oh no who is this guy... ruined the song big L

🔥  honestly this is so good man, well done!

https://soundcloud.com/seejayxo
https://soundcloud.com/ripkais
https://soundcloud.com/lullabyboy

COMMUNITY, Vol. 1

worse than usual

seejayxo - worse than usual (ft. kais & lullabyboy)

4/7/21, the day my mother abandoned me for herself

I'm falling, no one can save me. I'm better off alone,
I don't need saving, no one can save me.
Baby just hold me close,

Walking through the night,
Hold your head up, Ana, no,
I don't wanna hear a sound love it when I hold you close,
She said I hate her but I love that girl too much sometimes,
(Wanna be an angel but im fading to a butterfly)

I'm falling, no one can save me. I'm better off alone,
I don't need saving, no one can save me.
Baby just hold me close,

NO ONE CAN SAVE ME

Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by @hellahaunted & @sainttomorrow
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


and ive been smoking too much like every day
since fifteen think it's rotting my brain

i got my windows closed but i still hear the rain

i don't like myself anymore

think i've changed

and while you sit there drunk on the side of the pave

do you ever think about those times in the cage

with your friends in the sun oh those times they have changed

now i'm sitting on my own thinking of life on a stage


thinkin of life on a stage

these days i'm alone 

take 3 blunts to the face

spend my days blazed just thinking of life in the states

shoutout jj
i'm tryna record everyday


i think i'm going straight to hell for those two years

if you didnt know im sad you must be new here

cliche dyed hair
i'm a loser

forever screaming on my own at a computer


i'm a loser and I know it
got it tatted on my sleeve just to show how much i own it
stay glued to my computer
writing sad songs and playing first-person shooters


watch me self-destruct

catch me yelling "nerf this"
while i'm rolling up another blunt


i used to do this for fun

now i do this on account of all of my bad luck

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled

i don't even know what i'm fighting for



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Loser w/ sendflowrs (Prod. caves & Saint Tomorrow)

Make sure to check out everyone:
Cboy1: https://soundcloud.com/cboy1
Value: https://soundcloud.com/qd_value
Rinne: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-rTvrZQdlVj6vetLAKgK1Q

Patience (ft. Cboy1 x Value) [prod. Rinne]

Call it what you want, I've been stuck I can get out this rut.
Don't duck around, coz, I'll catch you on the other side.
I spend my nights getting high trying not to die.
Girl if you ever loved me, hit me with a reply.
My bad, if I told you that I think there's other guys.
Im insecure, girl, and you're very sneaky.
There's times when I listen, I can't tell what you're meaning-
if you wanna leave me girl then say it you can leave me.

Red flags, everywhere that I look. I won't text back,
look how long that it took. Say that you gon save me baby girl thats understood- (to be finished)

Red Flag ft. romeo! (@goodnight.romeo)

reset (leave me alone)[prod. living puff]

somebody 2 hold pt 2 (skellington)

stay away please

[+] wrist cut to the artery yea it hurts so bad when you lie to me
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt * prod by @boyfifty *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: seejayxo]
cut you off like an artery
got a bad lil hoe in my army
and i could really see what you are
look inside your eyes and your heart
i can really do that
im kind of crazy
i just wonder now how the fuck you goin save me
but you not this
and you not that
so lets not label shit
and i’ll put you on the map

im a fucking pyro
burnout on my chest ima pyscho
i could cut you off like coldest winter night yo
i’d just leave you there in the past
focused on my bag
and its goin up fast
remember when u told me that id never be shit
now you check my page all you gonna see is hits
i be with my gang and i know theyll never switch
its burnout xo and we blowin up this bitch

[hook: seejayxo]
i gotta cut you off like an artery
i got a bad lil hoe, she my barbie
i gotta tell you now, i'm fucked up
baby i don't feel nothing i been stuck

[verse 2: skele]
wrist cut to the artery 
yea hurts so bad when you lie to me
i'm not even close to who i wanna be
yea you could leave it's hard to see
i know, i'm not really okay
nails painted black its a pretty heartbreak
and you don't really miss me just another mistake
i'm so cold going down in the flames

(seejayxo + skele)
wrist cut to the artery 
yea hurts so bad when you lie to me
i'm not even close to who i wanna be
yea you could leave it's hard to see
i know, i'm not really okay
nails painted black its a pretty heartbreak
and you don't really miss me just another mistake
i'm so cold going down in the flames

artery (feat. lil skele)

follow skele

artery (feat. skele)

heres an old gem i rediscovered the other day :)

LYRICS:

maybe I'm no one
get caught in the undertow drown in the ocean
if i left one day would anybody care
baby i think that im just broken

trapped in my mind
wasting my time
no you dont love me im living a lie
passed out on the bathroom floor
im so numb i cant feel anymore
every breath i take
another second i waste
think im choking up from all this heartache

maybe I'm no one
get caught in the undertow drown in the ocean
if i left one day would anybody care
baby i think that im just broken

Patience (ft. Cboy1 x Value) [prod. Rinne]

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