oh, there is a lost year
somewhere between you and i
you smell like a garden
i want to be twisted in your vines

i just want to feel you
running around my pavement
ooh, tell me i’m your favorite
minor inconvenience
and i’ll return the feeling

just grow
and i would crack to marry your devotion
interwoven
we could be the garden and the pavement

you gave me a flower
bright red and pink, but i got you stepped on
enter infestation
the doubt that I think i’m not what you want

but i want to feel you
running around my pavement
ooh, tell me i’m your favorite
minor inconvenience
and i’ll return the feeling

just grow
and i would crack to marry your devotion
interwoven
we could be the garden and the pavement

cracks and petals cut were bound to come
when we were never meant to love
but that doesn’t mean we can’t break rules
this is filthy love but it’s golden and
the whole world needs to know it
but i dont like convincing you

the garden & the pavement DEMO

diet coke

remember (ALEX G COVER)

Ill be 
right here 
away from 
my fears 

you cant
tell me 
I'm not 
happy 
 
I'm happy

the regret is making me sick

some place afar
i wanna sit in front of a volcano

distant affairs
i wanna stop but its so hard to say no

and theres a crack down the road
i can see it from a month away

rush in
jump in
im ready to erupt
youre ready to erupt too

suffering
in the ash
but hey, its breathing
its what we do

rush in/volcano/milotic???

artwork made by @malusmatrona on instagram

i don’t believe it
said you’re tired and leaving
tomorrow you’ll be out of state
for some unknown reason

right in front of my eyes
a perfect picture that time buys
breaks apart uneven
for some untold reason

alternating questions 
not the greatest first impression
it’s not about getting even
except to you for some reason

i listened to your stories
with bleary eyes at four in the morning
we lay our heads and then it’s evening
for some untold reason

reason

Is it selfish
To think of you with me all of the time?
Got a good life
And I don't wanna ruin it if I were to make you mine
My eyes shut
We're in no rush
Count my days
We will be okay
Every time I have to hear your voice
It feels like an obligation and I have no choice
But to want you
Do you love me?
I'm fucking done, this shit's making me crazy
Oh
Make a move, wanna get to know you
There's a world that I wanna show you
Its got black and gold picture frames
Of me and you running away
My eyes shut
We're in no rush
Count my days
We will be okay
Every time I have to hear your voice
It feels like an obligation and I have no choice
But to want you
Do you love me?
I'm fucking done, this shit's making me crazy

getaway (acoustic)

comm college has commenced
this time i'll try to make some friends
i've not talked in a while
and i've gotten nowhere with silent smiles

when walking by

hi i'm x4

this hallway's a work of art
the murals inside of your heart are reflecting all over the walls and inside your eyes

in your eyes

hi i'm x4

so when you're passing
(how do you do it?)
i'm asking
(how are you doing?)
it's past me
(how do you do it?)
x2

how do you do it?
how are you doing?
how do you do it?

hi i'm

im scared to die in here alone
im scared to die in here alone
don’t go

imscaredtodiealone

lotsa new music comin

lyrics
what you want from me anyway
is there something you want me to say
cuz it's just hard to think right now
it's just hard to figure out
why you make me feel like this
why I feel like I'm not in your plane
of place
of time
I'm in my mind
for you to find
to hide behind until we find a way

I'm finding a way for you
I'm finding a way for me
I'm trying again for you
cuz if it means I wouldn't lose you, I'd do it again
I'd do it again and again and again

dreaming bout a past life
but I woke up today
I'll find you tonight
so we won't fade away
dreaming bout a past life
but I woke up today
I'll find you tonight
so we won't fade away

rush in/volcano/milotic???

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