me and my brothr Hayden made a cool sad song. and I actually do wanna die. enjoy.

is it to late to kms? ft. hayd333n

this isnt a song, its a cry for help (arey)

prod by jolst
feat cypression

lyrics:

looking in the mirror
i dont like what i see
scars all over my pale body x2


i dont wanna lose 
its all i ever do
ima go to bed
think bout what i been thru
i been layin face down in my bedroom
you rly fucked me up in my head too 


you were my everything
i call, you let it ring
did you mean anything at all x2

you left these scars on my body
and all you said was youre sorry

cypression:
Wrote me a letter and apologized
Burnt that shit so many lies
Up flames I watch them fly
Tears they fall but I’m alright
I'm alright

Sick of losing people
They be giving up the fight
I was holding on
And I was holding so tight
But no matter what I do
I always end up losing

Sick of all the bruises
And the scars you left behind
Some you can't see
Unless you look into my eyes

scars on my body pt. 2 (feat. cypression) (jolst)

"everything i need" by @skullkiddxx prod @nxbodysfav mixed + mastered by @skullkiddxx

lyrics:

hook:

i lost my breath right when you walked up in the scene,
the way you dress i swear you look straight from my dreams,
i’m not the best when i express just what i mean,
but when i’m with you girl i got everything i need,

so keep your eyes on me they’re all i wanna see,
we lay in bed i smoke my blunt and she just reads,
the way you love me makes me feel so fucking free,
when i’m with you girl i got everything i need,




verse:


you understand me in the ways that i cannot,
you hold it down that’s why i’m calling you my rock,
it took so long for me to finally take my shot,
cuz who am i to fuck up everything you’ve got,

and now i’m writing all these verses,
she makes me nervous,
seeing you person is such a service,
i look fine on the surface,
and that’s on purpose,
but really i’m just hurting,
and it just worsens and worsens,

turn my back on you,
that’s something i won’t allow no,
i know you’re feeling blue,
so baby girl don’t make a sound no,

i meant everything i’ve said,
hear me singing in your head,
girl i need you in my bed cuz we both know the blood we’ve bled yeah,

EVERYTHING I NEED [PROD. NXBODYSFAV]

I pour'd a 4 it got me dreaming, slipped into a sleep and, I was walking through the halls, I saw my stupid ass decisions made my momma cry a few times, swear to god I still regret it  I think its time I started winning,  Switch on my table side, I keep it tucked at night, bro said he wanna fight, wish he was still alive his girl was in my phone, and now she on my lives I fucked that lil thot, what a stupid ass decision

#Four ft. MXB (prod. OhMyGon!)

im gonna get close *kt3lly*

recorded & mixed by me
produced by back2thapast

So I'm like yeah yeah yeah oh oh oh
This the start of something new
Every time I'm in a room with you I get a bad mood
Oh pardon me sorry dude I don't really wanna talk no
I don't really wanna talk
I don't really wanna talk no
I don't really wanna talk

So can you tell me what you mean
Nothing here is meant for me I'm nothing like I'm supposed to be
I hope that its all a dream
But its always a nightmare lately I been so scared I don't know
So I pick up right back where I started
Lately I don't want no friends and to my friends I'm so cold hearted
I cant wait till all this ends
Tell my momma that I'm sorry
I ain't as strong as I thought I was but I'm still working hard for us
Yeah and I been fighting for so long
I just wish this shit was simple what the fuck am I doing wrong
For my whole life I thought it was destiny
Now I don't think its meant for me
I'm tearing by the seams and honestly I wanna rest in peace
I cry each time I'm on a beat
Toss and turning in my sleep
Wake up sweating on my sheets cause I keep running from the truth
I just wanna be with you but you don't wanna be with me
Ill say ill agree with you if you say you agree with me
Oh yeah
Yeah
Ill say ill agree with you if you say you agree with me
Oh yeah
Ill say ill agree with you if you say you agree with me

growing pains

spotify

growing pains [p. back2thapast]

I wanna press rewind
I swear to god all I do is waste my time yeah
Its not for you its all for me this world is mine
I cant wait that long I think I'm bout to cut the line
Tell me what the fuck you see in me cause lately I been blind
Oh well I guess you caught me
I don't got the confidence I did when I was young you see
This world will get you fucked up
Always trust ya gut yup
I think there's something wrong inside my head I'm always stuck yeah oh

Okay if you wanna talk I guess I really got no option
You better have my money by the time I fucking walk in
Okay tell me what the fuck is good
I'm so high inside this bitch I'm doing shit you wish you could
I get money its a lot just check the check
Smoking chemicals I feel this shit real deep inside my chest
I don't know why I cant let it go
Why does everything that's bad feel so good its all a cycle
And its all fucked up
Tell me why is everybody so stuck up
Will i really be like this till I'm dead and gone
Can somebody tell me where it all went wrong yeah

I wanna press rewind
I swear to god all I do is waste my time yeah
Its not for you its all for me this world is mine
I cant wait that long I think I'm bout to cut the line
Tell me what the fuck you see in me cause lately I been blind
Oh well I guess you caught me
I don't got the confidence I did when I was young you see
This world will get you fucked up
Always trust ya gut yup
I think there's something wrong inside my head I'm always stuck yeah oh

rewind

rewind [p. jammybeatz]

Yeah
Ugh
How the hell do I tell what's right from wrong
It always seems like everyone got it put together oh
I don't think I care enough to get on
At this point I hate making every song
Honestly it don't bring me peace anymore
I reminisce when I was sleeping on the floor with my dad
Wanted everything it never mattered what I couldn't have
Now my vision distorted and I been heading down the wrong path
I was supposed to learn from my mistakes now I might crash
Why the fuck do I keep breaking down
I think I really fucking hate me now
I'm closer to the end
Can anybody somebody just hear me out
No who
Don't ask me how I'm doing
When everything gets rough I'm holding on
I aint really that tough I aint really that strong
Its my fucking life I ruined
I don't wanna get into it oh
Lately I'm the clown or I'm the pawn everyday I'm feeling stupid oh

I give advice to everyone but never take my own
I got problems on problems I guess you can say I'm grown
And I wonder how they'll feel when I'm dead and I'm gone
Tell my mom plant a tree when its time
I don't wanna tombstone
I don't want nobody crying
I don't wanna do wrong
I just wanna make it right
I sit at this laptop
Complaining about my spot
But I know that there's others that don't got it like I got
Used to put it on my mother one day I would pop
If you ask me now Ill tell you ima stop
Its not the same as before
Cause I don't want it like I did anymore
I don't see the point tell me what its for
I cant go one day being sober
This my dream and I think its over
Oh its over

EVERYTHING I NEED [PROD. NXBODYSFAV]

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