produced by me ^^ <3

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Lyrics -
i just don't understand
i left it in your hands
you left my heart tainted, don't know where i am
but i ain't fuckin' healed yet
but you act like you don't see it

you don't deserve the praise
you didn't wanna change
you gave it all up for a little bit of fame
and i just don't wanna feel shit

i just don't really need this, no

late calls
i didn't wanna text you
too long
that i didn't really see you
won't lie yeah, i've changed a lot
spent the summer with myself and all of my thoughts
bring another bottle
i could really use one
but it's something that i never really talk about
never really saw the same
never really felt the pain

i just don't understand
i left it in your hands
you left my heart tainted, don't know where i am
but i ain't fuckin' healed yet
but you act like you don't see it

you don't deserve the praise
you didn't wanna change
you gave it all up for a little bit of fame
and i just don't wanna feel shit

i just don't really need this, no

i just watch u cry
you do it all the time
i'm here cause i like you
it ain't a lie
focus how to breathe
i need u for some venting
look at me i'm worth
more than i really think
knock me down until it hurts
i'm omw to brink
i'm omw to edge
i'm omw to learn
i'm omw to death 
i don't wanna make this turn, no
i don't wanna make this turn
i don't wanna hit the dirt
i don't wanna make it worse

i just don't understand
i left it in your hands
you left my heart tainted, don't know where i am
but i ain't fuckin' healed yet
but you act like you don't see it

you don't deserve the praise
you didn't wanna change
you gave it all up for a little bit of fame
and i just don't wanna feel shit

i just don't really need this, no

late calls (feat. heylog)

woah i got anxiety
embedded in my bones make it hard to breathe
everytime you go i don't what to see
lets look across the road oh look at what im seeing
i'm sorry im shite if im not there
im way to shy cutting all my hair
we talk at night too busy in ur lair
im rubbing on ur thigh would you even care

im ready to cry, cos you left me there
im sorry im shy, im sorry im not there
force myself to get high, i just wanted to get by
another call from him, i guess i might cry
now i see him in your life, i dont wanna fucking hide
what should i even do, wanna grab this knife
push it straight into my head, you fucking done that to me anyway
i wanna be dead

whyd you have to go
i just wanted you here
i cant do this no more
how the fuck is this fair
i used to hold you
you used to care
now he got you 
i cannot bare

explore

use me up to tell me that u never loved me
I feel like I’m never nothing
I’m tired can u just leave me alone
Please stop staring swear my face is fucking boring
I don’t need to be important I’m swinging until I knock him cold
Staring at the mirror
Should I be alive
I’ve got reason to believe that it’s just not my time
Maybe in another life

I only eat when I deserve to
Clouded mirror sit and stare in the bathroom
I been thru it all before I’m just like you
I never wanna let you down but I had to

I’d give up on everything to be a better me
I’ve got people streaming songs
but no one listening
Every lyric that I write, you know I fucking mean
You only hmu to make a song with me

I won’t get that mad
I’m just frustrated
I can’t seem to get a break and I just hate it
If you lived in my shoes maybe you’d get it
Why I get pissed off and I’m not patient

WRITING EVERY FEELING BUT I’LL ALWAYS FORGET
EVERYTHING I EVER DID OR EVER SAID IN THE END
BUT I’M TOO FAR GONE TO CARE
I DON’T LIKE YOU
I WISH THAT YOU’D CARE FOR ME
YOU DON’T TRY TO

prod hiraeth


u gotta stop getting invested
lash out swing my fist where his neck is
swear you wish that i was somebody impressive
chase him cause hes not intrested

no one knows what i been going thru
live or die its getting hard to choose
fucked up, fucked up
fix ur attitude
no love, just sex
he got it outta you

just let me know love 
i’m leaving home 
don’t pretend you know me 
you simply don’t 

i’m so far away from what we built 
i lost composure 
i lost my will 

i always try to be the bigger man
when it’s all in my head and i’m 
tryna be the best i can 
please don’t say a word 
you wouldn’t know what to say 
we’re both on separate roads
waiting for our love to fade 

waiting for our love to fade
nobody said it'd be easy
i hope im on my way
to what im searching for

push me outta line
im sick of feeling helpless
i tried to reason
why tf you being selfish
please let go of me
remove the scars from my neck
swear its blasphemy
shes fucking done it again
i dont know if you care now
are you proud, i cut my hair down
fucked up fucked up fix ur attitude
no love just sex
he got it outta you

hard to feel like i was needed in the first place 
please dont look at me i swear im such a disgrace
im tired of my own face
(hira)
JUST LEAVE ME HERE TO DIE 
(I CANT SAVE MY STATE OF MIND)
IM RUNNING OUT OF TIME 
(NO CONSCIENCE LEFT TO FIND)
ILL GO AND WASTE MY LIFE 
(ANOTHER ENDLESS NIGHT)
IM JUST TOO SCARED TO TRY 
HEAVEN AINT TOO FAR AWAY

disgrace ft. sinxi

produced by raspo

lyrics:

im so done you made me feel like im a ghost
i feel out of place and still have no one to call my home
if im a creep then your a weirdo
ill never ask for help, your the same as me

i feel lost in your eyes
do you feel the same as me
you can lie

i feel lost in your eyes
do you feel the same as me
you can lie

i can try
but i wont
be alive
for very long
i could cry
oh could you
if i died 
would you

lost

this girl's electric
the way she rushes through my head
and i'm addicted
'cos you're nothing like the rest
but you just don't get it
there's nothing left to prove by now
the sun is setting
the light illuminates our house
do you remember
the summer when we first went out?
i bought you flowers
the smile you gave erased my doubt
what you need? 'cos i think i'm gonna be here all night
bloodshot in your eyes and you're losing the fight
so persistent and you know i won't give it up now
i could sit here waiting for my whole life
so what is it like
to realize you wasted all of your time
'cos i can't break through the glass to the back of your mind
and it hurts sometimes to know i was never a friend
but trust me i'll get over it before the day ends
it's okay
just call me back
i can't wait
my mistake i
took too long
what's that song
we keep on replay?
i thought maybe
i thought...

illuminate

woah oh oh
ur all that i know
oh no no
i love you so
but i've got a few things yeah to figure out
and i don't wanna leave you here alone my love
alone my love
different setting
a life with no regretting i
can't feel a heartbeat
can't see my blood bleeding, why?
oh she can save me
i fell between the spaces
died
in my own head and i just don't understand it
on the other side of the looking glass
i see a sad reflection
a troubled past
yeah a string of self loathing
i just can't comprehend this
i just can't comprehend this, why?
woah oh oh
ur all that i know
oh no no
i love you so
but i've got a few things yeah to figure out
and i don't wanna leave you here alone my love
alone my love
You’re such a blessing to a life that’s so depressing, I
Can feel my heart beat, beat faster when I’m by your side
She could save me
Thought between the spaces died
In my own my head
Just can’t understand
nothing is perfect but shit we perfect together
i know we young and its early you changed my life for the better
im drinking gin and im faded im probably adding more pressure
i wouldnt changed how i played it but now I love you forever
woah oh oh
ur all that i know
oh no no
i love you so
but i've got a few things yeah to figure out
and i don't wanna leave you here alone my love
alone my love

all that i know [feat. chris birdd]

Self prod :)

Lyrics 

Stop
My body rots
Inside This corpse
Don't keep it locked
I cant replay what you say
My brains all made out of clay
If I cant hear what you say
its cuz my ears are decayed

You should really try and worry about yourself
Hearing stories Building stories about myself
tell me how tell me why tell me well
everything you say I would rather kill myself

BREAK
I don't know why my body shakes
I don't know why my body aches
maybe im reacting to the bass
Feelings gone numb right to my face

So see through
How these feelings come apart when I need you
whys it always seem so dark
when the skys blue

Whys it always seem so hard just to like you

I feel destain
My body screams
If you cant hear what I say
we are just corpse in a grave

Spotify

CORPSE

hold down
Send
More in
Hold out

This is more than a look that I have 
Send men they’re breaking bad 
So sad you’ve done this before
Head down the aisle 12 bore
In hand I’m ready to fight 
He’s not so keen, don’t look right 

Maybe I’d be better alone
So I don’t intrude
Stare at my phone, cause I need you
Hold me like the worlds on my back
I’m counting curls in your hair
And pray to god that it lasts 

I Don’t have to count no sheep
I just look into your eyes
One moment, fast asleep
I’m tryna stay up all night

Maybe this rain is too heavy 
For us to lay in it 
But we’ll sit out on the porch 
Covered in acid and mould 
Maybe my life wasn’t wasted
Now that you’re a part of it
I’ve never done this before
Everything I touch starts to fall 

(Covered in acid and mould)

This is more than a look that I have 
Send men they’re breaking bad 
So sad you’ve done this before
Head down the aisle 12 bore
In hand I’m ready to fight 
He’s not so keen, don’t look right 

I hate this world so much
I feel my body closing in
Though when I conversate with you, I start to feel complete again

Rushing out to tell him that I’ve found a friend
And though I can’t get a reply i know he thinks you’re the best

bore

Tofubeats, KEIJU - LONELY NIGHTS (YUDA Remix)

[Intro]
Whispers in the streets…
Shadows lurkin’…
They plannin’ you as their next hit.

[Verse 1]
Eyes on your back, every corner a trap,
Enemies schemin’, got your name on their map.
Flashed your chain, drove too fast, talked too loud,
Now they waitin’, patient, blendin’ in the crowd.

Trust is a joke, loyalty’s gone,
Everybody hungry, tryna prove you wrong.
One slip, one move, and it’s over quick,
They plannin’ you, kid, they plannin’ your next hit.

[Hook]
They plannin’ you as their next hit,
Every street shadow, every corner lit.
Run, hide, pray you survive tonight,
They plannin’ you as their next hit.

[Verse 2]
Shotcallers whisperin’, vultures in the sky,
They see your rise, now they tryna see you die.
All that ice, all that drip, all that fame,
Can’t buy your life back once you play the game.

Foes laughin’ in silence, waitin’ for the fall,
Every heartbeat echoes like a warning call.
Flex too hard, flash too much, make your move legit,
Now they watchin’, lurkin’, plannin’ your next hit.

[Hook]
They plannin’ you as their next hit,
Every street shadow, every corner lit.
Run, hide, pray you survive tonight,
They plannin’ you as their next hit.

[Bridge]
The streets don’t forgive, the streets don’t forget,
One wrong step and you’re cashin’ a debt.
Enemies waitin’, patience cold as ice,
Your next move could be your last slice.

[Outro]
They plannin’…
They waitin’…
They comin’ for you…
Your life… hangs by a thread.

They Plannin' You as Their Next Hit

'Sin-Shi'

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