always thinking bout you when i'm all alone
vision getting blurry just like the unknown
i cant fucking think when im all alone
i cant fucking think when im all alone

[verse 2]
i just want to die, say this everynight
trapped inside my mind, feelings might ignite
fear from deep inside
trapped inside my room, i swear its my tomb
tulip flowers bloom, all my love for you
causes fucking gloom, this might be my doom
fucked up in the head, i'd rather be dead
needle in the thread, come pull me instead
so I stay undead, end feelings I dread
i cant take no more, its harder than before
blood all on the floor, but they ignore

[hook 3]

always thinking bout you when i'm all alone
vision getting blurry just like the unknown
i cant fucking think when im all alone
i cant fucking think when im all alone

why wont you love me? [prod. TREETIME]

Produced by the wonderful and amazing: @producedbyaidan

Abnormality (Prod. aidan)

DIAMONDS PIKACHU! [Prod By k.09]

"𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕞𝕪 𝕤𝕖𝕟𝕤𝕖𝕤 𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕞𝕖 𝕟𝕠"
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Lyrics;

[intro]
Hold on to me
Baby Hold on for me

[verse 1]
fading to the blackness of night
stars all align as im touching the sky
hearing goes deaf, dont know whats next for me
let me digest

[verse 2]
I dont know whats in my brain but im listening
thought i'd block out all the pain but its glistening 
always thought i was insane but im transitioning 
everything I thought was once fake is just visiting

[verse 3]
(Hold on to me)
But i gotta let go, all my senses telling me no
but I know that, it be freezing 15 below, see the coat rack
pop it on and head in the snow till my nose black
I cant even feel my damn toes, then my mind goes blank

nightfall [prod. yusei]

twenty-three feeling so hazy,
haven’t been sober in about four months, I’m doing fine
smoking just fat blunts, fucked up its all wrong
I’m just a sad piece of shit but at least I can admit it

loose spirit again, in decisions inside my head
try to make sense why you told me you need to leave again
climbing on the sides of walls with just prescriptions
medicated losing balance, these drugs make me like a living god no

just a manic state, oh, falling down again, hoe,
you don’t wanna know me you should run away
had a few girls but all they do is leave
fuck with me, I don’t need this anymore then you need me

loose, take a few pills drown in the back
you should come here and sink into hell with me
whats this yeah bounce on the track,
I just feel great man, losing all my sense of hope again

why you gotta do that,
you saying all these things but you don’t really fuck with me
you don’t love me like that
trying to burn everything you love about me

Sunk

original is right here ;) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_YguM-5j9z4

Wasp

@thatsawackbeat

lyrics-
message from the wicked
paint a picture of all the travesties
you could suffer from dismissing
every symptom, every thought
every fear, up up in you
worried about our youth
dying young's an fucking epidemic

imagination land
i'm just so fed up with reality
who cares about activities
if i'm allowed to stay asleep
need some fucking energy
dead and drained like constantly
honestly, rejuvenated me
would do this beautifully but 

unload, unload
unload on pedestrians 
were so fucking gentle
but the creatures got a hold of you
screaming for their lives
spirits flee as you go execute
rid the world of all the innocence
that had neglected you

need some one to talk to me
i always feel uncomfortable
but i won't say a fucking word
cause i'll be held responsible
inside my own mind, i'm so brutal i'm
fucking deranged, losing the war
control of my brain, gears are broke
needing replacements
say it again bitch, we are the same
but you're so fucking loathsome
hella broken, lacking patience
mix it with the anger and delusion you've been taming
until the roof pops up on that bullshit you've been saving 

unload, unload
unload on pedestrians 
were so fucking gentle
but the creatures got a hold of you
screaming for their lives
spirits flee as you go execute
rid the world of all the innocence
that had neglected you

let me guess, you convinced 
yourself that no one loves you?
accepted the reality of loneliness
despite you know that you don't wanna
be alone but fuck it all right? 
am i wrong? delusion at it's finest
tortured humans shine the brightest
or they fall, fall, deeper in the muck
heavier the blood, add more damage to the cuts
with no luck, no support
you're gonna end up in the morgue
lacerations to your wrists
pray you're the only one to hit the floor

Spotify!

epidemic (prod. lxw)

cus you got, you got me
right where you always said id be
cus I need your love, I need you now
where stuck on the drugs it’s so sad

cus you have, you have me
tucked up inside your pocket now
tearing skin to love each other
oh god I hate how I left

where did I go wrong, lost down the alleyway
spiraling around with the faces that I can’t attach to names
it’s a shame that you look at me this way
but the mirrors just fogging up and you don’t want to look in the reflection

a recollection of who were or what we could have been
its desperation when you smiling through the window at me
I spent 9 months clean just to relapse again
I really wish I had you, I could really use a friend

so where do I stand now, I don’t know
when you send me texts yeah you don’t show
where so faded yeah I don’t remember what happened
remember one day we promised we'd be happy

cus you got your knives to my neck
you said one day I know you’ll forget
about me and where we came from
but you know that I always think of you

I need you now

🖤Strivesad.🖤
@strivemusicau
☠️www.instagram.com/strivesad/
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
lyrics:
(Got my voice inside your speaker)
(Bleed another liter)
(I’m The Reaper)

Got my voice inside your speaker
Dying is my choice so I’ll bleed another liter
Rolling off the noise the scorching hot like a fever
Let you meet the void, take you down, I’m the Reaper

I had my fucking chance to leave her
Got me sick I’m starting to feel like I’ve got a fever
Got this party started and I’m calling up The Reaper
Gotten sick of saying sorry I don’t wanna see her
Yeah, It’s been a few years now 
I’m glad I’ll never see your fucking face around
Yeah, I can’t suffer like that again
No, Not again.

You’re so pretty
When you hit me
Will you miss me
Take you with me

I’ve fallen again it seems (it seems)
You’re not a drug you’re a dream
And I’m falling deeper, I call The Reaper
I know, you’re not home but I’ll try
Feel alive the most when I’m inside
Of you, (of you), of you, of you

Take this drag and pack my bags
The sky is black I can’t relax
I’ve been making friends with the sins laced inside my cup
Caught feelings for the mud when I lost my love

You’re so pretty
When you hit me
Will you miss me
Take you with me

the reaper (feat. Strivesad.)

Written and recorded by @Alainite
Produced by @in-bloom-757395817 x @hellosloani
Mixed & Mastered by @hellosloani
Artwork by @ScottySplash

Been spending so much time watching all these clouds go by
Yeah I don't waste my time with you
Sit and waste the day so high thinking 'bout the sight of you
But I'd do it again and again and again

And I promise that I'll find time
To be the last thing you'll see tonight
I made a promise that I'll find time
To be the last thing you'll see tonight

To be the last thing you'll see tonight
To be the last thing you'll see tonight
And I've been trying harder, I do it all for you
To be the last thing you'll see tonight
Cos girl you're worth the fight, oh
Yeah girl you're worth the fight

Yeah I been grinding days and through nights trying to get your heart in sight
I got no time to waste at all
I sit here rolling green through the night thinking 'bout you by my side
And I'd do it again and again and again

And I promise that I'll find time
To be the last thing you'll see tonight
I made a promise that I'll find time
To be the last thing you'll see tonight

To be the last thing you'll see tonight
To be the last thing you'll see tonight
And I've been trying harder, I do it all for you
To be the last thing you'll see tonight
Cos girl you're worth the fight, oh
Yeah girl you're worth the fight
Yeah girl you're worth the fight

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Worth The Fight (Prod. In Bloom)

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https://soundcloud.com/robstar100

epidemic (prod. lxw)

dylan xo