Dont waste you money on music your going no where

VIOLENCE (Prod. prodbytheswitch x prod.immortal)

LYRICS:
Hmu 
Let’s make some plans 
& then I’ll blow u off
I’m just anxious cause I really like to talk to you
Have our fun
And then we ghost
It’s like a months too long
I toned ur phone just hmu I wanna laugh again 
I’m used to being kept out in the cold
Without a jacket on
Looking from the other side to see everyone cheering
My blood is freezing
Now there’s nowhere else for me to go
She says “he’s just a friend” but I know that they’re fuckin tho

I cut myself again
I really had to let it go
I’m a walking scab
A wound left open healing slow
I have this problem w/ myself
I can’t seem to get clean
My life’s alright but I focus on the misery
I hate myself more than I thought I did
That’s okay
Nobody cares about the underdogs anyways 
So keep it bottled up inside
Don’t ever let it out
Just HMU because I need someone to help me out

How the fuck am I supposed to be serious
Everything’s a joke to u
U act like I’m delirious 
I know u hate my guts right now but my words aren’t meaningless
Hug a bottle like a faith that’s worth believing in
The man in the mirror is not the one I wanna be
He’s a selfish lonely crow w/ no bare semblance of his empathy
Before I cast my sones I break my hands w/ heavy bricks
These are words I’d write to u that you’d never read

OH
I THOUGHT I COULD HANDLE THIS ONE
NO
TWO STEPS FORWARD & THREE STEPS BACK 
IM DONE
PUT A SILVER BULLET IN MY HEAD AND PAINT THE WALLS W/ MY BRAINS JUST RIGHT
YEAH
IF IM GOING OUT THAN IM TAKING YOU WITH ME

hmu xoxo

pokemon (prod. luca malaspana)

Prod. Rodger: bit.ly/37cDRVP
@lilrodger
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
lyrics:
in a moshpit
at a riot
making noise but i still move in silence
for the ones who be fuckin up our hearts
bitch you thought ive been broken from the start

in my black fit
with my wrists slit
yeah im sad drink a fifth just to stay lit
chew my way through the ball till my nosebleed
imma waste my life in a hole ; weak

yeah i live fast
feel the whiplash
im an outcast 
in love with the witchcraft
casting all these spells 
hittin licks on bitches who tell
you better lock me in a cell
cuz i swear imma raise this hell

drugged up blade out
got the blood up on my jeans
mask off fangs out 
everyday is halloween
throw up pass out
im the first to pop a bean
gloves off knockout 
im the first to cause a scene

in a moshpit
at a riot
making noise but i still move in silence
for the ones who be fuckin up our hearts
bitch you thought ive been broken from the start

in my black fit
with my wrists slit
yeah im sad drink a fifth just to stay lit
chew my way through the ball till my nosebleed
imma waste my life in a hole ; weak

tell me you love me
tell me you miss me
ive been going crazy
now my visions hazy

cuz im off of the shits
im deeper than six
im into the core
i swear you're the plug
im fiending for me

ill hit the line off your ass and spend the night between your thighs
in the morning hit up louis cuz we gotta look fly when we die

in a moshpit
at a riot
making noise but i still move in silence
for the ones who be fuckin up our hearts
bitch you thought ive been broken from the start

in my black fit
with my wrists slit
yeah im sad drink a fifth just to stay lit
chew my way through the ball till my nosebleed
imma waste my life in a hole ; weak

in a moshpit
at a riot
making noise but i still move in silence
for the ones who be fuckin up our hearts
bitch you thought ive been broken from the start

in my black fit
with my wrists slit
yeah im sad drink a fifth just to stay lit
chew my way through the ball till my nosebleed
imma waste my life in a hole ; weak

NOSEBLEED

heavy self-loathing fuckboy vibes ☠️😭🔥

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Daydream

prod. @darcybaylis
mixed by me

lyrics:

Convince myself
everything changes, 
I bid farewell
to all our exchanges, 

I don’t feel well
Maybe it’s fading
but I can’t tell
It’s slowly degrading 

And still I try,
it’s still important, I’ll make it right
choke my disorder, it’s worth the fight
I’ve been an absorber, the pain I write
is making it harder to sleep at night 
And still I try 

I’m drowning 
Alarming
I pay the price amounting
I’m counting
I’m shouting
This wasn’t meant to happen 

I decide to pay the price,
Convince myself it’s in my mind,
survive it every single night,
I close my eyes and see the light 

Convince myself
everything changes, 
I bid farewell
to all our exchanges, 

I don’t feel well
Maybe it’s fading
but I can’t tell
It’s slowly degrading

MUSIC VIDEO

Convince Myself (prod. Darcy Baylis)

Lyrics 

My dreamzz are becoming too vivid 
Too chaotic got me questioning living 
Wake up tired wanna go back to sleep 

My dreamzz are becoming too vivid 
Too chaotic got me questioning living 
Medication triggered
I wanna come off but I see her face in em

This is getting stupid 
I see full scenes when I close my eyes 
I saw a room that I’ve never been too before in my life in too much detail 

I see faces no longer just in the dark 
But with all the lights on 

Flash back to start 
When the static clinged on

feel safe in my mask 
Gonna keep that shit on 

Mask on gotta keep a mask on
Clout kids will judge 
When ur in London

But these trend gimps 
Can’t hack the marathon

Cunch boy city girls 
Both worlds clash hard 

And I’m too tired 
This Scene is a fuckery 
You’re Living For likes 

Fuck this country 
I’m staying inside 
With a Broken laptop
Making vibezz 


I’m done gonna say I’m done
I’m stuck in my head an I got no one
Nothin left to give but some broken words
This world is evil fuck Wht u heard 

I don’t see a future I miss her too much 
And I’m too scared to say anything cos I’ll mess it up and she’s Happier without me I need some confidence there’s something wrong w me 


You can’t reason with yourself
I’ll let the evil faces drag me to hell 

With the demons I’ll chill 
And I’ll forget about her 
About her

vivid dreamzz

@NAMESNOTANDY
[FEAT. ???]
ART // @CRUSTGOOCH

GTFOFM w/ KiD KURL

STREAM

NAMES NOT ANDY - GTFAFM [PROD. CXRPSE]

Yes
Feeling too faded, I guess
It's a fucking mess
But she feeling too good for the stress
And I told her to back it up on me
And it's best that I stack it up on me
And I told her to act like she want me
Now she wanna come back, but don't call me
And yes, maybe that's all that she wrote
Taking it back on a note
I cannot say that I back what I know
Keep it a stack on the low
You couldn't say what I lack, and I don't

You wouldn't tell me that I'm wrong

And I'm on, 'till I'm in it
I been smoking out the bong
Every song that I've written
I'll admit it, I'm tryna live 'till I'm gone
It ain't hard to forget it, but when I'm finished I'm done
And if it's wrong that I did it, then I'll admit what I've drawn

You tell me one thing
"I don't wanna be the same"
I don't wanna feel a thing
You were once a part of me
All these thoughts I can't explain
I can't express what Imma be
What Imma be..

I been running for a minute
But she told me, "don't regret it"
Now she fucking wanna end it
Why you talking independent now?
Talking like you know me, how the fuck you gonna get it now?
Tossing what you showed me
Now it's fuck you, yes I said it now
Fuck, it ain't no different from the two
I been cutting through the curtains, I been ripping through the noose
You don't scrape beyond the surface, you don't listen to the truth
What I state is not for certain, what I make is not for you

Look, no thoughts!
Why you looking around for the lost
When the fuck did you care 'boutta cost?
Tryna hold on to the shit that I tossed

Take no chance
For the shit that I never would cross
What it make when I'm making it dance?
Make an advance when I'm taking it off

Not here to talk shit
You know the talking ain't nothing but nonsense
I been too busy with making the profits
She know the thought of it's making me nauseous
We don't got time for the point of the process

How unfortunate you get
It's a fortune that you spent
What part of torture don't you get?

[Hook]

Push through my bones
It's alright
You should've known that I left you be
I find it hard
To stay alive
It's alright
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
I'll be.

i'm gone (let it off III) [prod. sighost]

cover art:
soundcloud.com/levelswastaken

: SOCIALS:
www.instagram.com/hellboundangl/

mobile.twitter.com/hellboundangl

PROD.CQSLEEP

@cqsleep

instagram.com/cqsleep?igshid=oi2u8g30v289

www.youtube.com/user/djden1999

LYRICS:

YEAH, MY BITCH BE CRAZY
SAID SHE’LL KILL HER FOR ME
SAID SHE’LL BLEED FOR ME
I THINK SHE MIGHT KILL ME

I LOVE HER LIKE MY DRUGS
I CAN’T GET ENOUGH 
PIN ME DOWN IN CUFFS
SHE MY YANDERE LUV

DON’T GET CLOSE OR SHE MIGHT KILL YOU
SHE TOLD ME THAT I DONT NEED YOU 
SAID “they’re tryna take me from you
i will kill them all for you”

I KNOW SHE’D DO ANYTHING FOR ME
SHE DON’T BLEED FOR ANYBODY BUT ME
SAID “you don’t need anyone but me”
I KNOW SHE’S THE DEATH OF ME

SHE SAID
“just trying to protect you, they don’t love you like i do”

“you don’t need anyone but me”
“you don’t need anyone but me”
“you don’t need anyone but me”
“you don’t need anyone but me”

SHE MIGHT KILL ME IF I LEAVE
SHE MIGHT KILL ME IF I LEAVE 
SHE MIGHT KILL ME IF I LEAVE 
SHE MIGHT KILL ME IF I LEAVE

STREAM YANDERE LUV

YANDERE LUV (PROD. CQSLEEP)

!!
lyrics: https://genius.com/Chris-rain-cold-in-the-sun-lyrics
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TZwf63IvcF8
cover art by: @Hugo.psd

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COLD IN THE SUN (Prod. Pacific)

差異

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i'm gone (let it off III) [prod. sighost]

Sai (差異)

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