Mindtrap

salvia palth - dream (you didnt change, i did)

Loser Monologue - Sign Crushing Motorist (Instrumental)

i don't like anything about me

all the shit I put you through

i don't wanna live

i dont do the whole love thing

i have too

i really wanted you to like me

i want to feel good about myself

I'm terrified, of nothing

im not gonna change

mindtrap x perk of being a wall flower

i’ll feel kinda dumb but i miss u

I didn’t choose the cold. Not at first. It crept in slowly, like silence after an argument - unspoken but deafening. The frost doesn’t lie. It strips everything down to the bone. No warmth, no comfort - just what remains when illusion is gone.


There’s a kind of knowing that comes only in the quiet. A clarity that doesn’t shout, doesn’t explain - it just is. But to hold it, I’ve had to let go of so much.

Because every time I come close to someone, I feel it slipping. That delicate thread I’ve followed through the silence begins to unravel in the noise of being known. There’s a part of me that only survives in isolation - a fragile shape that can’t bear the weight of love, or the expectations that come with being seen.

I watch people from a distance and wonder what it would cost to stay. To share space. To let the frost melt, even if just for a while.

But I know the price. I've paid it before. That when you are with someone, you lose something else - something only solitude can give. 

So I remain here, suspended between the need to be held and the need to disappear. I do not ask for answers. Only that the silence keep speaking to me, gently, until I can bear to listen again.

And maybe, one day, I’ll step back into the world. But I will never return the same.

coldlight

another banger from skel covered by me!
Lyrics: 
Verse 1
(I've—) It's like I'm runnin' a rat race
I'ma kill myself, so I'm comin' in last place
Why you lookin' at me with your eyes in a bad way?
It's already autumn, I waited, I've matched my days
On my shoulders, it's too much weight
And there's nothing left for me here anyways
It's already autumn, but I'm okay
With knowing I'll be dead by Valentine's—

Verse 2
(I've—) It's like I'm runnin' a rat race
I'ma kill myself, so I'm comin' in last place
Why you lookin' at me with your eyes in a bad way?
It's already autumn, I waited, I've matched my days
On my shoulders, it's too much weight
And there's nothing left for mе here anyways
It's already autumn, but I'm okay
With knowing I'll bе dead by Valentine's Day

Outro
Felt this way
Oh no, I really shouldn't stay (Pluto is so fucking cool and awesome)

how is it already october (cover)

Just uploading some audios
(i’m also alive again lmao)

i really wanted you to like me

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