Thank you so much for @sinxi & @Laelandd for making this song with me.
Their both really talented and deserve all good in the world! <3
give them some support

Lyrics:
(Sinxi) (hook x2)
She's my melody
When it all get's too much for me
She's like a movie screen
the way she makes my heart believe
it ain't a luxury fallin in love it seems
I wanna be with her

(Sinxi) (Verse)
Save me your heart
and save me the light
I don't feel very well
I just don't feel it at night
you say it's all in your head
so ill perceive it as fine
when I'm dead inside or living
not my days on the other side
on the mirror I don't feel alive
and say you travel on your own
to a better life
Save me the way
you want me to stay
right by your side
is my ideal of a perfect place

(Sinxi) (hook)
She's my melody
When it all get's too much for me
She's like a movie screen
the way she makes my heart believe
it ain't a luxury fallin in love it seems
I wanna be with her

(Laeland's verse)
i love and hate this shit at the same time
I never took you for a person
who could I at all
of their emotions
but I guess we live life
not knowing what goes on
I tried and tried to be the same in your eyes
but tough I changed for the worse
and then you tell me your tired
I'm just hope you'll love me
even when I am wrong
got put the one above you
baby you in my song

(Sinxi & Laeland) (hook x2)
She's my melody
When it all get's too much for me
She's like a movie screen
the way she makes my heart believe
it ain't a luxury fallin in love it seems
I wanna be with her

oc & Sinxi & Laeland - the way you make my heart believe

Lyrics:
i could really give a fuck about anybody think of me
baby i could die you could put me on the centerpiece
maybe say goodbye cause im fading and youll never be
stoppin by my grave probably wont even remember me

i wont wake up, i could fuckin die
on my way up, you wont question why
know im messed up, but you know thats life
i confess sumn, you wont even cry

out by sixteen or dead on the scene, i got a razor sharpened cartridge if you know what i mean
im just so fuckin damn exhausted when i have to be me, i guess i gave up and i quit i never wanna be seen

remember me, im all alone tho
self esteem, its gettin low tho
never seen, im on my throne tho
you know me, i be low low

i fuckin swear i dont even wanna die, i just wanna be okay i just wanna be alright
you could tie to me a chair you could take my fuckin life, you could sell me for my parts to whoever pays the price

stop by my grave, wont remember my name
cause you all the same, but theres no one to blame

stopbymygrave

Original song "suffocate" written and produced by Days To Waste,
Mixed and Mastered by lifehold.

suffocate

prod. loopy
mixed by @kvnny

i told you id be a better me
im so sorry that i lied
my disguise
kept me tied up
im feeling tired of all this

something inside me
is running and hiding
and letting the rest of me run free
i guess we'll see
if it works out
but something has been telling me its over now
so let this be my final stand
close my eyes and hold my hand
god i know that ive done wrong
so let this be my final song

let me fade out in the background
i feel like ive been caged like a dog pound
i feel like im insane
when you not around
but
im prolly worse when youre here
made a mistake
and forgot it with a beer
write another song about
you scream and shout at someone
who just wants the best
god im depressed
where did i go so god damn wrong
i think ill be gone before too long
so maybe just maybe it wont ever matter
and maybe oh maybe
its not a disaster
maybe youll be okay
and one day i can say the same
or maybe we meet and heavens gates

i told you id be a better me
and maybe i didnt lie at all
its the fall
that i must take to
fade away from all this
all the shit i talk
i know i was wrong
but i cant take that back so
i hope that you understand
im no man
im a boy
im destroyed
ive been hiding from all of my problems
and you filled the void

"but for the love of god pls let me go"

(available on spotify + apple music)

an acoustic one for you. 
guitar loop was recorded by MINOR2GO <3

lyrics:

you didn't have to face the past
but your exhausted lips still spoke
you could've let me drown but you
dove in and dragged me to the shore
i can't describe how much you mean to me
i need to be
so much more
than this

cry in each other's arms till we're tired
help me to reconcile my desires
i need you like a match needs a fire
you need me like a fiend needs a lighter

navigate this mist to my purpose
slip and fall like thousands of times
scars that come from bruises on my knees
make me wonder if
i deserve your love as mine
do i deserve your love as mine?

cry in each other's arms till we're tired
help me to reconcile my desires
i need you like a match needs a fire
you need me like a fiend needs a lighter

spotify

lifeline (prod. minor2go)

OUT NOW

lyrics ~ 

you push me away
and I couldn’t take it
love doesn’t wait up
i think you’re mistaken
how does this work?
do we leave and forget this
forget how our hearts work
disrupt all the heartache
winding up the clocks and just hoping for some better days
that was all we wanted
reminiscing how the sun rays
stuck to our skin
as we sat in your car we
didn’t want better
don't know what she really wants

i know that it hurts you
the drive to be better
the weight on your shoulders, yeah
bringing you closer
to the ground
get up baby
this ain’t living
there’s so much you’re missing
go out there and get it, yeah
i love you
you know this
you hate me
i know this though

you loved me for the fun of it
i guess that that's just part of it
you loved me for the fun of it
i guess that that's just part of it

and i lose my way
sometimes
and i
dont wanna die
yeah i won't be here when u call

don’t be so persistent
you know that it’s coming
staring at starlight
waiting for our time to come around
i noticed something
the smoke in your lungs
it’s breaking you down
creating distractions
for me
living is lovely
the ways that you showed me
to give in to feelings
i hope you don’t miss me
baby don't worry
i'll be there when i say
nothing else matters at all

Stream x

~ heartless

produced and mixed by @iofmusic
featuring @prodbybrody

lyrics:
I'm a loser, an insomniac
I feel addicted, getting back on track 
with my indecisive ways I always
stay away from pain in the long run
poser, when I'm hoppin out the four door
closer, I just need your touch before 
I choose to stay away from you
I stay away from pain in the long run

I been struggling lately
sudden loss, how it changed me
feel like evaporating
when I'm alone
the feeling cannot escape me
its driving me crazy
how you're choosing to wait
instead of going home
I'm struggling to get back on my feet
I've done this one too many times 
yet I still wanna repeat
because I never learn at all
and that's my biggest fall

I've been running in circles tryna get your name out of my head
since last October you've been the weight on my chest

october

october (feat. Brody) [IOF]

Spotify

love me acoustic w/ kaiyko [prod. brody]

staring at the ceiling where did things go wrong
searching for a reason jokes on you they're gone

formication don't feel right
that shit keeps me up at night
maybe im just losing my mind
or maybe i just need some rest
a quiet place, a different bed
and fuck it if i leave i won't come back

so go watch me burn let me bleed till im dead and gone
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and my graves been dug
i'll still wait for you counting days moving one by one
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and 'goodbye, so long'

im so sick of isolation im so sick of being sick
down myself another bottle grab the bong and fucken rip
you ain't ever had the feeling like your bones are caving in
the voices contradict my doings guess my times just running thin

so go watch me burn let me bleed till im dead and gone
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and my graves been dug
i'll still wait for you counting days moving one by one
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and 'goodbye, so long'

here lies

thank you so much

lyrics:

they say its all in your head
its all in yr mind
we keep thinkin that we're broken we could change on a dime

and i ain't ever felt the same unless i'm rollin it up
i spark the J then take the L because i'm missin yr touch

and i keep wishing on the stars
i can't see 'em are there any left?
portland's real polluted 
or i'm dreaming, or i'm really dead

i turn the lights down low when i'm thinking of her
i'm thinkin wishin on the stars can't hurt

i was, chillin, waiting for you to call back
dbz on the flatscreen all that

and you know just what you mean to me
every time i wake i'm down to give you all my energy

people sayin that i'm next up
i just passed these rappers autopilot in my tesla

and i get real low when the sun don't shine
so you know that ima get real high

and i could rap
till my heart collapse
i won't ever heal
i keep drinking writing songs so i can see if i can feel

i remember how your silhouette danced in the moonlight
fireflies and love in the air by the poolside

yeah i'm a lover not a cool guy
i miss kissin in the mood light
i think the whiskey had us tipsy
would you text me if you miss me girl i'll love you till my heart dies

they say its all in your head
its all in yr mind
we keep thinkin that we're broken we could change on a dime

and i ain't ever felt the same unless i'm rollin it up
i spark the J then take the L because i'm missin yr touch

and i keep wishing on the stars
i can't see 'em are there any left?
portland's real polluted 
or i'm dreaming, or i'm really dead

i turn the lights down low when i'm thinking of her
i'm thinkin wishin on the stars can't hurt

moonlight

I love you, but distance is hard [prod. Kyotolove21]

Lyrics:
[Chorus:]
I cried myself to sleep last night
My friends and family don't know why
It's true I miss you all the time 
This distance is hard to fight

I watched you leave on a four hour drive
Turn around and come back to mine
I miss feeling you hold me tight
Despite everything we will be alright

[Verse 1:]
It feels like yesterday we were hanging in my bedroom
Playing PlayStation wishing I could hold you
Feeling kinda sad cause I know you had to go soon
Always on my mind I think I maybe love you yeah

[Pre-chorus:]
I think I maybe love you yeah

[Chorus:]
I cried myself to sleep last night
My friends and family don't know why
It's true I miss you all the time 
This distance is hard to fight

I watched you leave on a four hour drive
Turn around and come back to mine
I miss feeling you hold me tight
Despite everything we will be alright

[Verse 2:]
I love you I miss you 
I don't wanna lose you
Scared of waking up
Cause I know that I can't see you
Tell me you love me
Cause I think I need you
I am like a glass house
My persona's see through

I love you I miss you 
I don't wanna lose you
Scared of waking up
Cause I know that I can't see you
Tell me you love me
Cause I think I need you
I am like a glass house
My persona's see through

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FROM THE CROWD STREAMING:
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FROM THE CROWD SOCIALS:
Instagram | www.instagram.com/frxmthecrxwd/
Twitter | twitter.com/JRFromtheCrowd
Gmail | jrfromthecrowd@gmail.com

Produced by: Kyotolove21
Mixed by: Casa
Recorded by: From the Crowd
Filmography by: Lil Sad Records
Single Artwork by: From the Crowd

© Lost in Hope Records

1 Year ago today

I love you, but distance is hard

I love you, but distance is hard [prod. Kyotolove21]

'Sin-Shi'

Mixing/Mastering - prodbysinxi@gmail.com
Features/Enquiries - sinxi.mgmt@gmail.com

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@suteracollective

~ heartless

sinxi

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