A lot of young people is willing to take a one way ticket to Mars, will you?

Backpacking To Mars

Darkwave is an experimental music project incorporating elements of instrumental thrash metal combined with symphonic and electronic influences. 

Composing, guitars, programming: Zsolt Némethy.
Cover art: Lupus Photo (Dávid Ujhelyi).

Missa Innominata

Introitus

Романтик коллекшн

Шар

Like in the movie the boy with the red balloon, but this time it's her, the one who takes me back to my childhood.

The Story Of The Red Balloon

A Thorn in Your Side

"Hey didn't you already post this a month ago" Well yes, but also no-

Swans - Song For Dead Time (Cover)(Redux)

When That Day  Comes - Robert Grigg & Combstead

Release me

Lyrics:

Oh fuck
Here we go again
I can't breath
I can barely stand
I just need
To get outta here
I just need to get outta here

Can't keep up
With this Hide 'n' Seek
My future's looking
Really bleak
Without the help
Of my tiny white pills
In the minefield
That I live

Don't mind me, I'm going insane
(It's all inside my brain)
Just like every other day
(It's all inside my brain)
Don't mind me, I'm going insane
It's all inside my brain
Just like every other day
Like every fucking day

Oh fuck
I forgot again
I can't stop
But I'm trying
I hate to
Take it out on you
If only you could see through

Can't keep up
With the real life
It's a double edged sword
Like a real knife
They tell me
I will be okay
It's a fucking drain to keep it at bay

Don't mind me, I'm going insane
(It's all inside my brain)
Just like every other day
(It's all inside my brain)
Don't mind me, I'm going insane
It's all inside my brain
Just like every other day
Like every fucking day

Don't mind me, I'm going insane
It's all inside my brain
Just like every other day
It's all inside my brain
Don't mind me, I'm going insane
It's all inside my brain
Just like every other day
Like every fucking day
Don't mind me, I'm going insane
It's all inside my brain
Just like every other day
Like every fucking day


Credits:
Writing & Production: Me
Mixing & Mastering: ProdbyIOF

Hope ya'll enjoy!

Inside My Brain

For the times when you need to feel and not fake.

Real

Slow day.
The holes in the clouds makes the 
dream fade.
The pills will not solve it.
No weekday.
Can ever replace the way friday. 
Can transform your world.
Oh, there's a girl.
A pain in your rib cage.
Is all.

Mind-frame.
Is not looking upwards in cold space.
Unravelling as you freeze in place.
The clock keeps on ticking.
You're blown away.
Out from the whirl.
Oh, there's a girl. a millstone you carry is all.

A down day.
Not looking outward but in.
Waste on the table is blown away. 
Can't make the connection between states.
Put on your act.
For the girl. 
She's all you have left in this world.

Oh, a fugue state.
Another enchantment is laid to waste.
Stare in the mirror.
Confused face,
Staring back outwardly fine.
What's mine is mine.
And the girl?
Becomes all-encompassing.




Slow Day

I sing and I write music, sometimes both at once. World's first, and likely only, one-woman Jarboe Cover band.

Swans - Song For Dead Time (Cover)(Redux)

Heartbreak Soup