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Lyrics:

Rivilin:


watch the jaws of hell open up for me
falling further down I see the shadows speak
gashes on the side of my cheek I feel the poetry
of all the words you couldn’t say and now the hatred breathes

the bruise marks on my face get darker though
you don’t wanna understand how I sunk this low
medicated on SSRIs just to cope
try to think of memories of you i didn’t loath

i guess the hesitation in your eyes show you don’t care
im grasping onto desperation pulling out my hair
i guess it shows the reasons why you never wanted me
ill hang this noose when you say you want something i cant be

take take from below the ghosts they’re after me
crawling at the scars on my neck im freaking out you see
panic attacks rest deep inside the anger dwells beneath
the red it blinds my vision and im groveling on my knees

--
Ｍｅｆｕｍｅｔｔｏ:

And I got stuck on your lies
It's getting hard to breathe
And I know that I want you but your not what I need
And all of it collapses on my shoulders, I feel weak - I feel weak
Hold my hand when I fall to dust - when I fall to dust
And I'm closing my eyes and letting me go
I only feel like I'm being alone in the end
So let me just fall, let me just die
I lost so much so I don't even mind

FireBloom FT: Ｍｅｆｕｍｅｔｔｏ

Exercising apathy protect my neck from enemies
tell my friends im fine tell my friends im fine
Everybody's everybody's someone else out here, out here
I cant take much more of this, my stomach's worried sick
so much on top of me I'm caving in, please never pity me I pride myself too much
I'll never ask for help again don't hate me when I close off

Everybody's everybody's someone else out here
Everybody's everybody's someone else out here
Everybody's everybody's everybodies someone else
Someone else someone else someone else someone else
someone else someone else someone else someone else
EVERYBODY FEELS SO FAKE TO ME I CAN'T ESCAPE REALITY

She's only ever in my dreams as vividly as all reality
you aren't real but you take the breath out of me...

Exercising apathy protect my neck from enemies
tell my friends im fine tell my friends im fine
Everybody's everybodies someone else out here, out here
I cant take much more of this, my stomach's worried sick
so much on top of me I'm caving in, please never pity me I pride myself too much
I'll never ask for help again don't hate me when I close off

Everybody's everybody's someone else out here
Everybody's everybody's someone else out here
Everybody's everybody's everybody's someone else
Someone else someone else someone else someone else
someone else someone else someone else someone else
EVERYBODY FEELS SO FAKE TO ME I CAN'T ESCAPE REALITY

Reality (Quiteevil)

I can show you pain, I can show you things
Look inside and see you don't wanna be me
I can show you pain, I can show you things
You think I'm insane, Oh you wouldnt believe

~

Tell me that you know what it's like
Tell me that you know what I am

My skin opaque a tan won't take
My heads got hair down to my nape
My nails stay black my heart stay gold
I know you wanted some of that

I don't really know how to be a normal person
so many things I'm learning that they see in me

Brought me to my knees, inhale you when we kiss
I got used to the pain the pain is bliss
Brought me to my knees, inhale you when we kiss
I needed the hurt to breath

I can show you pain, I can show you things
Look inside and see you don't wanna be me
I can show you pain, I can show you things
You think I'm insane, Oh you wouldnt believe
I can show you pain, I can show you things
Look inside and see you don't wanna be me
I can show you pain, I can show you things
You think I'm insane, Oh you wouldnt believe

PAIN (puhf)

Seeking refuge in the rain
Melt me down, I feel the pain
And you're calling me insane
I question everything
Is this even real?
Am I really okay?

I can't understand how you feel
I can't understand how I feel
Everything around feels surreal
Everything around me is sealed

Pen to the paper I'm writing
All of the words that I never got out
Hooked at the mouth
Wasted, just sitting around 
I realize this now

Call it a foul
Screaming "I'm lost" till I'm found
Empty echos are rattling the crowd
Empty eyes as I fall to the ground
No one around to save me
Is this really a "fate" thing
Born to this world with the same creed
Get me out
Get me out
No one around to save me

Can someone please
Explain to me
How it's really meant to be
Can someone please
Explain to me
How it's really meant to be

Can't get away from me
Cycling endlessly
Swirling with memories
How would I change
People surrounding me
Thinking the best of me
Put up a front
Cause It's not for your hate

Silently judging me
Never could follow me
Say I can run but I'm losing the chase
Say I'm a waste
Closing the case
Cause I am seeking

Seeking refuge in the rain
Melt me down, I feel the pain
And you're calling me insane
I question everything
Is this even real?
Am I really okay?

But I'll try, I'll try, I'll try
To face my fears again
But I'll try, I'll try, I'll try
To face it all again

refuge in the rain [prod. smokerose]

Maybe I should take my nerves and lock them all away, get a job a drink the pain away oh wait
Nothing ever worked if it worked and I've seen so much for 21 youd think my lifes a movie
Know I'm here for you when it gets bad and need a shoulder you can cry on
'Cause I'm warm and if I said I didn't care then I'd be lying
I just want to listen to you make you feel alright
Dont worry when I'm gone just remember you're a star too

Feel what I feel, I dont know- I dont know what to do
Feel me

Maybe I should take my nerves and lock them all away, get a job and drink the pain away oh wait
Nothing ever works when it was given to me, I've seen so much you'd think my life was a movie
And if I decide to die I want you to know its not your fault and I love you
You helped me when its hard more than you could know, that's why I gotta go <3

Nerves Of Steel (rinne)

Blood Money

karaoke. #YK!.m4a

Prod. desmo

Lyrics:
Sometimes I wanna soak my head in the water
And take a breath
Breath x3

I don't want to breathe another breath
With knowing all the secrets you kept
From me, I've been thinking
Maybe i'd be cheating 
If I knew what you'd be doing
In the back of a malibu

Yeah he coming onto you, yeah
Yeah you think you're in the mood, yeah
Yeah he saying everything, yeah
Everything you wanna do, yeah

Yeah, and it feels so right
That he made your night
'Till you see that I texted you
"When u coming home? I miss u"

Sometimes I wanna soak my head in the water (yeah)
And take a breath
Breath x3

I don't wanna hear about it
I don't wanna talk about it
What you did, what you did

I don't wanna hear about it
I don't wanna talk about it
When you say, "Can I stay?"

I don't wanna hear about it
I don't wanna talk about it
What you did, what you did

I don't wanna hear about it
I don't wanna talk about it
When you say, "Can I stay?"

Sometimes I wanna soak my head in the water
And take a breath~

Scuba Dive

Featuring: @frvrndalwys
Mixed: Reed
Mastered: Reed
Produced: Reed
Written: Ari Vega and Frvr&Alwys

Lyrics:

(Chorus) Reedkun

Where are you going?
You’re outta my life 
tired of running?
You know that ain’t right
My Tears overflowing 
You know ima cry
I ain’t defeated 
You won’t win this time

(Verse) Frvr

Where did you go?
Why did you lie?
It’s cold without you by my side
I do not know 
if it is right
I saw you in my dreams that night
I 
cried
all 
night 
About you
You 
left 
me 
feeling 
confused 
It’s a lie when they say it’s true love
This is leaving me a mess so ima get numb
I’ve never felt so see through
I never thought that it would be me and you
Lately I’ve been putting these walls up
I don’t wanna be sober, get me fucked up

(Chorus) Reedkun

Where are you going?
You’re outta my life 
tired of running?
You know that ain’t right
My Tears overflowing 
You know ima cry
I ain’t defeated 
You won’t win this time

Where are you going?
You’re outta my life 
tired of running?
You know that ain’t right
My Tears overflowing 
You know ima cry
I ain’t defeated 
You won’t win this time

FRVR X ARI - NOT THIS TIME W/ FRVR&ALWYS [PROD. REEDKUN]

cover art - @pastnight
producer - @thefalseshepherd

lyrics-
aye
i don't want fame
i don't want change
want a couple songs that bang bang
made a little money
but it doesn't mean a thing
what's a few racks?
they don't mask any pain
flowing like a bullet 
from the chamber to your brain
life is a game, watch what you say
shoot from the hip
motha fucka john wayne
six shooter boys i'ma pull up like 

i am the mizukage of the blood mist
say one word got the seven swords roaming
i'm not addicted to war, i'm a omen
ten toes down any path that i've chosen
i'm not a devil, i'm misunderstood
i will not grovel, i'll die where i stood
asta and me got the devilish genes
talk mad shit, we the ones that should
i am the matador i got a bull whip
tell me what's cracking i'm cracking your forehead
pull my arm back got a punch like a warhead
bathe in the fluid, i adore all the bloodshed
blood in the water i aim for the juggala
megalodon, i won't turn up camera
apex predator you wont get ahead of us
doing pretty fine by myself no manager
aura of aizen, that malice is frightening'
you would want nothing to do with this captain, villainous
deception, i'm repping the ally that's blinded
 i'll destroy the evidence
people say i'm heaven sent, others say it's evident
i've been dwelling' deep in a realm no one messing with 
bonafide revenant but the flow elegant
come at me sideways motha fucka dealt with 

aye
i don't want fame
i don't want change
want a couple songs that bang bang
made a little money
but it doesn't mean a thing
what's a few racks?
they don't mask any pain
flowing like a bullet 
from the chamber to your brain
life is a game, watch what you say
shoot from the hip
motha fucka john wayne
six shooter boys i'ma pull up like

i got that killer intent
known to switch it up like ben 10
yeah i went ripjaw bouta go ghostfreak
have your whole crew feeling faint from the nose bleeds
you can't control me i'm losing my patience
fuck everything i've been dying to say it
i don't spread nothing but death and despair
i'm a dead man, i got nothing to fear
i'm not aggressive i'm just not to fuck with
come around here and get folded
i don't want shit no wonder
people want to try me but i get real grimy like oh no
i am not a pacifist i run in like a pack of dogs
handle you like obito, i got a couple cats involved
hide inside the catacombs, strategize your downfall
bitch you fucking lost every chance you had to back off
don't scream yo got hunger of a wendigo
i'ma eat the beats until i end up on the radio
potting hella critical pull up with a mini-gun
shooting candy corn from the barrel but it's killin' ya
call me ghost face but you're two face
harvey dent, propane body float mane
i can't maintain, my humanity i chop you up like romaine
i'ma sick thang, better refrain from your talking

aye
i don't want fame
i don't want change
want a couple songs that bang bang
made a little money
but doesn't mean a thing
what's a few racks?
they don't mask any pain
flowing like a bullet 
from the chamber to your brain
life is a game, watch what you say
shoot from the hip
motha fucka john wayne
six shooter boys i'ma pull up like

ghostfreak (prod. emptyvenom)

dylan xo