oh, there is a lost year
somewhere between you and i
you smell like a garden
i want to be twisted in your vines

i just want to feel you
running around my pavement
ooh, tell me i’m your favorite
minor inconvenience
and i’ll return the feeling

just grow
and i would crack to marry your devotion
interwoven
we could be the garden and the pavement

you gave me a flower
bright red and pink, but i got you stepped on
enter infestation
the doubt that I think i’m not what you want

but i want to feel you
running around my pavement
ooh, tell me i’m your favorite
minor inconvenience
and i’ll return the feeling

just grow
and i would crack to marry your devotion
interwoven
we could be the garden and the pavement

cracks and petals cut were bound to come
when we were never meant to love
but that doesn’t mean we can’t break rules
this is filthy love but it’s golden and
the whole world needs to know it
but i dont like convincing you

the garden & the pavement DEMO

French Exit - demo

should i

some place afar
i wanna sit in front of a volcano

distant affairs
i wanna stop but its so hard to say no

and theres a crack down the road
i can see it from a month away

rush in
jump in
im ready to erupt
youre ready to erupt too

suffering
in the ash
but hey, its breathing
its what we do

rush in/volcano/milotic???

artwork made by @malusmatrona on instagram

i don’t believe it
said you’re tired and leaving
tomorrow you’ll be out of state
for some unknown reason

right in front of my eyes
a perfect picture that time buys
breaks apart uneven
for some untold reason

alternating questions 
not the greatest first impression
it’s not about getting even
except to you for some reason

i listened to your stories
with bleary eyes at four in the morning
we lay our heads and then it’s evening
for some untold reason

reason

a song for my younger self

sandy (alex g cover)

I’d try to give it all
To fade the static of whispered dreams
Painted in the dark
How can I try hard enough 

I keep seeing my own visions masking the picture of his face
All I want is to 
Hope that the picture will change

Drift between sleeping times
Where all my love I cannot hide 
To forfeit all just to say that
You can stay here

I keep seeing my own visions masking the picture of his face
All I want is to 
Hope that the picture will change

Visions

well the west flew to mid-ohio
skater boys from new york have followed
and i wonder if they think of me when their egos die down

what a rude thing to say about them
they’re probably facing the hell of parents
who will sigh and fund their everything to keep them moved out
i know cause another one moved in now

i see him kickflip out the window
he could really make a name for himself though
i see him kickflip out the window
we could really make out if we lay low

you know the way to my heart
is a skateboard and living nextdoor
so, when do we start?

(when do we start?
can we start right now?
lets start right now)

been a month and you know my dogs name
i lurk the place where you work on thursdays
and i wonder if you think of me when you wanna get out
i know, i gotta move on, but i look out

and see you kickflip out the window
you could really make a name for yourself though
i see you look up at the window
i could play it off well if i lay low

you know the way to my heart
is a skateboard and living nextdoor
so, when do we start? 

can you heal the way that i feel?
can you heal how i feel?
can you heal the way that i feel?
come and heal the way that i feel
come and heal how i feel
come and heal me

you know the way to my heart
is a skateboard and living nextdoor
so, when do we start?

When do we start? full demo

[part 1: food]

hey max, take your shirt off
it's overworn
aren't you almost 18?
relax, i wont judge
tonight i'm yours, plus
you've got a nice physique

now you're talking about hungry you are
"trust me, it goes once you start"
and you're walking around the fight i've endured
i guess i hide it too well

so i won't worry about
any name you call me
when you like how it sounds
so dont worry about any of my feelings
just call me food and eat me tonight
i can rid your appetite
just call me food and eat me

take off my wrapper
kiss my tender golden shell
just be careful, i'm soft
and i know it doesn't matter
but im not here to loosen belts
just to take some shirts off

now they're on the ground
and we're dancing in dark
trust me, i know you've got a good heart
you're a glutton and proud
i'm envious of everybody else
i guess we're going to hell

so i won't worry about
any name you call me
when you like how it sounds
so dont worry about any of my feelings
just call me food and eat me tonight
i can rid your appetite
just call me food and eat me

[part 2: alcoholic]

on my way home late at night
high school forefront of my mind
something about is making me numb
somehow i can't get enough

oh i just wanna put you down
but you're glued to my hands right now
grab another, further down the gutter

just noticed how often
these thoughts are in my head
something about 'em is making me think
i'm addicted to these feelings [x3]

you just wanna put me down
but im glued to your hands right now
its forever, maybe its for the better
cause its been worse but now this is better, right?
right?

cant stop drinking empty feelings
think this bottles deep as deep ends
cant stop drinking empty feelings
i think im an-
cant stop drinking empty feelings
think this bottles deep as deep ends
cant stop drinking empty feelings
i think im an alcoholic

oh i dont where id be without
everything i put in my mouth
i just wish we could put us down
but our bodies are glued to our hands right now

its forever
drown me out

food/alcoholic

prod.peril

all i want is an apology, but youre too stuck in your ways
cuttin up my skin and now im starvin for days, its that look on your face
ill get up, youll knock me down and now im stuck in a daze
the destruction and pain, it all drives her away

youre still out and youre still happy and youre partyin all night
wish you saw me the same, cus baby i see stars in your eyes
and whenever im around you i just feel hypnotized,
now im stuck in my room and im only thinking of you
you dont wanna talk to me, you dont wanna see it through
i dont why im like this but i cant talk to you,
about how i feel, you dont know but i wish you knew

so ill lay in my bed and stare at my ceiling
i just wanna know baby, is this the real thing?
you dont wanna see the way i see things,
and you dont ever wanna talk things out with me
ive been feelin lonely, just too lonely as of late
and my vision just wont focus cus my bodies too strained
pump this vapor out my lungs, shard metal on my tongue
switchblade in my pocket but i wish i had a gun

When do we start? full demo

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