Lyrics:
Flicker like a dying screen / Can you see me?  
Empty voices in between / Static dreaming  

Hands that never held me tight / Slip through shadows  
I dissolve into the night / Lost tomorrow  

Mirror cracks behind my eyes / Fading slowly  
Buried under violet skies / Don’t look for me

splinters

dreaming in static

Lyrics:
I count them like prayers, every calorie, every sin, mirror shows me all my fears, the war I'll never win

Pretty things don't eat much, pretty things are small, but I'm hungry for your touch and I'm not pretty at all

Tea instead of dinner, water instead of wine, maybe I'll be thinner, maybe I'll be fine

Pretty things float away, pretty things don't stay, but I'm heavy in my skin, carrying all this shame

I want to disappear like sugar in the rain, make myself so small that I don't feel this pain

Bathroom scale confession, numbers tell me lies, every meal's a question, every bite's goodbye

I want to disappear like sugar in the rain, make myself so small that I don't feel this pain

Pretty things don't eat, pretty things aren't me

sugar in the rain

Lyrics:
I sleep with the window open
Hoping the wind might take me
Every breath is a question
And every thought betrays me

Your voice is a cold confession
Echoed in porcelain dreams
I trace you in condensation
Then watch you slip through the seams

Hold me like a secret you regret
Soft and stained and delicate
If I break, will you forget?
Was I ever real, or just your silhouette?

Night paints me in silver and smoke
A ghost in a borrowed dress
The stars don’t speak my name anymore
And silence fits me best

My love was a mirror, cracked
You kissed your own reflection
I bled for a softer ending
But beauty is just rejection

Hold me like a secret you regret
Soft and stained and delicate
If I break, will you forget?
Was I ever real, or just your silhouette?

If I vanish like a wish
Will you feel the air collapse?
was I the ache in your ribs
Or just a name you never asked?

secret you regret

Lyrics:
She hums in pastels, walks like a dream
Ribbons and bruises tucked in the seams
Her laugh is a whisper, hollow and thin
Each breath she takes could be the last one in

They see a doll, they see a light
They don’t see her stay up all night
Counting pills like rosary beads
Praying softly for release

She’s a porcelain season, fading fast
Smiling like the die is cast
They say she’s lovely, sweet and shy
But she’s already saying goodbye

Her room smells like perfume and rain
Photos turned down, voice full of strain
She writes in red where no one looks
Lines between the pages of her favorite books

She makes her bed, she draws the blinds
Leaves a trail of “I’ll be fine”s
They kiss her cheek, don’t see the clue
The silence that’s been turning blue

She’s a porcelain season, fading fast
Smiling like the die is cast
They say she’s lovely, sweet and shy
But she’s already saying goodbye

Tomorrow they’ll call, but she won’t wake
A ghost in pink, too soft to break
And all they’ll ask is “why didn’t she cry?”
But she was always saying goodbye

no one saw her go

Lyrics:
He looks right through her, says her name
But it never sounds the same
She laughs, he doesn’t hear
Like he’s not even near

He’s somewhere else, not in this room
She holds him close, still feels the gloom
His hands feel colder every night
she’s kissing someone lost from sight

They talk, but never mean a thing
His silence wears a wedding ring
She dreams of doors he’ll never close
And sleeps beside a fading ghost

He’s somewhere else, not in this room
She holds him close, still feels the gloom
His hands feel colder every night
She’s kissing someone lost from sight

he’s somewhere else

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sugar in the rain

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