@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
prod both of us as always

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later: 
slow down 
shut up 
take a picture of us 
watch her driving away
leaving nothing but dust

i know 
you dont 
really like to pretend 

you love me so let me go
??

me: 
im sorry
you know me
you expect way too much, again

you're going
still coping
i cant live my life without u in

so she'll go
on her own
and find someone else to make her smile

it makes me sick when i think of what we said
so many words i regret, but cant forget

pictures of us

https://open.spotify.com/track/4fADPwiqd4fbBFQ6YVFBkM?si=a1ca49fd7b954d8a

prod me

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the busus

"why do you feel bad?"
"it was just a crush"
they make you feel bad
for giving them your trust

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

i want a cigarette

my legs are giving out
what’s left is nothing now
i still pretend my clothes smell like you
can’t help what’s not around
i know i’d let you down
i wish you didn’t feel the same too
and she wont respond to anything
and she wont come back to you
i’ve tried oh trust i have
i gave myself the task
if not with me then shes for who

if i had anything left to offer u know it'd be yours

@ wissery

i stay alone while you go out at night
i tried to understand why you said ur alright
give me one more day to leave out your sight
you never explained why we both gonna die

let me fix you
im stuck within you
our lives werent meant to
spend our time in this fucked up, rotting place

till we spent our time rotting together

im off the ketamine and maddie she wont talk to me
that girl was a fiend i didnt give her drugs so she thinks im mean
i hope her new man dies i hope you know i sit and cry

ketamine

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i wish that my life was a romcom 
i wish every song was a love one 
wish my life would fall into place but
dreaming never got me out of mistakes

alone with her 
its all i need 
i wish my life 
wasnt a comedy 
and maybe dreams 
just arent that bad 
cus when i think of her
i dont feel sad

i wanna be a jack-o-lantern - i wish my life was a romcom

prod me

you're so annoying
all you do is talk
yeah i told you its boring
but you keep on going on
if you're not the center of attention
you might aswell not talk
if someone gives you a mention
you always blow them off

have you ever thought
about anyone except yourself?
i wouldn't believe you
even if you showed me
id still say
you're from hell
have you ever thought
about anyone except yourself?
i wouldn't believe you
even if you showed me
id still say
you're from hell

you're so annoying
all you do is talk
yeah i told you its boring
but you keep on going on
if you're not the center of attention
you might aswell not talk
if someone gives you a mention
you always blow them off (x2)

annoying

jacko - thats life demo

Thx nicole for the duck but its not as good as mine
@prodpishogue for the instrumental show him love

pray that you dont,
break my heart
you got a reputation
and all those scars 
on your arms
youre such a killer baby
i wish youd just
pick a side
i hate your indecision

when you lie, it dont make me feel okay,
girl i get paranoid
i dont whats all inside my brain
girl i feel theres a void
inside my chest, and you could fall in
and you could fall in
girl cus im cavin in

ion even wanna talk cus ur so dumb
u dont see no signs girl
you dont care to show nun

ur always on sum bruh
why you been tweaking
its been a few months and u already geekin, im done

im thru, this ketel got me thru the roof
if i had to choose, i probably would kill you
then me, im sort of a creep,
cus when i love you, imma make sure that you love me

if i had anything left to offer u know it'd be yours

six days after christmas