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Man I Need (Olivia Dean Cover)

ozymandias 2 demo-001

The lake of fire isn't far from here
You can scream, but no one will save you
You make me get until I'm almost there
Eternal chastity, a make-believe violent bliss

Time moves fast in my cell
I don’t even feel the lacerations on my back begin to bleed again.
I'd be a divine hell
Can anyone hear me? Am I the only one who just can’t breathe
But I bleed and I bleed

I know there's a part of me, that’s still so afraid. 
I cannot feel a goddamn thing even If it means you have to cum in me,
deflowering the angel inside of me 

I don’t know how i’m going to save myself

Your fake empire is a mound of ashes
Do you wanna see violence, my love, do you wanna see violence? 
You make me get until I'm almost there
Eternal chastity, a make-believe violent bliss

Time moves fast in my cell
I feel your rifle right against my temple.
I'd be a divine hell
Can anyone hear me? Am I the only one who just can’t breathe

I know there's a part of me, that’s still so afraid. 
I cannot feel a goddamn thing even If it means you have to cum in me,
deflowering the angel inside of me 

It didn’t matter to you.
Will you make me beg you? I did nothing wrong.
Can anybody hear me?

Deflowering

written during a period of hope after feeling hopeless.
I began noticing a small sense of freedom returning to life, freedom that I had once had but did not notice, like going for a walk with a hot drink, airpods in and not feeling a pit of anxiety in my stomach about when the next bad thing was going to hit but rather being able to listen to the music in my ears, enjoy the taste of my drink, people watch and daydream about GOOD things to come. It was wild, to be so acutely aware of a capacity returning to me where I got to imagine goodness in my future. May Goodness find us...in good time <3

GOODNESS (demo)

Rosh Hashanah at a Bedouin camp in the Sinai. I can still feel the vibrations from this jam session. I am not sure the name of the musicians but I think some of them were from the  group HaQawwaliya. Let me know if you recognise anyone.
Campsite ---> https://www.facebook.com/Ras.Sinai/

GOODNESS (demo)

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