i hate it here, but if u support me i love u sm.
v v v
i dont see my worth
i dont really see my worth
tell me what my worth is
tell me what my worth is
tell me what my worth is, baby im just clueless
mom said "look how far that you've come"
but frankly ion see no one 
when i look inside the mirror, shit i just wanna run
cause i aint proud of who i am or what ive become
might as well throw my whole life away
try to get better 
but my souls fucking tethered
and im always fuckin caught up 
in the god damn weather
needa get a job 
but my phones always vibrating
people hit my line 
for some good fuckin vibrations
mom said "look how far that you've come"
but frankly ion see no one 
when i look inside the mirror, shit i just wanna run
cause i aint proud of who i am or what ive become
might as well throw my whole life away 
emptychest <3
try to get better 
but my souls fucking tethered
and im always fuckin caught up 
in the god damn weather
needa get a job 
but my phones always vibrating
people hit my line 
for some good fuckin vibrations
(needa get a job but i..)
(always hit my line for me..)
(ur fine for me..)
well i dont..
i dont see my worth
i dont really see my worth
tell me what my worth is
tell me what my worth..
tell me what my worth is, baby im just clueless
mom said "look how far that you've come"
but frankly ion see no one 
when i look inside the mirror, shit i just wanna run
cause i aint proud of who i am or what ive become
might as well throw my whole life away
try to get better 
but my souls fucking tethered
and im always fuckin caught up 
in the god damn weather
needa get a job 
but my phones always vibrating
people hit my line 
for some good fuckin vibrations
mom said "look how far that you've come"
but frankly ion see no one 
when i look inside the mirror, shit i just wanna run
cause i aint proud of who i am or what ive become
might as well throw my whole life away..


it hurts so much to be here <3

what ive become (noxiousnights x jolst)

first single off new EP coming November 5th!
produced by living puff

lyrics:
i’ve been missing the simple moments 
far away i’m just working towards this 
it always echos in my mind 
you always echo in my mind 
easy levels and blank expressions 
familiar faces and first impressions 
always echos in my mind 
it’s hard to leave that all behind 

where does the time go 
i’m starting to slip 
only miss you when the rents low 
i’m losing my grip 
cuz it’s all downhill from here 
i think all downhill from here 


(catch my fall, catch my fall)
will you
catch my fall
i think that i’ve had enough 
all these breaks in my life 
i think it’s shakin me up
so i’m asking you is there something left 
or is all of this just a memory i can’t have 
all these stories that haven’t been written 
is it what’s to come 
or is it all just fiction 
i hear your constant echo in my mind 
if it’s really from the past then 
where does the time

downhill [prod. living puff]

How Does It End?

buy this beat here: https://www.beatstars.com/ProdByOuse

midnight (prod ouse)

prod monto & chris marek
mixed & mastered by monto

ANOTHER LONG TRAIN

decompose

incredible production by @prodbysxda

lyrics

surprising everything inside my fucking chest
she got all it on with her hands wrapped around my neck
not learning any lessons how i'm ignoring these threats
its so fucking ruthless inside this town its almost dead

i'm tryna set sail but I'm long grip and its starting to rust here
I exhale and open arms
but in the mirror I cant tell

don't come close to me
im surrounded by this rat hell
I dont wanna lose u baby girl
its just my heart kills

wish it was an odyssey how it goes dark then it turns light
but i'm out in these crashing waves and i'm holding on for dear life
I'm jus saying got my wrist wet and i'm not talking ice
im losing my grip but im holding my knife

flicking thru the memories and tryna the cause
this is how it turned out i'm not fucking around with god
who tf is u
I tell myself when I am lost
forget about those pretty nights that we had omg

why u always coming late?
but who's that in the parking lot
I just fucked my brain again
coz' I can not control my thoughts
and i'm losing my faith again
baby im, im losing my breath inside this fucking wooden box

late arrival

late arrival (woahsxda)

i feel it all (love, matt)

She: Where shall we meet? Me: Tokio? She: Ok!

Tokio OK

stay still

produced by my brother @the-chemist-10 fly high bro <3
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it's 5am, and i'm bouta catch a flight again
i'll watch the cities pass me by
before i fall asleep in the clouds
and in my dreams,
you were sitting right next to me
so i shot up from my seat
and realized you were not around
now i'm wondering

when i'm gone, do you miss me?
cuz you're all i think about
in my hotel room
before i go, i just thought
that i should tell you
all i really wanna do
right now is see you, again

are you having trouble sleeping?
cuz i know that i been
staring at the ceiling in the dark
yeah i thought that i would
pass out, after drinking
but the whiskey ain't
helping anymore
so i guess that we're
back now, overthinking
really wish that
you were with me at the door

How Does It End?

sindr