Lyrics:

Heart beat so vicious h-h-h-heart beat so vicious
Your soul so malicious s-s-s-soul so malicious
I live for your kisses I just wish you would listen
My heart is the biggest bring my dreams to fruition

My dreams are big
My reality’s small
Puff on a cig
But there’s no smoke not at all

I got smoke in my lungs
I got blood on my back
You have the evilest tongue
Makes my heart turn to black
We used to have fun
Now all we do is relax
I wanna see the Sun
I want my heart back intact

My heart’s been gone
I’ve been looking for it
Pictures you’ve drawn
I cannot ignore it
I feel as I’ll drown
Gotta floor it
I gotta get away
Double cup I pour it

Heart beat so vicious h-h-h-heart beat so vicious
Your soul so malicious s-s-s-soul so malicious
I live for your kisses I just wish you would listen
My heart is the biggest bring my dreams to fruition

I’ve been tryna live
I’ve been tryna cope
I’ve been tryna give
All my love and my hope

I’ve been on the edge
I’ve been smoking my tree
Jumping off the ledge
Just to see if I can be free
I pray to my god
That he can rescue me
I know it’s my job
But I need someone please

I’m begging above
That I won’t end up below
I beg for a dove
To show some peace and some hope

Heart beat so vicious h-h-h-heart beat so vicious
Your soul so malicious s-s-s-soul so malicious
I live for your kisses I just wish you would listen
My heart is the biggest bring my dreams to fruition

Bring my dreams
Dreams to fruition
Please make it seem
As I’ve completed my mission

Heart beat so vicious h-h-h-heart beat so vicious
Your soul so malicious s-s-s-soul so malicious
I live for your kisses I just wish you would listen
My heart is the biggest bring my dreams to fruition

Heartbeat

Lyrics:
I’m losing my mind
And I’m loving every minute of it
I’ve been on my grind
On cloud 9 maybe I’m above it

This love i found is mine
I just want your taste
Leave the past behind
Won’t let it go to waste

Intoxicate me
Bring me your drug
Bring me your body
Bring me your love

Ego evaporates
Running an endless race
Soul sunken soul disgraced
So numb I can’t feel my face

Lost in a world of evil
Thoughts begin feeling lethal
Smokin’ on an ounce of diesel
‘Til I’m okay

‘Til I’m okay I suffer it through
No time to play when I’m living for you

They say I need to live for myself
But god it’s hard when your mind is unwell
The auras around me their origin from hell
Not easy to love a mind in a cell

Intoxicate me
Bring me your drug
Bring me your body
Bring me your love

Love me
Even when I’m down
Cause those above me
Bestowed me a crown

Ruler of worlds
But loser of earth
Necklace of pearls
Define what I’m worth

Without this necklace
I am nothing
Inflated ego
I feel disgusting

I’m losing my mind
And I’m loving every minute of it
I’ve been on my grind
On cloud 9 maybe I’m above it

This love i found is mine
I just want your taste
Leave the past behind
Won’t let it go to waste

Ego evaporates
Running an endless race
Soul sunken soul disgraced
So numb I can’t feel my face

Lost in a world of evil
Thoughts begin feeling lethal
Smokin’ on an ounce of diesel
‘Til I’m okay

I need to live for myself
I need to find love
Not from someone else
But peace from a dove

Within myself
I am confined
Within myself
Soul in a bind

Let my soul free
Void and null
I just wish I could see
My heart ain’t so dull

Heart ain’t so dull
Yeah my heart ain’t so dull

Free me from the shackles
inside my skull

I’m losing my mind
And I’m loving every minute of it
I’ve been on my grind
On cloud 9 maybe I’m above it

I’m losing my mind
And I’m loving every minute of it

Intoxicate Me

Lyrics:
Consequences

Reflecting on my choices hearing noises in the dark
I’m feeling fed up like time sped up every time I sit and spark

I spit and lay repent and pray release the tension in my heart
My mind at bay yet through the fray I feel my soul depart

My soul departs my mind at ease I finally can rest
Cause us apart will break my heart I know it’s for the best
When you’re gone I’ll wait til dawn to carry on my quest
Cause you’re gone I’m making songs without you in my bed

Without you I’m making songs but they just don’t feel the same
I know it won’t be long but I’ll be taking the blame

Blame me for your birth, yeah you blame me for your death
Blame me for the earth, and you blame me for your mess

Cause every time I try and help it feels like I’m at war
Cause everything I ever try is not behind these cords
I’m making songs to survive, that’s it there’s nothing more
Fuck the fame, fuck the fortune watch my dreams run out the door

I never wanted to be famous I never wanted this broken vessel
All the memories he brought us were smashed with this shamanic pestle
The memory corrupts and releases hate it’s what I’ve feared
Flames are melting me to pieces my body is scourged and seared

Reflecting on my choices hearing noises in the dark
I’m feeling fed up like time sped up every time I sit and spark

I spit and lay repent and pray release the tension in my heart
My mind at bay yet through the fray I feel my soul depart

This time my soul is running fast she’s running for her life
She looks at me looks at my past and says I’ll be alright
I thank her and I let her go, I worry for her spite
Will she come for me or leave me be as I lay in the dead of night

I close my eyes yet I see the stars above
Up above the sky so wise I see a peaceful dove
Is this hatred in my body is it fear or is this love

Here I am I’m just a shell my soul has to go home
I wanted heaven I wanted hell but I’m out and all alone

Alone I sit alone I pray I look up to the sky
My soul is there I don’t know where losing hope  I sit and cry

She comes and she visits, she’s from a foreign land
I practice my penance-blood drizzling down my hand

I’m lost and confused
I’m lost and confused
Fuck
Where am I?

Reflecting on my choices hearing voices in the dark
I’m feeling fed up like time sped up every time I sit and spark

I spit and lay repent and pray release the tension in my heart
My mind at bay yet through the fray I feel my soul depart

My soul departs my mind at ease I finally can rest
Cause us apart will break my heart I know it’s for the best
When you’re gone I’ll wait til dawn to carry on my quest
Cause you’re gone I’m making songs about you in my bed

These damn songs
Are all that I have

I’ve been making songs for so long I can remember when
I first took that mic to sit and write the story of my sins

Down I go down into depths of the rabbit hole
The questions are killing me
Once again I’m void and null
I’m soulless why can’t you see

Reflect on your choices

Recovering

Consequences

Lyrics:
Backseat Bugging

Driving while I’m drunk and you’re bugging in the backseat
Eyes wide open dilated gonna find me
Pop pills take lines do this shit repeat
Follow my idols imma be buried in the concrete

Oh shit
Six feet deep
Aw she
Never gonna find me
No no
Oh shit
Six feet deep
Popping pillies plenty silly
Praying they complete me

Shit
Slow it down now
Sick
That’s my flow now

Yeah yeah

Shit
Slow it down now
Sick
That’s my flow now

Yeah yeah

Bring it back bring it back
Reel it right in
Take a snap take a snap
For the moment
I’m on the map on the map
I ain’t foreign
“You can’t rap” ”You can’t rap”
Oh wait I sure can

Oh shit
Six feet deep
Aw she
Never gonna find me
No no

Oh shit
Six feet deep
Aw she
Never gonna find me
Oh no

I’m laying on my bed heart beating outta my chest
These voices in my head feel like they know me  the best
Take the shit I’ve said and everything I express
Through the good through the bad and all I repress

Memory hazy call me baby I can explain
Is this even real or is it all in my brain
My mind explodes my soul corrodes my body in pain
I look ahead an endless road of money and fame

Driving while I’m drunk and you’re bugging in the backseat
Eyes wide open dilated gonna find me
Pop pills take lines do this shit repeat
Follow my idols I’ll be buried in the concrete

Oh shit
Six feet deep
Aw she
Never gonna find me
No no
Oh shit
Six feet deep
Popping pillies plenty silly
Praying they complete me

Complete me
They complete me
Popping pillies plenty silly
Praying they complete me

I open up my closet dust the dirt off my coat
Cleaning up the clutter found the poem you wrote
You loved me so why’d you go you kept me afloat
My hatred’s grown and damn it shows and now I’m alone

Alone I sit I feel like shit time feels like it’s froze
Without you here I god damn near cut open my throat
Times come too soon yeah you’re my moon I can’t let you go
Through dollar bills and crushed up pills it’s been how cope

I’m
Damn
Near
Gone

Driving while I’m drunk and you’re bugging in the backseat
Eyes wide open dilated gonna find me
Pop pills take lines do this shit repeat
Follow my idols I’ll be buried in the concrete

Oh shit
Six feet deep
Aw she
Never gonna find me
No no
Oh shit
Six feet deep
Popping pillies plenty silly
Praying they complete me

Complete me
They complete me
Popping pillies plenty silly
Praying they complete me

ILY Get Better Soon

Backseat Bugging

c c am f g c
love of my life
open your eyes
i won’t leave your side
no matter what’s in your mind

i’ll still be here
every year
i’ll be here through strife
despite every low and high 

f g a g  am g c f
and i 
i pray 
this feeling will not fade away 
these colors you painted
too vivid fade 
i assure you i love every shade 

and i 
i know 
that you’ll be the one that i hold 
through every bad dream
i’m put there in the morning
i promise i won’t let you go

c g am g 
baby you’re the one i want
at my wedding day but not
simply in the seats
darling you’ll be kissing me

We baby you’re the one i want 
to grow older with but not
simply on this earth
i’ll love you forever n longer

you showed me what soul mates really were

c c am f g c
darling i know 
each part your soul
it’s so beautiful 
i’m proud of how much you’ve grown

thank you my love
i know that i’m rough
all you see are diamonds
you’ve helped me to learn to love 

f g a g  am g c f
and i 
i pray 
this feeling will not fade away 
we’ve been through way too much 
the waters may get rough
i’ll be here through every wave  

and i 
i know 
that you’ll be the one that i hold 
through every bad dream
i’m there in the morning
i promise i won’t let you go

c g am g 
baby you’re the one i want
at my wedding day but not
simply in the seats
darling you’ll be kissing me

baby you’re the one i want 
to grow older with but not
simply on this earth
i’ll love you forever n longer


forgive me each time i blush 
you give me a brand new rush 
you’re my favorite high 
wanna have you every night 

and if you get overwhelmed
i’ll be patient with yourself
i can be a lot 
it’s only cause i feel so much 

we’ve made promises we’ve broke
but there’s one i won’t let go 
an important one
i’ll remind you in this song 

c g am g 
baby you’re the one i want
at my wedding day but not
simply in the seats
darling you’ll be kissing me

baby you’re the one i want 
to grow older with but not
simply on this earth
i’ll love you forever n longer


you showed me what soul mates really were

wedding song

reborn again.

GetAway

Guidance

I Already Know

👾Learning to be human, teaching how to live👾
If you can’t laugh at the irony of life, it’s going to feel like life is laughing at you.

Singer/songwriter
Poetry is underrated
Just looking to grow as a human and musician.

Heartbeat

SickEyes

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