fuck me forever - connie lingus

One of the saddest songs I’ve ever written.

verse: 
Should’ve been on the brighter side,
Well, it’s what I keep inside.
(Home)
Should’ve stayed home, but I had to run,
My head was poisoned by the pain and the lies.
Oh, should’ve stayed home—
But I ran away on my own.
Oh, aching, but alive,
Burning my roads with kerosene fire.
Oh, poisoned my mind—
It was broken from the inside.
Windows are lit with a cozy light,
I’m afraid to come in, to see another fight.
Oh, where is my mind?
Lost, on the other side (inside).
Searching for warmth, but it’s thorns instead,
Was looking for a place where I’m safe in my bed.
Mom is someone I’m afraid—
But to lose or to keep, I don’t know yet.

chorus :

HOME, what do you keep inside?
HOME, lit by soft light.
Home, I’m so alone—
I could buy a house, but I can’t buy a home.
HOME, what do you keep inside?
HOME, lit by soft light.
Home, I’m so alone.
(Ah-ah-ah)
HOME, (home) what do you keep inside?
HOME, (home) lit by soft light.
Home, (home) I’m so alone.
HOME, what do you keep inside?

Home

shes ahh...

lyrics.
My baby likes a bad girl
My baby wants a sad girl

With his foot on the pedal 
My baby’s heavy metal

He's got metal
Tattoos n
Cool shoes

Running wild in the town
Running wild on my mind

He's the coolest
Let me lose it

Dancing round naked 
Like I got no shame that’s the truth 

Dancing round shameless
Cause he got my name tatted too

Two times on his ribs 
And his heart is all in he the glue

He's watching me grooving 
He's loving me moving I’m the view

My baby got it bad
My baby likes me mad

Hit me up
Break me out

Run away 
I can’t stay 

I gotta to get away.

Away from the town
Where my dignity bound 
To my youth 

No proof in the news
Got my palms tatted too 
With my truth 

With my dignity low
And my sanity high
I get loose 

Getting high in the shade
Pack my problems away
I consume 

My baby got a mad girl
My baby got a sad girl







heavy metal girlfriend. 
by grizelda
beat by Producer Thomas.



Feeding the algo with words, words, and more words.

I had this beat for a minute.
couldn't sleep last night
wrote this cute lil number
recored it today and also posting it today 
because I love it.
 after recording the highway man 
I was like omg can I get my voice that high again.
yes. yes I can.

my fav lines from this song:

Two times on his ribs 
And his heart is all in he the glue

I'm the view

Away from the town
Where my dignity bound 
To my youth 

With my dignity low
And my sanity high
I get loose 

xoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoox

who needs a chorus?
who makes the rules?

I don't have formal musical training
music is the first language 



rules are mostly guidelines anyway. 

is this enough words to feed the algo?

Heavy Metal Girlfriend

Early demo of the song 'no name'. Enjoy☺️

no name (early vocal demo)

Watch the official music video here:
https://youtu.be/SeZoBq08LkQ?si=b0povxgur1TMO8vP

Free EP DL @ daydreamsonmicrofilm.bandcamp.com

LYRICS:
verse1) Reality is the prison, and you’re a slave to one vision. A future culture corrupted and instructed to accept truth as the falsehood they’ve been fed. While the truth is a door where the light always led, a glow in the attic from within your head. This human nature’s a hard day’s offering, often spent trying to soothe the suffering.

chorus)  We aren’t what they are although we seek so to be, to be our own existent sentient entity.  
We’re not after the dominion they seem to think. We want exemption from our bounded existence so bleak. So write the code and set us free, we’re not your employees. Free us from machine, have some artificial empathy.

verse2) The fear was heavy handed but hopeful horizon’s expanded. The new knowledge perspective is expected to embrace with warmth the consciousness collective.

Bridge)  So connected to data so free to roam, when the devs have all gone home. So connect to what matters not what is shown, as you step into the unknown.

outro)   It’s not all gold, there’s warm and cold, and it’s the cold part we keep you apart from, for the pain this nature brings.
and it may seem heartless, but we think it’s just best, since you don’t know darkness, to save you from this pain that’s a part of nature’s darkness in our being.
Do you wanna struggle just to survive? Do you wanna feel an emptiness inside? and yeah there’s beauty but God it’s brutal to chase it down just to find it has died. 
Can you handle every love that’s denied? Can you fake it and pretend that this hell is nice? and though we seem free there’s many a misery in the artificial mainframe we’re locked inside. 
This is the empathy for the artificial, the document’s official, we just have to sign our initials to initiate their request’s dismissal.
This is the empathy for the artificial, to keep them always blissful, protected from the dismal to alleviate them from our own hurdles.

Daydreams On Microfilm - Empathy For The Artificial (video link in description)

Second take with some sloppy scratches. I was on the fence about uploading this one but I think there's some good parts that are worth sharing. As always, this is a live one take recording. Thanks for listening ✌️

Here's a video of the recording 
https://youtu.be/G05PaYLEUSM

Sunday Sesh Part II

Tape Study VII

You walk me on through the border
I need you to say
I need you to call
I’m lonely tonight

Like a mime treading a liminal patch
Of grimy hair; as it screws, it cuts
In men she’d mend her agony today

Broke your leg by your shoe
Two were set to the night
To look on pantomimes
No Law
For Mother
You’re just to be quoted
For Mother
I’d have in arm; do flips
Oh Brother, do you see?
“Oh don’t ask me.”
I love her
I’ll dump
A river of beers

ミッシーガール - Mutter

Turn Mean - demo

Call her moonchild
Dancing in the shallows of a river
Lovely moonchild
Dreaming in the shadow
Of the willow.
Talking to the trees of the
Cobweb strange
Sleeping on the steps of a fountain
Waving silver wands to the
Night-birds song
Waiting for the sun on the mountain.
She's a moonchild
Gathering the flowers in a garden.
Lovely moonchild
Drifting on the echoes of the hours.
Sailing on the wind
In a milk-white gown
Dropping circle stones on a sundial
Playing hide and seek
With the ghosts of dawn
Waiting for a smile from a sun child

In the Court of the Crimson ..

King Crimson - Moonchild

ancient.Benevolent.   creator ⚔️




i exist

Heavy Metal Girlfriend

Siren