prod. pekarot

❤️‍🩹 SKULLKIDD ESSENTIALS ❤️‍🩹

guitar by @pekarot_161
this is for the OG listeners, I love you all from the bottom of my heart. 

lyrics:

i don’t know where i came from
only where i’ve been 
i could scratch out my eyes
when i’m feeling like this 
i can’t breathe since you left
i got cuts on my fist 
and they hurt (they hurt)
they hurt (they hurt) 

and i know that i’m sad but still smile when we kiss
i got scars on my arm from those nights i gave in 
and then you said forever but now you’re with him
and it burns (it burns)
it burns (it burns) 

but those scars on my arm 
they tell you a story
since 14 years old
they’ve been coming for me
i’m not what you want
so just throw me aside
and i’m old enough now
so i’ll wipe my eyes

and i’m praying to god
that i’ll just get better
i’ll hide in my car 
and sleep on the leather
i love you to death 
from now to december
this ones for the grayfox fans 
love you forever 

and now i’ve learned 
i’ll never be first 
but at least i’ve turned
my life around,
look at me now 
x2

look at me now
look at me now
look at me now
not 100% but i’m still here 
so look at me now 
x4

lookatmenow (pekarot)

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive

Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

Spirits in these walls when you're here, know they won't come around
Trauma flooding back, used to being told, "Don't make a sound"
Face down on the ground with my hands up
Watch your final breath through the screen of my camera
Left to die, you know you'll never find your way back home
Buried underneath years of snow, bones are growing cold
Know we die alone
But I still need something with you, got something to prove

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive


Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

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die (frevel x pekarot)

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the moment felt familiar when we walked to that lake
had my hand grasped to yours tight, in spite of your dismay
the leaves started falling, you averted your gaze
why the face?

why the face

and i'm losing my hair over someone who don't care about me
hiding frustration the emotions fall out of me and i can barely take it
signs clear can't mistake it
it comes to a barrier that i couldn't even break if i tried

just lay down and hide
you never gave a fuck about my health in the first place, the first place
so fuck off with your standards, get outta my face and just
take your
hands off my neck and you'll
learn a bit of some fucking respect, i'm so
nervous, an emotional wreck
not again
not again, not again

if you
say so
i'd just
lay low
take time
die slow
take time
die slow

running round in circles, such a fucking hypocrite, a little liquor, never hurts me as long as i forget about, youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

as long as i forget about you

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1st Place (prod. Pekarot)

the way that they treat you {king theta}

seven years w/ jomie {king theta}

you'd call me up to ask me how i'm doing
you told me that you couldn't wait to see me
we talked like every day
laughed at all the things i'd say
now the path that i will walk on is for you so i can say

thank you for the memories
the way you really cared for me
the way you never made me feel alone
i see you everywhere i go
my tattoos just go to show i keep you everywhere
i need you everywhere

you told me when you're gone to not cry over you
and said to know that you will be just fine
i miss when you would make me my school lunches
and let me drive your car when they took mine

so thank you for the memories
the way you really cared for me
the way you never made me feel alone
i see you everywhere i go
i miss you more than you could know
you were my everything
you're still my everything

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everywhere , everything {pekarot}

old pictures constantly following me,
why couldn’t this be what i want it to be,
nothing but this white noise can put me to sleep,

and now i’m crying to the songs that i wrote for you,
every line i said i swear was true,
it’s like this came from nowhere but deep down this was our truth,

and as we bring in this cold weather,
i just hope you’re feeling better,
i know we swore this was forever but it came soon,



but we tried,
yeah we tried,
always best friends before lovers,
despite all our sunshine summers,

tell me why,
does this have to be goodbye,
give it time and we’ll recover,
through our pain we’ll re-discover just who we are,



and i know you need your rest,
throughout all the stress i've put you through,
and with money and school tests,
i know this is not what’s best for you,

you say i’m not available emotionally,
and your best friend’s not too fond of me,
and she’s always in your ear i can’t compete i admit defeat,

and i could never diss you in a song, you’ve done no wrong so please stay strong,
i know things have changed, the time has gone what’s done is done i know it’s hard,

but as we bring in this cold weather,
i just hope you’re feeling better,
i know we swore this was forever but it came soon,



but we tried,
yeah we tried,
always best friends before lovers,
despite all our sunshine summers,

tell me why,
does this have to be goodbye,
give it time and we’ll recover,
through our pain we’ll re-discover just who we are,

crashing down {king theta}

you know it’s you when i say this
you make me go super saiyan
you made the bed that you lay in
with your diary where i stay in

you know it’s you when i say this
you make me go super saiyan
you made the bed that you lay in
with your diary where i stay in

you run from the truth but you can’t hide
have you noticed all my bloodshot eyes
smoke in my lungs like all the time
as you bring us closer to demise

and my name’s what you can’t escape
we can’t go back now it’s too late
we can’t go back it’s not the same
i think it’s best we fade away

you know it’s you when i say this
you make me go super saiyan
you made the bed that you lay in
with your diary where i stay in

you know it’s you when i say this
you make me go super saiyan
you made the bed that you lay in
with your diary where i stay in

in your diary {takuori}

i try to swim but i just drown
anxiety when the lights go out
i can't erase what i know now

i know the places you're around
i'm scared to see just what i've found
and the heaviness just weighs me down
and i'm falling face first can't get up

and i hope that you'll come back home
but i know that's not in my control
it's all my fault you were alone
it's now or never let me know

lay for hours wide awake
conversations on replay
filling blanks of what you'll say
do i stay or walk away

things cannot stay this way
they'll never be the same
it's one way or the other and it's where we'll need to be

i try to swim but i just drown
anxiety when the lights go out
i can't erase what i know now
i know the places you're around

i'm scared to see just what i've found
and the heaviness just weighs me down
and i'm falling face first can't get up
falling face first can't get up

and i hope that you'll come back home
but i know that's not in my control
it's all my fault you were alone
it's now or never let me know

emohkcabemocuoyepohi {takuori}

i ruin everything i fucking touch

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yeah i better wake up quick
"get it going, gotta get an iced out wrist
aint nobody going fuckin hard like this
and i been down bad but now im on my shit"
and all my friends
wanna act like i switched
now everybody wanna take a pic 
god damn
see your face on the gram
got me really missing when i could hold your hand

it's a lot to see u when i wake up
it's been hard to tell u that i want us
i ruin everything i fucking touch
and you'll get sick of me wont take much

yeah you'll get tired of me 
you'll just stop missing my company
it gets so hard to breathe 
wrist cut straight to the artery
i wish didn't push u away 
but sometimes i really don't know what to say
i see your eyes when u ask me to stay 
i just don't know how much i can take
and it's a lot to tell u that i love u
i swear it's me, i wanna trust u

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I think we’re doing things that maybe we shouldn’t 
I think we’re seeing things that maybe we couldn’t before
I feel it in my chest 
This must be dangerous 
Put paper on my lips 
Then he gave me a kiss 

Can I be here for you 
Can we touch like forever 
Rainbows on the moon
Colored paper I’m tethered
Can I be here for you 
Can we touch like forever 
Rainbows on the moon
Colored paper I’m tethered

Tie dye paper had me feeling blue
At the same point feeling brand new 
Woke up, Look up, at the moon 
We’ll be there soon 
Will you be here for me 
Believe me I’m feeling empty 
Like a car low on gas 
Sputtering broken down without you 

Can I be here for you 
Can we touch like forever 
Rainbows on the moon
Colored paper I’m tethered
Can I be here for you 
Can we touch like forever 
Rainbows on the moon
Colored paper I’m tethered

We can’t tell now if the world is going down 
And I just hope that you’ll be here to stick around 
And all our friends left where are they now
(Will you he right here for me baby)
We have painted faces above some clouds 
I feel see new traces while looking down 
(I will be there for you when you wake tonight)
I’m ok with just you and me now 

Can I be here for you 
Can we touch like forever 
Rainbows on the moon
Colored paper I’m tethered
Can I be here for you 
Can we touch like forever 
Rainbows on the moon
Colored paper I’m tethered

everywhere , everything {pekarot}

SkullKidd {@skullkiddxx}