im close im broke now baby
been down might drown dont save me
cut ties cut arms im aching
im tired let me just hate me

im close im broke now baby
been down might drown dont save me
cut ties cut arms im aching
im tired let me just hate me

in the bottom of the barrel where i be 
tryna gather all my dreams while dieing
aching bones wont break so come back
thats why i struggle when i love you just to show that 

oh i been lost
oh i been lost and cried a million times at least
oh i been down
oh i been down at the bottom i aint got an option 

how do i love
how do i love
how do i love
how do i love

im close im broke now baby
been down might drown dont save me
cut ties cut arms im aching
im tired let me just hate me

in the bottom of the barrel where i be 
tryna gather all my dreams while dieing
aching bones wont break so come back
thats why i struggle when i love you just to show that 

oh i been lost
oh i been lost and cried a million times at least
oh i been down
oh i been down at the bottom i aint got an option 

how do i love
how do i love
how do i love
how do i love

how do i luv (prod. sanvictor)

(Description: 
I wrote Stay away, I'm hurting 2 years ago during my first breakup in high school. Over the past year I fell in love with a girl on the phone and turned it into reality in less than 3 months. We were together a year and a half and even moved in together. Over the course of this relationship the toxicity built. Its now over. And Ive found myself feeling the same way I did 2 years ago. So fuck it lets make another one )

LYRICS:

im not like the rest, im not like the rest at alll
staring up at the top of the ceiling : (

i only wanna love you from afar
things were much better when distance was hard,
shes on the porch with her bottle of wine,
ill be in here listening to guitars

I wrote you song after song after song 
even my mom said your bad for my heart,
I shoulda listened, back then I was wrong,
this is your last song

you said that id be the one to make amends,
with all of the people in your head,
im sorry that i cannot be that,
its not that bad in the end..

I don't wanna cry right now,
think im way too high right now,
can you stop the violence?
you go to him when you don't wanna fight it,
I don't think that Im the one whos hiding
everyone says that im like my father, I don't wanna be that
didn't wanna talk but I stopped to call her, just to check in
(x2)

i only wanna love you from afar
things were much better when distance was hard,
shes on the porch with her bottle of wine,
ill be in here listening to guitars

im not like the rest, im not like the rest at alll

Stay away, I'm suffering

PROD:
https://soundcloud.com/northeastlights
MIX + MASTER:
https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys

LYRICS:

imma star, slut 
baby yeah it’s no surprise 
with the glitter on my eyes
, wow!
im lookin nice?!
this is whatchu want 
baby yeah i’m paradise?
bandz up on my cock,
i BEAT THAT PUSSI RAY RICe


i do what i want 
fuck u just for fun

Brooklyn babi huh?
i be in her gutZ

i do what i want 
fuck her just 4fun 

make u mommi huh
abort that bitch yuh!! 

ohTHATs your body ??
count my bodies up!!
she OFF DA MOLLY uhhh

OXYKITTEN FUCK a trICK UP IN HER KITTEN YUH

bitch i’m boutta 2 slaughteR just 2 
fuck up on yo daughter 
glock up on my cock i shot the fuck up out that bitch n i was
out 
at murder scene she told me 2 “kill that mother fucker dead like he was  fucking COBAIN “

now i’m rich 
suck my tip &
 eat a dick 
& now my music sounds like shit 
& yall gon have 2 live with it
yeah


so bitch baby babii
, fill my glass with rose
& maybe take a dab or 4
2 keep me cozy




You like amber heard
Talking all that bullshit
I can’t believe you gave my heart extended full clips 
2 the chest now
im bleeding
Im leaking
I numb myself with drugs & Give her mother my dick + that seasoning

YOKAI

BAKEMONO [PROD. NORTHEAST LIGHTS]

@homesick + @memoryroseishere
art, mix, & master by me
enjoy <3

lyrics:
oh whats the use
dont have a clue
u look for something, you’ll find nothing
lucky u
i’m painted blue, uh
you’re killing two
birds with one stone & now alone
is how im movin, ur clueless

its all just faultless progression
you move in countless directions
& im confused
just see it through
you lost all credit, regretting
whats now just severed, forget it
i know it too
u blew that fuse

and i just
wish that time would pass so i could forget
repeat myself i’m not that crazy i bet
you cool it down to take a bite yet again
just fucking figure it out, i’m not ur friend
it ain’t a conflict of interest
we’re both just hopeless; addicted
hope i just die to be
honest if brutally
u ruin all that u touch
i just hope it hurt you enough
to make up for all of me
‘cause love its killing me

tight jaw, long nights
present lost if i’m off right
set off, fog lights
i can’t see if i’m alright
was i supposed to wait for u? i couldn’t tell ya baby
truth be told i never knew, thats how i’m feelin lately

and if i can’t love right
then what am i good for?
watch the floodlight
as i step in the downpour
show me hatred
as i did to you cold
feed me anger
so i know what you know

its all just faultless progression
you move in countless directions
& im confused
just see it through
you lost all credit, regretting
whats now just severed, forget it
i know it too
u blew that fuse

oh whats the use
dont have a clue
u look for something, you’ll find nothing
lucky u
i’m painted blue, uh
you’re killing two
birds with one stone & now alone
is how im movin, ur clueless

fuse

fuse [homesick x memoryrose]

spotify n apple :P

i'm finding my bad habits
breaking out in the living room
'cos i don't wanna be here
but i know that u want me to
i'm holding onto breath and
i'm probably gonna die soon
'cos what's the point of staying right here without u?
i can feel the room float away when i compose myself
it's such a bad sign that all of this shit has happened now
u went to tell ur parents that i'm sick and that i'll come around
but baby it's been 3 years, and they still ain't proud
i don't have a single word to say
all of my excuses used and down the drain
baby i'm so sorry, this won't happen again
i know i said that last time, but i promise i'll change
BABY LOOK INTO MY EYES
TELL ME WHAT U SEE
LONELINESS AND MISERY?
FEEL I'VE WASTED ALL MY GODDAMN LIFE
HOW THE FUCK COULD U BE MISSING ME?

misery [intro]

drowning my body in lust [prod. scoob]

I still need you 
Do you need me?
Ur love is ice cold 
And I’m freezing 
I won’t leave you 
Dont leave me
Where’d the years go?
There fading 

I still need you 
Do you need me?
Ur love is ice cold 
And I’m freezing 
I won’t leave you 
Dont leave me
Where’d the years go?
There fading 

Would you even care if I’m not here 
I was so faded wearing moncler 
I need prescriptions not to feel fear 
I wake up everyday but I’m still here 

The earth is in rotation but it stops when your around 
I can’t feel my feelings I can’t feel my own frown 
Everyone is after me it’s hard for me to stand my ground 
I just feel useless everyday year round 

Yea yea yea 

Let me take a sip 
Swerving in my friends whip 
Let me take a trip 
Xanax or klonopins 
I feel sad again 
wouldnt wan do that again 
If ur heaven sent 
Then why the devil is on my bed?

I’ve came out of the mud 
I’m a muck I’m so yuck 
Everybody in my phone 
Don’t give a fuck 
Won’t give a fuck 
Maybe I’ll feel fine when I’m drunk 
Double fisting cups of bud
Then I spark a blunt 
Then watch the girl I love run

watch her run from me

i chose this

Back again, dropping something new tomorrow

Heart Drug(Prod.yungspoiler)

Eternal flame

follow> https://soundcloud.com/lilsulphur & https://soundcloud.com/tothegood

lyrics:
you always took it too far,
like I’m sorry we drifted apart.
you were bangin on my heart,
sorry not sorry your feelings hurt.

sulphur:
sorry not sorry I popped a percocet 
sorry not sorry I’m not what u expect 

down bad on my ass
im a fool I thought it’d last
hide my pain drugs my mask
don’t lie to me I know your sad 

I’m kinda glad that ur not in the picture 
oxycontin with the xanax that’s the mixture 
im really broke but im also getting richer 
on the comedown now I realize that I missed her

hurt w/sulphur

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hurt w/sulphur (prod.tothegood)

'Sin-Shi'

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