This is my most sad and darkest song, probably.
But like anyone, I felt in that dark place, sometimes and a lot of times I go back there again. Not because I want to but, probably because things are not going like I want and maybe I wish they could change.

Life is so hard, and we might do something to occupy our time here, hard and dark times comes always, but we should keep trying standing, trying our best. Someone might listen us, someone might try to help us. There is always a way to go out of that gloomy way, but yeah, sometimes we don’t wanna listen or keep trying.

I send a hug to anyone who is being dealing with this, a lot of us might have been there or, are still standing and keep trying to face this life.

This is a song that remembers me that dark place, cause there is beauty on the dark, art and inspiration that has to be printed somewhere, or in this case listen.

Eternally thanked to anyone out there taking a time to listen my songs and, expression through music.

Infinite love to all of you.

Lyrics:

I’ld like to thank you
But I am sorry if I 
Want to say goodbye
I thought I had it all
But I feel I can’t face 
this life

If I’m right? If I’m right?
If I’m right? If I’m right?
If I’m right? If I’m right?
If I’m right?

Cut me to the bone
I want to know how it feels
I just want to get drown
There’s no cure to heal this bad

I want to die alone
I want to die alone

If I’m right? If I’m right?
If I’m right? If I’m right?
If I’m right? If I’m right?
If I’m right?

Hit me to the death
I want to know what’s in there
I just want to silence
the noise inside my head

I want to die alone
I want to die alone

If I’m right? If I’m right?
If I’m right? If I’m right?
If I’m right? If I’m right?
If I’m right?

To Anyone Out There

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The song is about when I’m walking around at night, but my vision is blurry. So I gotta try using my other senses…. I’m really tryna see but I can’t … streaks run through all the lights. It’s true definition is Astigmatism.

Every light has halos around it, it’s all streaky and fuzzy. Kinda trippy. I’m used to the glares anyway.

𝙻𝚢𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚜

Starry lights 
Everywhere I go 
I just can’t seem to distinguish between them both …

Starry lights…… outside of me…… sometimes I don’t think that I feel enough of being… 

FREE 

⋆⁺₊⋆ ☀︎ ⋆⁺₊⋆

Yes & here we gooooo

I’m just walking down another long dark road,
And sometimes who is that that I see ? 
I can’t see past the starry blur 
Man this is so trippy.

Gotta get in tune with my other senses.
Tap into my body’s natural defences.

But the blur is so strong and it’s all inside me. 
It’s growing around my being
Like ivy on a tree…. 


▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||။‌‌‌‌‌၊|• 1:03 

𝓘𝓽’𝓼 𝓪 𝓫𝓵𝓾𝓻𝓻𝓻𝓻𝔂 𝓿𝓲𝓼𝓲𝓸𝓷….

Starry lights

✩♬ 𝓘𝓷𝓼𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓵      𝒮𝓎𝓂𝒷𝒾𝑜𝓈𝒾𝓈
─●─────────────── ⇆
   　◁　　❚❚　　▷　　↻

Symbiosis

no regrets
but I wish I called your phone instead of leaving a text
I’m obsessed
with music, I’m so self-obsessed
and I’m depressed
since the moment that I heard the news
that your heart was no more beating
and that broke mine too

now I’m scared
scary hours
life’s not fair
I’m scared of the dark
feel you close
even though you're far
wish you were here
I sing to the stars

now I’m scared
scary hours
life’s not fair
I’m scared of the dark
feel you close
even though you're far
wish you were here
I sing to the stars

yeah it breaks me
that we ain’t spoken
been a month or so
I can’t think about nothing but you

they say that time heals
so I’m patient
but what am I here for and
why wasn’t I there for you

lost my mind
lost can’t find
last I saw
can’t trust my
late nights I’m wake for you
late nights I wait for you

I’m screaming
while smiling
tears won’t fall
hold it all in
I’m in my thoughts
cause that’s all I’ve got

no regrets
but I wish I called your phone instead of leaving a text
I’m obsessed
with music, I’m so self-obsessed
and I’m depressed
since the moment that I heard the news
that your heart was no more beating
and that broke mine too

now I’m scared
scary hours
life’s not fair
I’m scared of the dark
feel you close
even though you're far
wish you were here
I sing to the stars

now I’m scared
scary hours
life’s not fair
I’m scared of the dark
feel you close
even though you're far
wish you were here
I sing to the stars

kis se me puchu, ye kya hua
behta me jau jese gehra kua
khud ko me dundu, marta raha
ese me kese jee sakta tha,
ye sab he sapna,
tere ankhon ka sitara,
jab se tune chora sath he
tab se mene sab kuch hara
kese samjau mere man ko
ke to na raha
mera tu he tha sahara
mera tu he sab se pyara

no regrets
but I wish I called your phone instead of leaving a text
I’m obsessed
with music, I’m so self-obsessed
and I’m depressed
since the moment that I heard the news
that your heart was no more beating
and that broke mine too

now I’m scared
scary hours
life’s not fair
I’m scared of the dark
feel you close
even though you're far
wish you were here
I sing to the stars

now I’m scared
scary hours
life’s not fair
I’m scared of the dark
feel you close
even though you're far
wish you were here
I sing to the stars

Broken

SINVSOID

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