Dont waste you money on music your going no where

i miss u brother, i never thought id be ina place to finally resonate with this song the way you did ily for making this

lyrics: 

thank u my friend
but this world will end with you
with me
and i cant pick what's worse 
cuz all of this hurts
so please just leave
your name it haunts me
so bad i cannot sleep
yeah we'll see
and all that i want 
is already gone 
but i'll keep 
trying

the weight of the world is on my shoulders
and i'm falling down
it's such a shame that you're so pretty 
yet so full of doubt
and when it hit me swear i wanted to 
turn it around
it's such a shame that you're so pretty 
yet so full of doubt

i think you're borderline
trapped inside your mind
i could show you the way out if you gave me some time
you're like an anesthetic
it's hard not to rely on you

and i'm so sorry you
met your blurry end so quick
it's so bleak

and if i were to shoot 
myself in the head
would you blink?
or would you gleam?

and i will remove
all of the things you see
except me

and i'm stuck in my room 
with nothing to do
so let's link
baby let's link

i think you're borderline
trapped inside your mind
i could show you the way out if you gave me some time
you're like an anesthetic
it's hard not to rely on you

crushing blows
land on me
i can't help but feel obsolete
counting down
all of these sheep
we can't be too loud but baby come w me

and your vices left me bleedin
so just stop while you're alive i can't take it 
so shorty what's gonna be? like is you braindead?
like if you really wanna leave just fucking say that

anesthetic (prod. jakeygotit)

(((protection charm)))
produced/mixed/mastered by eadith

Syringe Hill II

produced by: @freveltrothy
happy halloween (even though by the time I drop this it'll probably be like fuckin 2037)

i think i killed another man last night 
i didn’t even stop to check
either way he’s not moving 

all i need is a mask and a knife
i don’t ever need a glock
little bitch i’m not shooting 

only time i ever truly feel alive
is when i’m cutting thru his flesh
swear the sound kinda soothing 

i took his wallet 
saw his girl as a picture 
go to the address
finish it and bring the jewels in 

so i cry
till my eyes swell up
and i can’t fall asleep 
think i’m too fucked up
room spinning think i’m gonna throw up
and i guess im old news 
your new man look tough 

i wanna bleach my eyes but im way too scared
so i just stare at the sun 
wanna close myself
cus you were never there
at least you’re having fun

i don’t know why i’m like this 
how the fuck could i take another man from his family? 
so i go and wash the knife quick,
think i went overboard 
violence charge my battery 
no point tryna fight this,
know i’m gonna go to jail
insane
yeah i had to be 
when i cut him, kinda liked it 
need to go home now
hope my moms not mad at me 

i think i killed another man last night 
i didn’t even stop to check
either way he’s not moving 

all i need is a mask and a knife
i don’t ever need a glock
little bitch i’m not shooting 

only time i ever truly feel alive
is when i’m cutting thru his flesh
swear the sound kinda soothing 

i took his wallet 
saw his girl as a picture 
go to the address
finish it and bring the jewels in

killer (frevel)

chip skylark!

prod by: admiin 
recorded, written, mixed and mastered by me

lyrics: 

I heard there’s visitors coming around tonight 
Guess I’m gonna hide
Lock myself inside always confined
Keep inside the box don’t think outside 
Dont think outside 
And I don’t wanna get out of here
Confronting you is my biggest fear
Lock myself inside always confined
Can I make myself crystal clear 
I push away the ones I hold dear
Lock myself inside always confined 

And I’ve been staring at these walls for way too long
I know this place too well
Yet, I don’t want to leave 
Cause if I do I’ll feel inclined to talk to you 
And I know, I 
Can never meet the expectations that you set on me, so high 
There’s a tough decision left for me to make 
Don’t need you to tell me, I know that its make or break 
(Its make or break) 

I heard there’s visitors coming around tonight 
Guess I’m gonna hide
Lock myself inside always confined
Keep inside the box don’t think outside 
Dont think outside 
And I don’t wanna get out of here
Confronting you is my biggest fear
Lock myself inside always confined
Can I make myself crystal clear 
I push away the ones I hold dear
Lock myself inside always confined

Have a good day/night ty <3

confined (admiin)

prod. @trechorboy
feat. @sushisai

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Lyrics:
just grab me by the head
dunk me back n forth again
BL00D BATH 
covered in my favorite red
i cant breathe no more

so take what u want instead!
& leave me with what’s left i guess..
how to cope?
when every breath is a chore

you throw blows right to my chest
im a human punching bag at best
i cant fight you anymore
I’m a coward surrendering whore

i desecrate the grave im laying in
i fall apart
the body im decaying in
why cant things be like before?
how to cope at the bottom of a bloodbath

so take what u want instead!
& leave me with what’s left i guess..
how to cope?
when every breath is a chore

help me never see the end
lead flies
paint that shit bloody like a death screen
im ready to die fucking test me
theres no more hope
life a fucking bad dream
smoke a pack of stasis
feels like ketamine
what the fuck we here for?
and what the fuck am i always running away from?
Suisai put that shit on my gravestone
when the words mean nothing in a few years
all thats left is the memories
and i dont give. fuck if you remember me

so take what u want instead!
& leave me with what’s left i guess..
how to cope?
when every breath is a chore

just rip my mind 2 shreds
& leave me broke just like the rest..
i don’t know what emotions are no more

Blunt Force Trauma (feat. Suisai)

SPOTIFY

@kaihu @disafears
lyrics
las páginas de un libro ya cerrado
relatos que terminan por no ser contados
ese eco a la distancia
de una respuesta que jamás llegó
tu silencio dice mucho mas que lo que querías demostrar
y yo decidí hacerme el ciego ante tu ego
pensé: debo soportar
eso entendía por amar
cargar a mi espalda tus males para que tu puedas brillar
y seguí esperando ese lugar
que tú nunca me quisiste dar
fue mi error entregarte mi paz?
concederte todo, lo que pidieras te iba a dar
seguí tirando de ese hilo
mientras me dabas el mínimo
todo fue distinto, todo fue distinto
a como imaginaba que sería
al ras de tu indiferencia me hundía
y que gane al cargar con tu vacío?
un corazón partido
ya es más tuyo que mío

kaihu

dejaste ir el único apoyo
las ojas que cayeron en otoño
ya no están, en polvo se convirtió
el viento se lleva todos tus desahogos

entregué todo mi cuerpo y mi ser
ojalá olvidarte y volver a nacer
limpiar todo el mal que dejaste caer
sobre mi como si no valiera ni 100

juro por dios no volver a llorar
ahora haré caso a mamá y papá
ahora sé que en sus consejos debí confiar
no dejaré a otra como tú en mi vida entrar

memorias perdidas tiempo perdido
se siente un vacío y no encuentro sentido
mi alma tendida de oscuro teñido
no hay vuelta atrás un arma de doble filo

silent echoes

silent echoes feat. kaihu

Prima nell’inferno

Cold Play (prod. Jakkyboi)

Sorry friend
Sorry lover
I'll smother my nerves
Cause you got nothin to do with it
Try to laugh
I try to listen
I don't like to talk
But glad I got you to do it with
You show me joy
You owe me nothin
I wanna love but never
Seem to go through with it
Second floor
A messy carpet
Perpetual buzz
But you got me to go through it with

Can you teach me
Can you teach me
How to love again
I just wanna
Give it all back
Give it all back to you now

Show and tell
Leave an impression
I'll pressure my sleeve
My hearts jumpin for cover now
Show me hell
I'll give you heaven
I got what I need to stop
Sleepin the color out
I'll act out bein grateful
As a practice, not a symptom
Of a chemical balence
You showed me that a callous
Doesn't mean nothin can feel right

Can you teach me
Can you teach me
How to love again
I just wanna
Give it all back
Give it all back to you now

Take all of me
Take all of me
Until there's nothing
For me to hurt
Take all of me
Cause I'm only worth what I give away

Can you teach me
Can you teach me
How to love again
Cause I just wanna
Give it right back
Give it back to you baby

(Woah)
(I wanna give it right back to you)


Mixed and produced by King Theta
Mastered by https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

Give Back

Yes
Feeling too faded, I guess
It's a fucking mess
But she feeling too good for the stress
And I told her to back it up on me
And it's best that I stack it up on me
And I told her to act like she want me
Now she wanna come back, but don't call me
And yes, maybe that's all that she wrote
Taking it back on a note
I cannot say that I back what I know
Keep it a stack on the low
You couldn't say what I lack, and I don't

You wouldn't tell me that I'm wrong

And I'm on, 'till I'm in it
I been smoking out the bong
Every song that I've written
I'll admit it, I'm tryna live 'till I'm gone
It ain't hard to forget it, but when I'm finished I'm done
And if it's wrong that I did it, then I'll admit what I've drawn

You tell me one thing
"I don't wanna be the same"
I don't wanna feel a thing
You were once a part of me
All these thoughts I can't explain
I can't express what Imma be
What Imma be..

I been running for a minute
But she told me, "don't regret it"
Now she fucking wanna end it
Why you talking independent now?
Talking like you know me, how the fuck you gonna get it now?
Tossing what you showed me
Now it's fuck you, yes I said it now
Fuck, it ain't no different from the two
I been cutting through the curtains, I been ripping through the noose
You don't scrape beyond the surface, you don't listen to the truth
What I state is not for certain, what I make is not for you

Look, no thoughts!
Why you looking around for the lost
When the fuck did you care 'boutta cost?
Tryna hold on to the shit that I tossed

Take no chance
For the shit that I never would cross
What it make when I'm making it dance?
Make an advance when I'm taking it off

Not here to talk shit
You know the talking ain't nothing but nonsense
I been too busy with making the profits
She know the thought of it's making me nauseous
We don't got time for the point of the process

How unfortunate you get
It's a fortune that you spent
What part of torture don't you get?

[Hook]

Push through my bones
It's alright
You should've known that I left you be
I find it hard
To stay alive
It's alright
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be.

i'm gone (let it off III) [prod. sighost]

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