song i wrote 2 years ago i still feel somewhat related to

thinking why cant i just enjoy it
thinking why am i always envious
thinking why cant i enjoy it the fourth time around

why does everything have to be new
an awkward cadence, new tuning too
why am i always pushing forward til i fall down

and i miss playing when i was young
where imagination wasnt a sign that somethings wrong
and the shallow end of it all

why do i miss those feelings
thinking why do i miss confusion
healing doesnt come with age or an unfolded truth

and i miss playing when i was young
where imagination wasnt a sign that somethings wrong
and the shallow end of it all

break down
voice cracks my eyes lock aim and i cant get out
off track i rise and say im an enviee
enviee.......

2022 demo - enviee

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