(casperrr)
i'm drowning 
and i keep pushing myself down
crying
i feel like shit i think i'm drownin
in my own fears 
i think im drowning in my own tears

(gloomybaby)
i’m drowning in tears
i’m scared of what i fear 
this isn’t even 
real just past me another drink so i don’t feel 
this is not what i planned 
i don’t wanna hurt so bad this not what
i planned 
i dont wanna hurt so bad 
nothing you ever said 
could be as bad 
as what i call my self 
maybe i should get some help but i just don’t think that would help

(casperrr)
i'm drowning 
and i keep pushing myself down
crying
i feel like shit i think i'm drownin
in my own fears 
i think im drowning in my own tears

drowning w/gloomybaby (dead spyro)

mix/master by me 

prod. sorrow bringer

dont know dont know dont know dont know...
if im ever gonna find the right path
dont know which way to go

i been waiting around
i been waiting around

i been waiting around
i been waiting around 

i been contemplatin' which way to say this
i know the cost but i dont know how to pay it 
please stop playin with me 
cuz u know that i would 
give up everything
for just a little bit of room to breathe

lights they flicker as i lay on my bedroom floor
i dont know why tf i even try anymore
none of these ppl really love me
i was foolish to think theyd ever think anything of me
of course they fucking dont...

and i dont wanna wait until theres nothin' left
ima keep on runnin' until my last breath x2 

ohhhhhh

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waiting around [+sorrow bringer]

produced by hiraeth


I caught you using what was left of me 
and my god its dumb what you mean to me
And you just can’t see what you did to me
No heart no soul 
Nothing left of me
And my god its embarrassing  
no thoughts just lay til im out of it
Now there’s snow where I used to be
Can’t you see you’ve taken every single part of me

Don’t go now im so scared 
I’ve waited for 2 years and now ur not there
My bones never harvest  call me an artist 
we where done when we started

Don’t go now im so scared
 I’ve waited for 2 years and now ur not there
My bones never harvest  call me an artist
 we where done when we started

Do you really believe that ? 
you love but its so bad 
And I should’ve seen that
 all i want is is a call back 
but i couldnt show that
now talking is so sad

i miss what we both had
but nothing in love lasts
and i should have known that  

AND MY GOD MY GOD ITS EMBARRASSING

Don’t go now im so scared 
I’ve waited for 2 years and now ur not there
My bones never harvest  call me an artist
 we where done when we started

Don’t go now im so scared 
I’ve waited for 2 years and now ur not there
My bones never harvest  call me an artist 
we where done when we started

alaska

burning like a star, doomed to die alone

lyrics: 

dont know how to make this right
always feelin' so dead inside
its all i can do not to end this life
yall just fuck me up and leave me here to die
god knows im so sick of cryin
fuck this shit i feel like dyin
dont believe anything they say now
ima light up to relieve this pain now...

dont know why 
i cant face this world
im always starin thru the blinds 
dont hmu im just a waste of time 

dont hmu im just setback
id rather be alone and hit this gas pac
pls dont get to close to me
everyone who does becomes the enemy...

dont talk to me...
if you do youll just want to leave
im backin down i dont want this 
nothing that i do could ever, ever stop this
burning like a star, im doomed to die alone
everybody leaves ive never had a home
just go away, i dont wanna talk now
im perfectly fine being a shadow in the background

oooo a shadow in the background
oooo the sun comes out
i dont make a sound...
i dont make a sound....

shadow in the background [+taurs & jolst]

@lalenabeats

// lyrics
// lalena 
life is short so tell me why
do i try so hard, oh why
on my own shit now goodbye
in a spaceship through the sky
wanna see the stars before I die
in the orbit of my life
see you there, you shine so bright
your beauty in disguise
it fooled me once can't fool me twice 

into my own demise
tough love ain't no surprise
the things that i despise
are all my feelings that arise
do you understand that i
hate the feels of butterflies
in my stomach, let them die 

life is short so tell me why
do i try so hard, oh why
on my own shit now goodbye
in a spaceship through the sky
wanna see the stars before I die
in the orbit of my life
see you there you shine so bright
your beauty in disguise
it fooled me once can't fool me twice 
 
// geist 
can’t fool me twice 
fell for your eyes but i see right through tonight 
and oh love, i try
to show that i’m hurting, but you keep on shutting me out 
running out of time, suffocate me in the doubt 
had a beating heart but it’s all black now 
and i couldn’t say what i wanted to say 
we could talk, we could change, but we’re rotting away

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fall w/ lalena [prod. lalena]

prod. me and @xona

hmm~
i'm breaking, my bones
and my head, is filled with these thoughts
oh they kill me
oh they hurt me
oh they make me bleed
oh i feel like im dying
oh i feel like i am lying
to myself
everyday
everynight
i stay awake~

i'm breaking, my bones
and my head, is filled with these thoughts

pain on my chest
i can't fucking breathe
my head is a mess
i don't want to live
put all my emotions
under the sea
wonder why nobody
ever talk to me

a lot of anxiety
feel it deep in my bones
what has gotten into me
pls leave me alone
every single scar u see
tells u a different memory

i'm breaking my bones (xona + casperrr)

i'm a casualty of life...
prod. @gonetoofar x @memoryroseishere
cover photo taken my by girlfriend :)
hope u all enjoy <3

lyrics:
oh how i dream of the west coast
or maybe somewhere thats not here
i’ve been all cooped up inside
need a place to reside
where the water can run clear

i hate to wait for my chances
but i’m a casualty of life
my brain cannot wait
for the day i can say
everything’s gonna be fine

don’t want to be here tomorrow
but in the sense i don’t exist
i’m sick of basic routine
need a change in my scene
i don’t know how to fix this

i think i'm tumbling backward
i need a hand to life me up
or maybe air i can breathe
maybe eyes that could see
why the water has dried up

freshwater [toofargone x memoryrose]

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If you're reading this I love you. Thank you so much for the support and for listening to this lil song I made! Also, please check out all of the other people that made this track possible. Love ya <3 - kana

Caves:
https://www.youtube.com/@prodcaves/about
https://soundcloud.com/imcaves
https://traktrain.com/caspr

Wisssery:
https://linktr.ee/wisssery

Tnvr:
https://www.instagram.com/tnvr555/

Lyrics:

So this is the end?
I guess
We were lying to ourselves
Didn't want it to end
But I guess
Everything must end

Its just another thing I have to forget
Another person again
Ill probably break down put a scar on my chest
So many nights you had me trapped in my head
Thinking bout times that we spent
So many memories that I cant just forget
I prolly didn't mean a thing
Oh it stings
You made me feel so fucking numb
On top of everything
You made me look so fucking dumb
Embarrassing
I think I'm really done with love
Done with everything
Cause I cant break my heart again
And again
Cant do this all over again
I'm fucking spent
I gotta fix the shape I'm in
So many dents
So many walls again
I wont let no-one in
I wont get hurt again

So this is the end?
I guess
We were lying to ourselves
Didn't want it to end
But I guess
Everything must end

Lately I cant get any sleep
I've been abusing these drugs
They got me trapped in a dream
I say fuck being in love
That shit don't mean anything
Id rather damage my lungs
So high I cant feel a thing
So high I cant feel a

Lately I cant get any sleep
I've been abusing these drugs
They got me trapped in a dream
I say fuck being in love
That shit don't mean anything
Id rather damage my lungs
So high I cant feel a thing
So high I cant feel a
Lately I cant get any sleep
I've been abusing these drugs
They got me trapped in a dream
I say fuck being in love
That shit don't mean anything
Id rather damage my lungs
So high I cant feel a thing
So high I cant feel a

another person to forget (prod. caves and wissery)

Out on all platforms soon <3

LYRICS -

Save my life
Let me know now if you need me
I don’t want no trouble when he sees me
would he really think clearly?
I know he won’t react how you pictured
This

It’s obvious how he resents me
And I guess the due to how I left things
I didn’t mean to cause you damage 
and i don’t mean to break your spirit

Think I’m fuckin scared?
Nah I’m terrified
A world without you a world through my own eyes
I promised you I wanted this and it didn’t take you long to realise
That I was useless and a waste of your time
I look at your side
I wanna erase the memories from your mind
Just so you’d have a better picture of me 
For what it’s worth the time we spent was the best of my life 

I don’t know why
I don’t feel alive
I wanna stay inside
Fuckin petrified
But you said it was everything
That you gave up for me
But I couldn’t see
How much that meant to you 

Save my life
Let me know now if you need me
I don’t want no trouble when he sees me
would he really think clearly?
I know he won’t react how you pictured
This

It’s obvious how he resents me
And I guess the due to how I left things
I didn’t mean to cause you damage 
and i don't mean to break your spirit

They kick me when I’m down and when I’m feeling low
I just wanna call you home
All the places that we used to go
All became abandoned has it really been that long
Pondered the idea for a long time
Maybe this isn’t a wrong I should try to right
You’re better off this way I revived a dying light 
Tell me your story I wanna hear your epilogue 

Save my life
Let me know now if you need me
I don’t want no trouble when he sees me
would he really think clearly?
I know he won’t react how you pictured
This

It’s obvious how he resents me
And I guess the due to how I left things
I didn’t mean to cause you damage 
and i don't mean to break your spirit

~🌹 Save My Life 🌹 (Prod. Sinxi)

Produced/Engineered by Sinxi

Out on all platforms x

Stream <3

~ nothing ever changes, i hate this

(available on spotify + apple music)

an acoustic one for you. 
guitar loop was recorded by MINOR2GO <3

lyrics:

you didn't have to face the past
but your exhausted lips still spoke
you could've let me drown but you
dove in and dragged me to the shore
i can't describe how much you mean to me
i need to be
so much more
than this

cry in each other's arms till we're tired
help me to reconcile my desires
i need you like a match needs a fire
you need me like a fiend needs a lighter

navigate this mist to my purpose
slip and fall like thousands of times
scars that come from bruises on my knees
make me wonder if
i deserve your love as mine
do i deserve your love as mine?

cry in each other's arms till we're tired
help me to reconcile my desires
i need you like a match needs a fire
you need me like a fiend needs a lighter

lifeline (prod. minor2go)

'Sin-Shi'

Mixing/Mastering - prodbysinxi@gmail.com
Features/Enquiries - sinxi.mgmt@gmail.com

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@suteracollective

~🌹 Save My Life 🌹 (Prod. Sinxi)

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