killed in action // 2036

lyrics

im not too concerned about the outside
bloody me and bury me by half time
swear its been the same since last time
i dont even know what i live like
plants are sprouting out by the cracks in the floor
im not in my ways
since i walked out the door
everytime 
everytime i sit here wanting more
this feeling in my chest dont go away anymore

the lights are busted
and the heaters off
last time i checked
its freezing out
feels my lungs are 
collapsing now 
the metal decorations have rusted out
so bb come and visit me
im engulfed in misery
im sick of pain when i wake
and all the injuries
so bb come and visit me
hold me while i fight the freeze
i sit here awake
throwing up in the bedsheets

im not too concerned about the outside
bloody me and bury me by half time
swear its been the same since last time
i dont even know what i live like
plants are sprouting out by the cracks in the floor
im not in my ways
since i walked out the door
everytime 
everytime i sit here wanting more
this feeling in my chest dont go away anymore

The Outside (p. dash)

if the bass drop in the house yk its a cleanse
ima keep make shiftin these melodies up in my head

dont wait up for me i wont know advance
if im ever gonna wanna leave or im in a transe
i wanna get out my bed but part of me saying i cant
its been cold start but im gettin up off the bench 
feel like they trick shottin my heart off of the ledge
so i try to get up but then they do it again
thought that felt much better
then i felt the cold hard floor on my skin
i always said it dont matter
and now i been takin back all that i said
i went out cruisin after 
just to go clear out the thoughts in my head
but i wont ever get no rest yea i wont ever go to bed fr
i just lay there and i think
april never come soon enough when im 21 im finna drink
thats what THEY think
when i found out thats how i really feel
i sink down and swallow all my fear

yea at the lake side in the village out by the pier
somehow worried still im lookin at my rear view
i thought my intentions were always clear
ill have a fencin match with all my tears
i know theres so much gaps in all my years
but all i ask is that you keep me near
and if you dont think thats just how i really feel
well then im sorry but i tried while i was here

what they think (neverforever)

produced by cxrter & threemvsk
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(halfhearted)
said i wouldn’t trip 
but i miss the way it felt when we kissed and our lips touched
don’t know how you live, just admit that i’m too much
since i was a kid, hear em saying i’m a no one
i wasn't one for the games
or making a song for the fame
hop in the whip switching lanes
burden still up in my brain, break all the chains
sick of the faces around
wake up and i’m drowning
when rain hits the ground, i can’t help but feel clouded

(kiddamo)
take my sweater cuz outside is freezing
i can’t live with the thought of you leaving
but if you want you can go
i got used to the cold
i miss the conversations that we used to have on the phone
if i could rewind
re-rewind to the start
watching as the fireworks combine with all the stars
i spent my whole life wondering like “where you are”
stay where you are

(brecken)
and i been grounded, but when it rains i still think about you
still hear the sirens whenever i do sum’ i shouldn't do
yeah well that's how it goes
lying to people you love and you know it
yea all of it shows
they can see what you doing in the moment
losing my focus
i'm feeling broken
thinkin’ bout chili’s
that would be so lit
all of my homies
eatin’ tortilla chips
chips full of spinach dip
just give me a tub of it

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(lil booj)
hey there can you pick me up 
i’m in the lost and found again 
i’ve got my only friend right beside me 
the thread i keep it tight 
i keep it on the mend 
i try to keep us safe and then you stop me 
tell me you’re sad about maybe we’re crashing out, i know 
nothing we talk about goes anywhere because i know 
sediment building up, everyone doubting me, oh no!
are you proud of what you see, now you feel it so?

(yungcray)
paranoia when i step outside 
i’m feeling like this all the time 
got no time, need to find my coat
i hope my gloves are still inside
ice heart, i know I’m cold 
yea this shit’s getting borderline
tell me that there’s more to life 
i can’t feel myself, but i’m the reason that i live like this 
gas up from the shelf, i roll it up and we don’t think a thing
i been in this maze, god this shit gon’ drive me crazy 
i been feeling different lately

(vails)
they tell me look for signs
might be written in the stars
even though they’ve realigned
i still feel like i am far away from an answer
oh i wish i had the answers
now it’s eleven fifty three
still been caught up on IG
scrolling past old memories 
of us by the tapestry in my old home
where we should of left it all alone

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

cameras out! (cypher) w/ notahero, halfhearted, kiddamo, brecken, lil booj, yungcray, & vails

i hate the color of red
wish that i wouldn’t of guessed
when you were stressed 
cuz i went to bed
but doesnt matter no more
luckily i got picked right off the floor
cuz i got my trust in the lord
i got my trust in the lord

devil let me go
one more glance til were wrapped in gold
one last dance while im laughin a fool
and i want it but i cant cuz i know i wont control

yea gotta get my mind straight
gotta get it out the gutter gotta migrate

i dont know why all my homies wanna frustrate
me when they already see that i got a full plate

wonder why everyone lookin at me
i already said that in a couple of songs
but i gotta get that fact outta my brain
so ill spill it out til im feelin different 

walkin along im feelin distant
what to unlock, a better position
i had felt better when i couldnt leave
now when i go out i stand there and freeze

oh no brodie deceased
hope hes heaven lookin down at me
wishin and beggin youd come back to see
cuz we were eleven scrapin our knees

cant let those memories fade
we were out every night fishin the lake
they were all snakes
but you stayed the same
cant let contradictary feelings change

all of the pain that still up in my brain
hope it away before i go insane
cuz i got some problems and they kinda stained
so im feeling horrible out in the rain


i hate the color of red
wish that i wouldn’t of guessed
when you were stressed 
cuz i went to bed
never impressed so thats why u left
and i used to drink til i blacked out 
then id wonder why i act out
i was depressed and stuck in my head
im sorry for everything rude that i said


but now theres a difference cuz ill take the blame
all of my energy shiftin my frame
in consious reality i see that im only ever really givin pain
i promise you nobody likes gettin shade
its a game when you walk ina room and they change
all the time i feel like i need a break
but ill still be livin as long as im paid

red (nate2timez x yunnygoldz)

broken home. w/ greenwood (king theta)

and she then text me saying  “fair enough”
i didnt think that u was scared of anything 
so tell me baby are u scared to love ?
i typed out like fuckin everythin 
and then she text me she said “fair enough” 

2 pills all night im slippin 
lc nah i never had bring ins 
and the lights too bright 
for my eyes, head spinnin 
poured sprite all night 
half 9 still sippin 

tell me what are we baby are u just a friend to me
she told me what do you want we can have it your way jus tell me what u wanna be 
i said that’s cool i just think that we jus need to slow down n take it slow so what u tellin me
she said ive gotta go now ill be sure to come round tomorrow night got somewhere to be 
i said fair enough

FAIR ENOUGH (SCOTTYSPLASH)

The Ruiner

lyrics ⬇️ 

eyes on the barrel of rifles that are aiming at me just for fun
never know why they think its so delightful 
to make me wanna run
its not one on one
yea they start to gang up on me as a stunt
but thats not enough i do what i want
and ima keep doing it until im gone

yea u cant be lookin for me
hand up but i wont stay to freeze
angels gon take ahold of me
dangerous but my hands stull clean

in a limousine i blacked out like the tint that on the window
got no memories of anything that happened on the dark roads
i was all alone how was it i woke up in a cemetery 
i dont know i guess that ill hope that they remember me

i dont need a therapist
rather talk about it on my own
its theraputic when i tell em i dont wanna go
ill stay at home and practice all the things i wanna grow
then ill lay low until i master something i can show

and you could mean that or you couldn’t 
yea this could be a rat trap you could be a villain 
And i cnanot have that 
i guess ill be wishin
wishin for the right one 
one day ill be given
one day ill be chillin
staring at the ceilin
ill wait until my heart drop
wait until i feel it
whyd u have to steal it
i just want a second to myself to feel completed
But now im only greivin

lie for

I have this daily fear i've lived my best, and theres nothing left to come
like these constant notions i piece together don't fuck with me enough
is it the self esteem or the overwhelming selfishness in my blood?
or how i settle down in past mistakes to mask what i've become

i lie awake

atleast im honest
fuck the things you promised
these thoughts engraved inside me make me vomit
atleast im honest 
fuck the things you promised
so dont judge me for these pills inside my pocket
atleast im honest


honest (all we left unsaid)

go listen to the original song!! - https://soundcloud.com/breckenford/i-get-it-now-yunnygoldz?si=f1fe09920f9443f4bc800f705d1b35f6&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
i love this one so much 
its been a while since my last upload 

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